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    When you've lost your heart,

    it's damn hard to keep the head from following suit.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    You state you've never heard of beards

    or tattoos killing someone, but you have heard about people with guns killing; I can only hope that you missed the irony and weren't intentionally hoping that others would miss it as well. I have to ask. Have you ever seen a gun without a person kill someone? Have you never seen...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    I am a very emotional

    and emphatic person. I can be walking down the street and a situation or a person will inspire me randomly. It will move me enough to log onto EP and write about it. It is a lifeline for me and a way of sharing and connecting with others which is of course the beauty of this...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses May 29

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    I feel very excited to share my experiences

    or just write them down!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 6

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    I come from USA I am apart of the American

    indian culture. but for some reason mom doesn't know that we do. and my stepfather is white and comes from a different culture. I was not raised white the white culture even though I am legally white. its confusing bc I have been exposed to different cultures while growing up.
    beachboy14u beachboy14u 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    "Cool" doesn't mean "**** off.

    " It doesn't mean "I think you're retarded now." It doesn't mean "I am never going to look at you in a respectable fashion again." No. It means "******* COOL." But of course, the actual tone in which it was intended is nullified, because the term was used in a ******* text...
    EmbracetheInfinite EmbracetheInfinite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    What is the body, after all?

    A vehicle. It can be destroyed. The voice of the soul will go on. Why do we cry for a materialistic body? Would you love it the same if there were no soul? Did you not love Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, even if its author had been dead so many years? So then why...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Logged in meaning to write about my giddy

    feelings for someone but thinking instead about the death of a friend's loved one. Life is so unpredictable. Good times appear to be so short compared to the sad ones. The ones forever lost, they still haunt us. Our memories. Perhaps I am running away from it all. Or perhaps...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    The days...they run together.

    ..like notes of a song...but my heart is so empty...I cannot sing along. ~ Tim M.
    Mencrytoo Mencrytoo 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    I have always believed

    that love changes overtime. That no matter how hard we try to avoid it, we can't do it cause we can't control love. That love either becomes stronger or weaker. But as I was growing up and I was able to experienced the kind of love, I realized something.. maybe I was wrong about...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F Jul 24

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    A Few Things On My Mind

    Okay so recently I've been very stressed because of school, my friends, and some of my Internet friends. I'm just sort of typing what I think as I think it and I apologize in advance if this offends anybody because that's not my intention, the last thing I wanna do is hurt anyone...
    BrokenDreamer14 BrokenDreamer14 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    I really feel bad for young people.

    Mainly teenage girls. A lot of people push their problems to the side, mostly by their parents. They get degraded by boys, men, and perverts. They are victims of abuse, and it really does affect them when they are older.
    TheOnetheOnly8414 TheOnetheOnly8414 18-21, M Jul 3

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    Neuropsych clinic today.

    ... Let's see if they can figure out what's wrong with me or if being bitchy is really just my personality.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Unfortunately we had some misinterpretations

    again. Buts is kinda weird. Am coughing badly. Pains inside. :(
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    You know what's a stupid question?

    It's when the psychiatrist asks you, "How are you?" as she ushers you in. What am I supposed to say, SPECTACULAR?! I wouldn't be here if I was, B!tch!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jun 22

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    I can't believe I'm laughing out loud at the

    SpongeBob movie. I must be drunk...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    In my opinion, teen years is the worst stage of

    one's life. I honestly cannot wait for life to end. I don't care about this temporary world anymore. Counting down the days until I depart.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I send emails as if the country's peak business

    operation were at night, as if the whole college administration were to comply to my own ******-up schedule of wakefulness. But then again, they request my presence as if I were actually able to transport my stranded self to their office, as if the telephone and the radio and...
    EmbracetheInfinite EmbracetheInfinite 18-21, F Jun 30

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    Jayduh97 Jayduh97 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I understand this past week was rough

    and you were hurt but you need to understand: I'm an inconsistent, wavering, impulsive, obsessive, mistrustful being and yes, nothing will be constant as long as we try to make it work in our present circumstances. I'm sorry but there it is. I'm writing this in the event he...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    The battle of negativity

    and positivity! That moment when you realise that the dark days are growing and coming back so you try make a run from it. Heading towards the light going as fast as you can but because you were looking back to what you were running from. You forgot to look ahead so you trip...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Jul 16

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    Women. Open discussion about va*inas.

