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I Wont Continue Living My Life Alone

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    If I Stay Alive

    if i stay alive then i have to deal with the thought of knowing i am and always will be alone and unloved i only wish that i can be barried next to my husband i didnt want to be barried around others i dont know my mother will be barried next to my father , well my mother in law...
    cutie2christy cutie2christy 36-40, F May 5, 2012

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    I'd probably delete this but oh well it's getting worse i feel nothing but emptiness and sadness. I hate myself for being selfish my life is perfect there's nothing to complain...
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    Today you told us there is no point in living. I told you that perhaps it is in the moments that we find meaning. But today it has been hard for me to believe in that too.
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    First of all, let me be clear that I am not suicidal at all, not even a little bit. Life feels hard for me but I believe that things can change for the better. It seems like...
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    I feel like I can't even put words to adequately describe what I'm feeling. Have you ever felt like there are so many little things that are not ok and you don't know how to fix...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    All I do is sleep, lay in bed texting people who barely text back, and hate life.
    ButteryToast ButteryToast 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I don't know why I'm even putting this experience under this category, but it fits the best. Today, I've waited all week to go out for my friends birthday, super pumped, going to...
    NinaPants97 NinaPants97 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Hi My name is MJ. Here's how you could destroy your life with a stupid mistake in a timely manner. My story started 2 years ago when I was looking up at a dating site, I found...
    Brokenlife87 Brokenlife87 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    The last moment my life felt real is when I woke up one very clear Sunday morning. The moment I got the call from my brother and slowly found out that he was going to kill himself...
    TheDreamcaster TheDreamcaster 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I myself, have no clue what to do with my life. I finished year 12 last year and even then, whenever a peer would ask me questions like "what do you want to study in university...
    breesworld breesworld 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know who I am. My ten year relationship just ended. My partner woke up one day 6 months ago and told me she wanted to leave. I was in shock, our families were taken by...
    malaiseguy malaiseguy 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Life ..... The way I look at it its like a long dark tunnel, your path is already laid out for you, with its ups and downs, you may see light at the end of the tunnel so you run...
    Abi0123 Abi0123 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    After being diagnosed with bi-polar disorder, my life has been slowly getting worse. My manic episodes are a mix between psychopathy and sociopathy, I become extremely sadistic, I...
    darkshadow556 darkshadow556 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION HE IS YOUR SENIOR PARTNER 2 Corinthians 13:14 (AMP) The grace (favor and spiritual blessing) of the Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I call the era in my life now the "In-Between". A moment in your life where you literally feel like your in the middle between life and death and don't know which direction to...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    "Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence." Aristotle said this more than 2,000 years ago. And it still holds true today. What is...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What are we all living for? It feels like I have more pain in my life then happiness. I know we have to make that ourself a but it's so much easier said than done pain just seems...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    If you are not in the state of edentulism, it's difficulty to explain the feeling of no longer being bothered by natural teeth. As I write this note, my tongue goes about my mouth...
    nomoreteeth nomoreteeth 66-70, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    just started moved to Bali, living alone here, get through the job, kinda hard and sucks. no love no family, new island, new cultures, new people, new freak and fake people, just...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i am alone in the world and i know that i will never be wanted plus we are not alound to have scientists create science to have people being imortal or living forever so whats the...
    warcraftlover16 warcraftlover16 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION A DYNAMO OF LIFE FOR YOUR BODY Romans 8:11 (NLT) The Spirit of God, who raised Jesus from the dead, lives in you. And just as God raised...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F a week ago

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    At this point in life things have taken an interesting twist. Right now i feel numb. I'm 23 and already been married and divorced. The whole dating thing has been a fall. I'm shut...
    laquitabonita laquitabonita 22-25, F a week ago

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    You attract confusion when you put yourself in a complicated situation.. You wont feel the effect at first but once you indulge yourself with others peoples dilemma you find your...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    When some one tries to convince me that we are it makes me feel really alone even if people are all around me. As if nothing really matters if we are the only living things in the...
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm starting to accept that I no longer feel alone I'm actually alone like literally it's just beyond a silly feeling or an annoying thought it's my reality it's how my life is! It...
    gloomykidd gloomykidd 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I surround myself with lots of people but there are sometimes when I look at someone in the eyes and realize that they dont understand me. And even I explain everything to them...
    Blueborder21 Blueborder21 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    A new experience of living alone.
    Arya098 Arya098 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    As many of you know, I am battling pneumonia for the second time this winter. I am not someone who is often sick. I landed myself in the hospital two weeks ago and was told that...
    Gracey0079 Gracey0079 36-40, F 16 Responses Feb 3

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    An asexual, looking for MOC I am 41 yrs British Asian looking for permanent MOC preferably with an asexual/ gay / or someone with medics issues. I don't want to be alone for all...
    ItsMeeeHere ItsMeeeHere 41-45 Feb 3

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    Associated card: Judgement. Associated track: none. Just right now I cut away another person from my life. This year was and is just amazingly eye-opening when it comes to dating...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    i can be sleeping alone. i can be traveling alone. i can be living alone. i can be cry alone but i can't smile without any friends. dear users let's make friends with me.
    shakil1545 shakil1545 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I had never really met a person who had made me question everything about myself-my job, the way I view my relationships with my family, the way I view myself, my anxiety, my...
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