I Worry About the Future For Myself

Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift, that's why it's known as the present 1,381 People

    I Worry About Money

    I worry about money. I know I shouldn't worry about it but I can't help it,. I worry about being poor. I worry about not having enough money to pay bills. I worry myself sick, to where I won't eat. I have my own house that I've put a lot of money into. I pay my bills like I'm...
    notworthtime notworthtime
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2013

    I know I shouldn't but I do worry

    and this is based on how badly things have gone already. I am going to worry less and trust God...I hope this doesn't come back to bite me.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    Hopeful But Still Worried..

    We had a great conversation with my uncle and grandma lately, we discussed about my future, my plan and everything. It made me hopeful because they gave advises and encouragement for me and inspiration to go on with my plan. They shared also about their experiences, and i was...
    hunnypooh102513 hunnypooh102513
    18-21, F
    Sep 3, 2013

    All I see is an alcohol relapse,

    getting hooked on pills, and never going back to college. I have always felt like I would end up killing myself one day so it didn't matter what I did with my life.
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905
    18-21, F
    Oct 6, 2014
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2014

    Every Day

    More than people around me realise.. This time of year doesn't help either.... at the end of one year/beginning of another.  You look back at everything you have just been through, then look forward and wonder just what on earth life will throw at you next.  Then you...
    Opalgem Opalgem
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2010

    Problems, pain, or just having sometime alone

    to think, I worry about what may be. Thinking how my life is now and how it will differ in 10 to 20 years from now. How Will it change? Is it unhappy? Will my problems Carry on to my future life I live? This I do not know...nor do I want to find out. Though I ask questions on...
    Cooper802 Cooper802
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    I think about it a lot.

    I get anxiety sometimes over it. The word 'college' is very daunting. People always make it seem like it's the only route for success after high school and its not. There's so much emphasis on going to college that I feel this obligation to go. It's not that I don't want to go...
    fadingintoexistance fadingintoexistance
    18-21, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    If blacks didn't learn

    that they were slaved and if white people stopped thinking there kings and queens racism would stop and black people would want to change so they make it clear that they Are black
    ZoeBright ZoeBright
    22-25, F
    Jul 16, 2015

    The worse phase of life.

    The biggest mistake of life in choosing this uni and wrong course. The suffering started right after joining the uni. I had recently resubmit my paper and it was marked by the course leader instead of my module leader. And he failed me again. This is my 2nd attempt and I did all...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    Hi! My name is katelyn😁 I am the middle

    child😕 I love to dance and want to get a job in that feild. My mother is pushing me to be an engeneer, dont get me wrong I LOVE engeneering, but I have wanted to be a pointe dancer for ten years. My mother says engeneering would support my family better, but I do not want to...
    Dancingkat23 Dancingkat23
    13-15, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    Odin can see the future.

    I know we will be prepared for better or for worse.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    Jun 19, 2015

    I Often Wonder -

    what's to become of me. I ask God how I'll survive.  When I ask these questions, I feel guilty because I know he'll always provide, so why would I ask these stupid questions? It means that I need to work on my faith. So, I answered my own question.
    MySweetLord MySweetLord
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

    I just can't make my decision

    for wht should I become in life.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    I'm scared I don't know what's going to happen.

    I'm worried if I will ever find the one for me. Even though I'm young it bothers me. It seems like everyone is pairing off. What should do?
    tatterdremains tatterdremains
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    Everyone else's future looks

    so bright and happy. Yet mine is most likely going to end up in a mess.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    1 Response Jul 19, 2015
    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214
    18-21, M
    Oct 7, 2014

    What if I fail again ?

    What if I don't find a way out? Will It be easy to accept? Will I ever be able to cope up with it? Do I let my feelings out?
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    I worry about getting old.

    I worry about being sick. I worry about dying, I worry about not having any money. I worry about being alone for the rest of my life. Why do I even bother to stick around? Because of my kids...that's why. Otherwise I would put an end to my fears.
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    Jan 8, 2015

    My husband was raised by hillbillies

    and no rules He basically raised himself. His mom had a big psych issue and wasn't on meds And his dad a big alcoholic and a smoker I didn't know all this before I met him Once married and I was pregnant with our first child I set some rules, I told him never drink or smoke in...
    michellegh michellegh
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    I don't know where I m gonna end up.

    ... Life has not been that mean to me ... I m not that bad .. Well I am independent ... But somewhere I am still scared about my future .. Sometime I get lost .. Sometime I feel helpless .. Some of the decision I have made might leave me no where ..;( but then again .. everything...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 3, 2015

    I Worry About Myself

    I worryI am 29 years old and I worry because I dont know what I want in life- I dont have a passion for what I do for a job and I worry that I dont like working, I also dont want to spend time or money studying torward a new career pathI worry because I am in a relationship that...
    Indigolady Indigolady
    Jun 16, 2012

    In the movies with a sad

    and tragic ending for the main character, I often cry, thinking "I would become like that" or "that's me, in 10 years". I just have that feeling.
    dysfori dysfori
    18-21, M
    Mar 26, 2014

    I really worry, how am I supposed to know what

    I want to do at the age of 17 one decision that will decide what I do for the next 40+ years why does everything have to change? I really worry..
    patrick6cfc patrick6cfc
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 21, 2014

    History is a funny thing.

