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    Unattachment I think I am currently learning

    this lesson: It is unbelievable how I am attached to people. I caught myself wishing for a life time kinda friend, one who would be always there for me. But it is not possible for one person to be there always. People have their own problems and their own path to fallow! I...
    Camehashi Camehashi 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    tobiii12 tobiii12 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Logged in meaning to write about my giddy

    feelings for someone but thinking instead about the death of a friend's loved one. Life is so unpredictable. Good times appear to be so short compared to the sad ones. The ones forever lost, they still haunt us. Our memories. Perhaps I am running away from it all. Or perhaps...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 25, 2015

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    You know what's a stupid question?

    It's when the psychiatrist asks you, "How are you?" as she ushers you in. What am I supposed to say, SPECTACULAR?! I wouldn't be here if I was, B!tch!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2015

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    I used too but haven't in a while

    so I'm thinking I should probably start again.
    Tessa95 Tessa95 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Journaling has become my escape

    and my anchor at the same time. To open any page of my journal is to step inside my literal soul. I draw in my journal...I weave the words through an illustration as fast as they enter my mind. The words keep coming and the pen gets pressed harder into the page until I am lost...
    soulbabble soulbabble 51-55, F 3 days ago

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    I don't actually tend to write down my thoughts,

    feels like it's a waste if it's just for me, anything for me feels like a waste. But I do write to my friends, which is why this site is great for me because I will write so that people on here can get to know me and so that I can help out how I can with my coping mechanisms and...
    KittySoules KittySoules 22-25, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    People don't get how powerful antidepressants

    are. If they work, it's the best thing that's ever happened to them. If they don't, it's no different from where they were before. But getting off them.....is hell. Especially if you've been on them for a while. Because all the emotions the meds suppressed are coming back...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses May 26, 2015

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    Love is like a tampon.

    It always comes with a string attached. :-P
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2015

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    This house. Your car.

    Your possessions. How you looked. Your fit body. That's all you cared about. That's fine. That works for you. It doesn't work for me. That's not me. Let's see you having your daily three hour workouts to your heart's content when you don't have a pliant wife at home taking care...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Too much depth, too much soul,

    high standards, loving hard, keeping it real and dreaming big. But right now, I'm fatigued. And that's ok...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2015

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    I used to write my thoughts now.

    I stopped because people in my house would find my journals :( and read what I wrote. Now I keep everything in my head.
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    In the end who we are,

    we are. People will try to change you, bend you, humiliate you, kill you etc. But that drive of self love and love for others will always be present. People are social animals. With just a smile and they lift your spirit up. A simple hello, hey how are you, how was your day, let...
    opportunist opportunist 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Say "Hi" first. If there's anything I've

    learned, it's that if you want to talk to someone, talk to them. go out on a limb. Do not wait for them to talk to you first because, odds are, they're waiting for the same thing.
    NewRomantics NewRomantics 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Conversation with new shrink: Me; "And so,

    even though our friendship went through many changes, including jealousy issues on his wife's side, he is my BFF and knows every single thing about me." She: "Are you in love with him?" Me: "Well, yes, I mean, I've given him all of me so.." She: "Have you said so to each other...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    What is the body, after all?

    A vehicle. It can be destroyed. The voice of the soul will go on. Why do we cry for a materialistic body? Would you love it the same if there were no soul? Did you not love Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, even if its author had been dead so many years? So then why...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2015

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    When I younger I had a diary,

    and at that time it was just me ranting about the boys I like. My parents found my diary, and I didn't have a life for about 2 months. (am I the only one who thinks it was wrong for them to read it?). Fast forward a few years and I bought myself a new one. I had one for each...
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    She's the girl that believes what comes around

    goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won't give up on you. She's the girl that's unlike the rest. The one that spent her her days smiling, and her nights crying. She's the girl that would love to be loves. The one that looks so damn strong, but...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 9 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    He didn't seem to realize

    that he had my full attention He had it all along and I don't think he knew that I felt his presence in every love song.. Even though he said he loved me every single day He made it seem so easy to push me far away I still feel him in my dreams, still breathing him in I never...
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    I think, there for I thought it.

