I Wonder Why I Do This to Myself

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    You have to wonder about your own behavior when it's obvious to you that it's harmful or negative or unnecessary. I have a horrible,awful habit of wanting to box things in,solidify them,make sure they aren't just transient in existence and it causes stress.Irrelevant,unhelpful...
    AmayaEkio AmayaEkio
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2009

    Always Picking Mr. Wrong

    Let me give you a little back story. I was sexually abused as a kid. I was about 8-9 yrs old. My cousin made me play "games" with him. I think he was around 15 yrs old. He would make me draw a piece of paper out of a hat and whatever was written on the paper is what we would do...
    barbkenney barbkenney
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2013

    Why Do I Fall In Love With The Wrong People?

    Since I was a teenager I always fell in love with the wrong people.  I was in the closet, and fell in love with my straight girl friends.  Then, I fell in love with a straight woman who turned out to be bisexual...and became long term partners with her.  Long...
    GreenGrl GreenGrl
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2010

    You called me last night,

    about 11:30pm. I didn't answer your call, I let it go through. You didn't leave a voicemail, not that I expected one. The last contact we had, you had come all the way here unannounced, expecting me to up and leave a compromising situation, especially after you said you weren't...
    iamcass iamcass
    36-40, F
    Feb 12, 2014

    Will Pull All My Hair Out Before I Am Done

    My daughters drama coach asked me (she thinks I'm computer wiz, she is mistaken...LOL) to design and publish a website for the drama department. GRRRRRRRRRRR...... can you tell I'm a bit frustrated......LMAO
    Lexus Lexus
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Sep 27, 2007

    Why, Why???

    There is this guy that I've known since I was 9 and he asked me out. I said yes, thinking it was only a friend thing but he left me a message and it is definatly not a friend thing. He is a nice guy but he's 20years older than me and the fact that he knew me when I was younger...
    missadventurer missadventurer
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Aug 27, 2008

    I Haven't Heard From The One I Went On A Date With.

    So there is this girl that I have known since 2009. We met through mutual friends, and began talking. Though life happened, and our schedules took us on different paths in life. I did my best to keep in contact with her. Then in February of this year,out of the clear blue sky...
    MrBird2007 MrBird2007
    Aug 13, 2013
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