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    Too Risky - I'd rather hold on to what is left of my heart and sanity than sacrifice it on a platter to another person who will devour it and abandon me.
    projectingexperience projectingexperience 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2010

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    Leave - Everytime I get close to someone I let them know how I feel. I have gotten close to someone recently. Everything was fine until they thought they could use me! I have been...
    HatEWithiNMe HatEWithiNMe 16-17, F Jul 25, 2011

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    No Human Connection, Whatsoever. - In a magazine I read about a study a university conducted about heterosexual friends of the opposite sex. The study concluded that it is...
    findingeirene findingeirene 18-21, F Mar 3, 2013

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    I Took A Chance But It Was My Last Chance. - I had my wall up high for a long time.  Not just with men, but with friends in general.  I had had it.  So, I *was* a...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    I Will Not Let It Happen - Because personally, I think it's better to keep my guard up...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Breaking Ties - I tend to find people easily interesting and as I learn about then, I start liking them more and start caring for them more than just every Tom, John and Harry. The...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F 9 Responses May 21, 2011

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    The Ones That Are In Now, Are The Only Ones In..... - The few people who are close and dear to my heart right now, are the only ones who I am allowing myself to get close to, and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    To Hell With Love....im Playing On You This Time - " I'm a lover...so love me exactly the same way i bestowed my love"...   ( ...thought so)        ...
    Satinne Satinne 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    Enough Is Enough - I feel so foolish right now, sitting in front of my computer and typing this while listening to my sad, instrumental music. This is always me, when I feel so...
    arianne19 arianne19 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Trying To Cope - Finally decided to let my walls down farther than ever before because she deserved it. After all these years and people this was the one that I knew from the...
    Thelastlaugh Thelastlaugh 70+, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Never Again - I have learned a lot of hard lessons in life. And I have learned most of them the hard way.
    Ladybell Ladybell 31-35, F Feb 2, 2013

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    That's It For Me - My last relationship that ended has scarred me deeply. It has truly been the worst and most painful experience of my life. It's something that I NEVER want to...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7, 2012

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    The old pain is creeping back in, I feel like crying but I won't, I feel like screaming but I won't ! I will suppress this pain until I beat it or it beats me, may God be with me
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    A Process - I have always been a very open, very caring, and very loyal person. I'll do my utmost for the people in my life that I see as my family. Close friends being the...
    TheJoneses TheJoneses 22-25, F Jul 1, 2012

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    No.... - Why would I want to? After letting people in, thinking they are good for me, only to find out that they aren't. Only to be stabbed in the heart, and in the back, only to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    Welp, It's Been A While... - Not since I've posted in this group. I just joined. It's been a while since I've been on EP. My life got crazy, and I just quite frankly didn't have...
    sarii sarii 18-21, F Nov 17, 2012

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    I Wont Let Myself.. - I don't let myself get attached to people.its kinda hard to but it's also easy, that's the weird thing about it.my heart craves it but I just can't..I don't...
    mysterious77 mysterious77 16-17 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    I'm Just Messed Up - That's why I like coming on here and talking to people, it's kind of like no strings attached. I kind of hate it when a guy will come up to me and ask me for...
    lovemarilyn lovemarilyn 18-21, F Dec 21, 2012

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    I miss him so much but I can't let myself see him because I just barely started feeling like life will go on without him.
    Chrisyawilliams Chrisyawilliams 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I like to think of myself as a Phoenix. I will be reborn from my mistakes and be stronger because of them.
    Emiliodecker Emiliodecker 16-17, M Mar 17

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    I give. up. I'm not gonna be nice anymore.. I'm just going to build my walls up and try not to get close to anyone anymore. screw this.
    bizzl3 bizzl3 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    simply because I don't want to get disappointed anymore. If I don't get close to you, if I don't get my hopes up...if I don't Care as much, I will be ok. I won't get hurt. I know...
    imprintedme imprintedme 22-25, F Mar 17

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    I've bee in a complicated relationship with my best friend for 10 months. He's not a bad guy he's caring but it's hard for him to outwardly express his emotions. Many things have...
    princesskait48 princesskait48 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Frankly, I don't care. Go tell them to somebody else. I won't share your secret, because I won't bother to listen to it. I'm not a troll, but, I'm not bored, either.
    Zaran7 Zaran7 16-17, M 21 hrs ago

