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    How many mental illnesses there are.

    Was the imbalance food caused. Was crime the cause. Were vaccines the cause. Society is geared to help wealthy But yall will never bust them. And they will wreck us all. Until health is first And wealth found poisonous Society will stay sickening And crumble...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 9

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    Day two of my vacation

    and I decided to prove everyone wrong!!! Sadly, I failed in my search...the all powerful "THEY" are correct folks... The laundry does NOT wash itself.... This is worse than the Easter Bunny fiasco!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 10 Responses Jun 30

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    How to help others. No good with tools.

    Get hurt and bash plenty. Good with advice But bashed since that aint cash Or sex Lol. What would happen if we got addicted To helping each other. Not networking. Thats just licking arsesz. Opportunism based on personality. My question involves more. We...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 5

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    Connections, though brief it was nice

    while it lasted. Over the course of my two years on EP I have met a few wonderful people who became good friends. Though some have left ep and others who stopped interacting, I am blessed to have had the pleasure of their acquaintance. I will always wonder about them and how...
    OrphanBlackFan OrphanBlackFan 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Why am ia lethal wussy.

    Why do i have popeye syndrome. Why do i regret being lethal to trash. Why do i cry over violent urges. Why restrain myself if meds bit me. Why trust doctors a fourth time. Why are pals keeping up my hope. Why do i give bullies power If me has proof me can best...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 4

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    Texting while driving is bad.

    .. Sleeping while driving is bad.... Taking mind altering drugs while driving is bad.... So, here's my predicament. I'm in SUPER BAD pain tonight so I take my pain pills (VERY mind altering drugs) they make me SUPER sleepy, like pass out kinda sleepy. SO.... I play here on ep...
    HisC HisC 41-45, T 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Is there such a thing

    as a simple relationship? I don't mean perfection. I don't mean painless. I've already come to the conclusion neither one of those is an option. Just...simple. People will hurt one another. Unavoidable. We're none of us mind readers, and no matter how well you know someone...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses May 30

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    Why humans feel the need to pay stupid amounts

    of money to hunt big game... Let me say this, before I get attacked by those who enjoy hunting...as a young man, raised in the south...I hunted, a great deal. I understand the need to help manage species... However, I think if big game hunting is to continue .... Perhaps allow...
    distancerunner distancerunner 70+, M 53 mins ago

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    My mother's face greeted me in my mirror this

    morning. When I look closely I can see four generations of women, each with a different story but the same face. I wonder if they see me too? I wonder if they look upon our face and feel the love and pride for me that I have for them. I wonder if I received any of their...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 19

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    If I ever crossed her mind like I did.

    . When she woke up at 2am, did she miss me.. Is my touch still fresh on her skin like hers on mine? If you said that you got over that person who you claimed you love the most,that's a total bullshlt, but you moved on, carrying the memories with you.. you are who you are today...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Just an idea. Some abnormally horny people here

    on the site might make their idle time more productive by easing the loneliness of prison inmates serving life sentences. Interested parties reply below.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    Why these little f'ers have to jump into the

    pool and splash me sitting here. The only adult paying attention and their inbred ***** have to keep jumping into 5' water. I'll defend the hotel when their f'ing parent sues
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I daydream while I drive.

    ... and wonder how the hell did I make it home?
    Haegen Haegen 18-21, M Jul 13

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    What makes apology difficult?

    "Nobody's perfect" is such a commonplace phrase, such accepted knowledge. So what's the taboo? You know you were wrong. You know you hurt another. You feel remorse. You even try to accommodate them on some other level that you normally wouldn't. But "I'm sorry" gets stuck in...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 16 Responses Jun 15

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    do you????? like in, do people think the same

    strange things that you do. I know I wish I was dead,
    RANDYPEE RANDYPEE 41-45, T Jul 10

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    I wonder...Why "experiences" show up

    for me that I never chose. ??? I don't appreciate some of the things listed as my experiences. I'm no saint but come on ... Some of that stuff is so not me and I had nothing to do with listing it. I believe you can be sexual, hot and open minded without being tacky and vulgar...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    would it be heaven if

    once you click the block button, they all gone from yr sight? No them on Q&A, no them in newsfeed.. oh EP angels, do you want me to sacrifice a pig for you to grant my one wish...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses Mar 9

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    Came across this last night

    and it has really settled in my mind...I used to think I was the strangest person in the world, but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 10

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    I wonder how each of us will create our

    masterpiece today. My plan is to try my best to color my world today.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wonder what I would gain from abstaining from

    any kind of s-e-x-u-a-l interaction, including self pleasure, for a year straight...? I think I would like to try. I know it would be possible to abstain from engaging in intimate interactions with others for that long, but I'm wondering if it is possible to also abstain from...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    There is a fly buzzing around my head.

    He will occasionally land beside me and seem to stare while rubbing his legs before taking off again, zipping around the room before landing back beside me. The fly repeats this routine many times. I begin to wonder...is it possible the fly wants to be my friend? Or maybe, the...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Has anyone ever tried Fetlife site?

