I wonder why you perceive my nice attitude as weakness. Just because I am generally easy going doesn't make me weak. I tend to give people every opportunity to correct their actions before I drop the hammer but I also will only take so much bullsh*t until I do so...
so much I keep deep inside, just so much that it's so overwhelming. Perhaps that's what they feel, they hear my whisper to them when they are most quiet, in that stillness of mind between thoughts. They feel the urgency and vulnerability. I want to know why but no one can help...
when I was desperate to make a difference.
I wonder why I didn't try a little harder to fix my mistakes.
I wonder why I can't make you understand how I really feel.
I wonder why I can't be a better friend.
I wonder why I haven't sacrificed more for others.
Am I selfish...
the opposite happens and when I think negative, something good happens...so sometimes it's safe to think negative because at least it would hurt less at if something positive happens, then better haha. Interestingly, just realized that ryan nigahiga also thinks the same so maybe...
when I need it to. I like to sleep. I'm just not good at it. If I wake up and start thinking... Ugh ... That's the kiss of death for any more sleep. Then I'm up wandering around the house feeling like the only person on the planet.
as well disappear. ... Why do i feel so sad. No i am not depressed. Just sad.
So please dont worry. Ill get over it by tmrrw. But it is strange. Its been a while since ive had these thoughts.
But dont worry if u are someone who actually bothered to read this.... Ik to live...
in the society. I was born in a Muslim family. Then, automatically I am a Muslim. But, it does not mean that someone who is born as a Muslim practices Islam. We have to figure out what Islam is like by ourselves. I get to know more about Islam because of my dad, when I was...
is but a distant sight from who I am. I see the terrain before me, have the urge to track on, but can't seem to take the first step. I wonder if I'm as scared as I say others are to becoming new in a new frontier of existence. I am gaining more distance than earlier before. Why...
we all live ..and that's OK ..but why is it that some of us must suffer ..is it because of something we did in another life ??? or is it the sins of our fathers we must pay ....i don't know about you but i have always been fair with everyone ...so why must i suffer??? how much...
and you hate it? Why? I would be proud of my skin showing off all the years I spent on this earth and all my wisedom I gain. Also if I had laughter wrinkle I think I will smile more cause it shows all the years I laughed away truely enjoying myself.
I was just looking at my stories, and noticed EP has a list of them by year and month on the right side of the screen. I have filled in most every month of the year since I started back in 2007, but only a few in July's. I wonder why?
why the hell did i even come here when i could have simply vanished. i should have the moment i saw those eyes. that was the moment where life ended anyway. screw it all. whats one less whiny old useless being. no one needs this pathetic ****.
Why can't I get annoyed....I should be annoyed at the moment - I can feel myself touching the edge of it and backing away - trying instead to understand the other person - seeing how they feel...I believe that people only act badly out of their own pain...but does that mean that...
But why let them.
Separation of church and state.
Taxed no but power yes why.
Most power over poor or gullible.
They back politicians who lie.
They push jihad.
They condone boy groped.
They cheat on spouses but ban gay wed.
such ridiculous people in this world!!!
why you come to hospital?
- coz you can't treat yourself and you need people to help nurse you back to health
why you rejecting all the treatment that had been offer to you when you're admitted?
-coz you think by eating, drinking...
I wonder about many thing but today I was driving back home from running some errands and saw three of the most gorgeous men working on the side of the road burying cable or something. They were incredible hunks. Immediately my brain just kind a froze, I got a tingling in my...
which I said, 'Americans are hilariously stupid', and it was flagged like crazy and deleted.
The funny thing is, 90% of their comments proved my point.
I thought Americans believed in freedom of speech, but I guess they got rid of that.
My friends that moved away we always had a good time. It just makes me realize how people are actually different when it comes to different conversations. It just bothers me. I miss my other friends. I still talk to them everyday. It's just crazy how other people are so boy...
Why no rebellion against inhumane peace.
Why no world peace.
Why legal hate crimes.
Why no cures.
Why famous lie.
Why advertizers lie.
Why politicians not impeached.
Why wealthy barely taxed.
Why we not love and colonize space.
Why bash people during peace...
if you have a gun permit and are going to counseling the state takes away your guns upon immediate notification from the shrinks yet a guy can fly a plane only gets a piece of paper from doctor saying not to fly why don't Doctors report these people in these positions...
"It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule."
Globalized processes have caused...
Holy fok why.
Selfish morons wanting anchor.
But why wed.
When common law came grab it.
Dont wreck wed.
And dont deprive gays.
Before monotheism there was wed.
So dont toss god as the creator of it.
And dont say wed...