I Wonder Where This Road Leads

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    I Really Do Wonder... And It Scares Me So Much...

    Following this path of love and pain... I'm going out of the light, and into the dark... And she's my only light left... But she keeps flickering off... And then I'm completely lost and scared.. Alone, in all that despair and lonliness and darkness... But...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 28, 2009
    zillaron zillaron
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2009

    If I Could GPS My Life,...

    would i want to travel it? At times I zoom out and ponder the complexities of life and how interwoven mankind is to the organisms, the heavens and all matter that exists be it known or unknown. It makes me pause and question the mediocrity and preciousness of life.  Yes I...
    axston axston
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Oct 21, 2009

    Where Does It Go?

    Recently I met someone who has become very special to me. We have made plans to meet, which I truely want to do. I am at a point in my life where I want to live again. Going through a divorce, and have come to realize that in 25 yrs of marriage I have missed alot. For 25 yrs life...
    tinkerbell2067 tinkerbell2067
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2013

    Makes Me Think

    That the avatar in this is so much like where I am right now driving with the headlights on low and taking a turn in the pitch black, the curve is steep and it is raining hard, trying to make it through till the morning but only seeing a few feet in front of me at a time. Is...
    mtvlm mtvlm
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Oct 27, 2009

    It Will Be A Year In December

    *I can't believe I didn't have a panic attack* LOL! Boyfriend and I were sitting on the couch this morning, and he turned to me and said, "We will be together a year in December" I nodded and smiled. cannot believe it will be a year already. I have spent almost an...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 1, 2009

    I Hope Till The End

    We will see where this road leads 2 when we(you) take it for a testdrive!! I hope this road will never ends.....but hey no brake test on me this time :)
    memyself4u memyself4u
    22-25, M
    Apr 3, 2013

    the road less traveled?

    "When you come to a fork in the road, take it". -Yogi Berra
    Dragon56 Dragon56
    61-65, M
    Nov 11, 2009

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    i write this to enshrine in electronic perpetuity. this is not written for any reason other than its what i feel. you know this is for you so i dont need to name you but the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    could have the Ep doomsday have been fake since it's past the marker or are they waiting until after today to close the place up hmm I wonder could it have been false or not maybe...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Why not. One more madturbation for the road because that is what i do:)
    Solopleasure Solopleasure
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    I wonder when I will be mature enough to say "Good bye!" smiling...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    The other day I had to drive into one of our cities. Ah crazy! Everyone's in such a mad scurry, they get into a turnabout and take off like they've just got to win the race, the...
    Qagidi Qagidi
    46-50, M
    Apr 19
    In this story, I want to put in everything that I have felt lately. Now that EP is closing, I'll never get the chance again to post my truest of feelings anywhere as I did on here...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    she always targets me,like its always me she tortures with her long nails and her kicking,and then she starts acting nice later that day and is all up on me???? something is either...
    ShellBoss105342 ShellBoss105342
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    I am going to New York next week.
    paolahuyong paolahuyong
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    I miss coachella !! Nooo!! :(
    chocolategirl101 chocolategirl101
    18-21, F
    Apr 18
    Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't as special as you thought I was. Maybe I'm just someone who stumbled into your path. Wide-eyed and unsuspecting. Not knowing how to shield my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I am tired of circles. I'm tired of this life. Feeling black and white weather haunting me. I don't know where I can put the past behind me. just trying to survive but trying isn't...
    AnonymousF5 AnonymousF5
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I do have a job where I work nude. I never planned to be a nude dancer nor ever even thought of it. But because of certain events in my life it was an opportunity to support myself...
    lissa1101 lissa1101
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Apr 17
    Some ship me to loa Vegas I wanna go !!
    chocolategirl101 chocolategirl101
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Now that EP is closing, I'm really wondering if anybody here has ever had a crush on me. I guess we will never know ^-^
    notmyfaultyourenotoriginal notmyfaultyourenotoriginal
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Apr 16
    I wonder...when and where this obsession with happiness started.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 16
    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I know I'll have lost my vision by then. That's all I know. I dunno WTF I'm going to do when I'm older - the issue with being a jack-of-all-trades - and it's given more brainaches...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 15
    Best feeling in the world driving down an open road with all the windows down and having your favorite song blasting on the radio.
    Tracylewis931 Tracylewis931
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    Unknown destinations, just making memories with soundtracks on the journey... :))
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    honestly have no idea but i know where i wanna be in 10 years i wanna be good at my career i wanna travel a few places in the world i wanna do something crazy like touching a...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 14
    I want to kill myself but I feel like I'll miss out on something. Idk. Not looking for attention just wondering about your suicidal experiences?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14
    I have been told by a good friend here that in the beginning I was intimidating to her because of my strong opinions. I realise that I may look like that, but as a matter of fact...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    Many EP users can write really well. To be honest, I felt their writings can reach closer to my heart than the books I have read till today. Even in the category which I do not see...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    I always wonder... why is it that those who always try to stay strong, always end up having to deal with other people's weaknesses? The strong pays for the strength that they hold...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Know matter who you are, where you live, what you believe, who you love, who you hate, how tall you are, what color you are, how strong you are, or how lonely you are we all bleed...
    Tallguy2223 Tallguy2223
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    I wonder why kids and young people had cowboys (or indians), cops (or robbers), firemen, soldiers, as idols, and nowadays it is not unfrequent that they have Steve Jobs or Bill...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I wonder if men just see us as a sex object
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    the better of us wont add to the extras ,salute mii!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    a man in purpose is only comfortable in meaning , an onlookers definition ......a phrase .... judgment verbalized
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 10
    Worked till 4 today, picked up my family and my mom and headed out to Milwaukee it's my aunts birthday! But then mom asked if we could stop by the outlet mall... Ugh big mistake...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 9
    Where is everyone going now that EP is closing? Any similar sites?
    kinkgal kinkgal
    18-21, F
    13 Responses Apr 9
    I saw it, the words of those you left behind. I tried to ignore it... But it is hard. You said you loved me. Yet not long after we ceased to be, you got your feelings entangled...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 9
    When you was 8-9 years old Did you know what " we need to talk " means when you parents said Leave us only I did I meant sex i had to keep the little ones away of course their had...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Apr 9
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I wonder why some people don't get that the war against Islamic terrorism is not the same as being at war with a country. Terrorism, by its nature, is carried out by little local...
    HarryDemon HarryDemon
    51-55, M
    Apr 8
    I want to buy stuff online from places like eBay and Amazon, but I don't have a credit card, if I ask a neighbor, or a friend, or a friend's parent to buy it for me (and I give...
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    Apr 7
    why aren't we given a button to click i suggest this person seek mental help immediately? i mean damn! the crazy people here need to be diagnosed or medicated already!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I check my phone in the morning time for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I do wonder, sometimes. Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself. Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    why do I care if others think about me....idk but it feels good to know I was on someone's mind...that i was/am special enough to them at one point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    I ******* hate feeling like this I hate feeling stupid I hate feeling like I can never do anything right. All I do is ******* fail at everything I can never do One simple thing...
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    Apr 6
    Many times I have thought about that very special one I have yet to meet... I wonder if he/she thinks of me sometimes too !
    AlipheeseVayentha AlipheeseVayentha
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    look up at the moon...kiss
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    I wonder are you thinking of me as I'm am always thinking about you ?? Are you okay my cockney darling ?
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
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