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I Write Down My Thoughts

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    I am constantly trapped between my conscious

    and subconscious; a girl with deluded determination and a mind often overridden by thoughts... I am a dreamer living in reality...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    It's strange but it seems the more I let people

    in... The more they tend to run. Perhaps not, perhaps it is just how I feel. Maybe the image of what they portrayed is shattered and that steers them away. Unavailability? Only in one sense. The mind is so much more powerful than the body. Maybe they don't want to get in...
    snugglepie snugglepie 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes it helps to hear

    that you aren't wanted from someone you truly love. You needed that tiny hope you have been keeping to die. And you need to hear more of how meaningless you are for them. You need to just feel that you are being pushed away. You need to feel and realise you look stupid and you...
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 Jul 3

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    On Writing

    It's never been consistent. I have several journals that I've started, probably since I could begin to write, and have gradually abandoned them. I used to think that if you kept a diary, you HAD to write in it every day, and once I started slipping, the diary seemed tainted and...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Something I wrote in 2011,

    way before my journey with God, but probably the reason I ended up being a good follower ;) "Learn that "alone" does not mean "lonely" ... discover the joy of spending time "with yourself" & "on yourself." ... discover the greatest & most fulfilling love you will ever know...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    she’s different. she doesn’t need anyone.

    even if she's surrounded with family and friends, she wouldn’t really belong to them; she belongs to no one... ...she is off in her own world.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Dear Future Husband, I pray

    that our God continues to mold me into the woman that He has called me to be. I promise to save myself for you & never sacrifice myself for any worldly things. I will not settle for less and set my expectations high. I will look up to our God as my guide, my comforter, & measure...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    ...as you can see.I love to write

    and also do it on paper.I think a lot,meditate a lot about all...it is like a need to put out there all what is inside.I stopped doing it for many years,I thought I was happy...a mere ilusion. I got desenchanted...then seems all the light inside inspiring you goes away and you...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 15

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    The most prominent thought in my head right

    now is: "why am I not asleep!?!"
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    BehappyToday BehappyToday 18-21, F May 6

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    I must stay grounded.

    Don't let yourself lift from the ground. The winds are calling me, I must leave. Where? I have no idea. This frequency, this vibration, I have felt it before. Everything is the same, I want freshness, cool air, a place where no one knows me so that I can move on without...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F Apr 16

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    She wanted to be the Phoenix; to be something

    extraordinary rising from the ashes of her family.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Gestalt Prayer...Something To Think About.

    "I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful. If not, it can't be helped." (Fritz Perls, 1969...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    She inspired me Recently,

    I have been missing her most of the time. She acts like a sister: care for me, give advise to me, poke me, tease me, chat with me and etc. she always send daily guidance to me. That's why I kinda update her what I'm doing or ask what's she doing everyday. Whenever I chat with...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I wonder who I am to them?

    People always assume I have many friends. Yes I did have but not really many can call as friends to me. They are just by passing my life. although they did something great to me. Being nice to me. Give me helps when i need. but why am i still not happy with it? Am I asking for...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F Jul 11

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    How Strange

    We are a troubled people, rotting in a time when delusions of grandeur are as common as our dependency on the constant monitoring of people wealthier than ourselves is rampant. We follow routines in the fashion that our media broadcaster of choice dictates. We are wholly...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M Sep 14, 2012

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    I walk slowly, but I never walk backwards.

    .. Gotta always keep this in mind. Small steps. Take it one day at a time. Sometimes it's a long road to get to your dream. It's important to always stay positive and keep moving forward. One day is a day closer to your dream/goal. Have a good day everyone. 💕
    EnigmaSings EnigmaSings 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    When the going gets tough i usually write a

    long front and back paper on how i feel at the moment about everything..about life. It helps me a lot with my emotions rather than keeping them bottled up its like letting it all out on the paper and then i could finally get some sleep cause those thoughts are oute
    marnssss marnssss 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I spent a lot of time searching

    for affection in shallow places , i gave people bits of me they didn't deserve and I let myself be hurt because I thought that's what I deserved , but once I let go of trying to shove puzzle pieces in places that did not fit , once I let go of all the hate I secretly had stored...
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F Apr 15

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    One day you lose something,

    and you say: ‘Oh my God. I was happy. And I didn’t even know it.
    Giia Giia 13-15, F Jun 19

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    I come from USA I am apart of the American

    indian culture. but for some reason mom doesn't know that we do. and my stepfather is white and comes from a different culture. I was not raised white the white culture even though I am legally white. its confusing bc I have been exposed to different cultures while growing up.
    beachboy14u beachboy14u 18-21, T Jun 26

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    The 5 Secrets Of A Happy Woman

    1. It is important to find a man who shares with you all the responsibility and tasks of your home.  A man that has a good job. 2. It is important to find a happy man,  who enjoys to dance,  romantic getaways and able to makes you laugh. 3. It is...
    MyNameIsCecilia MyNameIsCecilia 46-50, F 18 Responses Mar 4, 2010

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    Please tell me your opinion.

