I Worried About Myself

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    Amost Fainted

    I went to take a shower this morning, I was for maybe three miuntes at most. But after this my body felt odd, and I felt like fainting, so I said to myself, "Okay I should get out." so I did and dressed and so forth. This is the first time this ever happened to me, and...
    Vipy Vipy
    26-30, F
    Sep 8, 2008

    Something Is Wrong

    When I woke up this morning I felt odd... and kept seeing spots before my eyes, it was hard keeping myself awake as well. When I went to the Merciful Nova today at 3:00 pm I was barely staying awake, after the normal people said their prayers outloud their was other voices that...
    Vipy Vipy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2008

    Anyone In My Place Will Be

    i worried if i will be able to last long in this world. i worried if i will give in even before i can establish something. i wish i can say that i stopped worrying. but i have not. i think it is an ongoing process for me.
    madamoiselle madamoiselle
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2008

    I'm So Scared That Something's Wrong With Me. Help?

    Maybe at the starting of last year, I started talking to myself. I thought it was nothing because everybody does. But then it got worse. I'd pretend I was living somebody else's life. I'd pretend I was this boy and I'd I'd put accent on for it. I made friends up for him, how he...
    GDPunk GDPunk
    18-21, F
    Nov 23, 2013

    Um... Not Sure

    Well, I been odd lately, ever since last night. I did wash my cut I got from this grey cat, but for some reason I still feel very odd. I don't know how to explain it really. But my heart hurts badly, and I don't seem to recall some people that are on my aim buddy list o.o; or is...
    Vipy Vipy
    26-30, F
    Aug 22, 2008

    I Want Closure

    I have been through the psychoses of schizophrenia many times and I feel like I have done something wrong now that I've settled down from my dreams and hearing voices.  I want to go on with my life, but I'm full of a lot of regret about the way life has gone.   I...
    cas45per cas45per
    51-55
    1 Response May 28, 2008

    I want to it myself so badly.

    I can't ale things anymore. I just need to relieve the pain for a bit. I can't think of anyone I can tell who won't overreact or tell someone else. I didn't think it would get this bad....
    GDPunk GDPunk
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2013

    Did I Make The Right Choice ?regrets ...pain...feeling Lost & Burried Alive !

    here'smy story & am sharing it with you anonymous people who i don't know because i need to talk & becuse i really wanna know whats your opinion ... ...i never thought ver in my life ill be in such a situation but life can't seize to surprise usi ve been in a relationship for a...
    hind122 hind122
    18-21
    Feb 23, 2012

    I Am Having Problems

    My left side of my brain hurts really bad, my right eye can barely see now too, my heart hurted for a few minutes then went away. My head kind of feels fogy and right now I have no clue what I am even typing... I have no clue what is wrong with me, if anyone does please post back...
    Vipy Vipy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 26, 2008

    I Worry About Myself

    There are times in my life, like right now, that I remember something about myself in the past. I just realized that there are some dreams that were almost so real, they could have been memories. I even portray differently to the same people sometimes and my mood changes or my...
    middlechild274 middlechild274
    22-25, F
    Jul 22, 2012

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