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    I'm sorry but I'm giving up on you.

    No, it's not because I am becoming weak and that I am scared, I just realized that this isn't gonna work. We tried, we tried so hard, for so long but I guess it's time for us to acknowledge the truth. We can't be together and yes, we felt something for each other. We did. But I...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F Jul 31

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    "Cool" doesn't mean "**** off.

    " It doesn't mean "I think you're retarded now." It doesn't mean "I am never going to look at you in a respectable fashion again." No. It means "******* COOL." But of course, the actual tone in which it was intended is nullified, because the term was used in a ******* text...
    EmbracetheInfinite EmbracetheInfinite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Feeling unloved, and rejected .

    . By someone you deeply love. Worst feeling in the world..
    Jayduh97 Jayduh97 18-21, F Jul 7

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    How Strange

    We are a troubled people, rotting in a time when delusions of grandeur are as common as our dependency on the constant monitoring of people wealthier than ourselves is rampant. We follow routines in the fashion that our media broadcaster of choice dictates. We are wholly...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M Sep 14, 2012

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    It's still amazes me

    that things are tangible..and that I'm actually having a human experience in this world.
    SkylerAsh SkylerAsh 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    In my opinion, teen years is the worst stage of

    one's life. I honestly cannot wait for life to end. I don't care about this temporary world anymore. Counting down the days until I depart.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    What is the body, after all?

    A vehicle. It can be destroyed. The voice of the soul will go on. Why do we cry for a materialistic body? Would you love it the same if there were no soul? Did you not love Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, even if its author had been dead so many years? So then why...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I feel very excited to share my experiences

    or just write them down!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 6

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    Crushes keep us young!

    !! "I really really really really really like yoouuuuu!!!" :) :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I haven't always been a happy,

    confident person. In fact Im not always a happy, confident person. Long ago, during one of my darkest times, I was really, truly broken and I was lost. Don't want to focus on how I got there, most of us know how we end up in darkness, not all of us know how to move towards the...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    I am a very emotional

    and emphatic person. I can be walking down the street and a situation or a person will inspire me randomly. It will move me enough to log onto EP and write about it. It is a lifeline for me and a way of sharing and connecting with others which is of course the beauty of this...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses May 29

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    Unfortunately we had some misinterpretations

    again. Buts is kinda weird. Am coughing badly. Pains inside. :(
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    A Few Things On My Mind

    Okay so recently I've been very stressed because of school, my friends, and some of my Internet friends. I'm just sort of typing what I think as I think it and I apologize in advance if this offends anybody because that's not my intention, the last thing I wanna do is hurt anyone...
    BrokenDreamer14 BrokenDreamer14 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    People often say that love is blind.

    I disagree. Puppy love is blind or infatuation is blind but love? Never. Love is seeing all those crazy things and accepting it as a part of the whole being of that certain person. It is acknowledging the not-so-good parts of that someone and choosing to stay. It is seeing the...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F Jul 14

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    Family is what you feel home

    where ever you are with them. It is not family when there is ignoring. It's not family if there is no caring. It's not family just related blood. Family is where there is caring, where there is love, where there is understanding one another at every problem they face. It doesn't...
    Bearloveshoney Bearloveshoney 18-21 Jul 17

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    I admire poets even as I abhor poetry.

    For they have a way to express their pain, and all I can do is clench my jaw. Again and again.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Neuropsych clinic today.

    ... Let's see if they can figure out what's wrong with me or if being bitchy is really just my personality.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Thinking

    The greatest element of the functioning member of modern civilization is the interpersonal relationship. The whole of life is an effect of the actions exchanged between people that we see every day or never again. We are social beings by nature, but we are not inherently...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    Women. Open discussion about va*inas.

    Talk about yours. Why you ask? Why not I reply?
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M Jul 22

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    EP is like a diary to me.

    Now I must start writing my journal again.I may not be here forever though what I write about here ,I may not like to reveal in my real life as it hurt people close to me.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Conversation between my mind

    and me! Me:That’s real mature. Grow up! My mind: Why don’t you grow up!? Me: I can’t, this is the tallest I can go! 😂
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I Think I Should Write A Book

    A book that contains all the random thoughts I just put down in writing. Including rants, experiences, dreams... Just things you don't see in books, not even in diaries. I'd read that. I don't know if anyone else would.
    elenaki elenaki 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    You know what's a stupid question?

    It's when the psychiatrist asks you, "How are you?" as she ushers you in. What am I supposed to say, SPECTACULAR?! I wouldn't be here if I was, B!tch!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    You state you've never heard of beards

    or tattoos killing someone, but you have heard about people with guns killing; I can only hope that you missed the irony and weren't intentionally hoping that others would miss it as well. I have to ask. Have you ever seen a gun without a person kill someone? Have you never seen...
    Triundi Triundi 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    I really feel bad for young people.