    I just got a job in a coffee shop. The boss is very strict and fractious. A girl who has worked here for four months told me the boss has almost fired everyone and keep hiring new staffs. Me and two new guys have only been training for one day and he got mad of us like...
    Lulu8320 Lulu8320 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Cranberrys' Do-You-Evers

    Do you ever just want to quit everything and be a fisherman? (Years ago, i prolly would say 'farmer' since it was what appealed to me, but right now being in the sea is much better) Do you ever just want  to have wi-fi in the middle of the ocean? (Of course, if i became a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 2, 2013

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    I like to write down my thoughts

    and how I'm feeling, it helps me understand them. usually I write about 3 pages and then I burn the paper because I don't want anyone else to read them.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I Think I Should Write A Book

    A book that contains all the random thoughts I just put down in writing. Including rants, experiences, dreams... Just things you don't see in books, not even in diaries. I'd read that. I don't know if anyone else would.
    elenaki elenaki 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 6

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    I Was Thinking About...

    The things I would like to have in life to be happy. And that's assuming if I'd recognize true happiness when it does come. And as I pondered the things and experiences I thought would bring happiness, I kept going back to what is happiness. I wrote down some things, like...
    ImaRedA ImaRedA 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2012

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    I was told by my doctor to journal my life to

    reduce depression and stress. It helps me think through choices I made and future decisions to come.
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It might not make sense,

    but this is what I was thinking about a few nights ago: Why is it that the people who you let get close are the ones that end up hurting you the most? Why? They are fully aware that you have trusted them with all you heart, and given them all you have, but they still turn...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    You state you've never heard of beards

    or tattoos killing someone, but you have heard about people with guns killing; I can only hope that you missed the irony and weren't intentionally hoping that others would miss it as well. I have to ask. Have you ever seen a gun without a person kill someone? Have you never seen...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    A Few Things On My Mind

    Okay so recently I've been very stressed because of school, my friends, and some of my Internet friends. I'm just sort of typing what I think as I think it and I apologize in advance if this offends anybody because that's not my intention, the last thing I wanna do is hurt anyone...
    BrokenDreamer14 BrokenDreamer14 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Happiness

    We tend to view happiness as a thing to be acquired or gained. We also tend to view it as a property of certain external things (jobs, relationships, status); acquire the thing and their attribute of happiness will also be acquired. Might we, even if we personally reject this...
    pkein pkein 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wonder how it

    would be like if I died. Lately, I've actually imagined my friends and family thinking of the things we did together over my grave, and all the problems on which I am involved finally getting solved. Sometimes I think it would be better for a lot of people if I was gone.
    andrea31 andrea31 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I am not an easy person to love.

    Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light. But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a...
    Giia Giia 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 5

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    I may be trapped as a prisoner in my mind,

    but i am free from the compulsion of eating; when i wake i am hollow, light headed and free; i am light on my feet, travelling as a f e a t h e r.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I know a girl who has had a lot of depression

    issues and I based this poem on her. I don't know if anyone will read this, but here it goes. Sundered Sleep After all the blood you spilt For a love lost by frustration Will your heart wilt Will your love take a vacation Corresponding keynotes Watch as the hate bloats...
    TheDevour TheDevour 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Ilovecharlie Ilovecharlie 16-17, M Jun 10

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    Whenever I find my mind heavy with thoughts I'm

    unable to decipher, putting pen to paper and letting it spill out helps me make sense of them all, kind of like my own personal therapy session. I often get lost in my writing, I don't think when I write I simply let the pen run free guided only by what I believe to be my soul...
    boogiestreetwarrior boogiestreetwarrior 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    You Know How You Meet Someone And Then After A Few Exchange Of Words....

    You'd immediately know s/he would be your favorite? You just feel like you've known them for forever? You clicked right away?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 20, 2013

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    When I’m lying in my bed I think about life

    and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me.
    Giia Giia 13-15, F Jun 8

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    May Blessings

    1. 18th anniversary of living 2. Family, friends (both in real life and online) 3. GPA 4. Amusement park (especially the bump cars) 5. Books
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 22, 2013

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    It's so annoying to me how,

    "love" is taken so lightly these days.
    BehappyToday BehappyToday 18-21, F Apr 20

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    GreyMattertome GreyMattertome 16-17, F Jun 27

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    I haven't always been a happy,

    confident person. In fact Im not always a happy, confident person. Long ago, during one of my darkest times, I was really, truly broken and I was lost. Don't want to focus on how I got there, most of us know how we end up in darkness, not all of us know how to move towards the...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses May 23

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    The Best Answer

    I'm guilty no matter how great my intentions. I am a professional at planning the ways I will do things differently. I was born to motivate others into taking action. I have a passion for those in need. I seek out people that hurt and freely give of myself. I require very little...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    Whenever I am puzzled

    or mad or sad or happy I always need to write it down as someway to express my emotion I am feeling it works great
    alexann4ever alexann4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Yer I do to but not on a paper

    but in my subconscious mind. It will be accessed when it's the right time to do so.
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    I get it now... I'm an option.

    Im tired of being confused, sitting and Eating for something that's probably not gonna happen again. Holding on to someone who has already let me go. Tired of competing for your attention. Sitting and wondering who has your interest because I see that I don't.. And I know I...
    Jayduh97 Jayduh97 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    This is the best app ever,

    fits me in everyday possible,I think I'm in love!
    GreyMattertome GreyMattertome 16-17, F Jun 26

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    Thinking

    The greatest element of the functioning member of modern civilization is the interpersonal relationship. The whole of life is an effect of the actions exchanged between people that we see every day or never again. We are social beings by nature, but we are not inherently...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    Well I’ve lost it all,

    I’m just a silhouette,
 A lifeless face that you’ll soon forget,
 My eyes are damp from the words you left,
 Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
    Giia Giia 13-15, F Jun 5

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