that is all that it is
dangerous as it is the game must be played
silence and denial are the rules
do as i say a must to follow for if broken a loss happens
lights so bright that they are blinding
laughter and cheering i hear
i see only figures and silhouettes
From out of blackest pits of hell
There comes a form you know too well
Upon your thoughts it feeds and dwells
And fed by fear its stature swells
You try to block it from your mind
But something in you undefined
Feels apathetically resigned
To give it what it’s come to...
u make me sick but like a ***** i am on your beckon call
i trade blood for bruises
a lot less excuses
i pop my pills so i don't have to deal
lets be straight u bring the stuff
then we will be great
no way in hell will i lie down stone cold
i need u to make me not feel...
I had a moment of enlightenment
A moment when everything was clear
A moment when I knew all the answers
A moment when I saw the end was near
And my eyes were weeping in the darkness
And my heart was bleeding for mankind
I saw the grey spectre of our karma
I saw harbingers of...
you could see the dice smokin
her luck was on fire
life was a flash in the pan sweet
the glory of the hot hand
hounded when its thin
celebrated when its speakin
she walks with a swagger
and clutches the wages of her sin
alone on the pinnacle of power
looking down on the...
The sky is shadowed with death the leaves that fall around me are dead the cold whisps of wind feel like home .Pumpkins stare into my eyes and know they are welcomed with blackness scarred with deep purple .The world is mine tonight it will mold to me the easter colours of spring...
inside my room there is a something that bothers me
Under my bed, in my head, in my closet that wants to be set free
Its there when I sleep, there when I’m sad
Sometimes its whispering drives me mad
It only appears when I harm myself, I tried to end my life yesterday
A misguided soul going through the dark world alone
Is he really alone though
three others he knows going through it
two of whom he calls brothers
the third a new one but not new just the youngest of all four of them
The misguided soul called upon to help the oldest
Will we take one more look around.
And see what we have become,
Of this world we are the parasites and the scum.
The sky has tuned black as slate,
The soil is now ashen.
Is this truly the worlds fate,
To be suffocated by our hand without compassion.
The birds are all gone...
Is there no body else out there that can hear the alarms,
Or do they just not realize the harm of not answering the call to arms?
Or maybe by inaction they will make their choice,
And never lift their voice, so that our enemies rejoice.
Or maybe they've decided that tomorrow...
and I can't seem to climb out
I want to be happy but all I do is just sit and pout
This black cloud that hovers just won't go away
Should I try to climb or should I stay
Stay in this darkness where I feel at home
Stay in this sadness that's deep in my bones
I try to climb out...
drip drip drip
the blood leaving the wounds of my body seeps into the dark earth
why was it so easy to be destroyed and maimed by the ones who I thought I could trust
drip drip drip
I feel the weakness growing in me
I am alone now but what good is it to have defeated my...
to the apple tree shade
there on flagstones we sat curled up
by the falling leaves that came down like snow
and watched a brown bunny get swept away
innocence has its own eyes
but it never sees all the turns
a plastic toy this brown bunny was gonna survive
it speaks to me
and says I'm coming for you.
As I lie on my bed
in the fetal position,
my eyes are closed
hoping and wishing.
Maybe that one day
my dreams will come true,
that I don't have to be here
so down and blue.
The corner keeps talking
about how I'm going to die...
darkness seems to surround me where i go..it is my friend and my enemy.it is my serenity blanket of security like a little child.it scares me and hurts me so. wherever i go i carry darkness with me for i've only known darkness.I can't stand in fear against it and yet i fear it...
Shadows dip behind each step,
Magnificent visions upon our eyes,
The waning moon glimpsed at best;
So spectacular are these things,
Exquisite beauty with tortured souls,
The darkness doth rise growing through their feet,
A skin as smooth as perfected dolls;
You cut my skin with your wings , I got scars I can't hideYou were never an angel , you were a demon in disguiseYou wanted freedom , but you got stuck in a cage made of lies.Lies of yours , but the world was cruelin the eyes or yours, your tears as its fuelThey never turned...
but had once shone so very bright
are now filled with a sadness and is losing the battle and will to fight.
Her mind is torn and twisted not knowing what she should do
as the battle rages within her head and heart tearing her in two.
Her fighting and inner strength is really...
What's there to do?
I'm extremely upset
And insanely confused
My mind is dangerous
My thoughts are dark
When will it end if I feel it's the start
Maybe there is no ending
That's what it wants you to think
Home maybe? No don't think
I feel your presence slowly creep,
As if my soul you came to reap.
The fear infects my thoughts so deep,
I feel you watching as I sleep.
The apparition fills my door,
Sending shivers through my core.
Too terrifying to ignore,
As she moves across my floor.
She takes her place...
The noise it makes has sealed my fate
It closes in.
I know I'll die to stay within
I rail against
The injustice of this cloying fence
I rush it
Smash it up
It bloodies me but gives me up
Blackened misty breath entwined around a stolen kiss
Serpentine words beating an echo of past expulsions that guard the door of sincerity
Once a craving, I don't need words to see lips dance
Does nonchalant drip, sometimes
Does truth breed with contempt, sometimes
I held her hand so frail, so small.
I heard the weeping of those close by...
All those asking why.
I knew the time had come, I leaned in very close.
I could smell the slightest fragrance of her favorite perfume....
All at once there was silence in the room.
My lips now almost...
there is a creature that comes from a place where there is no hope or joy. The air itself is filled with misery. His heart is filled with a sadness that words really cannot depict. He walks among you but you would never noticed him. He is me.
until you want something from me.
You ignore me when I need you.
You neglect my feelings and emotions for you.
You have forgotten that I exist until you no longer have someone else.
You dismiss me like a rag doll into the abyss.
