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I Write Down My Thoughts

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    Logged in meaning to write about my giddy

    feelings for someone but thinking instead about the death of a friend's loved one. Life is so unpredictable. Good times appear to be so short compared to the sad ones. The ones forever lost, they still haunt us. Our memories. Perhaps I am running away from it all. Or perhaps...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    When the going gets tough i usually write a

    long front and back paper on how i feel at the moment about everything..about life. It helps me a lot with my emotions rather than keeping them bottled up its like letting it all out on the paper and then i could finally get some sleep cause those thoughts are oute
    marnssss marnssss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2014

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    I think, there for I thought it.

    ..yea...Uh huh! Who gets you, understands you as you are? Sees you in your light and darkness. Desires as much as you do just to feel complete acceptance faults and all. Whose love is to dive deeper beyond your mind and soul but as far as you could possibly go...who is it that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 3

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    Driving back after breaking up with the best

    lover I've ever had and "Love me like you do, touch me like you do" comes on. Damn you, Ellie Goulding!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I am a very emotional

    and emphatic person. I can be walking down the street and a situation or a person will inspire me randomly. It will move me enough to log onto EP and write about it. It is a lifeline for me and a way of sharing and connecting with others which is of course the beauty of this...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    May Blessings

    1. 18th anniversary of living 2. Family, friends (both in real life and online) 3. GPA 4. Amusement park (especially the bump cars) 5. Books
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 22, 2013

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    As I watched the headlights

    and taillights stretch out ahead, I thought about how each of those cars contained someone with their own story.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F Aug 5, 2014

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    Ahh... I make the decision too fast.

    Bought this in 10 minutes? Didn't even think bout whether it suits her or not. Hope she likes it.. *fingercross* It's kinda expensive.
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    do you know that feeling

    when you look at celebrities with their fancy houses and expensive sporty cars and how awesome it will be if you were celebrity? that's how i feel when i look families, all what i got is brothers never talk to each other and parents fighting ALL the time and actually trying to...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M May 18

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    The Best Answer

    I'm guilty no matter how great my intentions. I am a professional at planning the ways I will do things differently. I was born to motivate others into taking action. I have a passion for those in need. I seek out people that hurt and freely give of myself. I require very little...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    BehappyToday BehappyToday 18-21, F May 6, 2014

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    I come from USA I am apart of the American

    indian culture. but for some reason mom doesn't know that we do. and my stepfather is white and comes from a different culture. I was not raised white the white culture even though I am legally white. its confusing bc I have been exposed to different cultures while growing up.
    beachboy14u beachboy14u 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I wish I could just have some time,

    a few minutes even, to think about what happened. Just to examine, and label and box up and put away the feelings. Instead, it's like there's this gnawing discomfort, a lump in my throat but I've forgotten the cause because I am so busy acting like the perfect hostess for a week...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Never thought I'd feel like a teenager again in

    my 40s, where he jogs by my house in the hopes of getting a glimpse of me. I'm not a romantic but.. that's cute as hell. :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F May 24

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    Ahh .... ??? Well ??

    ? I think of naked women a lot Yeah ... That's pretty much my thoughts
    wolffive wolffive 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    He looks at me like I'm the most beautiful

    thing he has ever beheld. Which amazes me because he is the most handsome man I have ever had the fortune to know well. And it's interesting because we both grew up thinking we were pretty ugly people. I revere this person, and loving this moment, this point in time. Regardless...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    God, sometimes I think i've really gone

    and fallen in love with him. If I was capable of love, I probably would.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses May 7

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    GreyMattertome GreyMattertome 18-21, F Jun 27, 2014

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    A Few Things On My Mind

    Okay so recently I've been very stressed because of school, my friends, and some of my Internet friends. I'm just sort of typing what I think as I think it and I apologize in advance if this offends anybody because that's not my intention, the last thing I wanna do is hurt anyone...
    BrokenDreamer14 BrokenDreamer14 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    How Strange

    We are a troubled people, rotting in a time when delusions of grandeur are as common as our dependency on the constant monitoring of people wealthier than ourselves is rampant. We follow routines in the fashion that our media broadcaster of choice dictates. We are wholly...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M Sep 14, 2012

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    Today was suppose to be a good day.

