Life just seems so hard and so disjointed right now, so without a beacon, that I would like to give it all up. I want to be done with this lifetime of pain and rejection, to be at ease for once and without worries. But still I struggle to live on, to...
If my mind was transferred into a mechanical body or robot.I would not miss being cold so much of the time but I would miss the feeling of warming up, sitting by a roaring fire or in a hot tub, pulling on a nice warm blanket or a sweat top straight out of the dryer. The warmth of...
Wandering through the battlefield of my past
sorting through the wreckage of misspent days
cringing at decisions made in haste
laughing at desires that became a waste
I came upon a clearing that seemed safe and quiet
I sat there quietly and saw my plight
and softly I wept, into...
Snow blowing as the darkness descendsIts stillness ravaged by the whirling frosty airI approach the night filled with wonder and dreadMy thoughts awaken to see you in the midstThere lies but a dream, one my heart seeksThe longing presses forth, mind willing to go onWith toilsome...
If time was just relevant for those in bodies and souls hopped back and forth without regard, we could all be one soul living each life one at a time, yet simultaneously. This could explain the feeling of recognizing yourself in other people, and feelings of compassion (and even...
There was this 14-year-old stupid girl near me in line in yesterday's karate meeting and she kept on talking how the boys were so cute and how Alex was so hot (you could see how desperate she was to show her approval for the boy's looks, which was actually cute).
I wonder... do i sound like a mosquito in the air ?
are people really listening or have they mastered the stare ?
Why i bother wondering I really have no idea,
But i just keep on wondering in case i disappear.
So i wonder, wonder, wonder all through the day ..
Sometimes when I read my EP friends kind and encouraging comments I wonder...If you find me in cold night alone and sad...would you really like to give me company? I know it is weird thing to ask maybe....but sometimes reality changes the complete show....you know what I mean...
I wonder how many of my EP friends are catfishes.
I wonder how wonderful people are.
I wonder who I would be if I had done things differently.
I wonder how loud my actions speak.
I wonder where I will be in ten years.
I wonder how long I have to be...
Reading trending posts.
Notice two sad one good one kinky.
Mostly sad but the good still exist.
Or covertly kinky.
Why dont lucky change society.
They want to live.
So they mever rock the boat.
To stay alive.
Since rulers got jfk and mlk...
Did they have an america.
How did their america help them here.
Was it inhumane too.
Did it get bought by inhumane.
How did their world get into space.
Did they shed emotion.
Do they have emotion.
Or are they like ants.
Just get job done.
As I get older, I am questioning things more and more...becoming again like a five year old constantly asking why? why? I was watching a science documentary about the universe. It really got me thinking. There exists that question about if God created the universe. The debate...
I wonder. I wonder about everything. It's the way my mind works,constantly questioning human nature - what causes happiness, unhappiness, optimism, hopelessness. I wonder why two people could have the same experience and one would describe it as exciting and the other might...
Will give to biological parents.
But for a second it changed.
Give to mom.
And step mom.
Because dad wrecked me.
Sick of hurting
Due to him and jerks who are like him.
Then religious fears returned.
So he gets it again.
when they come online.I have very less time to do that.Now ,as it is ,I like being online if my friends are online too.I also cannot understand why people hurt someone whom they have taken in their circle.
Trending groups stay very very long.
Noticed allie ep takes many posts.
Even innocent ones.
And ep staff are ok with that.
Got one taken.
Was told it wasnt my experience.
Yet it was about my enemy local.
Being fake Christian.
And was proven in post...
people with their actions or the lack of...
I think sometimes I mite be the only one who understands that being "a real nigga" doesn't mean being a total ******* or maybe it does idk
But I do know
Real nigga does not = REAL MAN
Something I've just learned so late in life...
I was talking with an old friend last night andI always wonder about how others really see me or what they really think of melike say it be totally and brutally honest with meI usually like this kind of people direct and straight forward and they end up being good friends in real...
that childhood joy of wondermenteverything new and shinygiggling, singing and twirlingeyes so bright they dazzleevery day a new canvasto fill with rainbow colours!i can't go back, that door is shuttoday is now, it's all i haveso,i can open my eyes again andblink away the...
I wonder about so many things... I have so many questions. Wonder is the zest for life... the pursuit of knowledge, or just trying to figure out or to understand. It's wonderful to learn, to gain an understanding, to see things from a new perspective. Children...
and he was witty.
He was funny and he was kind.
He made me feel alive and he made me smile.
But sometimes I wonder.
Was it him I loved or the man I saw in him?
Does that man exist? Was he real or did I make him up?
Or perhaps it was he who made himself up, who projected the...
times are changing and bad.kids these days are having sex at very early age. And now there's a lot of young girls with cervical cancer because of STD, fighting for their lives at the age of 14.so... in the past parents used to worry about their daughters getting pregnant, but now...
This morning I read an article in Melbourne's MX magazine:'Men 58, not out. Women are past 'it' at 29'Women reckon they've lost 'it' by 29, but men believe they're still in their prime until more than double that age - as long as they can still perform in the bedroom....
are blind until someone tells them they are. Even then they only have a slight idea what blindness is. I wonder if there could be a way to better explain the concept to a child who was blind since birth? Hmm. That's a lot of thinking. At least i wasn't blind from birth so that...
technologies specially our modern guitars, pedals, multi FX pedals, etc everything that we all had now in our time, if possessed by earlier guitar legends who didn't made it to our present like Jimi Hendrix, Randy Rhodes & few others...i wonder that there had been many beautiful...