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I Would Like to Start Over

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    There Are Some Days I Wish ...

    There are some days I wish I could start my life over and I could change things, then I think that I really wouldn't change any of the experiences that I've had
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2008

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    Time For Change- This Time I'm Serious

    A couple years ago I was in such a bad place in my life and was in desperate need for change. I read a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. (I would highly recommend it.) He made everything in life seem possible. I picked myself up out of a depressed...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    Only Sometimes

    I go through those times when I wish that I could just completely refresh my college years. There are so many things I would take back, so many things I would differently. But all in all, I'm doing the best I can and wonder if I could even change the things I wanted to if I had...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F Sep 8, 2008

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    My New Private Stalker

    I officially have my own private stalker. I was on my way home, rushing to the bus stop when suddenly some guy approached me and asked me out. Just like that. On a street. He took me totally by surprise so instead of replying in a logical way like a human being I only managed...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 3, 2007

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    I Will Try

    Okay, so I will try to do it. It is hard, but well.... I do not know how to start. Sometimes i think I am really insane to think of all that as of an issue. people come and go, meet and break up, that is called life. But if it is nothing, why do I feel so bad? am  i...
    spot spot 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 24, 2007

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    Have a Lot to Say But Nobody to Talk to

    I have realised today that I have nothing to talk about with my boyfriend. Well…I have so much to talk about I just do not feel like sharing it with him anymore. Especially because he is not asking me anything. Is it so hard to ask how my day was?   Some time...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Day One, Step One

    I wish I could start over.  Somewhere new, with new people, and a new life plan.  I've got so much here that just keeps me down, and my heart hurting.  I mean, I know I would still want to see certain people.  I could never leave my mom and sister behind...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    It Is Helping a Bit

    For months I have been keeping all my feelings to myself only and was getting more and more depressed. I cannot believe that sharing would help so much. For the last few days I have been writing here about how I feel… nothing much… just my thoughts. It is just...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    I Am Messed Up

    I have just talked with him, with my friend. Well.. my colleague, the only person on the world that knows a tiny little bit about me. Still I have to remember he is just a colleague. I want to tell him all about me so much. He fancies one girl from his work and he cannot...
    spot spot 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2007

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    For Reals This Time

    Alright. This time i'm not gonna screw up. I'm not going to slack off in school...I'm not going to be an emotional slave to anyone. I won't indulge myself in the fantasies I often have. I won't beat myself up anymore no matter how much I think I deserve it. I'd go back to being...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 30, 2011

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    Time Off

    It is very strange. Back in June I thought I was the most miserable person on the world. I thought I could not take it anymore. I thought I could not deal with all of my problems. I was scared I was losing it again. I was scared I could do something very stupid... and...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 21, 2007

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    Just Move Away

    I’m afraid of the thought but intrigued at the same time. I’ve lived in the same city all my life, born at the same hospital as my children and will most likely die here. I have never really craved travel until now… I want to see more and maybe even move. I do...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Oct 26, 2007

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    Starting Again

    If I could start over again without seriose issues to what life is right now I would start over at the point I lost my viginaty and wait for my wife to come along,while i would have served in the army i would have looked for and married my wife before going in.other than that i...
    hillbillydaddy hillbillydaddy 36-40, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Default Settings

    I want to hit the delete button, go back to the default settings and start my life over.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 2 Responses May 23, 2011

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    Think About It All the Time

    I think about what it would be like if I could just start this life over and know what I know now.  What would I change.  My husband and I get into these discussions all the time.  Would we search for each other so my two beautiful kids would have been his. ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Appraisal

    I have to prepare a summary for my appraisal on Wed. I need to figure the best way how to sell myslef. STAR method? hmm..... sounds like a plan. It is just that it is 11.45 pm already and i am SO tired after yesterday's blabbing.... Good it does not concern my private life...
    spot spot 31-35, F Jun 25, 2007

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    Going Home

    I am going home tomorrow! took tomorrow and Monday off. we will see how it goes.
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 12, 2007

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    I Want to Get Out of Here.

    I don't agree with my mother's lifestyle. I guess you could say I am the mom, and shes the child. I can't live like I want, I don't ask for much. I don't feel like I belong here, with her. I want to move somewhere thats more... me. I want to start over, and be someone else. ...
    MagicGirlfriend90 MagicGirlfriend90 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Came Home On Monday

    I am back. and yes, I missed my home here. and my flowers. and I even missed the rainy weather and the bad hair days because of it (okay, well...maybe not the last part)! I have just discovered this feeling ...it is great to know where my home is! I had a...
    spot spot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2007

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    Who Wouldnt

    i wanted to go on the starting over show .. but never got to do a casting call ... I should have tried but i didnt .  how great would it be to be able to do things over in certain areas of your life .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Jul 28, 2007

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    Hate It!

