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I Would Like to Start Over

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 198 People

    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    There are a lot of things i would like to reverse. Letting myself fall for somebody would be what i'd like to do first i guess. Or maybe tell myself to really study hard cause i...
    vivektwr vivektwr 22-25, M Dec 13

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    If only I could start-over with my life. I would not choose to come to this world.
    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Starting over ... Divorce almost final and I am wondering where to start. Any advice?
    Oliviaa92 Oliviaa92 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You know, I keep seeing this same Victoria Secrets ad on the right hand side of my screen on EP and I wish I had someone like that for me in life. Now, before we get all kinds of...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    1) How big is your bed? I have two..King size and a double. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? normally blue. 3) What was the last thing you were doing in/on your bed? knocked...
    acomoclite acomoclite 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I cant start over. But I can destroy whats left.
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 1 Response Nov 28

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    1) How big is your bed? Both are singles. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? At my mum's my sheet is white, but my duvet cover is floral. At my dad's my sheet is pink and my...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    1) How big is your bed? Queen bed at home; single bed here at university. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? Dark blue at home; white with a geometric print here at school. 3...
    SaraBee1995 SaraBee1995 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Dear GOD, why did you allowed that Canadian Geese from Snow Creek ... Lisa.. cousin Mother of Hurl and her daughter Spam donner of Afgan Man.. to take over my EP Account. you...
    BurkaniaFaso BurkaniaFaso 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    I would love to have a cross dresser pen pal, I think it would be wonderful to talk to someone like that:) if a crossdresser would like to have a non cd pen pal please pm me.
    Batman328 Batman328 18-21, M Dec 2

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    I would too. As a male I have had breasts most of my life. Now I need a bra to support them. They feel good and I would like to have bigger breasts.
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 24

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    The racing heartbeat. The constant butterflies. The continuous thoughts that brings a smile to your face, which can last for hours. The want within to speak with him, see him, and...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I would like to find a person or two that would like to have someone anonymous to write back and forth to. That's all nothing personal just an anonymous relationship with someone...
    jeepin1944 jeepin1944 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    yes and i would like an on line mommy, to treat me like a kid and put me in the corner and spank me with any thing that she wants :)
    mad316 mad316 36-40, M Dec 2

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    I was born on November 30, 1964 and guess what, I have reached that all important birthday....50!! If you share the same birthdate, I would like to hear from you and we can...
    sunnycaramelo sunnycaramelo 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I would like to talk to someone on skype. I am an 18 year old guy who lives in Sweden and talks swedish/english. No pervert/horny/sex stuff just regular daily life stuff. I have a...
    Nasus96 Nasus96 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    1.) I'm a nice person also I'm very happy 2.) I'm in a relationship with a really amazing person (2 years) 3.) I would like to learn how to play the guitar or violin 4.) I do not...
    SociallyBitter SociallyBitter 22-25, F Dec 2

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    In addition to English, I would like to learn more French, and Spanish, I think there are three separate languages in Spain, and maybe some Arabic. I think it heightens...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Ok for all those people who would like to go back to the 60s, get ready this country is sliding back pretty fast. the government has turned this country upside down!!
    wd402 wd402 51-55, M Dec 5

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    This is a complicated topic but anyone who gets the gist of what I mean is welcome to join me. I would like a steady discussion of this on a day to day basis, so as not to lose...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 7

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    i'm not a nidist by definition but would like to talk to some,discover more,but I prefer married nudists ,no males,
    bluesky52 bluesky52 51-55, M a week ago

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    I haven't been on in a while... But I just been thinking.. Damn.. I need to be f*cked. Hard. Like the hair pulling, a*s slapping, teeth clenching, bite your pillow kind of...
    kittykattt6918 kittykattt6918 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    "The Scientist"ColdplayVideo from the movie Wicker ParkCome up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need youTell you I'll...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4