    Wow I thought I had a few kinks but was I wrong, was I ever......
    custommade custommade 41-45, M Jul 20

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    Do you ever think how you got the idea behind

    your fantasy? I wonder about mine. Daddy and daughter... I don't know if it's because I didn't have a dad growing up or what. But I feel like a weirdo about it. When I fantasize about it he's not my real dad. He's like a male role model like a step dad, neighbor, or even...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 11 Responses Jan 1

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    You know multivitamins?

    Those great placebos most people take when they don't really need them and notice absolutely no difference on them whatsoever? Yeah, those. I've taken one since I was a kid. My parents took them and laid one out for me as well. My morning seems somewhat incomplete without at...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 11 Responses Jul 14

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    It's Wonderful to Wonder..

    I wonder about so many things... I have so many questions.  Wonder is the zest for life... the pursuit of knowledge, or just trying to figure out or to understand.  It's wonderful to learn, to gain an understanding, to see things from a new perspective.  Children...
    Dee67 Dee67 41-45, F 14 Responses May 31, 2008

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    I do not understand the concept of doing

    something for someone who neither asked nor expected this of you and then proceeding to treat them as though they're ruining your day because you have to do this for them. ???
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Puttering around in the kitchen,

    humming along with the little tune playing inside my head, it occurs to me I do this habitually. Humming, singing, whistling. Do you ever stand to the side and look at yourself and wonder what it's like to live with you?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    Reflecting

    Wandering through the battlefield of my past sorting through the wreckage of misspent days cringing at decisions made in haste laughing at desires that became a waste I came upon a clearing that seemed safe and quiet I sat there quietly and saw my plight and softly I wept, into...
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    If society had not frowned upon corporal

    punishment (in the sensible, loving way), would there be fewer just-turned legal male s.issies looking for a m.istress to dominate them? Child psychologists and therapists in the house?
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 17 Responses Jul 18

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    I once loved a man. He was smart

    and he was witty. He was funny and he was kind. He made me feel alive and he made me smile. But sometimes I wonder. Was it him I loved or the man I saw in him? Does that man exist? Was he real or did I make him up? Or perhaps it was he who made himself up, who projected the...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 29 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    Why people bother to fight at all

    when they come online.I have very less time to do that.Now ,as it is ,I like being online if my friends are online too.I also cannot understand why people hurt someone whom they have taken in their circle.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    why am I here? why am I still alive?

    I should be dead, I'm a bad person. So why am I still here?
    RANDYPEE RANDYPEE 41-45, T Jul 10

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    Why the sad see american flaws But not

    bullies Or the wealthy. EP Link
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 15

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    I have pondered this before.

    It never ceases to amaze me how some people lack general understanding. If you met me in person you would have no judgments about my personal choices. I could easily be your boss or co-worker. You are understanding and we have a good working relationship. Enter the veil of...
    hischelsea hischelsea 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    Do you sometimes wake up feeling inexplicably

    sad? With a huge lump in your throat and a profound sadness pervading everything? Do you wake up struggling to hold back tears that have no precise cause other than a sadness that fills your heart to overflowing? Is it from missing someone so much it physically hurts? Could it...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 28

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    Day three of my fabulous staycation and,

    after yesterday's disappointment with the laundry experiment, I decided I needed a day of rebellion and downright breakin' da rules. No more no trespassing pink for me...today I was HOT Pink!! Electric Pink!!! Sizzle Pink with PINK sparkles even!!! I'm not sure how long I'll...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses Jul 1

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    Dustrated Dustrated 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    In honor of my sweet EP chickadee

    squirrelstales, I am having a Twinkie for breakfast. Dang! Have these things always been this small????? Better have two!! Update... I love you to pieces Squirrely but these things taste AWFUL! lol
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    The photographer decided to do a photo shoot

    showing disabled military vets as more than just their disability. He wasn't sure how people would react to seeing them portrayed this way. With the man looking like that, who the hell even noticed his legs anyway? http://www.buzzfeed.com/emaoconnor/god-bless-these-troops...
    PraiseBeToYevon PraiseBeToYevon 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    What movie........ A.

    Describes modern life B. Describes where modern life is heading Ummm. A. Demolition man or resident evil or 12 monkeys or i am legend. B. Hunger games or resident evil or demolition man or i am legend or night of the living dead.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Do you know the feeling?

    When the little green light comes on and something inside you answers it? Do you admit you were waiting...hoping...or do you just restlessly pace the site and ignore the little voice that knows why you're here? Asks you why, says it's pointless or makes no sense. Is the life...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 16 Responses Apr 29

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    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F Jul 11

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    I wonder why some of the most ugliest things

    happen to the most kindhearted souls of why such great things happen to the ungrateful. It's hurts my heart to see such wonderful people hurting so much. I wish I could take all of their pain away.
    elenabello elenabello 18-21, F 19 Responses May 28

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    I wonder how and why some don't seem to mind

    living without touch. I've read a lot of extreme stories here, and mine is not one of those. There is contact in my relationship. It's minimal. It's cold enough that I don't really even qualify it as touch. But I can force myself on him for brief periods if I'm desperate enough...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 9 Responses May 15

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    Why can't she have it easy

    for once and have her desires, her dreams and what is right aligned in perfect harmony. Just this once...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 15

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    bonthefirst bonthefirst 13-15, F 2 Responses May 30, 2014

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