I Would Like to Start Over

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 193 People

    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jul 21, 2007

    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jun 25, 2007

    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2007

    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jul 4, 2007

    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Jul 28, 2007

    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2011

    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2007

    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy
    36-40, M
    Dec 14, 2007

    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire
    18-21, F
    Jun 30, 2011

    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet
    26-30, F
    Sep 8, 2008

    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jul 2, 2007

    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 8, 2008

    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jul 12, 2007

    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat
    41-45, F
    Dec 11, 2007

    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot
    31-35, F
    Jul 3, 2007

    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Oct 26, 2007

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