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I Worry About My Mother Dying

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    Mothers Dying And Im Scared

    my mother had breast cancer in 1994. then a few yrs later she had ovarian cancer then last yr in 2008 she got throat cancer. she took radiation therapy but didnt finish the treatments. so a yr later she was told the throat cancer was back. and she refused to have the surgery...
    tralyn3131 tralyn3131 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Mothers Dying And Im Scared

    my mother had breast cancer in 1994. then a few yrs later she had ovarian cancer then last yr in 2008 she got throat cancer. she took radiation therapy but didnt finish the treatments. so a yr later she was told the throat cancer was back. and she refused to have the surgery...
    tralyn3131 tralyn3131 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Mind B4 Body

    my mom had me when she was 37 years old. im 21 now so doing the math on that... shes 58. i aslo have two younger brothers, one is still n high school, im scared that my mother is going to die before she gets to hold her first grandchild or before my youngest brother...
    AllOnTheTable AllOnTheTable 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2009

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    I need to stop worrying about the inevitable.
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