drip drip drip
the blood leaving the wounds of my body seeps into the dark earth
why was it so easy to be destroyed and maimed by the ones who I thought I could trust
drip drip drip
I feel the weakness growing in me
I am alone now but what good is it to have defeated my...
embedding into flesh
that wants to feel no more.
Spinning, my thoughts of who
I was before.
Pain, it overcomes me
finally I can feel alive.
Metal dreams of what once was
And a hope of what will be
has all turned into
dirty looks, middle fingers in the air, and non stop name calling.
where did I fail? what happened?
darkness has taken over the once sunny and bright dream, that I used to call my life.
Little girl dreaming of death
She's only sixteen but her life is a mess.
Sitting up alone all night
Feeling these thoughts that she just can't fight.
She's up in the bathroom staring at herself in the mirror,
She thinks why can nobody hear her!?
She takes out her secret box...
than most normal families
No mother I can remember from death she was stolen
A monster for a father
Evil and tortured followed
A father he was supposed to be
kind and loving
one to be strong and teach you values of life
one to go to when hurt or in need of help
a monster he...
inside my room there is a something that bothers me
Under my bed, in my head, in my closet that wants to be set free
Its there when I sleep, there when I’m sad
Sometimes its whispering drives me mad
It only appears when I harm myself, I tried to end my life yesterday
I close my eyes and let sleep come
I am trying to force sleep for i must rest
I hate the dreams and nightmares
I hate waking up screaming and crying loudly
Abandoned by everyone I known
Left alone to fend for myself in horror
Used and abused and left broken like a busted toy...
Blackened misty breath entwined around a stolen kiss
Serpentine words beating an echo of past expulsions that guard the door of sincerity
Once a craving, I don't need words to see lips dance
Does nonchalant drip, sometimes
Does truth breed with contempt, sometimes
When I needed you you came quickly to my side
When I needed to cry you were my shoulder i could use
When I needed to be heard you were there with an ear
Bonds of brotherhood were broken by force
Over time those bonds broken by choice
When I most needed you I couldn...
From out of blackest pits of hell
There comes a form you know too well
Upon your thoughts it feeds and dwells
And fed by fear its stature swells
You try to block it from your mind
But something in you undefined
Feels apathetically resigned
To give it what it’s come to...
and pondering what was last year
looking forward and wondering what this year holds
i'm come so far haven't i?
why am i still here nowhere then?
i traveled this dark road alone and confused
one day i met you and life changed
i gained understanding and hope
before the year was...
dulled by the thick, wild sporadic swarm, like bodies strewn in a storm, spasmodic and caustic like cosmic confection, scattered and tattered beyond dire detection - inversely and overtly to cure this mass infection - survivors shouting pertly perversely professing a deviate...
that is all that it is
dangerous as it is the game must be played
silence and denial are the rules
do as i say a must to follow for if broken a loss happens
lights so bright that they are blinding
laughter and cheering i hear
i see only figures and silhouettes
poked and prodded
stabbed and sliced
de-winged and starved
hung upside down in tightly done bonds and collared
belted or whipped
cuffed and shackled
roped and leashed
beaten and stomped
a cruel punishment to pay and a price to learn
the cruel game of a...
The sky is shadowed with death the leaves that fall around me are dead the cold whisps of wind feel like home .Pumpkins stare into my eyes and know they are welcomed with blackness scarred with deep purple .The world is mine tonight it will mold to me the easter colours of spring...
the name by many
living up to the expectations set forth from childhood
princes branded and forever remembering the other
miles difference separates them
time tells their true age and separates them as well
two young princes knowing each other's pain
never traveling the road...
I held her hand so frail, so small.
I heard the weeping of those close by...
All those asking why.
I knew the time had come, I leaned in very close.
I could smell the slightest fragrance of her favorite perfume....
All at once there was silence in the room.
My lips now almost...
Will we take one more look around.
And see what we have become,
Of this world we are the parasites and the scum.
The sky has tuned black as slate,
The soil is now ashen.
Is this truly the worlds fate,
To be suffocated by our hand without compassion.
The birds are all gone...
My angel of death
With long flowing dress’s
My life’s only breathe
I plot and I stock her
She knows I exist
I beckon her to me
Her steadfast resist
My beautiful darkness
You never look in my eyes
You’re so self-consuming
You’re always saying goodbyes’
I WALK TOWARDS YOU SLOWLY MY FACE HIDDEN BY MOVING SHADOWS
YOU HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY MOVEMENTS
YOU SEE MY FORM MAKES ITS WAY TOWARDS YOU
YOUR HEART RACES AND YOU SKIN SWEATS
THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR
YOU FEEL THE BLOOD THUNDER IN YOUR HEAD
Says the Hatter, 'What’s the matter?
Your mind is going queer!'
Says the Rabbit (out of habit)
'Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear!
In my mind I think you’ll find
A cog is coming loose...
Explaining why (you can’t deny)
My thoughts are quite diffuse!'
Replies the Hatter...
You cut my skin with your wings , I got scars I can't hideYou were never an angel , you were a demon in disguiseYou wanted freedom , but you got stuck in a cage made of lies.Lies of yours , but the world was cruelin the eyes or yours, your tears as its fuelThey never turned...
Is there no body else out there that can hear the alarms,
Or do they just not realize the harm of not answering the call to arms?
Or maybe by inaction they will make their choice,
And never lift their voice, so that our enemies rejoice.
Or maybe they've decided that tomorrow...
What's there to do?