I'm tired of being rejected like some nothing that...
and the skinny kid skate round
me like vultures looking for table scraps
today im all about just keeping the head above water
try all night to sleep but just climb walls in my head
my kryptonite came round again and she was full of smiles
even tho i could feel things crawling...
Two shots your down,
Thinking home is a place called hell.
Don't want to go back,
Don't want to be seen,
Just want to be free.
I call out for help,
No one hears me.
I think of the guy to my head, as I pull the trigger.
Then I come back to reality.
Im all alone now,
monologue inside the cage of her mind
leaves fleeting expressions catapulting across her vacant face
like a strange circus act
the pasty face clowns in silent repetition
weakly grin as they grind through the dance
the lovely high wire girls seeking the perfect tuck and roll
All laid out to waste
Mesmerized inner glance
Pitch black circumstance
Pitched scream, ignorance
leaves copper-like taste
Waking state will deflower
nightmarish morning hour
vade retro black in power
virgin minds stay...
the body i know
but you say you are dead to me
that you aren't the one i know
you tell me you are someone new
that what we had is now not allowed
not allowed because of your re-training
re-training that should not have been allowed to happen
i lost a love
or did i...
people have betrayed me and left me to rot
Darkness and passion are my only friends in this world filled with scum
As I walk down the street, through the mall, or in the stores
I see the faces of those I once trusted before they all betrayed me
I'm filled with disgust and...
Says the Hatter, 'What’s the matter?
Your mind is going queer!'
Says the Rabbit (out of habit)
'Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear!
In my mind I think you’ll find
A cog is coming loose...
Explaining why (you can’t deny)
My thoughts are quite diffuse!'
Replies the Hatter...
My angel of death
With long flowing dress’s
My life’s only breathe
I plot and I stock her
She knows I exist
I beckon her to me
Her steadfast resist
My beautiful darkness
You never look in my eyes
You’re so self-consuming
You’re always saying goodbyes’
this rusty nail you call a heart
and slammed into my head
you said you would be a friend to my darkness
you said you would break bread with my rage
so heart beating faster
sweat breaking on brow
still your silent
still your liars book remains unburnt
still your liars house...
Little girl dreaming of death
She's only sixteen but her life is a mess.
Sitting up alone all night
Feeling these thoughts that she just can't fight.
She's up in the bathroom staring at herself in the mirror,
She thinks why can nobody hear her!?
She takes out her secret box...
Let me tell you of a world,
Where we know roses for their thorns.
Where reality is swirled,
And every soul is torn.
Hope doesn't live here,
It's too rainy and too dry,
Every citizen lives in fear,
But not one shall dare to cry.
Not one eye exists in one skull,
In their place is...
MonongahelaGun smoke and the scent of goreVictorious howls ripping the airInto black nothingness, dead eyes stareBattlefield spoils are plucked from the slainMuskets, shot, powder and swordsFood, liquor and captive camp followersWounded soldiers, faces blackened for the...
but he has a voice
speaks so loudly in the lives of the unwary
i can hear him now talking like misery in the
background of her eyes
her loves are empty
her love will only last till the sun has ground down
the lion of your beautiful moments
look at his once proud mane matted...
than most normal families
No mother I can remember from death she was stolen
A monster for a father
Evil and tortured followed
A father he was supposed to be
kind and loving
one to be strong and teach you values of life
one to go to when hurt or in need of help
a monster he...
First day of school
And she thinks it's a new start,
But these kids have painful words that shot deep inside her heart.
But no amount of hiding
No amount of closed doors
Could keep away the taunting of the kind of clothes she wore.
Long sleeves in the summer.
What was she...
melancholy melody. I gracefully dance with the howling wind under the gray skies storm. An escape to the emptiness of the rainforest behind my dilated pupils as I spin watching every drop above me fall in slow motion like light into a dark soul. Soaked by the cries of heaven in...
I WALK TOWARDS YOU SLOWLY MY FACE HIDDEN BY MOVING SHADOWS
YOU HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY MOVEMENTS
YOU SEE MY FORM MAKES ITS WAY TOWARDS YOU
YOUR HEART RACES AND YOU SKIN SWEATS
THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR
YOU FEEL THE BLOOD THUNDER IN YOUR HEAD
Master of puppets I'm pulling your
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me you don't see a thing
Just call my name and I'll hear you
Master, master, where's the...
When I ask you out I was denied!!!
You tear me up inside!!!
The pain is just too much to hide!!!
I can't forget you no matter how hard I tried!!!
I still see you when I close my eyes!!!
You took my emotions for a ride!!!
And I did with it go until you said hell no...
My life is pretty messed up. Instead of totally blowing up at the world, or committing suicide (I've tried), I try writing poerty. I got the idea when my teacher started talking about it and i gave ot shot. It's actually pretty fun and mentally helpful.
Here's my 1st depressing...
I watched it as it evolved
Watching it advance brought me bliss no one could solve
I grew accustomed to this enchanting sight
This attachment was something I could not fight
For this rose I would have gone through the hounds of hell
Risk rotting inside a grounded shell
because it rhymes lol
Take every word I say to my grave
I loved you so much I forgave
I forgot the words you said
Every word I thought I've read
I can't believe what you've done
To me you were as bright as the sun
Should have known you would burn
Every time you took my turn...
and pondering what was last year
looking forward and wondering what this year holds
i'm come so far haven't i?
why am i still here nowhere then?
i traveled this dark road alone and confused
one day i met you and life changed
i gained understanding and hope
before the year was...
I close my eyes and let sleep come
I am trying to force sleep for i must rest
I hate the dreams and nightmares
I hate waking up screaming and crying loudly
Abandoned by everyone I known
Left alone to fend for myself in horror
Used and abused and left broken like a busted toy...