I Wonder Why I Do This to Myself

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    You called me last night,

    about 11:30pm. I didn't answer your call, I let it go through. You didn't leave a voicemail, not that I expected one. The last contact we had, you had come all the way here unannounced, expecting me to up and leave a compromising situation, especially after you said you weren't...
    iamcass iamcass
    36-40, F
    Feb 12, 2014

    Will Pull All My Hair Out Before I Am Done

    My daughters drama coach asked me (she thinks I'm computer wiz, she is mistaken...LOL) to design and publish a website for the drama department. GRRRRRRRRRRR...... can you tell I'm a bit frustrated......LMAO
    Lexus Lexus
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Sep 27, 2007

    Why Do I Fall In Love With The Wrong People?

    Since I was a teenager I always fell in love with the wrong people.  I was in the closet, and fell in love with my straight girl friends.  Then, I fell in love with a straight woman who turned out to be bisexual...and became long term partners with her.  Long...
    GreenGrl GreenGrl
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2010

    I Haven't Heard From The One I Went On A Date With.

    So there is this girl that I have known since 2009. We met through mutual friends, and began talking. Though life happened, and our schedules took us on different paths in life. I did my best to keep in contact with her. Then in February of this year,out of the clear blue sky...
    MrBird2007 MrBird2007
    Aug 13, 2013

    Always Picking Mr. Wrong

    Let me give you a little back story. I was sexually abused as a kid. I was about 8-9 yrs old. My cousin made me play "games" with him. I think he was around 15 yrs old. He would make me draw a piece of paper out of a hat and whatever was written on the paper is what we would do...
    barbkenney barbkenney
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2013


    You have to wonder about your own behavior when it's obvious to you that it's harmful or negative or unnecessary. I have a horrible,awful habit of wanting to box things in,solidify them,make sure they aren't just transient in existence and it causes stress.Irrelevant,unhelpful...
    AmayaEkio AmayaEkio
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2009

    Why, Why???

    There is this guy that I've known since I was 9 and he asked me out. I said yes, thinking it was only a friend thing but he left me a message and it is definatly not a friend thing. He is a nice guy but he's 20years older than me and the fact that he knew me when I was younger...
    missadventurer missadventurer
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Aug 27, 2008
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