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I Would Like to Start Over

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I'm not giving up... I'm just starting over :]
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 6 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I guess I need an outlet and have enjoyed many of the stories and things I've read here....So I thought I should just write about the last year of my life and see what people think...
    trafik25 trafik25 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    If only I could push some magical button and go back even just a few years. I could try to be a better person than I was the first time. I could treat my lovers better and maybe...
    ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola 22-25, F Oct 9

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    The first thing i like to start over is not be a son of my present mom and dad the next thing in my mind is go back 5 years and change my career i would like to change my present...
    abhayisabhay abhayisabhay 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 11

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    If I could, I'd completely start over. My childhood was not very good nor has my life since. I wish I could erase it all and just start over. Since I can't, I guess I'll have to...
    rdawes rdawes 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I did some worst things to the people I like,I love and even though they have been kind to me.. I want to repay their kindness and Start Over and do it Good...
    foryoureyesonly1983 foryoureyesonly1983 18-21, F Oct 13

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    Yes. I would like to remain anonymous. No, not like the dreadful masked terrorists who kill mercilessly trying to believe they are fighting for a higher cause or the underground...
    wanderingfalcon wanderingfalcon 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Ever just have those days? Yeah I have a lot of them..yearning for some **** to happen. I really don't like starting it but getting into it.. Ok. Let the fun start...
    W0lfhunter W0lfhunter 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 26

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    I would be happy for more poeple to talk to. I;ll confess i may put a topless dp up, or a pic of my underwear occasionally and sometimes my epic booty, but other than that i don't...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M Sep 21

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    I would like to try trading some pics with girls.....
    ABoy1999 ABoy1999 13-15, M Oct 13

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    I just would like to talk to someone to feel like someone actually listens to what i say. And i will listen to what he/she says no matter how weird the conversation is. :l
    Merrcury Merrcury 18-21, M Sep 22

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    Our arms are open. .. Dear auwayz420 and sweethawaiianhoney.....our family is a close and tight knit family. ..sharing in all thr ups and downs of our daily lives together...for...
    SimplyK SimplyK 56-60, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    I believe in giving to the universe what you would like to receive.
    ziggybaby86 ziggybaby86 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I would like to end up myself into a room with infinite doors that leads to different realities that are parallel to ours.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 10

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    Yea as the title says... I would like to share 10 things about myself 1. I am depressed 2. My best is never good enough for anybody 3. I had cancer when I was 4 4. I dance away my...
    mmello00 mmello00 13-15, F a week ago

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    I wish I could go back in time and make my hobby in reading story books rather than watching television.I think it would have been fruitful. :)
    cluemisa cluemisa 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I would go back to that first time you told me how much spending time with your friends meant to you. I would listen to what you were saying and I would not blow it off so quickly...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 7

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    i would start all over again to when i was little no money worries.no stress and no arguments, just go out play with my friends or my toys and just live my childhood again but i...
    westlife213 westlife213 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Not just my life but plenty of things... like WWI that could have been so easily prevented from starting... or the fire of London... or the Cuban Missile crisis... But then I...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    Basically starting my life over with new friends hopefully (lol) and new experiences. I will not repeat the same mistakes I have made before and I will treat people with all the...
    TheMeBMini25 TheMeBMini25 22-25, F Sep 28

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    If l could, l would borrow Doctor Who's tardis (of course, it would be David Tennant's) and together we'd go far, far back in time...to the beginning....of Creation.. Because l...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday because someone told me he was cuddling some girl at petrified forest.. I was devastated. still am. It hurts so bad cause I know he liked me...
    sabby86 sabby86 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5

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    An amazing 27 months since I left a so-called "Christian" camp where I've labored for 14 years; but have come to realize that a much deeper matter has existed, that resulted in a...
    Dreamboy12 Dreamboy12 56-60, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I would probrably have taken more risks with my Fine Arts in Creative Writing degree and be scripting Batman right now: "The Eyes have Four Stories" and " The Wedding of the Bat...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M Oct 13

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    Wouldn't we all? But there are some things I wouldn't change for the world, like my kids. I can say that while they're both asleep and looking peaceful :)
    SlowWhispa SlowWhispa 36-40, F Oct 13

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    If I could, I surely would. If I could... If only I could
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    Hello, Id like an opinion, me and my ex have dated and we broke up and didnt talk for months, until one day i was outside with some friends, and i see her sitting down on a bench...
    Robert33A Robert33A 18-21, M Sep 27

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    There is so much I would do differently regarding not only my own life, but how I behaved towards others and dumb things that could have been so easily avoided. I can't allow...
    MollyPetal MollyPetal 41-45, T 2 Responses Oct 5

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