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    Do you know the feeling?

    When the little green light comes on and something inside you answers it? Do you admit you were waiting...hoping...or do you just restlessly pace the site and ignore the little voice that knows why you're here? Asks you why, says it's pointless or makes no sense. Is the life...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 9 Responses Apr 29, 2015

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    I wonder why some of the most ugliest things

    happen to the most kindhearted souls of why such great things happen to the ungrateful. It's hurts my heart to see such wonderful people hurting so much. I wish I could take all of their pain away.
    elenabello elenabello 18-21, F 19 Responses May 28, 2015

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    In honor of my sweet EP chickadee

    squirrelstales, I am having a Twinkie for breakfast. Dang! Have these things always been this small????? Better have two!! Update... I love you to pieces Squirrely but these things taste AWFUL! lol
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 24, 2015

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    There are some days the thought "it's all

    beautiful" just runs through my head like a banner. Intellectually, I acknowledge and accept that there are a great many things in this world that break my heart. There are tragedies, cruelties, injustice. Unfathomable pain. I mean no disrespect to those who suffer with my...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    Heard a commercial For new vehicles.

    And wondered Am i the only one To see prices double After the bailouts But quality never arrive.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 18, 2015

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    Do you let this place help you?

    Inspire you? Teach you? Remind you? Is it just me? I'm stopped at a red light at an intersection flanked by what I think of as "mounds of beautification." No they're not wearing bras. LOL I know. Can't help it. LOL Anyway, they're just these very small hills the city plants with...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 17 Responses Sep 15, 2015

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    My mother's face greeted me in my mirror this

    morning. When I look closely I can see four generations of women, each with a different story but the same face. I wonder if they see me too? I wonder if they look upon our face and feel the love and pride for me that I have for them. I wonder if I received any of their...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 7 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    Why can't she have it easy

    for once and have her desires, her dreams and what is right aligned in perfect harmony. Just this once...
    Diablessse Diablessse 46-50, F 9 Responses Jan 15, 2015

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    Is it wrong of me. To call dumb people

    republicans. And churcheeze. Some dumb are great. But republicans And church patrons. Minus my godparents. Always attack me moronically. So. Question posed.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2015

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    Men are born between a woman's legs

    and spend the rest of their live trying to get back between them...... WHY? is it because there's no place like home.. lmao
    badmel badmel 31-35, F 15 Responses Sep 30, 2015

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    I wonder how and why some don't seem to mind

    living without touch. I've read a lot of extreme stories here, and mine is not one of those. There is contact in my relationship. It's minimal. It's cold enough that I don't really even qualify it as touch. But I can force myself on him for brief periods if I'm desperate enough...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 7 Responses May 15, 2015

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    What makes apology difficult?

    "Nobody's perfect" is such a commonplace phrase, such accepted knowledge. So what's the taboo? You know you were wrong. You know you hurt another. You feel remorse. You even try to accommodate them on some other level that you normally wouldn't. But "I'm sorry" gets stuck in...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 14 Responses Jun 15, 2015

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    What is society coming to,

    l really do! Does no one have decent standards or self respect anymore? Does anyone care about anything, apart from their own self gratification?
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 46-50, F 27 Responses Dec 6, 2015

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    I wonder if there will ever be a time

    when Paris will no longer be synonymous with what might have been....
    Diablessse Diablessse 46-50, F 16 Responses Mar 20, 2015

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    When corporations will care When

    billionaires will give up wealth When space colonies will come When wed will stay happy When sad will be eradicated
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I wonder what most people here on EP are

    looking for or hoping for. I know that I just like to have fun and try new things. It's all about the experience!
    Funbob41 Funbob41 41-45, M a week ago

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    Was thinking of them

    who care. My real world pals. And what my godmother may say If she ever readed my posts. Then wondered what my cirle thinks. Lol.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 14, 2015

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    Why america says its legal For wealthy to

    kill And never do years in prison. http://youtu.be/KpdoERohqbo
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 17, 2015

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    If all men were fed by breast Would world

    peace follow. Or just stylish pumps And mugs From victorias secret.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 7, 2015

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    How did ep do it How Was a hurt prickk

    And now The chatty version With my circle Of the chatty kathys That were born prickz Lol
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 31, 2015

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    I suspected I met a European jogger on the

    trail last night. He was jogging on the left side. The fact that he neither smiled nor said hi and refused to move over to the right (per trail etiquette) made me wonder further if he was French. Sometimes you have to laugh at what your mind does with the things you see. :)
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    About why it is that every child born a male

    wants to be a rapper at some point in their life :|
    SuspiciousCerealGuy SuspiciousCerealGuy 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 9

