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I Would Like to Start Over

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    I would absolutely love and adore to fatten up someone. I would enjoy it so dearly, however most of my feeders are either out of state, out of the country, or even outside of my...
    Bryguy142 Bryguy142 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    would love to meet someone new to share my life with but am just too scared to put my heart out there again...miss having someone special in my life
    kylieheartbroken kylieheartbroken 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i am a christian but don't attend church. my parents pray for me and i pray, but i would appreciate your prayers too. i will pray for you if you would like.
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    5 months on and i am still trying to put the pieces of my life back together for myself and my kids whilst the ex is living like he doesnt have a care in the world..why does it...
    kylieheartbroken kylieheartbroken 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Yeah, i hope i could date with some pregnant woman. A beautiful one of course. But, the thing i gonna write isn't about it. I just wanna share my thought about my 'maiesiophilia' a...
    Izhary Izhary 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Hi my name luke im 23years old and i live in Australia i still live with my mum and dad cause i have autism and Aspergers and would be to scard to be on my own as i get upset if i...
    pandabearluke pandabearluke 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I absolutely hate clothes. I was raised a nudist and generally find clothes very uncomfortable and overly modest. If there was a clothing-optional town I would move straight...
    BennettStark BennettStark 18-21, F 13 Responses Feb 1

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    hi la sissa adult baby who live in the UK Kent & hi am single at the moment with a broken heart I would like to have a relationship with me
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I love performing oral but I think it would be totally sexy and hot to be forced to perform oral it would be so hot I probably would be at my best
    satinlover1958 satinlover1958 56-60, M Jan 31

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    No matter the race , the social status,the breasts size , the skin color , the nationality ,the body shape ..all the women are beautiful as they are . * I would like to dedicate...
    Mechty Mechty 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 31

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    I love going to a different place to see what it's like but Ive developed a fear of flying and I don't like long car rides so I guess me a my traveling will never happen 😞 I...
    SCARLETxGREY SCARLETxGREY 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Been trying to find a way out of this life I have without feeling like i'm running away.. Not sure how to make it happen but one day I will!
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    my anxiety and depression have been building up. as a result, I get very indecisive. my mind races, and I can't make any decisions. I just keep questioning myself. I contemplate...
    seriouslyscarred seriouslyscarred 22-25, M Jan 30

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    my anxiety and depression have been building up. as a result, I get very indecisive. my mind races, and I can't make any decisions. I just keep questioning myself. I contemplate...
    seriouslyscarred seriouslyscarred 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm embracing the challenge to post the first story in groups that have no stories. So here goes the first story "I would like to hear your ideas for a new reality show" My...
    Azuriela Azuriela 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    who would live in one with me lol? for like a summer or so
    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 28

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    I would build my log cabin right here in the city I think it would look great
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I would start in 2011.. I would have never quit my job, I would have sold my home, never went on the date June 18 2011. So many to list.
    sandmoon sandmoon 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I don't feel like I have enough privacy to. But I think I can get over it here. I feel safe here.
    DoIknowmenow DoIknowmenow 26-30, F Jan 25

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    If I was younger. I wish my parents would have done it before they repealed the homestead act. When I was younger I had a several acres to explore and I did. I miss those days out...
    bigmountain1 bigmountain1 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 24

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