    . w/e.. everybody can **** off.
    dubbalyzz dubbalyzz 22-25, F 5 Responses May 18

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    You state you've never heard of beards

    or tattoos killing someone, but you have heard about people with guns killing; I can only hope that you missed the irony and weren't intentionally hoping that others would miss it as well. I have to ask. Have you ever seen a gun without a person kill someone? Have you never seen...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    Dear Future Husband, I pray

    that our God continues to mold me into the woman that He has called me to be. I promise to save myself for you & never sacrifice myself for any worldly things. I will not settle for less and set my expectations high. I will look up to our God as my guide, my comforter, & measure...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    If you are always comfortable,

    you wont change. Change only happens when you become disturbed, uncomfortable being placed on an edge ready to break down thats when change can take place when you abandon your comfort zone, the more you do the bigger your comfort zone become. You will get comfortable to being...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F Apr 24

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    He gets jealous when I tell him about my past

    experiences with other couples. He's helped me stop depending on anti depressants. He's made me believe in coincidences again. He'll take long walks with me over uprooted trees and barely there trails, just to spend time with me. I hear his compassionate words and thoughts...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Crushes keep us young!

    !! "I really really really really really like yoouuuuu!!!" :) :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    come quickly, I'm calling piercing the

    silence sounds falling upon deaf ears they can hear, but choose not to listen
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Thinking

    The greatest element of the functioning member of modern civilization is the interpersonal relationship. The whole of life is an effect of the actions exchanged between people that we see every day or never again. We are social beings by nature, but we are not inherently...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    Because I don't want to be a bother to other

    people. They have problems just like me, and having my problems come into their lives would make it worse.
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F May 19

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    I am not an easy person to love.

    Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light. But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a...
    Giia Giia 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2014

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    The Status of Women I would like to have a

    serious conversation with anyone, regardless of gender or culture, about how women have been regarded throughout history. Please, provide for me your honest thoughts, opinions, and comments on my assumptions. Here are my thoughts thus far: For starters, and for the most part...
    jahein137 jahein137 18-21, F Apr 15

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    The fun hasn't begun

    until you feel something in your a**. I'm talking about running, you pervs. ;-D
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response May 17

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    My ex guy friend treats me in a dirty way

    which i realized its a reflection of what my ex talked behind me,how can i prove to his friend that i am a good girl and his friend was the *******?
    amandaa10 amandaa10 22-25, F May 20

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    I Think I Should Write A Book

    A book that contains all the random thoughts I just put down in writing. Including rants, experiences, dreams... Just things you don't see in books, not even in diaries. I'd read that. I don't know if anyone else would.
    elenaki elenaki 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    I like to write down my thoughts

    and how I'm feeling, it helps me understand them. usually I write about 3 pages and then I burn the paper because I don't want anyone else to read them.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    What kind of woman writes to her bf: Do you

    still want me? Will I see you again? Is this the end? This was such a bad, bad time to go off the meds. I wish I could write poetry. You can sound stupid and pathetic and needy in writing and people are disgusted but if you make it poetic, they praise you. Wtf, man.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Some type of pains, are not meant to be

    explained when they cannot be understood but can only be felt.
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F Apr 24

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    I have kept and written in diaries

    and journals for years. I had managed to fill up over a hundred journals, all filled with dark poetry, pain, randomness, quotes, days of light, darkness, and uncertainty. Then, I threw them all away, hoping that all of that negativity would go with it. It was hard to do, to...
    XantheoftheStar XantheoftheStar 22-25, F May 18

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    I haven't always been a happy,

    confident person. In fact Im not always a happy, confident person. Long ago, during one of my darkest times, I was really, truly broken and I was lost. Don't want to focus on how I got there, most of us know how we end up in darkness, not all of us know how to move towards the...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Not like a diary or journal

    or anything more like poetry and stuff like that... It's the only way I actually express how I'm feeling because I never feel like I can in my day to day life.
    CallMeShy CallMeShy 16-17, F May 19

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    I can't seem to dispel my sadness,

    I can't find it in me to "live" and "be happy"—I am simply a shell because all I do is exist...maybe life isn't meant for everyone.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16

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    Do you know what is the worst?

    When you thought that everything is turning good but then in the end you realized that you are just going back to the same old misery. What a trip.. trip to hell.
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I am constantly trapped between my conscious

    and subconscious; a girl with deluded determination and a mind often overridden by thoughts... I am a dreamer living in reality...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    How is it possible that he made me leave the

    gym pissed off without even being there??! Gimme a fukn break!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response May 1

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    She's the girl that believes what comes around

    goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won't give up on you. She's the girl that's unlike the rest. The one that spent her her days smiling, and her nights crying. She's the girl that would love to be loves. The one that looks so damn strong, but...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 9 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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