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    Reflecting

    Wandering through the battlefield of my past sorting through the wreckage of misspent days cringing at decisions made in haste laughing at desires that became a waste I came upon a clearing that seemed safe and quiet I sat there quietly and saw my plight and softly I wept, into...
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    I wonder if there will ever be a time

    when Paris will no longer be synonymous with what might have been....
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 16 Responses Mar 20

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    What makes apology difficult?

    "Nobody's perfect" is such a commonplace phrase, such accepted knowledge. So what's the taboo? You know you were wrong. You know you hurt another. You feel remorse. You even try to accommodate them on some other level that you normally wouldn't. But "I'm sorry" gets stuck in...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 17 Responses Jun 15

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    Rev Or Reverse

    I wonder how far someone has driven in reverse gear without any incidents (auto).
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    Do you sometimes wake up feeling inexplicably

    sad? With a huge lump in your throat and a profound sadness pervading everything? Do you wake up struggling to hold back tears that have no precise cause other than a sadness that fills your heart to overflowing? Is it from missing someone so much it physically hurts? Could it...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 28

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    How to help others. No good with tools.

    Get hurt and bash plenty. Good with advice But bashed since that aint cash Or sex Lol. What would happen if we got addicted To helping each other. Not networking. Thats just licking arsesz. Opportunism based on personality. My question involves more. We...
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    Does boot camp make men.

    Or slaves. Who bite. And Do those who dor Crumble Or flower humanely. What aside from work forces us To disconnect heart from mind And boycott heeding caring directives.
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    If voting was nude. And selections seen by

    multiple cameras With the recording video seen by hundreds Could voting still be rigged.
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    Why they bash the poor

    for need They say sense of entitlement But the wealthy got that illness. Lol.
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    I Wonder Why People Believe In Some Things They Can't See, But Not Others...

    As I get older, I am questioning things more and more...becoming again like a five year old constantly asking why? why? I was watching a science documentary about the universe. It really got me thinking. There exists that question about if God created the universe. The debate...
    astrapy astrapy 41-45, F 9 Responses Sep 16, 2011

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    I Wonder What

    I wonder what Marilyn Manson will look like when he is 70 or 80. hmmm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2007

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    What makes quality of life.

    Big business says products. And removed quality. Plus let workers suffer While the owners profit. We pay way too much For everything. And it fixes nothing. Except how wealthy the wealthy grow. Alternative energy banned. Peace banned. Quality banned...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    who on here is from Maryland cause everyone I

    talk to is either from out of the state or a couple hours away, and i need someone to hang and chill with.
    lay1 lay1 16-17, F Jun 25

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    Puttering around in the kitchen,

    humming along with the little tune playing inside my head, it occurs to me I do this habitually. Humming, singing, whistling. Do you ever stand to the side and look at yourself and wonder what it's like to live with you?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    Have the wealthy warped us.

    Are we slaves Or are we about to change. Is big business doomed Is church doomed Or are those just hopes.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Why can't she have it easy

    for once and have her desires, her dreams and what is right aligned in perfect harmony. Just this once...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 15

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    I wonder how and why some don't seem to mind

    living without touch. I've read a lot of extreme stories here, and mine is not one of those. There is contact in my relationship. It's minimal. It's cold enough that I don't really even qualify it as touch. But I can force myself on him for brief periods if I'm desperate enough...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 9 Responses May 15

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    Day two of my vacation

    and I decided to prove everyone wrong!!! Sadly, I failed in my search...the all powerful "THEY" are correct folks... The laundry does NOT wash itself.... This is worse than the Easter Bunny fiasco!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    Connections, though brief it was nice

    while it lasted. Over the course of my two years on EP I have met a few wonderful people who became good friends. Though some have left ep and others who stopped interacting, I am blessed to have had the pleasure of their acquaintance. I will always wonder about them and how...
    PoutingEnigma PoutingEnigma 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    I wonder why some of the most ugliest things

    happen to the most kindhearted souls of why such great things happen to the ungrateful. It's hurts my heart to see such wonderful people hurting so much. I wish I could take all of their pain away.
    elenabello elenabello 18-21, F 20 Responses May 28

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    Some times I don't know.

    What happens when when you die? And what religion is right? Or are they all, what you believe in happens when you die? I'm confused. Also what is time if not a second passed? Before one second happens there are an infinity of.9 to pass. Why do we live? I believe for happiness...
    Cool840 Cool840 22-25 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If big business got removed And only small

    businesses lived Would society improve.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Do you know the feeling?

    When the little green light comes on and something inside you answers it? Do you admit you were waiting...hoping...or do you just restlessly pace the site and ignore the little voice that knows why you're here? Asks you why, says it's pointless or makes no sense. Is the life...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 16 Responses Apr 29

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    What movie........ A.

    Describes modern life B. Describes where modern life is heading Ummm. A. Demolition man or resident evil or 12 monkeys or i am legend. B. Hunger games or resident evil or demolition man or i am legend or night of the living dead.
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    Why we let society shape our insides.