    Mainly teenage girls. A lot of people push their problems to the side, mostly by their parents. They get degraded by boys, men, and perverts. They are victims of abuse, and it really does affect them when they are older.
    TheOnetheOnly8414 TheOnetheOnly8414 18-21, M Jul 3

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    I am constantly trapped between my conscious

    and subconscious; a girl with deluded determination and a mind often overridden by thoughts... I am a dreamer living in reality...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    May Blessings

    1. 18th anniversary of living 2. Family, friends (both in real life and online) 3. GPA 4. Amusement park (especially the bump cars) 5. Books
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 22, 2013

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    I can handle being broken up with.

    I can handle cutting off a relationship. I can handle it when the other person might be considering going a different way. I can handle the fact that he can turn to his wife to help him lick his wounds while I battle the end of a relationship alone. I had considered all this...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    come quickly, I'm calling piercing the

    silence sounds falling upon deaf ears they can hear, but choose not to listen
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    People don't get how powerful antidepressants

    are. If they work, it's the best thing that's ever happened to them. If they don't, it's no different from where they were before. But getting off them.....is hell. Especially if you've been on them for a while. Because all the emotions the meds suppressed are coming back...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 5 Responses May 26

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    I like to write down my thoughts

    and how I'm feeling, it helps me understand them. usually I write about 3 pages and then I burn the paper because I don't want anyone else to read them.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I like to write down my thoughts

    so I can free my self from my thought. it is a blessing chance, to write down something it feels like I trusting my ideas to reliable place.
    giga6164 giga6164 22-25, M Jul 29

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    Thoughts: When the very thing

    that protected you and helped you escape suffering vanishes, he is left guard-less and open to his harsh reality. It is only He, now, who can get up and find a way through the maze or give up and perish.
    lifetime201 lifetime201 16-17, M Jul 21

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    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F Jun 29

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    The 5 Secrets Of A Happy Woman

    1. It is important to find a man who shares with you all the responsibility and tasks of your home.  A man that has a good job. 2. It is important to find a happy man,  who enjoys to dance,  romantic getaways and able to makes you laugh. 3. It is...
    MyNameIsCecilia MyNameIsCecilia 46-50, F 16 Responses Mar 4, 2010

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    yah, I write em on EP!

    I can't keep up with a journal n pplz gonna snoop n read it, anyways, so of may as well be you! kmsl
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 17

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    She's the girl that believes what comes around

    goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won't give up on you. She's the girl that's unlike the rest. The one that spent her her days smiling, and her nights crying. She's the girl that would love to be loves. The one that looks so damn strong, but...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 9 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    The Best Answer

    I'm guilty no matter how great my intentions. I am a professional at planning the ways I will do things differently. I was born to motivate others into taking action. I have a passion for those in need. I seek out people that hurt and freely give of myself. I require very little...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    I have always believed

    that love changes overtime. That no matter how hard we try to avoid it, we can't do it cause we can't control love. That love either becomes stronger or weaker. But as I was growing up and I was able to experienced the kind of love, I realized something.. maybe I was wrong about...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F Jul 24

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    The battle of negativity

    and positivity! That moment when you realise that the dark days are growing and coming back so you try make a run from it. Heading towards the light going as fast as you can but because you were looking back to what you were running from. You forgot to look ahead so you trip...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Jul 16

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    She says she listens to me She says she needs

    me She loves me she says Ahh weren't them the good days?! I loved her I said it with a grr She loves me says I thought I was crayyyyyyy I don't know why she loves me She's just better than me Yet again everyone loves benny But others treat me like a penny That love is the...
    Bennythebull7 Bennythebull7 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Gestalt Prayer...Something To Think About.

    "I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful. If not, it can't be helped." (Fritz Perls, 1969...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    As I watched the headlights

    and taillights stretch out ahead, I thought about how each of those cars contained someone with their own story.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F Aug 5, 2014

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    I’ve started to realise how unknowingly there

    is someone that we are always trying to please. To get their approval. We try and try our best, and sometimes it never seems enough, so when the person that we are trying to please leaves us, that no matter how good the memories are we want to forget them… Forget the pain...
    xStormShadowx xStormShadowx 18-21, F Aug 7

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    I am catching feelings again,

    and it's a glorious feeling. Haven't felt this way in a loooong time. If you want something/someone, go get it.
    TheOnetheOnly8414 TheOnetheOnly8414 18-21, M Jul 11