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I Worried About Myself

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    Amost Fainted

    I went to take a shower this morning, I was for maybe three miuntes at most. But after this my body felt odd, and I felt like fainting, so I said to myself, "Okay I should get out." so I did and dressed and so forth. This is the first time this ever happened to me, and...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    I'm So Scared That Something's Wrong With Me. Help?

    Maybe at the starting of last year, I started talking to myself. I thought it was nothing because everybody does. But then it got worse. I'd pretend I was living somebody else's life. I'd pretend I was this boy and I'd I'd put accent on for it. I made friends up for him, how he...
    GDPunk GDPunk 16-17, F Nov 23, 2013

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    Um... Not Sure

    Well, I been odd lately, ever since last night. I did wash my cut I got from this grey cat, but for some reason I still feel very odd. I don't know how to explain it really. But my heart hurts badly, and I don't seem to recall some people that are on my aim buddy list o.o; or is...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F Aug 22, 2008

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    I want to it myself so badly.

    I can't ale things anymore. I just need to relieve the pain for a bit. I can't think of anyone I can tell who won't overreact or tell someone else. I didn't think it would get this bad....
    GDPunk GDPunk 16-17, F Dec 18, 2013

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    Something Is Wrong

    When I woke up this morning I felt odd... and kept seeing spots before my eyes, it was hard keeping myself awake as well. When I went to the Merciful Nova today at 3:00 pm I was barely staying awake, after the normal people said their prayers outloud their was other voices that...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    Anyone In My Place Will Be

    i worried if i will be able to last long in this world. i worried if i will give in even before i can establish something. i wish i can say that i stopped worrying. but i have not. i think it is an ongoing process for me.
    madamoiselle madamoiselle 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2008

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    Did I Make The Right Choice ?regrets ...pain...feeling Lost & Burried Alive !

    here'smy story & am sharing it with you anonymous people who i don't know because i need to talk & becuse i really wanna know whats your opinion ... ...i never thought ver in my life ill be in such a situation but life can't seize to surprise usi ve been in a relationship for a...
    hind122 hind122 18-21 Feb 23, 2012

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    I Want Closure

    I have been through the psychoses of schizophrenia many times and I feel like I have done something wrong now that I've settled down from my dreams and hearing voices.  I want to go on with my life, but I'm full of a lot of regret about the way life has gone.   I...
    cas45per cas45per 51-55 1 Response May 28, 2008

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    I Am Having Problems

    My left side of my brain hurts really bad, my right eye can barely see now too, my heart hurted for a few minutes then went away. My head kind of feels fogy and right now I have no clue what I am even typing... I have no clue what is wrong with me, if anyone does please post back...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

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    I Worry About Myself

    There are times in my life, like right now, that I remember something about myself in the past. I just realized that there are some dreams that were almost so real, they could have been memories. I even portray differently to the same people sometimes and my mood changes or my...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F Jul 22, 2012

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    Found it very very hard to get to sleep. Was worried about having an attack which gave me anxiety symptoms. Had a few minor jumps which hurt. Drugged myself with fluoxetine and...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses May 12

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    So, because of luck or some mysterious something no one will know, everything is starting to go right for me. I switched jobs this past week to an even better one. I am happy I got...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Im worried about my bestfriend because even though we're close friends she doesnt tell me her secrets but I always had a time to find out what it is. Im always worried about what...
    Macymax Macymax 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I truly I'm worried about what's in the future.I wanna know what's it's gonna be like but at the same time i don't it's tricky /: I just don't wanna be a failure in life and not my...
    kassidyforreal kassidyforreal 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Being worried about going to sleep has triggered terrible sensations all over. I know this is anxiety. Lightheaded, can't breathe properly, racing heart, feel I'm dying and things...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 12

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    0. Height? 1,63 cm. 1. Virgin? Eh... 2. Shoe size? 6 (USA standard). 3. Do you smoke? Nope 4. Do you drink? Um yeah, lots of water and soda. 5. Do you take drugs? When I'm sick. 6...
    AtLoss AtLoss 16-17, T Apr 27

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    it is as though the more I study myself the more I change.. I think something is a concrete truth about myself it changes. it's hard to live in such a tumultuous undefined grey...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F May 2

