I Wonder Why I Bother

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    A Few Things Things Really....

    Well right this very second I'm wondering why I bother getting pissed off. Why I bother letting people get under my skin in the freaking first place. But there have been so many times in the last year or more that i wonder why I even try with people. I have met great people...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    22-25, F
    Jun 25, 2012

    I Just Don't Know

    Me and my other half are mainly happy together, he makes me happy, and I think I make him happy too. But because of the way we are, we have to be a secret. And when arguments kick off, they're always about the same thing, and they're always my fault, even if I didn't start them...
    pidgeon1991 pidgeon1991
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 27, 2010

    Odd One Out...

    I sit within arms reach of my two co-workers. We are all women and I am the senior person at the job, although they have all been there a considerable amount of time. I feel to some degree that they are jealous of my job and seniority. They talk non stop for hours about nonsense...
    beachy12 beachy12
    41-45
    1 Response May 8, 2013

    Can't Explain

    i don't know why i am bothered..hehehe i wonder why??  
    kulit kulit
    22-25, F
    Jun 9, 2008

    What's the Use

    I do wonder sometimes why i bother, why i bother voicing my opinion on anything, why i bother even having one, why i bother telling anyone anything or talking at all. I wonder why i bother trying to be functional in society, why it is even a goal; why try to get a job, a career...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Jun 10, 2008

    Seriously.

    why do i bother? i have no idea. i need to bother less, i think.
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

    Just What Is The Point?

     Sometimes I get hopeful and think that things will significantly change for the better but they really don't.   I'm in my mid 30s in a job that's probably not helping me to get any further up the ladder, I've also never had a serious relationship. I work in a...
    WalterH WalterH
    31-35, M
    Mar 29, 2010

    I would just like to meet

    that one girl who isn't boring and keeps a conversation interesting. I haven't found one yet. Sometimes I think I'm just kidding myself by trying.
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    Jun 15, 2015

