I Wonder Why I Have Such Uncontrable Urges To Dress As A Woman

I love to dress up. I love to feel pretty with a dress flowing down my legs. I love to spin and feel the dress twirl around.
But, I love to play football, I to beat the snot out of my friends for fun, I love playing violent video...

I can't anymore if I want to live. That is not hyperbole.

The stress of trying to be 'normal' is literally killing me. I've finally admitted to myself that this is who I am. I am a transvestite, and I am also gay.

I have been so...

"When I have a brand new hairdoWith my eyelashes all in curlsI float as the clouds on air doI enjoy being a girl!"[Oscar Hammerstein - Flower Drum Song]All my life this has been true for me. I've always been this way, a girl deep inside...

I can't anymore if I want to live. That is not hyperbole.

The stress of trying to be 'normal' is literally killing me. I've finally admitted to myself that this is who I am. I am a transvestite, and I am also gay.

I have been so...

right from the birth, parents segregate a child as boy or girl depending or pe*** or pu***... society also treat men as tough, hard, wearing jeans, shirts wtc. on the other hand, for women, society treat a soft, sweet, joyful, colorful...

because i was born into it.i was an only child and i always liked putting on my mothers nylons when i was little and the feeling never went away and i now am a confirmed crossdresser and i just love being girdled brad and wearing...

I don't know what it is.. I mean I started at such an early age stealing my mother's pantyhose..then my cousins' tights. I just loved wearing them. I love the feeling that it gave me.As I got older, I tried fighting off the urges but...