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    I worked really hard last year and managed to land myself in one of the best high schools in the country. However, 4 months into school, I find that my friends are all doing better...
    LollipopTea98 LollipopTea98 22-25, F May 7

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    I don't know what happened. I was thinking to myself how glad I was that I hadn't anything significant for perhaps two weeks. I had a strange taste in my throat but didn't think...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 26

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    When I breathe out now with my mouth open I hear squealing noises. It's odd. My chest pains are awful still. I keep getting strange stomahx sounds which I've been having for a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses May 2

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    Just a health update. I've been feeling pretty great for two days now. Well, I have still had episodes of a very painful hip and my chest seizing when I try to eat and gulping...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 17

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    So I'm out of yoghurt and my mother has to make a special journey out to get it. I need it for my medication. Who knows what would happen if I stopped. I know now I need to take my...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 days ago

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    We're not the closest friends ever but we work. She's told me she's depressed, suicidal and has insomnia. She doesn't self harm though. She told her mom about it and I don't...
    Lackoflogic Lackoflogic 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I love my Mom, she had a big heart, but as much as she can love, she can hate just as much. Ever since I was younger she's always had episodes of intense anger. It wasn't until...
    WhatTheMEL WhatTheMEL 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    One of my bunnies has been producing unhealthy urine and fecal matter since last night. I read that she probably needs a change in diet and exercise. We decided to do that for her...
    CloudedDreams5 CloudedDreams5 22-25, F May 9

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    she's still starving herself and she still cuts... I'm so worried but I feel like I can't do anything
    pyruxia pyruxia 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Fibromyalgia I think could possibly be part of what I'm experiencing. I was looking here http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Fibromyalgia/Pages/Symptoms.aspx And what it said about pain...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 27

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    Pain was bad in my chest today. Took a pill I was prescribed. The acid tablets again. Had diarrhea once. Also took my depression pill which I haven't had regularly and two diarrhea...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 2

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    Very much still fear going to sleep every night that I avoid it as much as possible. Health has been ok apart from weird chest sensations/pulsating (throbbing?) which concerns me a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 3

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    Was looking online and came across someone who wrote about angina and heart attacks. I also discovered here is a third type of angina called prinzmetal or something like that...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 4

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    I tried to talk to my mother again as I'm in a lot of pain. She said about my cough and it sounds like something is "constricted" which is what I've felt all along. I believe a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 4

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    Doctor only gives me pills for acid or heart burn??? It's called omeprazole. He said if it doesn't do anything then he can rule it out as heart burn or something. I've struggled...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses May 4

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    Does anyone know any ways of ending your life that involve a legal pain free method? I've been in pain 24/7 with flushes and constant symptoms that go crazy all over my body. I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 10 Responses May 12

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    I wish I knew what this was back in March. When I first went to hospital. Back when It was in early stages. But I've shown signs for a few months now. In December I randomly got...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 Responses May 12

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    I've been struggling with bad feelings lately. Sometimes, I'm okay, but sometimes the stress of life and school just weighs me down. I keep thinking about suicide--not really...
    Bentoboxcreature22 Bentoboxcreature22 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Gasping for air all day to breathe. It's been awful. Suddenly got hit with an incredible urge to vomit. Kept trying but ending up just making the vomiting noises. Just couldn't...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 30

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    What do I even do anymore? I got hit with a strange feeling again. Almost like I was worrying. I've had similar sensations before but I wasn't worrying!! It sent chills all over me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses May 1

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    So this is what I'm being tested for on my blood test. I was meant to do it by now but I keep waking up late. I wonder if it is even worth it. My last blood tests showed up nothing...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 4

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    What on earth can I do now. Doctor didn't ring for results. Every time I go to see him he is rude to me like I'm a joke being here for "stupid petty things" by how he reacts. I've...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 6

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    Some weird stuff has been happening to me lately. It's 1am and someone or something just scratched on my window screen. So first off, my window was open about half a centimeter...
    trademymistakesXxxx trademymistakesXxxx 16-17, F May 7

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    I got incrediblt bad last night. Chills all over, couldn't breathe, think and function. I literally thought I was dying. Couldn't take it annoyed so woke up mum who comforted me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 9 Responses May 7

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    I suspect esphagus cancer...found out about online. Makes a lot of sense. But what to do if my doctor won't allow me to get a ct? He has no permission so what do I do? If I have...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses May 7