I Work Hard And Rely On Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 29 People

    I love the abstract, delicate, profound, vague, voluptuously wordless sensation of living ecstatically. There are two ways to reach me: by way of kisses or by way of imagination...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    a week ago
    "The objective is to make it even harder to retaliate against them. " And dont you fvcking forget it. Its all about them feeling safe enough to continue. They are a total...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    a week ago
    "They will just back down from the fight and refine their behaviour with the intent of it becoming safer and safer for them to act that way. Because they cant stop," Yep. I have...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    a week ago
    How can I really describe myself? I love life, I love animals (especially dogs). I just feel created. From what I know we all get one chance. I have to work to make my way in the...
    AASTRA AASTRA
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    "This is ultimately what this comes down to richard and the nuts are such cowardly pvssys that they dont see the world the way I do. The way all normal men do. Who stand up and...
    richardlovesblackguys richardlovesblackguys
    70+
    Apr 20
    The black man said to richard drop your pants and bend over. Then he gave richard a good hard richarding
    richardisdesperate richardisdesperate
    36-40
    Apr 20
    I live with my boyfriend but he is an over the road truck driver and is only home about 5 or 6 days a month and the rest of the time he is away so our relationship is basically...
    annon85 annon85
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I've been in pull-ups all day. I don't want to rely on diapers, just wear them all the time bc I want to. I love not having to get up to go to the bathroom, I love the bulge...
    juicyPEEch juicyPEEch
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    It's not hard to love me, but it's obviously hard to stay in love with me... I have ****** up every relationship I've ever had including friendships, family bonds, just everything...
    Baer2113 Baer2113
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I just wished I was dead. I'm nothing and a big expenditure to my family. There are many things I don't love about myself. The looks, the mental sickness, getting into trouble, and...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 19
    I was up late last night and i am tired. That means i have less self control. Then i rock up to work and first thing i have some silly delusional cvnt provoking me. It makes me...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 18
    They are far to stupid to realise that all they do is prove me right with their own behaviour. They just dont get how cowardly and child like their behaviour is in reality. It...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 18
    I know richard is going to keep repeating his mistakes right up to the bitter end. He doesnt have any choice and I know there will be some nuts that feel the same way. Which is...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 18
    I am a fake/phony who will never amount to anything. I am weak. I will never achieve any goals. I will never write what I want because I have nothing to write about that's worth...
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I am a certified Hatha yoga teacher but I don't actually teach yoga professionally. I have been out of the loop for a while and I would like to get back into teaching yoga again. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17
    I do have a job where I work nude. I never planned to be a nude dancer nor ever even thought of it. But because of certain events in my life it was an opportunity to support myself...
    lissa1101 lissa1101
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Apr 17
    richard is a sad case. Here is this guy who just wants people to think he is a highly sophisticated genius but in reality he isnt. This makes it hard. So his solution is to...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 16
    sometimes I shoot so hard I give myself a facial.
    wilstone wilstone
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    sometimes I shoot so hard I give myself a facial.
    wilstone wilstone
    46-50, M
    Apr 15
    Today I went. I felt off but I went. I didn't want to do my whole work out so I bargained with myself for 15 minutes, then another five, then another five, and another for my...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I got a new tattoo today, it's says "love yourself first" in Arabic. to me it means that I should stop allowing myself to get hurt by the 'love' I have for certain people and that...
    jaslovely jaslovely
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    lesson pounded into myself over and over again throughout the years. that I am the kind of guy who's going to spend most of his life ammounting to nothing. ill right long and...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    My bf and I are in a long distance relationship. Yes, long distance relationships are little hard to maintain but they are not impossible! so all the people who say they (long...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 14
    They put on the ones who do the most and give you little credit whereas if the people who hardly do anything decide to help their praises are sang.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86
    26-30, F
    Apr 14
    okay so I've just found out that my house mate has run up the electricity bill by leaving lights and the stove on and just being irresponsible and now i could possibly be getting...
    Andyboo1998 Andyboo1998
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    Alright. Now how do I deal with this? "Okay. Now stop thinking you're being such a hardworker. Stop thinking and save those thoughts for another day. Okay? Alright. I'm telling...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    nothing but positive vibes all day 🤗 lately I've really been working on trying to better myself, my life, and those around me.
    jaslovely jaslovely
    70+, F
    3 Responses Apr 12
    Sometimes working a 3dr shift can be hard but hey if i work nights then that makes me a dark night soon it will be time for me to go to work :( it a job
    Johntruck17 Johntruck17
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    i hate myself so much. theres no words to experience how much i want to ******* die all of the time, i fantasise about jumping in front of cars and trains all the time just to get...
    goodgonegirl goodgonegirl
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    I understand that you are mentally fragile. Its why I have been able to fvck with you like this. I know I have upset you so much by showing everyone what they always suspected that...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 11
    Since the IT revolution began a couple of years ago, more and more people spend much of their time at home doing office work or operating their small businesses. As such, the...
    cieraurel cieraurel
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    since it's been a few days since my last update, i may as well post something to let everyone know i'm still alive. i've arrived back in CA, Kaito and i are still engaged. i...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    Two years ago I was slightly chubby but not overweight. I worked out regularly and at least tried to eat healthy. I could see almost all of my feet. Now I am well past overweight...
