Theres times when I feel that every little thing that I do is in total and utter vain. I start to think... why even bother... but then what happens if someone else thinks the same way. And another and another. Next thing you know everyone is only concerned about themselves and...
i Dont kno why i bother to do anything anymore...no matter how hard i try....
iM STILL The Exact Person i am..
i hate the way i am
i hate the way i look
i have a low self esteem
i dont kno why i try to do anything =
why never enough time , I am inpatient hate waiting on replies or people, hate waiting in line at stores or for my turn. I am spoiled also, Used to getting things my way , when I want them , everywhere except for females, can't live with them and sure can't live without them
So here's the deal. I'm a work-at-home mom of 2 girls. I don't have a job outside the house that takes me away from the insanity of tantrums and whining and Barney and Teletubbies. So I'm here all day, and if I'm not here, my kids are with me so I might as...
Dec 1, 2006
I wonder that all the time.... why do i even try to be happy...it's not possible!
Most of the time I can't be bothered with anything... I just don't really care that much anymore.. but even when I do try.. and I sometimes try so hard to get things right I always end up messing it up. I don't know whats wrong with me... I always end up getting shouted at and...