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I Won't Self Harm

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    one day i know wont feel the need to self harm..i know it will be ok..i know i do things i shouldnt..i know even when i dont eat,its self harm..i just cant stop it..its in thoughts..but one day it will stop..all the things i feel ..bout cutting ..about many things 
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 23, 2010

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    Its Mental Harm

    I dont know why i keep on doing this..hurt myself like dis! One moment i am cool with everything and moving on..the next,i get my guards down and all those crappy flns get me feeling miserable!!ì hate it..why i get tempted..i dont wana go to that damn person's ep profile,n see...
    Alonewoolf Alonewoolf 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2010

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    What Helped Me

    "When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer." Psalm 94:19I am writing this today for everyone reading this who deep down feels less than, who feels like they might not be somehow "eligible" for healing and blessings, who feel like God is there for...
    girl4god girl4god 36-40, F Feb 24, 2012

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    Hopefully Not Again No....

    I have self harmed.. Not badly just enough to cause a little pain and blood and only a hand-full of times but hopefully i wont do it again.  Well i better not do it again because i have promised to a friend that i wouldn't do it again. Problem is when i hurt someone i like...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 15, 2010

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    I Want To Stop

    Its hard hiding the scars in a short sleeved top.
    christos77 christos77 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    Cut Too Deep...

     Cutting was a massive part of my life. It still is i guess... But Ive "cut down" (haaa ironic choice of words) because of a very nasty reality check i got a while ago. I'd had a really bad episode with my dad that morning and had just got insanely depressed. I...
    Bleue Bleue 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2010

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    Never will I ever damage my body in any way.

    No matter how unhappy I am with it, it's me. That's how I look & that's how God made me & my beautiful body doesn't deserve that. Nobody deserves that.
    EmiTru EmiTru 18-21, F Feb 9

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    When I think about it,

    doing drugs & cutting yourself is basically the same thing. Not always but let me explain; people do drugs to relieve the pain & stress & so do cutters. They both are damaging their bodies. Not realizing what they are doing to themselves. It's just different ways & forms of...
    EmiTru EmiTru 18-21, F Feb 9

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    Even through everything I've been through

    from; My parents been drug addicts Severe bullying Getting tripped up/tackled to he floor from people who don't like me And getting threatened I've never self harmed and that's because my mum always told me, "Do people really want to grow up and have ugly scars all over...
    IMAVAMPIRE IMAVAMPIRE 16-17, F Jan 7

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    Razor Blades...

    ... I get it, I really do. I don't have to try to understand, it just makes sense to me. Inflicting physical pain upon yourself to take you mind off of what you are enduring mentally or emotionally does not sound too shabby. Physical over emotional sounds like a good trade off...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F Dec 29, 2010

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    No matter how close I have come,

    or how much I think about it, I just couldn't do that to you, you've been through enough already and i won't make it worse for you. I will try my hardest to keep myself sane but it keeps getting harder.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    Trying Again....

    it seems like any day that i go more than three days, and i think, okay maybe i can beat this battle with self-injury, and i can do it, something happens, and i just go back to cutting again. i hate that, i just want to stop self-harming myself, but i feel like i need to punish...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2010

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    I Won't Say I Won't.....

    I won't say I won't self harm. But I will say this, I am trying not to resort to self-harm as a way to run from my problems, and to escape the emotional pain. I won't say I will never self-harm again, because we know that is a Lie. But, I will say, I am trying hard not to resort...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    I Want To..

    I hope that someday I'll find the strenght to stop, because right now it's just getting worse. I know there is more negative aspects than positive to self harm but right now cutting is what helps me cope. I believe that if I hadn't started cutting I don't think I would still...
    TideToGo TideToGo 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 26, 2010

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