Wandering through the battlefield of my past
sorting through the wreckage of misspent days
cringing at decisions made in haste
laughing at desires that became a waste
I came upon a clearing that seemed safe and quiet
I sat there quietly and saw my plight
and softly I wept, into...
"Nobody's perfect" is such a commonplace phrase, such accepted knowledge. So what's the taboo? You know you were wrong. You know you hurt another. You feel remorse. You even try to accommodate them on some other level that you normally wouldn't. But "I'm sorry" gets stuck in...
sad? With a huge lump in your throat and a profound sadness pervading everything? Do you wake up struggling to hold back tears that have no precise cause other than a sadness that fills your heart to overflowing? Is it from missing someone so much it physically hurts? Could it...
Get hurt and bash plenty.
Good with advice
But bashed since that aint cash
What would happen if we got addicted
To helping each other.
Thats just licking arsesz.
Opportunism based on personality.
My question involves more.
As I get older, I am questioning things more and more...becoming again like a five year old constantly asking why? why? I was watching a science documentary about the universe. It really got me thinking. There exists that question about if God created the universe. The debate...
Big business says products.
And removed quality.
Plus let workers suffer
While the owners profit.
We pay way too much
And it fixes nothing.
Except how wealthy the wealthy grow.
Alternative energy banned.
humming along with the little tune playing inside my head, it occurs to me I do this habitually. Humming, singing, whistling. Do you ever stand to the side and look at yourself and wonder what it's like to live with you?
living without touch. I've read a lot of extreme stories here, and mine is not one of those. There is contact in my relationship. It's minimal. It's cold enough that I don't really even qualify it as touch. But I can force myself on him for brief periods if I'm desperate enough...
while it lasted. Over the course of my two years on EP I have met a few wonderful people who became good friends. Though some have left ep and others who stopped interacting, I am blessed to have had the pleasure of their acquaintance. I will always wonder about them and how...
What happens when when you die? And what religion is right? Or are they all, what you believe in happens when you die? I'm confused. Also what is time if not a second passed? Before one second happens there are an infinity of.9 to pass. Why do we live? I believe for happiness...
When the little green light comes on and something inside you answers it? Do you admit you were waiting...hoping...or do you just restlessly pace the site and ignore the little voice that knows why you're here? Asks you why, says it's pointless or makes no sense. Is the life...
Describes modern life
Describes where modern life is heading
Demolition man or resident evil or 12 monkeys or i am legend.
Hunger games or resident evil or demolition man or i am legend or night of the living dead.
Society is fubar.
So why care if they label us.
My sadness and rage grow.
Because they say not good enough.
As if they are.
If they were society would be kinder.
Not slaves working to help wealthy thrive.
So find yourself in your research.
when they come online.I have very less time to do that.Now ,as it is ,I like being online if my friends are online too.I also cannot understand why people hurt someone whom they have taken in their circle.
morning. When I look closely I can see four generations of women, each with a different story but the same face. I wonder if they see me too? I wonder if they look upon our face and feel the love and pride for me that I have for them. I wonder if I received any of their...
that people do r the same no matter where they live, who they r or what they do.
simple things like seating if u attention most of the people seat while one of they're feet is on another or how most of them have children or how they like some people and hate some or how they all...
Why inflation continues.
You are all lazy.
Am i also.
Me dont walk around
Pretending things are working best.
And me dont hoard my charity cash.
Dont want to mimic you greedy slaves
Or your slave owners.
Better to fade caring
Why do i have popeye syndrome.
Why do i regret being lethal to trash.
Why do i cry over violent urges.
Why restrain myself if meds bit me.
Why trust doctors a fourth time.
Why are pals keeping up my hope.
Why do i give bullies power
If me has proof me can best...
When she woke up at 2am, did she miss me..
Is my touch still fresh on her skin like hers on mine?
If you said that you got over that person who you claimed you love the most,that's a total bullshlt, but you moved on, carrying the memories with you..
you are who you are today...
What we have now.
And a world of no lies.
What we have now.
And a healthy society.
What we have now.
And a world where we advance
Instead of stagnating in slavery.
And the delusion that we are free.
as a simple relationship? I don't mean perfection. I don't mean painless. I've already come to the conclusion neither one of those is an option. Just...simple. People will hurt one another. Unavoidable. We're none of us mind readers, and no matter how well you know someone...
I wonder about so many things... I have so many questions. Wonder is the zest for life... the pursuit of knowledge, or just trying to figure out or to understand. It's wonderful to learn, to gain an understanding, to see things from a new perspective. Children...
Wealthy free to not pay.
As they buy or bully congress
Then deprive government.
Of money and love of citizens.
And say government bad.
When they made the rules dispensed.
Yea. You banks.
You factory owners...
It never ceases to amaze me how some people lack general understanding. If you met me in person you would have no judgments about my personal choices. I could easily be your boss or co-worker. You are understanding and we have a good working relationship. Enter the veil of...
I wonder... do i sound like a mosquito in the air ?
are people really listening or have they mastered the stare ?
Why i bother wondering I really have no idea,
But i just keep on wondering in case i disappear.
So i wonder, wonder, wonder all through the day ..
Was listening to meeting members.
Discussing relapse causes.
When avoiding addiction.
But had to say how lame.
Then how to cope
And a critic said now go fix america.
But thats a bigger group.
So me asks...