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I Would Love A Long, Deep, Permanent Sleep

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    It Would Be Nice

    Problem is, I have too much on my plate. To many people relying on me, too many things left undone. A permanent vacation would be great, but I just can't do that now. Need to deal with the things in my life first. When I go, I want nothing left to do and as few regrets as...
    drastunir drastunir 18-21, M May 4, 2011

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    Sleep It Off. Forever.

    That would be tight. Because it's easier to give up, right? Wrong. I know that now. I am less suicidal. I don't want to die just because I am lazy. I would like to die because I'm ugly and fat. But that's the only thing that hindering my potential right now. And that's better...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 10 Responses May 4, 2011

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