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I Wont Continue Living My Life Alone

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    if i stay alive then i have to deal with the thought of knowing i am and always will be alone and unloved i only wish that i can be barried next to my husband i didnt want to be barried around others i dont know my mother will be barried next to my father , well my mother in law...
    cutie2christy cutie2christy 36-40, F May 5, 2012

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    It's an oxymoron in itself but I always feel this way, that's why internet friends are sort of cool, I'm alone technically, but never lonely
    nicky411 nicky411 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    There's a difference between surviving and living. I was the type of girl who would walk with her head bowed in the hallway, going straight to class without stopping to "chat" or...
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    I have been alone for years now I don't think it will ever change
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    I semi recently (in june) moved in with my older sister because of the chaos going on where I used to live. My parents never took care of themselves (always assuming their...
    pumpkinpoptart pumpkinpoptart 16-17, T 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    ilike spending time alone but idont like the feeling of being lonely...ilike to be in the company of others but sometimes ijust dont feel like talking to them...does this make...
    sugarbiscuts sugarbiscuts 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I was born in 1993. So, the internet was around when I was growing up. I just wasn't exposed to it until I was about 10 or so. I was 12 when I joined chatrooms. But I clearly...
    StayCsBS93 StayCsBS93 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    It's just sad this days, I don't enjoy being alone as I used to;in fact I am terrified of being alone the silence is deafening it forces me to think and thinking I s the last thing...
    zerubabeljohn zerubabeljohn 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    I know it is a part of life because I wouldn't be experiencing it so much, I do not mine being alone and I am not afraid of being alone or living alone any more use to think I had...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Wayne Dyer, god rest his soul, had an interesting way to start a lecture. he would hold an orange in his hand and poll the audience about what would come out of the orange if it...
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    A tad bit irrelevant, but.... Don't want to live. Don't want to face death. We're all in the same boat... Death comes with uncertainty, is there something or not? But, so does...
    MatchedWithBlack MatchedWithBlack 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    I'm sad because I'm alone, I'm alone because i don't want to make my loved ones sad by showing my sadness.... Hence my life is pathetic
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    Mostly it just feels like I'm talking to myself anyway. Living life inside my mind is the only existence I've known, sometimes I think about being an animal with fewer brain cells...
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    Here is my story... It's kind of a long one so I apologize in advance. I met my ex when I was 18, had just gotten out of my first serious relationship. We were friends for four...
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    hello,My sad experience in my life even now.I was born with my mom only, when i got 11 years old my mom introduce my father and he has another family at that moment until now, I...
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    But that's mad hard when you don't have money these days ahaaha in all honesty living life to the fullest requires maaaad cash money.
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