so easy to believe that it'll never end
try and distract yourself
but the empty room presses in on you
no compromise with the lonely darkness we all carry
no half measures will suffice to rescue you from this living tomb
just please remember me in your darkest hour
there is a creature that comes from a place where there is no hope or joy. The air itself is filled with misery. His heart is filled with a sadness that words really cannot depict. He walks among you but you would never noticed him. He is me.
A razor kiss
When she gave up on her life.
Her crys for help
That never came
Instead she yelpS
With the pain.
On her mind
Like a flowerpot
That cracks through time.
A little cut
To numb the pain
Buts instead it
Came with rain.
Scars cover her thighs
The pain, the shame,
That I hide beneath the smile in my eyes,
And the nightmares,
They continue to wake me,
Leaving a trail of tears along my face,
Some escaping to my hands,
Leaving invisible marks of the churning emotions below the smile in my eyes.
until you want something from me.
You ignore me when I need you.
You neglect my feelings and emotions for you.
You have forgotten that I exist until you no longer have someone else.
You dismiss me like a rag doll into the abyss.
I'm tired of being rejected like some nothing that...
for cool evening comes
so we got to hang on for just a little longer
we just gotta git down this mountain side
just gotta forge the steel
just gotta make it one more day
little further is all i can say
blind to all but the road its hard to tell
little further is all i can say...
but he has a voice
speaks so loudly in the lives of the unwary
i can hear him now talking like misery in the
background of her eyes
her loves are empty
her love will only last till the sun has ground down
the lion of your beautiful moments
look at his once proud mane matted...
but had once shone so very bright
are now filled with a sadness and is losing the battle and will to fight.
Her mind is torn and twisted not knowing what she should do
as the battle rages within her head and heart tearing her in two.
Her fighting and inner strength is really...
to the apple tree shade
there on flagstones we sat curled up
by the falling leaves that came down like snow
and watched a brown bunny get swept away
innocence has its own eyes
but it never sees all the turns
a plastic toy this brown bunny was gonna survive
u make me sick but like a ***** i am on your beckon call
i trade blood for bruises
a lot less excuses
i pop my pills so i don't have to deal
lets be straight u bring the stuff
then we will be great
no way in hell will i lie down stone cold
i need u to make me not feel...
and the skinny kid skate round
me like vultures looking for table scraps
today im all about just keeping the head above water
try all night to sleep but just climb walls in my head
my kryptonite came round again and she was full of smiles
even tho i could feel things crawling...
Bones become her clay,
She uses you as her tool, then throws your broken body away.
She seals your soul inside her art then whisks it all away.
Another town will feel her power as she turns them all to grey.
Make them ash, make them pay.
For when she lived among the living...
the final day
As the sad and lonely planet
Knew the price it had to pay
No birds had sung that morning
No rain pattered on the slates
Peace had reigned on Earth at last
But now it was far too late
No winds had blown that morning
No waves crashed upon the shore
There was almost...
I had a moment of enlightenment
A moment when everything was clear
A moment when I knew all the answers
A moment when I saw the end was near
And my eyes were weeping in the darkness
And my heart was bleeding for mankind
I saw the grey spectre of our karma
I saw harbingers of...
Says the Hatter, 'What’s the matter?
Your mind is going queer!'
Says the Rabbit (out of habit)
'Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear!
In my mind I think you’ll find
A cog is coming loose...
Explaining why (you can’t deny)
My thoughts are quite diffuse!'
Replies the Hatter...
From out of blackest pits of hell
There comes a form you know too well
Upon your thoughts it feeds and dwells
And fed by fear its stature swells
You try to block it from your mind
But something in you undefined
Feels apathetically resigned
To give it what it’s come to...
and these chains,
I can't control,
I'm cut to shreds,
leaving me with death.
I can never escape the day,
no matter what I do or say.
I'm set out my share,
of the nightmares,
And I hate the night,
this is never right.
The thought of living,
is only a dream,
and I'm not driven.
the salt and the sea
perhaps upon the desert of waves
he awaited a vision to awaken his dreaming heart
some beautiful illusion
spoken aloud by a drunken bard
let loose his devilishly smooth voice
in the small hours of night...
she was there too
with her loose skin revealed...
I close my eyes and let sleep come
I am trying to force sleep for i must rest
I hate the dreams and nightmares
I hate waking up screaming and crying loudly
Abandoned by everyone I known
Left alone to fend for myself in horror
Used and abused and left broken like a busted toy...
First day of school
And she thinks it's a new start,
But these kids have painful words that shot deep inside her heart.
But no amount of hiding
No amount of closed doors
Could keep away the taunting of the kind of clothes she wore.
Long sleeves in the summer.
What was she...
The noise it makes has sealed my fate
It closes in.
I know I'll die to stay within
I rail against
The injustice of this cloying fence
I rush it
Smash it up
It bloodies me but gives me up
wondering thoughts play as I sleep?
or a Forgotten Memory,
scattered to the winds of my long lost Past?
Are you a meer Stranger
that longs to stalk my Every Move?
or a once known Love,
I should converse with Once More?
are you A Friend? or Foe?
should I Fear you? or Dare I...
you could see the dice smokin
her luck was on fire
life was a flash in the pan sweet
the glory of the hot hand
hounded when its thin
celebrated when its speakin
she walks with a swagger
and clutches the wages of her sin
alone on the pinnacle of power
looking down on the...
flames of mad sadness's at any moment
that will burn like a river of tears
she will strain at speaking just the right words
terrified that she will get it wrong
so she paints her one word at a time tale
in brilliance colors on bathroom stall windowpane
hoping to compensate for...
