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I Would Like to Start Over

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    would like someone who would cam on regular basis and swap experience and other stuff
    Princealbert2768 Princealbert2768 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    Maybe if I wasn't such a ***** all the time or had an attitude I wouldn't be so heart broken. Maybe if I payed more attention and showed how much they really meant to me. I just...
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 4 Responses May 25

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    I sincerely HATE my life...I HATE how people see me, I HATE how I see myself. My whole life has been an uphill struggle with no relief in sight! I had the worst Mothers Day ever...
    fitmom808 fitmom808 41-45, F 5 Responses May 10

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    It isnt about forgetting the past or 'moving forward past it' its literally starting over. Like those reset buttons on the older video game consoles. You didnt get to save your...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I would like to go back in time. I did some things that I wish I didn't do which range from life choices to life accidents . But I come to realize that human aren't perfect . Even...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Chapter 1: I started out as a little girl always looking for attention, looking for purpose. Life was the usual joyful and exciting one as a 5 year old kid, as I thought...
    Greywolf205 Greywolf205 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I would like to go back in time and unmeet or at least un-bond with someone. Never to give my heart away so easily again.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 6 Responses May 14

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    I am starting over again in my personal relationships, and I look forward to starting them with new, positive experiences. I will take my time, and I will be choosy with whom I...
    Danielle1011 Danielle1011 51-55, F 5 Responses May 10

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    Starting over is sometimes difficult.
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F 4 Responses May 9

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    Too many mistakes, bad ways of thinking, and missing basic human routines in this life. I feel too foreign to my own self. I just want to start over.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 20

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    And not to sure I even want to get involved with someone again.. 46 and starting over sucks been out 3 times and all they want is sex... Granted I love sex but not one night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 25

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    I too am starting over again. It's hard to trust again
    Need2bTIH Need2bTIH 41-45, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Fun story. I randomly clicked on this group from my profile a long time ago. I found that in November I posted here saying I wanted to destroy what was left of myself. A few weeks...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 26-30 1 day ago

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    I would like to meet a girl who is genuine. By this I mean one who is honest with me and herself. One who values the same things I do: God, mercy, justice, fairness, peace, the...
    Writer17 Writer17 16-17, M May 4

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    I would like to date a pregnant woman. if you are in the Lansing Michigan area txt me at 517 667 6504
    bigtom89 bigtom89 22-25, M May 6

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    I would like to be remembered as a man who had a wonderful time living life, a man who had good friends, fine family - and I don't think I could ask for anything more than that...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M May 10

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    I would like to pay a tribute to all the caretakers who are taking care of an elderly or a sick person. From my experience they are persons of value, full of love to give to the...
    Blueskies37 Blueskies37 41-45, F 3 Responses May 12

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    I am looking to practice my tarot cards and guardian readings so anyone who would like one please let me know!!
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 3 Responses May 12

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    I unfortunately don't believe this, but I would like to. I don't really think anything will happen to change my mind either. I mean if you want a relationship to work you make it...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses May 14

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    I'm 5'6 and 19. I would like to be shorter but whatever. Am cool! as for the short girls that are 5'1 and 5'3 and those height who are saying oh they wish they were taller.. ugh...
    legzydawly legzydawly 18-21 7 Responses May 19

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    I would like to say that am 33, am married with children, and that its not because i love cartoons, animes or any other childish things that am a nasty person, not because i dont...
    mrsOrochester mrsOrochester 31-35, F 1 Response May 20

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    I would like someone to have fun with when I go out for a run, anybody in Suffolk area?
    fadders fadders 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm sitting here in a room, on my way back to a place i dont belong, left a place i dont belong. It's like now what....i took the leap....But, got pushed back.
    tookaleap tookaleap 41-45, F