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I Won't Allow Myself To Get Attached To Anyone Anymore

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    Never Again

    I have learned a lot of hard lessons in life. And I have learned most of them the hard way.
    Ladybell Ladybell 31-35, F Feb 2, 2013

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    Welp, It's Been A While...

    Not since I've posted in this group. I just joined. It's been a while since I've been on EP. My life got crazy, and I just quite frankly didn't have the time to spend here, and over time, I just forgot about it. I recently saw the person who got me to join, and it made me...
    sarii sarii 18-21, F Nov 17, 2012

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    I Will Not Let It Happen

    Because personally, I think it's better to keep my guard up...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Everytime I get close to someone I let them know how I feel. I have gotten close to someone recently. Everything was fine until they thought they could use me! I have been getting close to people latlety but only beacause I want to get use to this feeling of being thrown away.
    HatEWithiNMe HatEWithiNMe 16-17, F Jul 25, 2011

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    No Human Connection, Whatsoever.

    In a magazine I read about a study a university conducted about heterosexual friends of the opposite sex. The study concluded that it is inevitable for one party to have feelings for the other or both. I already knew that all of my guy friends would end up liking me and I would...
    findingeirene findingeirene 18-21, F Mar 3, 2013

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    I Took A Chance But It Was My Last Chance.

    I had my wall up high for a long time.  Not just with men, but with friends in general.  I had had it.  So, I *was* a little worried when I found us getting closer.  It came to the point where we were calling and texting multiple times a day.  That was...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    I'm Just Messed Up

    That's why I like coming on here and talking to people, it's kind of like no strings attached. I kind of hate it when a guy will come up to me and ask me for my number or try to start talking to me. I'm just having a rough time right now with depression, I have crohns and im semi...
    lovemarilyn lovemarilyn 18-21, F Dec 21, 2012

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    Enough Is Enough

    I feel so foolish right now, sitting in front of my computer and typing this while listening to my sad, instrumental music. This is always me, when I feel so down, instead of chilling out, I would sit here and soak myself into loneliness. The price I have to pay for being so dumb...
    arianne19 arianne19 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    No....

    Why would I want to? After letting people in, thinking they are good for me, only to find out that they aren't. Only to be stabbed in the heart, and in the back, only to be hurt, and feeling like an idiot, for letting them in, thinking they would not hurt me? No, I don't think so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    The old pain is creeping back in,

    I feel like crying but I won't, I feel like screaming but I won't ! I will suppress this pain until I beat it or it beats me, may God be with me
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    Trying To Cope

    Finally decided to let my walls down farther than ever before because she deserved it. After all these years and people this was the one that I knew from the beginning would crush me. Even knowing this I still let her in deeper than anyone before and got my world yanked out from...
    Trustedlies Trustedlies 70+, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Breaking Ties

    I tend to find people easily interesting and as I learn about then, I start liking them more and start caring for them more than just every Tom, John and Harry. The closer be become, the more I trust them, the more I’ll stand-up for them, the more I’ll watch-out for them, the...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F 9 Responses May 21, 2011

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    That's It For Me

    My last relationship that ended has scarred me deeply. It has truly been the worst and most painful experience of my life. It's something that I NEVER want to live through again. No way can I endure living that nightmare over. It's shocked me to my core. I will do whatever...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7, 2012

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    I Wont Let Myself..

    I don't let myself get attached to people.its kinda hard to but it's also easy, that's the weird thing about it.my heart craves it but I just can't..I don't want to get hurt by opening my heart up to others
    mysterious77 mysterious77 16-17 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    To Hell With Love....im Playing On You This Time

    " I'm a lover...so love me exactly the same way i bestowed my love"...   ( ...thought so)                                        I'm into a long distance...
    Satinne Satinne 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    A Process

    I have always been a very open, very caring, and very loyal person. I'll do my utmost for the people in my life that I see as my family. Close friends being the majority of that group. It has taken me years to see the people who really care. I was very naive for a very long time...
    TheJoneses TheJoneses 22-25, F Jul 1, 2012

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    The Ones That Are In Now, Are The Only Ones In.....

