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I Worry I May Be Bipolar

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    I'm Too Scared To Go To The Doctor

    My mom is diagnosed bi-polar. I know that doesn't mean that I have it too, but there's a chance and I almost would rather not know. I've been feeling the reality of it a lot lately. In one moment I will be so happy and full of energy; like nothing could ever go wrong in life. And...
    Bfota Bfota 22-25, F May 8, 2012

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    I don't know why everyone worries and stresses all the time, you have know reason to worry, if you truly believe in our God, Jesus Christ put your trust in him stop, and stop...
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    I'm 90% sure this is not a diagnosis. There is schizoaffective disorder and there is bipolar disorder. It's not one thing, you can have both diagnosis but "schizoaffective bipolar...
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    I think I'm bipolar, i can go on for weeks being on top of the world. I'm so happy, my mind is racing with new ideas, I can't sleep for days and I keep cleaning. But then I crash...
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    Mine is usually sadness randomly hitting me. Some call it "bipolar depression" while others say that's not a real thing.. All I know is I wasn't thinking these dark thoughts...
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    I have never found self pity to be a helpful friend, and it won't be for you.. .I call you to manhood, to embrace the hard things in life for they are how God trains us to be...
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    I was diagnosed manic-depressive in 1973, put on lithium and then a couple of other drugs which left me spacey with a 24/7 low level depression and robbed me of the soaring high...
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