I'm extremely upset
And insanely confused
My mind is dangerous
My thoughts are dark
When will it end if I feel it's the start
Maybe there is no ending
That's what it wants you to think
Home maybe? No don't think
Demigods of Logic and ill Wisdom
Loaded pistol pointed blank
Towards the blissful existence
Incisions into true human visions.
Walk forward blind into the firing line
Like a prisoner with his hands tied
and his Mind fried, a slave to nonexistent time,
Dead yet as well as Alive...
my vampiric ways
I stay up to watch you sleep
Keep you safe from harm and monsters
To be a protector in the dark night
Just like a vampire i like the taste of blood
it doesn't matter because its all the same to me
Whether it be mine
or it be yours from...
Shadows dip behind each step,
Magnificent visions upon our eyes,
The waning moon glimpsed at best;
So spectacular are these things,
Exquisite beauty with tortured souls,
The darkness doth rise growing through their feet,
A skin as smooth as perfected dolls;
Do I dare,
to find hope,
Do I dare,
to peek at the horrible scene unfolding before me,
Being who I am I peek,
My curious eyes looking upon the horror
I shudder in my skin,
begging for it not to be real,
praying for it to all go away,
But it stays,
Like a nightmare come true,
Two shots your down,
Thinking home is a place called hell.
Don't want to go back,
Don't want to be seen,
Just want to be free.
I call out for help,
No one hears me.
I think of the guy to my head, as I pull the trigger.
Then I come back to reality.
Im all alone now,
First day of school
And she thinks it's a new start,
But these kids have painful words that shot deep inside her heart.
But no amount of hiding
No amount of closed doors
Could keep away the taunting of the kind of clothes she wore.
Long sleeves in the summer.
What was she...
My life is pretty messed up. Instead of totally blowing up at the world, or committing suicide (I've tried), I try writing poerty. I got the idea when my teacher started talking about it and i gave ot shot. It's actually pretty fun and mentally helpful.
Here's my 1st depressing...
I really did,
That was my mistake.
I put a knife to my throat,
A gun to my head,
The knife slides like butter across my throat,
The bullet tears through me,
As I'm bleeding out,
Do I see a helping hand?
No of course not,
I'm just am extra in...
but had once shone so very bright
are now filled with a sadness and is losing the battle and will to fight.
Her mind is torn and twisted not knowing what she should do
as the battle rages within her head and heart tearing her in two.
Her fighting and inner strength is really...
childhood stolen from me
i give you back all the vile hurtfulness
i give you all the pain i have felt
i take my joy
you take my sadness
I take my peacefulness back
you can have the fear
I will no longer need this shame i have
it is yours is it not
Lost without you, I stumble through,
My senses failing, what to do?
The forest is dark, and so am I,
Crawling the floor, waiting to die.
My fingers are raw, my hands are blue,
Relentlessly searching, looking for you.
The darkness grips me, like nothing before,
Taking me away...
the body i know
but you say you are dead to me
that you aren't the one i know
you tell me you are someone new
that what we had is now not allowed
not allowed because of your re-training
re-training that should not have been allowed to happen
i lost a love
or did i...
I had a moment of enlightenment
A moment when everything was clear
A moment when I knew all the answers
A moment when I saw the end was near
And my eyes were weeping in the darkness
And my heart was bleeding for mankind
I saw the grey spectre of our karma
I saw harbingers of...
Slash me up, rip out my spine,And laugh like you're out of your mind. Don't be scared, it's alright. You're a killer, be as though I might... . cleaning the scene. tears it brings. You have to snap out it before it's too late, What you're doing will choose your fate. Reliving...
Let me tell you of a world,
Where we know roses for their thorns.
Where reality is swirled,
And every soul is torn.
Hope doesn't live here,
It's too rainy and too dry,
Every citizen lives in fear,
But not one shall dare to cry.
Not one eye exists in one skull,
In their place is...
Master of puppets I'm pulling your
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me you don't see a thing
Just call my name and I'll hear you
Master, master, where's the...
monologue inside the cage of her mind
leaves fleeting expressions catapulting across her vacant face
like a strange circus act
the pasty face clowns in silent repetition
weakly grin as they grind through the dance
the lovely high wire girls seeking the perfect tuck and roll
and I can't seem to climb out
I want to be happy but all I do is just sit and pout
This black cloud that hovers just won't go away
Should I try to climb or should I stay
Stay in this darkness where I feel at home
Stay in this sadness that's deep in my bones
I try to climb out...
there is a creature that comes from a place where there is no hope or joy. The air itself is filled with misery. His heart is filled with a sadness that words really cannot depict. He walks among you but you would never noticed him. He is me.
I feel your presence slowly creep,
As if my soul you came to reap.
The fear infects my thoughts so deep,
I feel you watching as I sleep.
The apparition fills my door,
Sending shivers through my core.
Too terrifying to ignore,
As she moves across my floor.
She takes her place...
I watched it as it evolved
Watching it advance brought me bliss no one could solve
I grew accustomed to this enchanting sight
This attachment was something I could not fight
For this rose I would have gone through the hounds of hell
Risk rotting inside a grounded shell
me I feel my self getting weaker and weaker slowly fading with every word u say u cut a bigger hole in me I can't stop to think why me what did I do all I want is u to love me and all I get is hate I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not like my brother or sister I'm sorry but why do u hurt...
darkness seems to surround me where i go..it is my friend and my enemy.it is my serenity blanket of security like a little child.it scares me and hurts me so. wherever i go i carry darkness with me for i've only known darkness.I can't stand in fear against it and yet i fear it...