My Bloody Black Heart -
Ive watched you for months and its come to this.
To bless you now with death’s sweet kiss.
And watch your eyes that mocked and stared,
Alone - The cold cell
I'm here in this hell
And i'm not.... Afraid
Hang by a thread
I wanted to be dead
I dropped fast.... It broke
The blade is nice
It's skates across my neck
"I Had Given Up To Many Times" - Life is a difficult situation.
You have so many bad memories,
That you can't even remember the good.
The bad memories take up your memory.
When At My Worst - Just want to scream my lungs out
crying on the floor
with wailing and gnashing of teeth
my soul screams for succor
and heart for healing.
No sanctuary here so I...
Anima (An Excerpt) - O Grim Weaver, you are Sower & Reaper both
As with a sweep of the scythe you score the sweet 'n' sour
Soundtrack of a reheated dream composed in a catch as...
Little Girl - Little girl dreaming of death
She's only sixteen but her life is a mess.
Sitting up alone all night
Feeling these thoughts that she just can't fight.
She's up in the...
Daily Breath .... - moment by moment I draw my last breath ..... until one day, inevitably, it is......
The Misguided Soul - A misguided soul going through the dark world alone
Is he really alone though
three others he knows going through it
two of whom he calls brothers
the third a...
A length of time is just too tough,
A length of space too far.
But a length of rope is just enough,
To be rid of pain forevermore.
Formless Fears -
From out of blackest pits of hell
There comes a form you know too well
Upon your thoughts it feeds and dwells
And fed by fear its stature swells
You try to...
Look Back, Looking Forward - I sit here watching you run and play and laugh
I never really thought i'd be sitting here seeing you
How you've grown and come to be happy in life
Queen Of Diamonds - Living in a nightmare lie
The knife in my heart is removed
I start to die
I look up slow try to think of you
The blade twists I almost pass out
You run over me like I was never even there
I run to other worlds and its really hard to bare
Approached what I could but the dreams were never clear
All I do is hurt and pretend...
Out Of Hate Does Come Love - A touch from a witch and demon in disguise
Am I dreaming her on top of me?
I turn away as if trying to make the nightmare go away
Am I sure I am...
Hell No - When I ask you out I was denied!!!
You tear me up inside!!!
The pain is just too much to hide!!!
I can't forget you no matter how hard I tried!!!
I still see you...
Fenced In - A creaky
The noise it makes has sealed my fate
It closes in.
I know I'll die to stay within
I rail against
SWEET KILL -
I WALK TOWARDS YOU SLOWLY MY FACE HIDDEN BY MOVING SHADOWS
YOU HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY MOVEMENTS
YOU SEE MY FORM MAKES ITS WAY TOWARDS YOU
Undeserving - I am a putrid cesspool of depression and despair.
Let me dwell in the dark plane,
curled in a ball atop my wall.
I am forgotten existence,
a well of nothingness...
Depression. - I watched it as it evolved
Watching it advance brought me bliss no one could solve
I grew accustomed to this enchanting sight
This attachment was something I could...
The Dissociate Associate - Demigods of Logic and ill Wisdom
Loaded pistol pointed blank
Towards the blissful existence
Incisions into true human visions.
Walk forward blind into...
Not so much dark but aggressive!
~A child sits in the courtroom~
A child sits in a courtroom ,no expression on her face
She sits with no emotions but she will remember this place
She looks at the Judge... his...
She’s my beautiful darkness
My angel of death
With long flowing dress’s
My life’s only breathe
I plot and I stock her
She knows I exist
I beckon her to...
Denial - Blackened misty breath entwined around a stolen kiss
Serpentine words beating an echo of past expulsions that guard the door of sincerity
Once a craving, I don't need...
Angelic Reaper - I feel your presence slowly creep,
As if my soul you came to reap.
The fear infects my thoughts so deep,
I feel you watching as I sleep.
The apparition fills my...
Drip Drip Drip - drip drip drip
the blood leaving the wounds of my body seeps into the dark earth
why was it so easy to be destroyed and maimed by the ones who I thought I could...
I am invisible to you until you want something from me.