    Talk about yours. Why you ask? Why not I reply?
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M Jul 22

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    Thoughts: When the very thing

    that protected you and helped you escape suffering vanishes, he is left guard-less and open to his harsh reality. It is only He, now, who can get up and find a way through the maze or give up and perish.
    lifetime201 lifetime201 16-17, M Jul 21

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    I haven't always been a happy,

    confident person. In fact Im not always a happy, confident person. Long ago, during one of my darkest times, I was really, truly broken and I was lost. Don't want to focus on how I got there, most of us know how we end up in darkness, not all of us know how to move towards the...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I Think I Should Write A Book

    A book that contains all the random thoughts I just put down in writing. Including rants, experiences, dreams... Just things you don't see in books, not even in diaries. I'd read that. I don't know if anyone else would.
    elenaki elenaki 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    I am constantly trapped between my conscious

    and subconscious; a girl with deluded determination and a mind often overridden by thoughts... I am a dreamer living in reality...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    I love my kids. They are my life.

    I'm going trough a rough moment. I'm trying to find balance. I want to find a way to come out stronger. I want to find the positive in most situations. I need time to get all that done. I need friends to pat me on the back every once in a while. Thank you my EP friends...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Family is what you feel home

    where ever you are with them. It is not family when there is ignoring. It's not family if there is no caring. It's not family just related blood. Family is where there is caring, where there is love, where there is understanding one another at every problem they face. It doesn't...
    Bearloveshoney Bearloveshoney 18-21 Jul 17

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    come quickly, I'm calling piercing the

    silence sounds falling upon deaf ears they can hear, but choose not to listen
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    May Blessings

    1. 18th anniversary of living 2. Family, friends (both in real life and online) 3. GPA 4. Amusement park (especially the bump cars) 5. Books
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 22, 2013

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    It appears that I am drawn to the "damaged"

    people more than the "sane" ones. Birds of a feather and all that, perhaps?
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I can handle being broken up with.

    I can handle cutting off a relationship. I can handle it when the other person might be considering going a different way. I can handle the fact that he can turn to his wife to help him lick his wounds while I battle the end of a relationship alone. I had considered all this...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Gestalt Prayer...Something To Think About.

    "I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful. If not, it can't be helped." (Fritz Perls, 1969...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    People don't get how powerful antidepressants

    are. If they work, it's the best thing that's ever happened to them. If they don't, it's no different from where they were before. But getting off them.....is hell. Especially if you've been on them for a while. Because all the emotions the meds suppressed are coming back...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses May 26

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    Crushes keep us young!

    !! "I really really really really really like yoouuuuu!!!" :) :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    When the going gets tough i usually write a

    long front and back paper on how i feel at the moment about everything..about life. It helps me a lot with my emotions rather than keeping them bottled up its like letting it all out on the paper and then i could finally get some sleep cause those thoughts are oute
    marnssss marnssss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2014

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    Feeling unloved, and rejected .

    . By someone you deeply love. Worst feeling in the world..
    Jayduh97 Jayduh97 18-21, F Jul 7

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    Thinking

    The greatest element of the functioning member of modern civilization is the interpersonal relationship. The whole of life is an effect of the actions exchanged between people that we see every day or never again. We are social beings by nature, but we are not inherently...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    The Best Answer

    I'm guilty no matter how great my intentions. I am a professional at planning the ways I will do things differently. I was born to motivate others into taking action. I have a passion for those in need. I seek out people that hurt and freely give of myself. I require very little...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    How Strange

    We are a troubled people, rotting in a time when delusions of grandeur are as common as our dependency on the constant monitoring of people wealthier than ourselves is rampant. We follow routines in the fashion that our media broadcaster of choice dictates. We are wholly...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M Sep 14, 2012

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    I am catching feelings again,

    and it's a glorious feeling. Haven't felt this way in a loooong time. If you want something/someone, go get it.
    TheOnetheOnly8414 TheOnetheOnly8414 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I think, there for I thought it.

    ..yea...Uh huh! Who gets you, understands you as you are? Sees you in your light and darkness. Desires as much as you do just to feel complete acceptance faults and all. Whose love is to dive deeper beyond your mind and soul but as far as you could possibly go...who is it that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm sorry but I'm giving up on you.

    No, it's not because I am becoming weak and that I am scared, I just realized that this isn't gonna work. We tried, we tried so hard, for so long but I guess it's time for us to acknowledge the truth. We can't be together and yes, we felt something for each other. We did. But I...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I like to write down my thoughts

    and how I'm feeling, it helps me understand them. usually I write about 3 pages and then I burn the paper because I don't want anyone else to read them.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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