All laid out to waste
Mesmerized inner glance
Pitch black circumstance
Pitched scream, ignorance
leaves copper-like taste
Waking state will deflower
nightmarish morning hour
vade retro black in power
virgin minds stay...
dreams fly away
Where they never stay
My heart hates the pain
It's like I've become insane
The blood on my arm
Represents the harm
Prove the ugliness that is shown
'Im on my own
The tears I cry
I want to die
Bones become her clay,
She uses you as her tool, then throws your broken body away.
She seals your soul inside her art then whisks it all away.
Another town will feel her power as she turns them all to grey.
Make them ash, make them pay.
For when she lived among the living...
A razor kiss
When she gave up on her life.
Her crys for help
That never came
Instead she yelpS
With the pain.
On her mind
Like a flowerpot
That cracks through time.
A little cut
To numb the pain
Buts instead it
Came with rain.
Scars cover her thighs
Tug at You There
Care When Convenient
Care if at All
When I Gave You My Heart
I Gave You The Gun
You Pulled The Trigger
Just Look What You’ve Done
Trusted So Foolish
Don’t Trust at All
Love Yourself Only
for this world
Not long for it either
Right on the edge
I wobble and teeter
I push to exist
But beat a retreat
To the fog, rain and mist
Alones what I’m good at
Seeking peace in the dark
My Loathing, my weakness
My Knife hitting it’s mark
- Dark -
To Much To Bare
I Fail Again
I Can Not Mend
I Search, I Seek
Can’t Be Found
I Cut, I Scratch
I Tear At Skin
Have To I Must
Find A Way In
My Foolish Heart
I Must Get Inside
Must Pull The Plug
My Pain Subside
and my hill top
With no one to care
Just headstones and nature
A breathe of fresh air
Bodies in Boxes
All laid out in rows
Spirits at peace
In Stately repose
It’s silent, it’s quiet
I think and reflect
Did all these dead people
Live their lives in regret
My angel of death
With long flowing dress’s
My life’s only breathe
I plot and I stock her
She knows I exist
I beckon her to me
Her steadfast resist
My beautiful darkness
You never look in my eyes
You’re so self-consuming
You’re always saying goodbyes’
From out of blackest pits of hell
There comes a form you know too well
Upon your thoughts it feeds and dwells
And fed by fear its stature swells
You try to block it from your mind
But something in you undefined
Feels apathetically resigned
To give it what it’s come to...
I feel your presence slowly creep,
As if my soul you came to reap.
The fear infects my thoughts so deep,
I feel you watching as I sleep.
The apparition fills my door,
Sending shivers through my core.
Too terrifying to ignore,
As she moves across my floor.
She takes her place...
Demigods of Logic and ill Wisdom
Loaded pistol pointed blank
Towards the blissful existence
Incisions into true human visions.
Walk forward blind into the firing line
Like a prisoner with his hands tied
and his Mind fried, a slave to nonexistent time,
Dead yet as well as Alive...
The one resisting the primal urges of blood-lust and wrath,
coursing through the veins, as evil desires take the reins.
The seeker of light whose shadow grows ever dim,
Where ever he goes, the darkness follows him.
The more he seeks to correct the error of his ways,
there is a creature that comes from a place where there is no hope or joy. The air itself is filled with misery. His heart is filled with a sadness that words really cannot depict. He walks among you but you would never noticed him. He is me.
The pain, the shame,
That I hide beneath the smile in my eyes,
And the nightmares,
They continue to wake me,
Leaving a trail of tears along my face,
Some escaping to my hands,
Leaving invisible marks of the churning emotions below the smile in my eyes.
reigning over this land
Sing her song and she'll take your hand
Her touch electrifies, with a kiss unique
Lips caress lips on the mild and meek
Melody is heard, there's no escape
Eyes staring at your soon dead face
Gazing deep, into her tar black eyes
Returns you back, to...
To Kill Someone
I Can Not Miss
I Head The List
I Hate This Life
My Weakness Known
No Heart Defense
My Soul, It Groans
I Seek The Dark
I Need The Black
I Pray To God
I Don’t Come Back
- Dark -
Your Energies Brilliance
You Search for Your Soul-Mate
But What Have you Found
Darkness and Demons
To Bring Your Heart Down
Your Focus is Perfect
Your Intensions are Clear
You’ll Rise from Oppression
When Your Soul-Mate is Near
Your Feminine Beauty...
You cut my skin with your wings , I got scars I can't hideYou were never an angel , you were a demon in disguiseYou wanted freedom , but you got stuck in a cage made of lies.Lies of yours , but the world was cruelin the eyes or yours, your tears as its fuelThey never turned...
In Hazy Confusion
The Lie is Self-told
The Leap I Have Taken
To Careless and Bold
I Caused Myself This
Truth Has Unfolded
The Tail Complete
Awake To myself
A Self-made Defeat
The Blade Is My Friend
To Cut Is The Key
I Bleed in Relief Now
I Turn Back to...
Every human hides their pain until it all escapes,
Nothing that you say or do can stop them from decay.
Every time you comfort them they fall deeper into the pit,
They cry and scream and moan in pain- the kiss of death is bliss.
With bloody hands and rusted swords we march...
