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I Would Be A Pornstar If I Could Go Back After

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    I saw a pornstar at my gym today.

    Unfortunately it was a MALE pornstar, but still... the guy's name is Danny Wylde. Part of me wanted to shake his hand for getting to bang all the women of my dreams. The other part of me would've wanted hand sanitizer afterward though. =P
    redbeard83 redbeard83 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 20

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