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I Would Like to Start Over

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    I want to go to a place where no one knows who I am. A place where no one knew about me. A place where I can just start over and be the me I want people to see.
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    I am trying to start over but finding it very difficult to let go of the one person that has hurt me the most. I love him more then life itself. we use to talk everyday all the...
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    I would like to hear from the ladies the most sensuous experience...maybe even affair you have ever had! (A shameless attempt to satisfy my perverted curiosity)
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    If anyone would like to talk, I would be glad to.
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    ishita004 ishita004 26-30, F 14 Responses Feb 13

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    I want to talk to open minded nudists girls that are round my age cos am in stressed by it and one day like to try and I would like to Skype with them
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    I would like to be friends with South Asian Canadian (Pakistani, Indian, etc.) Lesbian or Asexual women. I am in my 30s, am South Asian Canadian, and am gay.
    goodguyhere goodguyhere 36-40, M Feb 18

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    I would like to know if you think religion is the main reason for wars and voilence. And also, do you think if somehow religion was eradicated, would there be no more war?
    YBlah YBlah 41-45 1 Response Feb 20

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    I have experience as Technical writer, providing training. Would like to explore more, understand realtime scenario. wish to update myself in different domain.
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    I would like to meet any nice guy period. As long as his sweet, handsome, know how to open doors, pull out chairs for the lady, call them beautiful through text, good in bed I'm...
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    I would like to know who else shares February 28th as their birthday. I find it to be a fairly great day. Usually the last day of the month except for every four years. That...
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    1. I love soccer 2. I belong to neither gender 3. I love dogs and would like to have a horse someday 4. I'm a brunette 5. I like giving advices to people 6. I can be loyal to...
    75savard 75savard 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Would Like To Stop Using Goodnites For A Day
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