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    "Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now. I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile." "When...
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I promise I won't judge you. I'm not the type of person to judge anyone because I know the feeling and it's not cool at all. Tell me a little bit about yourself ? I would like to...
    london21 london21 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I feel like I'm becoming myself again.. I'm slowly getting out of the darkness. It's still is hard sometimes but I push myself threw it.. I'm smiling in pictures now I'm having fun...
    Love0218 Love0218 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm in the middle of learning a very valuable lesson and I wanted to share it. I have been together with my boyfriend for almost 8 months now. At first he seemed this great guy...
    adamandeveit adamandeveit 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I don't understand why God keeps me here. I tried to escape. I tried to rid the world of me and me of the world. Why tf am I still here!? I serve no purpose. I'm like a piece of...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    TTC Supplies- Wow, so I've been researching things that typically are needed for TTCing (Trying To Conceive), and let me tell you... This stuff costs almost as much as having the...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I think you won't get this... but I miss your smile. Even though I've never seen it in person, I'll miss it. I think you won't hear this... but I miss your voice. Every time I...
    SimplyL SimplyL 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I won't leave my best friend Kody. Right now, he is in a really dark place. He said a LOT of hurtful and hateful things to me today, and I know he is lashing out, and when he gets...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Something refreshing about honesty. It can hurt too, sometimes I won't say anything in response to an answer if I know it will cause pain but I wouldn't lie. If everyone was a...
    Hidebehindtherain Hidebehindtherain 26-30, M Mar 20

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    I prefer to fight it out till the last breath.I don't get angry easily .If Someone does something I don't like, I will tell him or her honestly that I won't put up with nonsense.To...
    mona87 mona87 46-50, F Mar 22

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    Train "Calling All Angels"~I won't give up if you don't give up.~
    dollysworld dollysworld 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Anything anyone wants to talk about I'm here!
    abbyboo1234 abbyboo1234 16-17, F Mar 16

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    I just recently was told by my four year old son that his father punched him in the eye. This weekend he described his step grandpa sexually abusing him. I told all the local...
    lacey2525 lacey2525 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Many people do things because of the path they have been lead. I am not here to judge you. I am here to openly listen to your experiences. I myself am not perfect. Life's...
    musicilove musicilove 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I've seen the karate kid so I'm preeeeeetty confident that I can defend myself should one decide to attack.
    sighimnotgoodwithnames sighimnotgoodwithnames 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    When I think love I was always think of Fair tale because I am a dreamer also I am a passionate person. Love also means the world to me because I am such a loving caring person and...
    lyricbutterfly2013 lyricbutterfly2013 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Nursery Designs- Well, hello everyone it's been a while hasn't it! Anyway, after my recent discovery of my PCOS I've had to put my TTC efforts on pause. Simply because my OB/GYN...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Mar 23

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    You have a choice, that to read something or to ignore. Author aren't handcuffing you and taping your eyes open to read something. We all have our types of thing we life. If the...
    NymNin NymNin 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 29

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    i would stay away from people who did drugs and other bad stuff because i don't want to have negativity in my life. i automatically judged you in a bad way if i knew you smoked etc...
    basedgodschild basedgodschild 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Isn't my cup of tea that's for sure. Heavy drinking, drugs, over eating, not eating enough, and hacking on ones self, is just insane. I went to high school with kids that did...
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M Mar 17

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    I don't like to, I feel better with it on.
    IheartCupcake IheartCupcake 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I don't care how old you are just talk to me if you are horny! ;)
    Sexygirl1213 Sexygirl1213 13-15, F 11 Responses Mar 24

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    I don't care what your past is like, people can always change. I will never judge you
    Otto1234566 Otto1234566 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    So, don't bother posting them.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28

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    Women are women regardless of sex. And men are men in the same respects. You can be both or a mix of the two. Or you could be neither if that's what suits you. But people are...
    drummerboyJames drummerboyJames 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    My first OC (own character) is awesome. She's really clever, and she's quite an individual, but I'd like to write from the perspective of someone who isn't such a sociopath...
    EponymousAnonymous EponymousAnonymous 13-15 1 Response a week ago

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    I will never judge you. Everyone has a dark side. Everyone made mistakes. Everyone has regrets. There's nothing to be ashamed of. It's human to have these feelings. I will be your...
    BeefStromi BeefStromi 18-21, M 2 Responses