    When you create history with someone and it turns out bad in the end you will forever be stuck with the memories of that experience. So, how do you recover? Do you really want to? I believe recovery from a lost love that ended negatively is achieved when the person is in the...
    wavesbreak11 wavesbreak11
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    I am afraid that I'm going to wake up one day

    at the end of my life, having done nothing I've dreamed of. To just know that there will be a day when everything ends gives me extreme anxiety. I feel like my life is going to speed by before I have a chance to live it.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 13, 2014
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 12, 2015

    I really want to be famous

    when I grow up I see new singers on TV and I keep saying to myself what am I doing with my life I just don't know where to start how do I get discoverd .....any suggestions
    Vswagger Vswagger
    13-15, M
    Jun 18, 2015
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    Jul 9, 2015
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    Oct 7, 2014

    To be honest...I can't stop thinking about you.

    .I torture myself with you.. I can't write down what is true in my head for fear that it'll become a lie when I write it, but this is my honest to god account of you. I have to be honest.. You are intriguing. I fantasize over the fact that someone as great of you likes...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2015

    I worry, I worry far too much.

    And i understand that worrying isn't productive it's about action, I just worry that I might not be doing enough, not taking all the experiences that I can! I hope everything turns out okay in the end - anyone else as much of a worrier as I am?
    optimismiskey optimismiskey
    18-21, F
    Apr 24, 2014

    So I'm a sophomore in high school.

    And I really want to go to the University of Arkansas, but I live in Hawaii. The cost will be crazy. And of course my parents wouldn't want to let me go. Another thing is, my grades now....aren't doing too well...2 F's and a D-. The U of A's GPA requirement is 3.0+. And I'm...
    MsPsych0sis MsPsych0sis
    18-21, F
    Mar 4, 2014

    4 years has gone by and I still feel

    that I have so much to learn and m not done yet. Tbh what did I learn in this 4 years time. Oh! I did lean about people. How they can be so manipulative, selfish and careless. But nothing has changed me , and I am still same (may be bit changed ). I can't change myself for...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 4, 2015

    Then Again I Worry About Most Stuff

    im worried no guy will evar like me and that i will never get married.D: it makes me very sad sometimes. i think im going to end up alone and depressed. i have no hope left
    LilPaleChild LilPaleChild
    13-15, F
    Jul 10, 2010

    Its so sad that i i dont have any particular

    goal for my self. And what ever i try to pursue. In the end it all comes down to that I'm not right person for it. How will i know that i can do something good in a particular field? Please share you views,if you feel the same and if you have gone through the same problem and...
    aliakhtar17 aliakhtar17
    22-25, M
    Aug 10, 2014

    "Dope on a Rope" The criminal had committed a

    crime (because hey that's what criminals do. Thats their job). Anyway he was sent to the king for his punishment. The king told him he had a choice. He could be hung by a rope or take the punishment behind the big dark scary steel door. The criminal quickly decided on the rope...
    aokigahara29 aokigahara29
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2014

    I Am Sad.

    Hi everybody, I have been wanting to post the story of my life on the internet for a while now because frankly the persons i meet on the internet are the only people who understand and listen to me. Now... Where to begin? Well first of all I am a 17 year old girl living in...
    skuiiky skuiiky
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2010
    deleted deleted
    Aug 18, 2015

    Like will I find that RedHeaded girl from

    Autozone and GameStop ever again.. or will I be successful.
    AustynMonroe AustynMonroe
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 13, 2015

    I have the right to worry I don't know what to

    do I live in a place where women are treated like slaves they have to depend on a relative male (Mahram) and on his permission to do the simplest and the hardest things in life they need a male driver to travel...which makes me worried about my future job now what about if I...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2015

    The worse phase of my life is this.

    I don't know when was the last time I had felt this bad and weak. Every day is struggle. The unknown path and uncertainty. This is killing me inside slowly and constantly. The pain is just there and somehow I have managed to smile. But I don't know how long I can take this. I...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    I yelled at a old lady (who owns a store nearby

    where i live) for calling me rude. I walked end to end my city (i got tired at the end part so i took the bus ) I slammed the front door soo hard that the door broke.
    rachel96826 rachel96826
    16-17, F
    May 7, 2015

    I get so worried of my future i have

    so much ambitions and i fear i wont achieve anything of what i aspire to. I feel i am underachieved. My boyfriend says thats crazy to think that and he counted all the things ive achieved and im 21 he said most people your age wouldnt even have these thoughts running in their...
    Dana93y Dana93y
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014
    MrLazyCloud MrLazyCloud
    18-21, M
    Jun 18, 2015

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