    I really hate this part of a day... hmm ... it is almost 11 pm already. I guess my brain stops being occupied and I start to think usually around this time. I hate it. And I hate crying. Need to focus on something....  
    spot spot 31-35, F Jul 2, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I said college would be a rebirth experience for me, because I truly am starting from zero. But in order to start over successfully, I needed to have already gained the skills...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F Nov 14

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    How do you start over that's what i need to know how do you stop loving someone that you have been with for 17 years a person that you built your whole life around a person that...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    Start over my whole life. My school problems. My relationships with my mom and dad. Don't wanna have sisters and be a lone child forever. I wish life just had a replay button then...
    VitaniTheLioness VitaniTheLioness 13-15, F Nov 12

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    And it sucks! For all my friends that I had made and all my stories and experiences that I had I lost because for some unknown reason I tried to logon to EP and it wouldn't except...
    maturemuff55 maturemuff55 51-55, F 9 Responses Nov 7

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    Yup. New fresh start. I'm not new to EP, I just deleted my last account, I'm starting over. I have a past I'm ready to leave behind, I've been holding on to it for way to long...
    createglamour createglamour 22-25, F Nov 15

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    I am an empty nester. My only daughter moved out, not to college, but because she. hates me. It has been just the two of us for 27 years. Now I sit in an empty house, no friends...
    NO12TALK2 NO12TALK2 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wonder... is there anything I could do to stop my family from breaking apart and floating away? Could I possibly stop this? There are so many things that I would like to reverse...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    EP deleted my account and now i have to start over .... ughhhh hopefully my friends will find me again !!!!
    missjessc missjessc 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    1) How big is your bed? I have two..King size and a double. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? normally blue. 3) What was the last thing you were doing in/on your bed? knocked...
    acomoclite acomoclite 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Please help us to raise money for the community advancement and the development of www.manylovers.com, which is specifically for people who’re either interested in the polyamory...
    MissJo87 MissJo87 26-30, F Nov 4

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    1) How big is your bed? Both are singles. 2) What colour are your bedsheets? At my mum's my sheet is white, but my duvet cover is floral. At my dad's my sheet is pink and my...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yes. I would like to remain anonymous. No, not like the dreadful masked terrorists who kill mercilessly trying to believe they are fighting for a higher cause or the underground...
    wanderingfalcon wanderingfalcon 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I met my ex in March. He was very affectionate, sweet, asking for me to not to leave. At first, I was full of doubts, insecurities, fears. I suffer from anxiety and depression...
    hanna1983 hanna1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 18

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    I have never been married, but someday would like to. It would have to be a love marriage as I wouldn't settle for anything less. Hard to find a man worth marrying....
    DeeF12 DeeF12 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I would too. As a male I have had breasts most of my life. Now I need a bra to support them. They feel good and I would like to have bigger breasts.
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I would like an online Mommy. Just to have conversations. To Guide me perhaps..
    0bis0 0bis0 22-25, M Oct 29

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    Hello, I wasn't sure where to put this, but, I would like to make a WW Pack. (Or at least join one!) If you happen to want to help me out, message me!
    Violetp123 Violetp123 13-15, F Oct 29

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    my best friend alya outbeated me on facebook and instagram i would like to out beat her on two website. i have more follower on twitter than anything. but she said i don't have the...
    Purplequeen21 Purplequeen21 22-25, F Nov 2

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    i would like to chat with mistresses who are dominating their husband and making them cuck-old. because i am a mistress
    Nehamistress09 Nehamistress09 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I would like to know more about canada
    Canadastamina Canadastamina 36-40 Nov 10

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    I don't think it would be a completely fresh start but I think if I had the chance I would get into the medical field right out of school instead of waiting like I did. Then again...
    Tomorrowsday Tomorrowsday 26-30, M Oct 29

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    "Thinking is a very dangerous thing. Through processes of the mind, however perceptive or flawed they may be, are still influenced by the rationality and clarity of the individual...
    TrunksSSJ TrunksSSJ 46-50 Nov 14

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    I took a walk for the very first time on the dark side of the dance floor, Lit a match just to heat things up but I got more than I bargained for; Mixed drinks, mixed feelings of...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 14

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    If I could start all over, I would...
    kikisalamo22 kikisalamo22 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Then I would still have you and DL wouldn't have control over how you feel once I'm done with him.
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Nov 15

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    When someone reads this, I hope that the person will be able to help me. I wish I could be relaxed enough to talk to girls that I like. I am perfectly fine talking to girls that I...
    Illinidude Illinidude 13-15, M Nov 3

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    The date was August 12, 1992.... One of my best friends was talking to me about joining the military. In the back of my mind I could hear my grand fathers voice say... Go my boy...
    NewReasoning NewReasoning 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 7