    Society is fubar. So why care if they label us. My sadness and rage grow. Because they say not good enough. As if they are. If they were society would be kinder. Not slaves working to help wealthy thrive. So find yourself in your research. Not some...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why people bother to fight at all

    when they come online.I have very less time to do that.Now ,as it is ,I like being online if my friends are online too.I also cannot understand why people hurt someone whom they have taken in their circle.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    the day came when the risk to remain tight in

    a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom .. 💐🍃🌷🍀🌹🌻🌺 - Anais Nin
    birdblu birdblu 31-35, F May 6

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    My mother's face greeted me in my mirror this

    morning. When I look closely I can see four generations of women, each with a different story but the same face. I wonder if they see me too? I wonder if they look upon our face and feel the love and pride for me that I have for them. I wonder if I received any of their...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 19

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    Wtf? Why message me out of the blue then ask to

    see me in wet panties? Guess my perv reprieve is over
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    most of the times I wonder how the things

    that people do r the same no matter where they live, who they r or what they do. simple things like seating if u attention most of the people seat while one of they're feet is on another or how most of them have children or how they like some people and hate some or how they all...
    Negiin Negiin 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Why we hurt each other.

    When helping each other brings happy. Oh Right. Me just remembered. The wealthy gained power. And said be the awesome. Not share the awesome.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why politicians arent impeached.

    Why inflation continues. You are all lazy. Am i also. No. Why. Me dont walk around Pretending things are working best. And me dont hoard my charity cash. Why. Dont want to mimic you greedy slaves Or your slave owners. Better to fade caring And giving...
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    Why am ia lethal wussy.

    Why do i have popeye syndrome. Why do i regret being lethal to trash. Why do i cry over violent urges. Why restrain myself if meds bit me. Why trust doctors a fourth time. Why are pals keeping up my hope. Why do i give bullies power If me has proof me can best...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 22 hrs ago

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    If I ever crossed her mind like I did.

    . When she woke up at 2am, did she miss me.. Is my touch still fresh on her skin like hers on mine? If you said that you got over that person who you claimed you love the most,that's a total bullshlt, but you moved on, carrying the memories with you.. you are who you are today...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Whats the diferrence.

    Between. What we have now. And a world of no lies. Or. What we have now. And a healthy society. Or. What we have now. And a world where we advance Instead of stagnating in slavery. And the delusion that we are free.
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    Is there such a thing

    as a simple relationship? I don't mean perfection. I don't mean painless. I've already come to the conclusion neither one of those is an option. Just...simple. People will hurt one another. Unavoidable. We're none of us mind readers, and no matter how well you know someone...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses May 30

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    It's Wonderful to Wonder..

    I wonder about so many things... I have so many questions.  Wonder is the zest for life... the pursuit of knowledge, or just trying to figure out or to understand.  It's wonderful to learn, to gain an understanding, to see things from a new perspective.  Children...
    Dee67 Dee67 41-45, F 14 Responses May 31, 2008

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    How do you live happy to hurt us.

    Bad laws. Bad fines. Bad fees. Bad rules. Wealthy free to not pay. As they buy or bully congress Then deprive government. Of money and love of citizens. And say government bad. When they made the rules dispensed. Yea. You banks. You factory owners...
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    Do they let comedians say truth freely to calm

    us or respect views??? Bill maher speaks truth. As does jon stewart And lewis black. And robin williams did too And george carlin. But was it to relax us While wealthy crimes continued legally???
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    would it be heaven if

    once you click the block button, they all gone from yr sight? No them on Q&A, no them in newsfeed.. oh EP angels, do you want me to sacrifice a pig for you to grant my one wish...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses Mar 9

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    I wonder if all my issues

    now come from not forwarding that chain letter 10 years ago...
    izzypie izzypie 36-40, F 11 Responses Apr 5

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    I have pondered this before.

    It never ceases to amaze me how some people lack general understanding. If you met me in person you would have no judgments about my personal choices. I could easily be your boss or co-worker. You are understanding and we have a good working relationship. Enter the veil of...
    hischelsea hischelsea 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    I Wonder

    I wonder... do i sound like a mosquito in the air ? are people really listening or have they mastered the stare ? Why i bother wondering I really have no idea, But i just keep on wondering in case i disappear. So i wonder, wonder, wonder all through the day .. And i...
    caroli9 caroli9 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    What prevents united peace.

    Was listening to meeting members. Discussing relapse causes. When avoiding addiction. Many debated. Lamely. Almost left. But had to say how lame. Then how to cope Or learn. And a critic said now go fix america. But thats a bigger group. So me asks...
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    McWhat'sIt?

    Where do McNuggets come from? Dare I even ask? They're not the cute little yellow fluffy chicks are they? (I think I'm gonna faint.)
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    Sophiascinto31, as far

    as I can see her only activity is adding friends, call me suspicious but....