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I Wont Continue Living My Life Alone

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    If I Stay Alive

    if i stay alive then i have to deal with the thought of knowing i am and always will be alone and unloved i only wish that i can be barried next to my husband i didnt want to be barried around others i dont know my mother will be barried next to my father , well my mother in law...
    cutie2christy cutie2christy 36-40, F May 5, 2012

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