    ..yea...Uh huh! Who gets you, understands you as you are? Sees you in your light and darkness. Desires as much as you do just to feel complete acceptance faults and all. Whose love is to dive deeper beyond your mind and soul but as far as you could possibly go...who is it that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    How we were raised reveals a lot about

    who we are. Everyone's upbringing consists of different interactions and reactions. Growing up into what you are now, shows what type of kid you were in the past. You can say that you have learned many things and have the logic to out smart the crowd and the little kid that you...
    opportunist opportunist 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    The troubled mind is a dark

    and twisted place; like a garden so overgrown and tangled with bramble and thorn that one cannot find the beauty without being torn. It is a jungle not so easily traversed by the divining rods of those seeking simple clues and quick diagnosis, rather a swamp of extraordinary...
    OakleysWorld OakleysWorld 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 19, 2015

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    First world problems: "But my therapist

    insists I shouldn't see you anymore!" :-P
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Love is pain pain is love,

    some use it to gain while it turns others insane, ahh the ways it has affected our brain..
    Listen1stTalk2nd Listen1stTalk2nd 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I can't help writing down my thoughts.

    It helps me think better. When I want to read something I will have it to look at.
    ejoallen ejoallen 13-15, F Jan 7

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26, 2015

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    Is it you? Are you here

    as my reprieve? Are you meant to be my support while I get through this? Or are you my one night stand? You have the same background as I. You get why I blushed when you asked me what you did. You figured it was a blush, and not a brush-off. I wasn't expecting this. What...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I used to do this more often in

    which I use a cheap red notebook to write down all my feelings or thoughts. Now I just got to burn it before someone accidently finds it....
    Christy243 Christy243 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I wish I was more talkative

    and less off into my mind. I wish I was smart so I wouldn't let you hurt me. I wish I wasn't so scared to tell people everything I think.
    Rika39 Rika39 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Crushes keep us young!

    !! "I really really really really really like yoouuuuu!!!" :) :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 4, 2015

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    It is such a lonely road.

    At first you think your companion is in the same car as you and the road is pretty and pleasant and you have much to share in your conversation. Little by little, you realize he's actually in another vehicle. You take this as a good-humored challenge. You race. You make faces at...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2015

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    I am a very emotional

    and emphatic person. I can be walking down the street and a situation or a person will inspire me randomly. It will move me enough to log onto EP and write about it. It is a lifeline for me and a way of sharing and connecting with others which is of course the beauty of this...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses May 29, 2015

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    Get stuck in a rut. It kills the spirit,

    your drive and motivation to do anything. It's the worst predicament in the word to be living but not feel alive and just wonder what now ? How to move on? Where to? And feelings of loneliness and apathy ensue because you've lost interest, and can't keep contact. You slowly...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2015

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    You state you've never heard of beards

    or tattoos killing someone, but you have heard about people with guns killing; I can only hope that you missed the irony and weren't intentionally hoping that others would miss it as well. I have to ask. Have you ever seen a gun without a person kill someone? Have you never seen...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    ...but I'm not telling

    where I keep them! Imagine finding all my deepest darkest and lustiest thoughts... There is danger there (in amongst thoughts about kittens and strawberries and how high the heel should be on my next pair of sandals!)
    FlaymeDancer FlaymeDancer 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    im not good with words.

    i stutter when im nervous. that's why I write my thoughts most of the time.
    meandmyloudmind meandmyloudmind 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    How Strange

    We are a troubled people, rotting in a time when delusions of grandeur are as common as our dependency on the constant monitoring of people wealthier than ourselves is rampant. We follow routines in the fashion that our media broadcaster of choice dictates. We are wholly...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M Sep 14, 2012

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    Gestalt Prayer...Something To Think About.

    "I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful. If not, it can't be helped." (Fritz Perls, 1969...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    When you've lost your heart,

    it's damn hard to keep the head from following suit.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2015

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    I do, and I write a lot,

    but some people can't seem to mind thier business ...(rolling eyes)
    For3v3r7 For3v3r7 70+, F Jan 18

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    It was the best breakup ever

    because he finally did all the things that I'd wanted and he'd withheld in our ten month long relationship: He told me he loved me. He told me he'd miss my laugh, our walks and our talks. He kissed me with abandon. That was all I ever wanted. Makes you think, people get so...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I can't tell if I used to be more astute

    and incisive and just grew more sluggish and inane over the years, or if I'm just smart enough now to realize I was never as smart as I used to think I was to begin with. Either way, the old lipid computer is in dire need of a disk cleanup and defragmentation, man.
    haverOfCamelcaseInHisUsername haverOfCamelcaseInHisUsername 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    when im depress or mad I write down things

    that I wanted to say instead of being an idiot that show people how depressed and mad I am... its better to be a shadow then being seen.....
    nuryuriana20 nuryuriana20 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    EP is like a diary to me.

    Now I must start writing my journal again.I may not be here forever though what I write about here ,I may not like to reveal in my real life as it hurt people close to me.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 1 Response May 4, 2015

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