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I Worry I May Be Bipolar

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    I'm Too Scared To Go To The Doctor

    My mom is diagnosed bi-polar. I know that doesn't mean that I have it too, but there's a chance and I almost would rather not know. I've been feeling the reality of it a lot lately. In one moment I will be so happy and full of energy; like nothing could ever go wrong in life. And...
    Bfota Bfota 22-25, F May 8, 2012

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    I have never been professionally diagnosed, however, and I'm too afraid to mention it to my parents. I exhibit the usual "symptoms" I suppose you could call it. At times, sometimes...
    Derse Derse 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    I just discovered two days ago. 6 years after we started to see each other, he spat the words, angrily. It was like he hated saying it. Like it was a secret, his dirty little...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    It bites hard. Meds made it worse. And heart attacks on seroquel. But they can debate diagnosis. Was in phoenix. Had a doctor. He left. New doctor came. She...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I'm sick and tired of going from manic to depression to mixed episodes. Even with medication I still go through mood swings. Not as drastic as without medication. I'm also tired of...
    Tiredofrollercoasteremotions Tiredofrollercoasteremotions 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    Am I Product Of My Environment? It's a simple question, really. I was raised in a very abusive, destructive home. I was bullied at school. I have never really felt as though I've...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I honestly don't know if I have Bipolar or not.. I'm not willing to look at too many sites, some could be fake and give me extreme paranoia.. But I want to know of these symptoms...
    PendalWitch PendalWitch 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    Got a new doctor and met with him today and in those 5 minutes without asking me anything he completely dismissed my bipolar. Only talking about my bpd. This made me angry because...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    OK, so, yes, I am and that's all fine and great. I'm also rapid cycling and that's been a huge problem these past 2 months or so. Today, well, for almost a week now, I've been...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always yell and get angry for no reason but then out of nowhere i calm down. This happens every afternoon am i bipolar?
    Sammyboi6969 Sammyboi6969 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 26

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    Yeah, yet another highly intelligent sufferer with a great amount of cognitive bipolar!
    DavidG1986i DavidG1986i 26-30, M Oct 28

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    Its sucks to have bipolar disorder and an anxiety disorder.
    Danae102 Danae102 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    haha so fun to have massive mood swings and go from wanting to be loved to wanting to throw myself down the stairs. having everyone around you telling you to control yourself and...
    madoki madoki 16-17 1 Response Nov 2

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    No sanctuary. Bipolar is sensitive. Involuntarily so. They call it an illness to profit. Its a reaction to too much crap. Crap they never fix. Because fixing...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    This bipolar thing is getting tiring. I have been in the hospital a few times, and it's always hard being admitted but sometimes you just have to. I thought about admitting myself...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Anywhere But Me..... So the doctor says I just need to get a little more sleep and I'll start to feel better. Guess he's never been in my head at bedtime. Hell, the reason I don't...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Anywhere But Me..... So the doctor says I just need to get a little more sleep and I'll start to feel better. Guess he's never been in my head at bedtime. Hell, the reason I don't...
    JesseLeeJames JesseLeeJames 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I'm 16 and have bipolar 1 with psychotic features. I recently started to experience ultradian rapid cycling and am highly resistant to mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. Trying 7...
    MisterJones54321 MisterJones54321 22-25, M Nov 10

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    Wow my bipolar is off the charts crazy.
    Gothicbitch83 Gothicbitch83 18-21, F Nov 12

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    How do you explain bipolar to someone? I'm in my hypomanic stage.. The bad parts. I'm being an ******* to my boyfriend, I was rude to his friends last night, I actually left in...
    kimberlyfaith kimberlyfaith 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Possibly bipolar II (latest doc's theory), then add some ADHD and anxiety, and the result is much like the quote above. Feeling much more stable this week, but I live with a...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    One minute I'm happy and everything is fine and the next minute I'm upset and angry and dont want anyone talking to me ugh I really got issues. That's the reason why everyone hate...
    catycaty16 catycaty16 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder two years ago. I didn't believe it, sometimes I s don't. I've gone on and off medications because I hate the feeling of sanity. It doesn't...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F a week ago

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    I am a severe bipolar. My highs are composed of manic euphoria, ADHD, and insomnia, while my lows are chronic depression, body tremors, body memories, and anxiety. It is really...
    creativeinspiration creativeinspiration 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I AM AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO USE IT lol just kidding but like really i am Bipolar like, really :)
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ok. Too bipolar to read posts. Again. And too dark to go write. Dang mood swings.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I am currently applying for graduate school, finishing the semester, and balancing my job. I stress constantly about all of these things, but nothing brings me more stress than my...
    anna0593 anna0593 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    As a 13 year old, I have worries. Obviously, this is very ordinary, everybody has worries about something or other, but my worrying is getting out of control. I worry too much...
    JoshuaRants JoshuaRants 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I want to make music but I worry that I'll subconsciously plagiarize. I've listened to so much music, and sometimes a tune will pop into my head and its hard to tell if its...
    thunderstruck14 thunderstruck14 18-21 Nov 3

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    Can't stop worrying about my "relationship" which is falling apart and out of my control...: I can't control his feelings or what he does but I can't help worrying about it...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    I v been worried about doing things wrong, making mistakes, being blamed, going too slow too fast, being judged, being hurt, parking at wrong spot, sending email to the wrong...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Oct 29

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    I so worry about her i think of her and my heart feels constricted and heavy all of a sudden just feel so helpless sad wanna do so much yet have no idea what to do to make it all...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    The future of our planet. Movies plus marriage caused it. Twelve monkeys. Resident evil. Marriages open. Swinging. Bisexuals married. Corporations wrecking...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 14

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    My two toddlers are sick, myself as well. But they are running fevers. They've always been super healthy until now. We had a stomach bug last month and now we have a cold that is...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F Nov 15

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    Today and yesterday, I had an overwhelming wave of panic. I felt sick. I felt like I couldn't keep going on like this. The past couple of days I haven't felt butterflies when...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    I worry about getting loved by a woman all the time.
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    I care about are planets future and I worry about all the carbon dioxide that's polluting are earth including the pollution and endangering animals, when I get older I want all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    But worry comes because solution is always debated. Tesla. What you give. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vwHuCC6nP8&sns=em Tesla. Love song. http://youtu.be/l2q_...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I love my boyfriend, but sometimes I feel like I'm doing this because I don't want to be alone. I care for him when he's sick. I appreciate the little things he does and the big...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My mom... Is it bad I have trouble showing affection toward her? Like today, she accused me of trying to say something to my dad to get him to yell at her, and now she's upset...
    Juuuuuulia Juuuuuulia 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    One second I will be really sad, and then suddenly I will burst out laughing. Lots of people have told me I act this way.. I still can't believe I haven't noticed it much before...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F Oct 27

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    The Government aid programs in my area are a joke. Yes, I have been through the whole assistance program. It is horrible, and cheap. They cut the corners on every approach and I...
    SwitchLizzy SwitchLizzy 26-30, F Oct 28

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    I don't know if I am officially but I feel like I could be. I can't focus, my moods come in stages & I feel like I have "episodes". I get very irritable & my thoughts are...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I hate everything . Today is just the worse day for me . I hate that my problems arent that big . I hate that my family could give 2 ***** about me . I hate that I suck at school...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Experiencing mania big time. I feel awesome, but a little irritable.
    Danae102 Danae102 18-21, F Oct 28

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