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    I wonder why I ever thought becoming an

    independent adult was a good idea. I wanna ride my bike (playing cards stuck in the spokes and handle bar streamers) with my roller skates on while chasing down the ice cream truck.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 13, 2015

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    How would everything be different

    if I didn't have these aspirations of moving abroad and starting my life there. Would I have already settled here with a house and family. Would I have had a son on his way or busy traveling the country. Would I have felt peace with the people here. Would I be able to break...
    CollectiveThaughts CollectiveThaughts 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2015

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    xkmb xkmb 56-60 3 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    Your kiss is my ray of sunshine upon the

    darkened fields I roam. Your touch is a comforting wave from seas of the unknown. The places that you've taken me. The places that I've been. I wonder where I will end up and how it all may end.
    Reflectionsinred Reflectionsinred 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    What is it about the wanting?

    I wonder if I like the wanting more than the having. Safer I suppose. More in my control. I can sit over here in my impenetrable bubble and dream and smile and sigh and relish that delightful little ache of unrequited ....whatever this is... And ignore the false note of the...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 13 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    I wonder what 2016 will bring.

    2015 has felt like a build up, and 2016 is starting to look like the drop. I hope what ever it brings will propel me into the very depths of my dreams. I hope humanity can finally shed its childishness and realize its place in the universe. 2016, bring it on.
    naomiXO naomiXO 18-21, F Dec 31, 2015

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    Life with no wed No word no No clothing

    demands No fashion trends No wealth hoarding No lack of shelter No lack of food No pollution Wow Me wants that world But wonders why most dont And why it aint pushed for
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 1

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    Hmm I wonder if Siamese twins pay

    for one ticket or two tickets when they go to movies and concerts. Probably two tickets
    Cleopatra05 Cleopatra05 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 21, 2015

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    Came across this last night

    and it has really settled in my mind...I used to think I was the strangest person in the world, but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 10, 2015

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    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 14, 2015

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    Do you lay awake at night with constant

    thoughts of me? Do you feel sudden twinges of guilt at the thoughts of what your actions have caused me? Do you try to busy yourself through out the day so you can have moments if only seconds of my image not stuck in your head? Do you feel sudden attacks of breathlessness...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 2, 2015

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    I wonder if I would be

    so forgiving if I wasn't so forgetful. If events that upset me didn't begin to fade in my mind so quickly and the hurt caused from it dissipated into a nothingness. I wonder if I'd ever have given you a second chance if I could remember what a jackass you'd been the first...
    Idolovemostofyourthoughts Idolovemostofyourthoughts 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    Yepperz. Alot. Too much.

    And hate cats. EP Link
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    Ever have times when you can't tell

    if it's blank or just spinning so fast you can't focus? I think I'm just fighting takeoff again. I need to sit back and relax and just do the next thing. There doesn't have to be a reason for everything does there? Sometimes a person just needs to ... Be. Right?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2015

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    I saw this anonymous quote today

    and now wonder if we are one step closer to solving all of those unknown questions of the universe.... "I'm convinced that every time a sock goes missing from the dryer it comes back as an extra tupperware lid."
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 7 Responses Nov 20, 2015

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    I once loved a man. He was smart

    and he was witty. He was funny and he was kind. He made me feel alive and he made me smile. But sometimes I wonder. Was it him I loved or the man I saw in him? Does that man exist? Was he real or did I make him up? Or perhaps it was he who made himself up, who projected the...
    Diablessse Diablessse 46-50, F 27 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    If sales were based on hugs Would society

    calm down more And war less And force less intercourse And share wealth And heal earth And mars.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Dec 14, 2015

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    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 33 Responses Jul 30, 2015

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    Day two of my vacation

    and I decided to prove everyone wrong!!! Sadly, I failed in my search...the all powerful "THEY" are correct folks... The laundry does NOT wash itself.... This is worse than the Easter Bunny fiasco!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 9 Responses Jun 30, 2015

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    Was america ever america Or always an

    oligarchy Created by adulterers Who taught america slavery And when lincoln stopped it Did wealthy retaliate By making us all slaves Hence never great And just periodically lucky Except for the assassinated
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M a week ago

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    ToTheMoon1 ToTheMoon1 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Wonder

    I wonder... do i sound like a mosquito in the air ? are people really listening or have they mastered the stare ? Why i bother wondering I really have no idea, But i just keep on wondering in case i disappear. So i wonder, wonder, wonder all through the day .. And i...
    caroli9 caroli9 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    I wonder what would happen

    if every person lived this day knowing their life mattered.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 10 Responses Jul 31, 2015

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