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I Would Like to Start Over

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 22-25, F Sep 8, 2008

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    If I had the chance to go back in time and start over I definitely would. To this day I am not happy. I feel somewhat satisfied in life but I'm not happy. If I could go back in...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F Aug 15

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    I really hate what my life has become. It seems like every time I gain something, every time I take a step further, its only so I can fall back farther. I can relate only to the...
    ArisaM ArisaM 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    My Life is starting over again, over again my friends say I’m back again My life is starting over again Over again My fame is spreading across the land Now I got me a band Got...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 21

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    "Regrets collect like old friends, here to relive our darkest moments" - Florence Welch Yeah, regret is pretty much my biggest nemesis...that *****. I think it's about being...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im not sure about it. I feel so lazy to start over( and over and over..)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Honestly I just wanna start over everything ....
    musicgurl11 musicgurl11 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I can't go back in time but I'm starting over TODAY! bamn!
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 9

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    I just want to start over with you whether we become lovers again or be friends only. But I know that won't happen....
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    So in terms of staying sober I mainly mean not smoking weed (at least for a decent amount of time) considering the fact that I don't drink anymore and only smoke. I love smoking...
    misunderstoodx10 misunderstoodx10 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'd like to go back in time and start over. But only if I were able to go back with the ability to use all the knowledge and maturity I have gained. Without these life...
    debbiedee623 debbiedee623 51-55, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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     1) How big is your bed? Single. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? White. 3) What was the last thing you were doing in/on your bed? Removing the cat fur. 4) What were you...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Yes I am male cross dresser from the UK and I would like to do a model shoot dressed in my lingerie and nude. Also I would be prepared to show my lingerie collection on webcam...
    Joemartin77 Joemartin77 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I would like to get prayed for...
    heathee heathee 46-50, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I would like to know if there's someone that could help me learning Polish. I can't afford paid courses now... and I really NEED to learn it. I was going to study by myself but I...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F Aug 20

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    Umm... I would like to know who shares my birthday. Its December 30, 12/30...
    plushisushi3 plushisushi3 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Hey I'm lonely right now and would like for ladies to talk to me that's around my age 22-25 or older then me.
    thestifmeister thestifmeister 22-25, M Aug 10

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    I would like to live in/or around Cleveland, OH. I like the Cleveland Indians and have always wanted to be able to attend games. I have never visited the city, and I think the...
    LifeLoveCashAndSin LifeLoveCashAndSin 26-30, M Aug 10

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    I find it fun to learn about others and what they like to do. I'm not super social in the real world, but I don't mind online. If anyone would like to say anything, blurb away!
    Potatoes7 Potatoes7 16-17, M Aug 12

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    I would like to know if anyone loves someone yet feels like they are not loved in return. Do you feel like you invest more into others than you get invested in you?
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Hi, my name is Lisa. I have a few good friends, but I would like to meet more from around the world. Tell me about yourself and I will get to know you and be like a penpal friend...
    Christian02 Christian02 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Hi everyone, Right now, it's raining in Sydney... This is a 17 year old sitting at his desk after a pretty bad day. What is the point of me saying this? I don't know...but I...
    jpark121 jpark121 16-17, M Aug 20

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    (Updated)This a new and updated addition of my “Read this before you add me to your circles, I suppose I wasn’t too satisfied with the other one)Ahem, well to begin...
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight 18-21 5 Responses Aug 22

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    I have tried and enjoyed smaller toys but would like to try something a bit more adventurous, either in length or girth.. Just seeking a new sensation..
    Gunnutz Gunnutz 51-55, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i would like to knw if there is anyone born on 22sept
    samarajohn samarajohn 61-65, F 11 hrs ago

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    I would have never trusted the people I did with my heart... I don't want to go back and change things so much for myself but for the damage my life has caused others I often find...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    There's those days and those times where I think to myself why can't I just be re born again, why can't I start my whole entire life re over and change many things that I did all...
    purple567 purple567 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am gonna have to say my favorite drug by far is MDMA. MDMA is certainly an amazing drug, but it seems to have become a rarity nowadays, between the difficulty to find it and the...
    dodongo55 dodongo55 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I wished I could start all over again. I was in a very confused place when I met my partner and it's only because of him that I've come towards the light and got to know myself...
    PixieeDustt PixieeDustt 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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