    HungryHannah HungryHannah
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    I feel like once i have the body I want. I would start to be who I am. I'm skinny with with a abs alittle but I didn't work hard for them. My goal is too workout more and watch...
    dreamswemake dreamswemake
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
    Of course there is another aspect of richards strategy to avoid having to do something about what I say about him. He claims I am talking about myself rather than him. In its...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 9
    I'm tired of wearing glasses. I feel so blind when I take them off. I have to put on my glasses to watch TV... At school I usually keep them off so I wouldn't have to see people's...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 8
    Today I have been working out for about 7 weeks. I am seeing benefits in lots of ways. Today I am happy to report I went to the gym because I felt like it. I actively sought a good...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    this guy is japanese,she is chinese,they met Shanghai,he had a dark past and trouma(his ex gf fell in love with his best friend and they got car accident,his ex died.his best...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Over the years I have lost myself plenty of times in games, people, hobbies, etc. When I fall for something it's hard to combine it with anything else, but it does feel great until...
    Gentle153 Gentle153
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I am working on loving myself. Some days are better than others Today being an off day. As I think about it will take a long time.I have so much past I have pushed aside that it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 7
    Things are looking up. I've decided I never want to see that dark chapter in my life again. So, to improve the shreds my life has become, I decided to read Life Strategies for...
    Rucbrar Rucbrar
    13-15, F
    Apr 7
    1. I'm 15 2. I love animals 3. I play the piano 4. I draw portraits 5. I am a smoker 6. I'm recovering from depression, bpd and drug addiction 7. I can't handle people being mean...
    hannahgr hannahgr
    13-15, F
    Apr 7
    i spank it most days at work.
    dolimyte dolimyte
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    This rodeo is coming to a close but I still feel comfortable posting on EP. I've been doing all the inner work and my daughter is starting to pull away but more that that I no...
    jenjen0923 jenjen0923
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    When richard isn't running a highly sophisticated psychological assualt known as the power fantasy. He is working hard at his very important job in the public service which...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 5
    I am working on my marriage. Nothing is perfect and in this fickle and ever changing world, people throw away their relationships too quickly and without fighting for them. I have...
    mariefrancea mariefrancea
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    I hate myself because 1.im ugly 2.im fat even though I work out almost every day 3. I have really bad acne 4. I can't talk to guys 5.im shy 6. My parents favour my sisters over me...
    Thatgirl3569 Thatgirl3569
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 3
    Everyday, I wake up. I wake up and even if it's for a split second, he crosses my mind. It's been a year since me and my ex broke up. We met on the Ps3 in May 2011, and had been...
    TiedToReality TiedToReality
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 3
    "All rent boy is doing is riling up the nuts with bullshite no one who is sane believes him. In the real world its irrelevant to me. No one I work with knows anything about the...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 2
    i am working on it. some days i just cant. i cant. but then other days its like wow why cant every day be like this? today is one of the days that I find myself to be a good person...
    IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT
    16-17, F
    Apr 2
    ""You are incredibly unprofessional, you are anti social and have poor interpersonal skills. As a result it will ruin your career and you will never be able to leave the public...
    richardisdesperate richardisdesperate
    36-40
    Apr 1
    This is my favorite japanese short film.i'm gonna tell you this story(it took for an hour to write this hahaha) If you have little time,stay here and keep reading to the last...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Mar 31
    Maybe rent boy could have the gimp fly interstate hire a car then start slamming the doors and saying hard man stuff like "i will get you next time" Then i will shite myself at...
    RichardSucksBlackMeat RichardSucksBlackMeat
    70+, F
    Mar 31
    just dropped a fart. It had more iq points than Richard which isn't hard.
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Mar 31
    I went hard on the stationary bike today until I felt sick and my lungs were on fire and then I rode some more. I took 15 full minutes to get my heart rate below 100 when I was...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 31
    I've always been overweight. As a kid, I was the chubby one. And I hated it. Now growing up I just gained more and more weight and now my BMI says I'm obese even though I don't...
    blueboness blueboness
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 30
    I've been away from this site for almost three months finding myself in many ways. I spent a month in Europe for my work, officially, but it was more of a spiritual awakening. The...
    ZHC74 ZHC74
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Mar 29
    I normally don't use anything online when I have an issue but my life has changed a lot in the past year and I can't seem to know how to get a handle on things. I'm 17 and I've...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 28
    I need some opinions?! So this guy I used to date about a year ago, we lost total contact after we broke up then some how he found me on Facebook and stuff and we msged after a...
    whenwherewhat whenwherewhat
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Mar 28
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