You cut my skin with your wings , I got scars I can't hideYou were never an angel , you were a demon in disguiseYou wanted freedom , but you got stuck in a cage made of lies.Lies of yours , but the world was cruelin the eyes or yours, your tears as its fuelThey never turned...
Blackened misty breath entwined around a stolen kiss
Serpentine words beating an echo of past expulsions that guard the door of sincerity
Once a craving, I don't need words to see lips dance
Does nonchalant drip, sometimes
Does truth breed with contempt, sometimes
My angel of death
With long flowing dress’s
My life’s only breathe
I plot and I stock her
She knows I exist
I beckon her to me
Her steadfast resist
My beautiful darkness
You never look in my eyes
You’re so self-consuming
You’re always saying goodbyes’
Every human hides their pain until it all escapes,
Nothing that you say or do can stop them from decay.
Every time you comfort them they fall deeper into the pit,
They cry and scream and moan in pain- the kiss of death is bliss.
With bloody hands and rusted swords we march...
All laid out to waste
Mesmerized inner glance
Pitch black circumstance
Pitched scream, ignorance
leaves copper-like taste
Waking state will deflower
nightmarish morning hour
vade retro black in power
virgin minds stay...
Reminiscing days of hell.
And in the sun that starts to rise,
He leaves the world in great surprise.
As he slips into the deep,
Starting with his own two feet.
He disappears into the dark,
Of the well within the park.
As he falls without a scream,
He slowly drifts into a dream...
The soft and gentle autumn breeze
The congregation looking glum
The beating of a funeral drum
The eyes behind a veil of lace
The anguish etched upon her face
The silent box of varnished wood
The wracking sobs of widowhood
The flashback to that awful day
The hand of fate...
wet from the steamy shower.
She slipped on the black lace thong
(the one that made her feel extra sexy
and always made him say "baby you look so hot")
and sat down bare-chested in front of the vanity mirror.
She admired the sight of her beautiful breasts
that had never...
drip drip drip
the blood leaving the wounds of my body seeps into the dark earth
why was it so easy to be destroyed and maimed by the ones who I thought I could trust
drip drip drip
I feel the weakness growing in me
I am alone now but what good is it to have defeated my...
holding them gently in her arms
there are more every day
like harvesting flowers
pick them when they are in full bloom
she walks barefoot in the fields
in a powder blue dress
big floppy hat to keep off the sun
she gathers them up
and brings them to the boatman at the...
I really did,
That was my mistake.
I put a knife to my throat,
A gun to my head,
The knife slides like butter across my throat,
The bullet tears through me,
As I'm bleeding out,
Do I see a helping hand?
No of course not,
I'm just am extra in...
people have betrayed me and left me to rot
Darkness and passion are my only friends in this world filled with scum
As I walk down the street, through the mall, or in the stores
I see the faces of those I once trusted before they all betrayed me
I'm filled with disgust and...
I WALK TOWARDS YOU SLOWLY MY FACE HIDDEN BY MOVING SHADOWS
YOU HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY MOVEMENTS
YOU SEE MY FORM MAKES ITS WAY TOWARDS YOU
YOUR HEART RACES AND YOU SKIN SWEATS
THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR
YOU FEEL THE BLOOD THUNDER IN YOUR HEAD
thoughts gossamer wings beating on
the thick summer air
her awkward gestures a lovin embrace to
the eyes that haunt her histories
dawns intensity begins
its silent fire consuming more and more of
the spacious turning heavens
a star falls
she reaches out one unconstrained hand...
Paint a brand new start,
A beautiful joyful portrait
Not my usual abstract art
My picture is slowly building
I like what I see
Scars less prominent
Face emitting glee
I am painting a picture
A portrait like no other
Where eye's show happiness and hope
With bright vibrant...
and crying tonight
And as I look my Demon he is by my side
He laughs at me with a devilish smile
He says "I'll only be here a little while"
He spands his wings and we take flight
He takes me to my childhood and I close my eyes
I hear my screams and I hear my cries
I feel the...
Is there no body else out there that can hear the alarms,
Or do they just not realize the harm of not answering the call to arms?
Or maybe by inaction they will make their choice,
And never lift their voice, so that our enemies rejoice.
Or maybe they've decided that tomorrow...
because it rhymes lol
Take every word I say to my grave
I loved you so much I forgave
I forgot the words you said
Every word I thought I've read
I can't believe what you've done
To me you were as bright as the sun
Should have known you would burn
Every time you took my turn...
When I ask you out I was denied!!!
You tear me up inside!!!
The pain is just too much to hide!!!
I can't forget you no matter how hard I tried!!!
I still see you when I close my eyes!!!
You took my emotions for a ride!!!
And I did with it go until you said hell no...
Demigods of Logic and ill Wisdom
Loaded pistol pointed blank
Towards the blissful existence
Incisions into true human visions.
Walk forward blind into the firing line
Like a prisoner with his hands tied
and his Mind fried, a slave to nonexistent time,
Dead yet as well as Alive...
I feel your presence slowly creep,
As if my soul you came to reap.
The fear infects my thoughts so deep,
I feel you watching as I sleep.
The apparition fills my door,
Sending shivers through my core.
Too terrifying to ignore,
As she moves across my floor.
She takes her place...