You ignore me when I need you.
You neglect my feelings and emotions for you.
You have forgotten that I exist until you no...
Just Another Late Night Poem - Falling down to the depths below. I cry out hoping he can save my soul. It's too late. I've lost my chance. Forever am I to spend in this lake of...
My Final Hour/ a Question -
My Final Hour/ A Question.
Did you ever want it?
Did you ever really want it?
When the blood ran down the blade,
And you saw...
Darkness To Light - darkness seems to surround me where i go..it is my friend and my enemy.it is my serenity blanket of security like a little child.it scares me and hurts me so...
Nature of Pain - nights in the turning earth
running through the woods
chasing what is now dead to you
the blood drips with each sound of tearing flesh
such ecstasy, it calms...
Lost And Stolen - you are the one i love and loved
the body i know
but you say you are dead to me
that you aren't the one i know
you tell me you are someone new
that what we had...
Love's Keening Wail Of Death - Oh please, oh no, say it is not so!
My love has now told me to go.
Said to me with heart of stone:
“Show your face to me no more...
The Calm Before The Storm - The sound isn't shallow
This calm is so numb
These words are not hollow
The dormant are rising
This fear is regret
These people are surprising
I Couldn't Think Of A Name - Red consumes my vision,
I can't concur this pain,
my love slowly fading away,
blades of sorrow cutting each vein,
perpetual fear is left,
I dream for your affection
wish you could care
and share with me my passion
emotionless, your vacant stare.
I caress your frosted beauty
Nighttime - Virulant turbulence
All laid out to waste
Mesmerized inner glance
Pitch black circumstance
Pitched scream, ignorance
I sit here alone and crying tonight
And as I look my Demon he is by my side
He laughs at me with a devilish smile
He says "I'll only be here a little while"
I Will Take A Shot At It - Misery loves company.
Company loves misery.
Misery is in our souls.
Misery is the dark water we drink.
Misery is the hell we are all fear.
Mental - Be gone
As I tear away my skin
To the sinew and the bone
I know that you own me
Sit on my minds thrown.
I feel no regret
When my skin doesn't crawl
A delicate soul,
A face of ice,
Rose petal skin,
Ocean deep eyes.
Locks of fire,
Razor blade breath,
Heart of barbed wire.
Mirrors to Insanity - Is there no body else out there that can hear the alarms,
Or do they just not realize the harm of not answering the call to arms?
Or maybe by inaction they...
Boom Boom - Boom Boom
Two shots your down,
Thinking home is a place called hell.
Don't want to go back,
Don't want to be seen,
Just want to be free.
I call out for help,
The Black Horse - Hear this
I came and now I stop and show out
You don't see, Couldn't care how
and I'm seeing what i cause...
I'm afraid this is not going to be okay
The Beast - Do not wander in the forest dear
For who knows what you will find
The forest it holds a dark secret many
And none who have seen it return
Quite the same as they were...
I know I'm not
But can't help but feel trapped.
Can't help but not try getting sick
Because I cannot deal with the fact I feel a little fat...
Trapped - Trapped! I'm trapped body and soul
With nowhere to go!
I just need to run away
But I swear there's no escape.
Fly like eagle to the moon,
Sounding off the...
Grin - The sky is shadowed with death the leaves that fall around me are dead the cold whisps of wind feel like home .Pumpkins stare into my eyes and know they are welcomed with...
He Is Me - there is a creature that comes from a place where there is no hope or joy. The air itself is filled with misery. His heart is filled with a sadness that words really...
The Pale Horse - Erase me
Take away my pain
And let me disappear
Act as if you were never here.
I will end the world someday
And become something you can't fight
"My journey to hell"
I thought I had friends,
I really did,
That was my mistake.
I put a knife to my throat,
A gun to my head,
The knife slides like...
Letting The Manic Depression Seep In [Song] - I just don't care anymore
for life is but a ******* bore
when I was crying on the floor
no one could hear me!
I just hate this...
Saviors Of Night - I close my eyes and let sleep come
I am trying to force sleep for i must rest
I hate the dreams and nightmares
I hate waking up screaming and crying loudly...