As black stained cheeks arrived again
Artice blue eyes burned bright with rage
Frantically grasping her rusted brass cage
Fits of fury vibrated to the core
Shouts an echo that will be ignored
The naked trees sway violently east
All alone and shaken... forever deceased
and crying tonight
And as I look my Demon he is by my side
He laughs at me with a devilish smile
He says "I'll only be here a little while"
He spands his wings and we take flight
He takes me to my childhood and I close my eyes
I hear my screams and I hear my cries
I feel the...
I WALK TOWARDS YOU SLOWLY MY FACE HIDDEN BY MOVING SHADOWS
YOU HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY MOVEMENTS
YOU SEE MY FORM MAKES ITS WAY TOWARDS YOU
YOUR HEART RACES AND YOU SKIN SWEATS
THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR
YOU FEEL THE BLOOD THUNDER IN YOUR HEAD
drip drip drip
the blood leaving the wounds of my body seeps into the dark earth
why was it so easy to be destroyed and maimed by the ones who I thought I could trust
drip drip drip
I feel the weakness growing in me
I am alone now but what good is it to have defeated my...
First day of school
And she thinks it's a new start,
But these kids have painful words that shot deep inside her heart.
But no amount of hiding
No amount of closed doors
Could keep away the taunting of the kind of clothes she wore.
Long sleeves in the summer.
What was she...
My broken heart
My screaming brain
The questions why
I do not know
She will not speak
To tell me so
How do you stop my bleeding heart?
The love I’ve lost
A poison dart
I cry alone
The pain inside
To much to bare
I can’t abide
This life, to much
heart no longer aches
The anger inside of me is the only thing that has not abandoned me
All my progress undone by a number
My goals become daydreams
Things that brought me joy disappoint me
I see people but I dont feel them
It wasnt a phase
It was my darkest hour
It found me
It’s cold and it’s damp
And filled with decay
My friends in the crypt
Invite me to stay
“ rest you bones over here
Let our spirits go play”
I roam and I wonder
I sit where I please
If prayer where to work
I’d drop to my knees
I lay on a casket
To rest, for I’m...
what's it like, watching the city gates break and fall?
Your allies have stood by while they listen to the screams of pain as the villagers die.
Left on your own, you watch with anger as you see them burn down your home,
Sword in hand, you take command,
For everything you have...
Is there no body else out there that can hear the alarms,
Or do they just not realize the harm of not answering the call to arms?
Or maybe by inaction they will make their choice,
And never lift their voice, so that our enemies rejoice.
Or maybe they've decided that tomorrow...
From a silver thread
With the monsters within
You just want to give in
Now imagine that's you
Every day, every hour
Like a wilting flower
You try to tell your dad
And you try to tell your mom
But they say you...
Dreadful thoughts leaves an empty hole
Everything around just isn't the same
Leaves me standing with this aching pain
My mind bends and twists mutely
Blind eyes have stopped seeing beauty
Will this story of my life ever end?
We shall see .. With hopes things will mend.
until you want something from me.
You ignore me when I need you.
You neglect my feelings and emotions for you.
You have forgotten that I exist until you no longer have someone else.
You dismiss me like a rag doll into the abyss.
I'm tired of being rejected like some nothing that...
darkness seems to surround me where i go..it is my friend and my enemy.it is my serenity blanket of security like a little child.it scares me and hurts me so. wherever i go i carry darkness with me for i've only known darkness.I can't stand in fear against it and yet i fear it...
never knew it would be like this
She hung her head in utter despair
The blood was hot and more red than a rose
She struggled to move... She felt frozen
Her heart was racing and skipping beats
She tried to scream and her voice failed her
Her black wings were now stained
I held her hand so frail, so small.
I heard the weeping of those close by...
All those asking why.
I knew the time had come, I leaned in very close.
I could smell the slightest fragrance of her favorite perfume....
All at once there was silence in the room.
My lips now almost...
The pain I felt when you hurt me.
The anger that followed what you did.
I could never understand why you did these things to me...
I was 6
Just beginning life..
And you took it from me.
How is this fair to me??
I hurt everyday because you raped me.
The pain of knowing you...
but had once shone so very bright
are now filled with a sadness and is losing the battle and will to fight.
Her mind is torn and twisted not knowing what she should do
as the battle rages within her head and heart tearing her in two.
Her fighting and inner strength is really...
Little girl dreaming of death
She's only sixteen but her life is a mess.
Sitting up alone all night
Feeling these thoughts that she just can't fight.
She's up in the bathroom staring at herself in the mirror,
She thinks why can nobody hear her!?
She takes out her secret box...
The noise it makes has sealed my fate
It closes in.
I know I'll die to stay within
I rail against
The injustice of this cloying fence
I rush it
Smash it up
It bloodies me but gives me up
Says the Hatter, 'What’s the matter?
Your mind is going queer!'
Says the Rabbit (out of habit)
'Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear!
In my mind I think you’ll find
A cog is coming loose...
Explaining why (you can’t deny)
My thoughts are quite diffuse!'
Replies the Hatter...
Lost without you, I stumble through,
My senses failing, what to do?
The forest is dark, and so am I,
Crawling the floor, waiting to die.
My fingers are raw, my hands are blue,
Relentlessly searching, looking for you.
The darkness grips me, like nothing before,
Taking me away...
A Wonderful Pair
No Laughter, No Parties
No Gift to Bare
No Greenery, No Plant Life
Filled with Despair
No Love Life, No Interest
With No Love to Share
I Just Want Death
Drop Dead on My Feet
Just Want Death
My Christmas Present
This Year if I...