    The few people who are close and dear to my heart right now, are the only ones who I am allowing myself to get close to, and attached to. I will not punish the ones who I know I can trust, for the mistake that others, and myself have made, I Love them too much, and they just don...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    Too Risky

    I'd rather hold on to what is left of my heart and sanity than sacrifice it on a platter to another person who will devour it and abandon me.
    projectingexperience projectingexperience 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2010

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    I promise I won't judge you. I'm not the type of person to judge anyone because I know the feeling and it's not cool at all. Tell me a little bit about yourself ? I would like to...
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    I've bee in a complicated relationship with my best friend for 10 months. He's not a bad guy he's caring but it's hard for him to outwardly express his emotions. Many things have...
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    I think you won't get this... but I miss your smile. Even though I've never seen it in person, I'll miss it. I think you won't hear this... but I miss your voice. Every time I...
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    I won't leave my best friend Kody. Right now, he is in a really dark place. He said a LOT of hurtful and hateful things to me today, and I know he is lashing out, and when he gets...
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    Frankly, I don't care. Go tell them to somebody else. I won't share your secret, because I won't bother to listen to it. I'm not a troll, but, I'm not bored, either.
    Zaran7 Zaran7 16-17, M Apr 15

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    Train "Calling All Angels"~I won't give up if you don't give up.~
    dollysworld dollysworld 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    won't do it, seems like accepting being loser
    castaway07 castaway07 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've Benin judged all my life and still do I need somone who cares and is happy to listen I'm here for anyone
    shortyshauna123 shortyshauna123 16-17, F 1 Response 25 mins ago

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    I just recently was told by my four year old son that his father punched him in the eye. This weekend he described his step grandpa sexually abusing him. I told all the local...
    lacey2525 lacey2525 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Many people do things because of the path they have been lead. I am not here to judge you. I am here to openly listen to your experiences. I myself am not perfect. Life's...
    musicilove musicilove 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    You have a choice, that to read something or to ignore. Author aren't handcuffing you and taping your eyes open to read something. We all have our types of thing we life. If the...
    NymNin NymNin 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 29

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    i would stay away from people who did drugs and other bad stuff because i don't want to have negativity in my life. i automatically judged you in a bad way if i knew you smoked etc...
    basedgodschild basedgodschild 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I wanted to but didn't. It was Easter and I very well couldn't go to my mom's house all high. But I wish I could have.
    SGE3 SGE3 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love you Alexia... more than life itself. I can't even function right without you. I know you've made mistakes, but I don't hate you.... I've made mistakes also and we can't...
    HoodsIntell HoodsIntell 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    I don't like to, I feel better with it on.
    IheartCupcake IheartCupcake 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I don't care how old you are just talk to me if you are horny! ;)
    Sexygirl1213 Sexygirl1213 13-15, F 11 Responses Mar 24

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    I don't care what your past is like, people can always change. I will never judge you
    Otto1234566 Otto1234566 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    So, don't bother posting them.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28

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    Women are women regardless of sex. And men are men in the same respects. You can be both or a mix of the two. Or you could be neither if that's what suits you. But people are...
    drummerboyJames drummerboyJames 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    My first OC (own character) is awesome. She's really clever, and she's quite an individual, but I'd like to write from the perspective of someone who isn't such a sociopath...
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    Cashier at grocery store to me today out of the blue: Are you Jewish? Me: No. Him: Because the way you just looked at me you looked exactly like Jewish. Me: Don't judge me by how I...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 36-40, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    You can share anything with me :-)
    March7th March7th 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I love that doctors no so much about the body, I get excited when someone has lots of knowledge or could have knowledge about me beyond what I no
    uniqeuliv uniqeuliv 31-35, F Mar 28

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    I'm looking a nice, easy conversation with a kind, creative, entertaining individual who wants a friend the same back. :)
    Votonic Votonic 16-17 1 Response Mar 28

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    Story of my lifeeeeeeeeeeee
    miracle98 miracle98 18-21, F Mar 29

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    Someone here has asked me to post this.It seems he likes to be subservient to his wife and serve her and her friends and likes to be a stay at home spouse.
    mona87 mona87 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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