    Related Experiences

    i write this to enshrine in electronic perpetuity. this is not written for any reason other than its what i feel. you know this is for you so i dont need to name you but the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    could have the Ep doomsday have been fake since it's past the marker or are they waiting until after today to close the place up hmm I wonder could it have been false or not maybe...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    I wonder when I will be mature enough to say "Good bye!" smiling...
    whyacinth whyacinth
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    3 Responses Apr 21
    I've always wanted to sit down with someone and talk for hours and hours about each others life stories. No Judgments. No Interruptions. Just Understanding. I want someone to...
    Cassae Cassae
    16-17, F
    Apr 20
    having permanent eyeliner applied is painful ~ anyone experienced this? (medical reasons is why)
    QUINN1 QUINN1
    51-55
    Apr 19
    In this story, I want to put in everything that I have felt lately. Now that EP is closing, I'll never get the chance again to post my truest of feelings anywhere as I did on here...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    hi all my name Is ahmed and am from Bahrain and am 14 . I my bigger brother so much I wish he wasn't in my life he make me mad so much that I wish I had another family and my...
    batahmed batahmed
    13-15, M
    Apr 19
    I can't pretend that I like the ppl that I don't. So at least I try to keep quiet till the time is over.and when these ppl ask me why I keep quiet i give them a smile like a punch...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    "She doesn't say much does she" why would a 55 year old man think a young woman would be interested in talking to them? The mind boggles.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Today, I have felt utterly clueless as to how my life would play out. I literally wanted to scream my head off because of how badly I felt. It was that sort of "outside- looking in...
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 18
    Why does my mom prefer her boyfriend over her own daughter? we used to go out shopping, eating, or to the movies every saturdays and sundays. She just recently got a new boyfriend...
    xshy1999 xshy1999
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    she always targets me,like its always me she tortures with her long nails and her kicking,and then she starts acting nice later that day and is all up on me???? something is either...
    ShellBoss105342 ShellBoss105342
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't as special as you thought I was. Maybe I'm just someone who stumbled into your path. Wide-eyed and unsuspecting. Not knowing how to shield my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I'm beginning to think it's my voice but as for people online I have no idea...maybe I'm sending negative subliminal messages through the internet 0-0
    nihiless nihiless
    36-40, F
    Apr 17
    Why do you do this? You send me a message and disappear! Is that fair?
    vibgyor910 vibgyor910
    36-40, M
    Apr 17
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Now that EP is closing, I'm really wondering if anybody here has ever had a crush on me. I guess we will never know ^-^
    notmyfaultyourenotoriginal notmyfaultyourenotoriginal
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Apr 16
    I wonder...when and where this obsession with happiness started.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 16
    If you ask you spouse if they have gay tendencies and they say what do you mean. You'll tell them. Them they ask sincerely why are you asking me this. But never answer, just looks...
    PoEticallyDrivEn PoEticallyDrivEn
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I keep trying to post something, but it always says invalid characters. Why?!?! It's SOO annoying!
    Kimberlybucklandz1093 Kimberlybucklandz1093
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    One of my friends messaged me and asked if I have forgetten her. But excuse me, I have always messaged my friends but they don't reply to me often. It's funny how they ask me sth...
    lonelybeany lonelybeany
    18-21, F
    Apr 16
    Weezer - Jacked Up |                          ...
    S74rxed S74rxed
    36-40, F
    Apr 15
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    I want to kill myself but I feel like I'll miss out on something. Idk. Not looking for attention just wondering about your suicidal experiences?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14
    I have been told by a good friend here that in the beginning I was intimidating to her because of my strong opinions. I realise that I may look like that, but as a matter of fact...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    Many EP users can write really well. To be honest, I felt their writings can reach closer to my heart than the books I have read till today. Even in the category which I do not see...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    I always wonder... why is it that those who always try to stay strong, always end up having to deal with other people's weaknesses? The strong pays for the strength that they hold...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
    I wonder why kids and young people had cowboys (or indians), cops (or robbers), firemen, soldiers, as idols, and nowadays it is not unfrequent that they have Steve Jobs or Bill...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I have a Muslim friend . She's nice and beautiful. I saw her long hair . I bet she would look hot without her scarf . I'm jealous of her red lips . Her skin is not dark or light...
    SofiSerean000 SofiSerean000
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I wonder if men just see us as a sex object
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    the better of us wont add to the extras ,salute mii!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    I do feel like I bother people. I'm usually always the first to message people. But I feel like if they truly want to talk to me they will message me first. But at the same time I...
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    my observation in married life most guys just wanna shoot them selves but they cant cause they worry about kids thats why they ignore the crap live with the b.i.t.c.h we guys...
    soul4 soul4
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    i know how you lie top ten lies by most girls 1 i really care this means i dont care about you but you should care about me 2 i love you this means i am lying i dont love you...
    soul4 soul4
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    I wonder why some people don't get that the war against Islamic terrorism is not the same as being at war with a country. Terrorism, by its nature, is carried out by little local...
    HarryDemon HarryDemon
    51-55, M
    Apr 8
    why aren't we given a button to click i suggest this person seek mental help immediately? i mean damn! the crazy people here need to be diagnosed or medicated already!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I check my phone in the morning time for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    Writing is such a huge part of me it's difficult to pinpoint an exact reason as to why I do it. Because it's me. I mean I can't stop; I don't know how. Without my words and my...
    DarkAngel24 DarkAngel24
    18-21, F
    Apr 7
    I do wonder, sometimes. Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself. Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    why do I care if others think about me....idk but it feels good to know I was on someone's mind...that i was/am special enough to them at one point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    I ******* hate feeling like this I hate feeling stupid I hate feeling like I can never do anything right. All I do is ******* fail at everything I can never do One simple thing...
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    Apr 6
    Many times I have thought about that very special one I have yet to meet... I wonder if he/she thinks of me sometimes too !
    AlipheeseVayentha AlipheeseVayentha
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    I wonder are you thinking of me as I'm am always thinking about you ?? Are you okay my cockney darling ?
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
    All the things you do point to the conclusion that I meant less than others. This sensitive heart of mine will always clench at the thought, and this negative mind will grasp at...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5
    There isn't a day... maybe an hour even, that I don't think of you. I miss you. I wonder if you're doing okay. Are you still out there somewhere? Or have you completely left? I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
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