I Write Letters That I Never Send

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    I know I told you I didn't want to do this,

    so I don't know why I am (it's just who I am, I can't leave things unsaid... I always say too much and confuse things) You asked me how I felt the other night and I told you I didn't know and that I was mainly nervous about moving and looking for a job. But, I'm not honest...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    I have written numerous letters to you my love.

    Some were I'm anger, some where I was begging and pleading.. Some were written with love, some were confessing undying love.. All were penned and sealed in am envelope. Then thrown into the bin.
    NihilSineNefas NihilSineNefas
    26-30, M
    Apr 20, 2015

    Letter 5 Dear Steve it's 2015

    and I have survived 2014 despite your best efforts to stop me. I enter 2015 knowing things are far from resolved and there are many battles yet to come but I want you to know I know who you are now. And with that realisation I have small coping mechanisms which will stop me ever...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2015

    I write letters to myself.

    .. And that's Ok.
    Sen22 Sen22
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2015

    To The Man Who Has Repeatedly Broken My Heart

    I feel as though I've been the only one fighting for us; for our relationship. Despite the innumerable obstacles (women mostly), we have remained together a long time. You are indeed my true love; Most importantly, my soulmate. I can't have you in my life the way you are. I am...
    Jennifurby Jennifurby
    41-45
    Nov 20, 2013

    Your world might be moving around others

    but if you have little time to squeeze to ponder just let me know where am I in between your fingers.
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Jan 27, 2014
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 21, 2015

    Letters to my husband Letter 2 http://www.

    familyfriendpoems.com/poem/not-your-little-girl I found this poem looking at something else. I cut me deep. Will this be our daughter or will you learn to be their dad again. Soon you will have the chance to be their dad again. Can you put them first? I wish I believed you...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    It was wrong of me to expect you to fall in

    love with me. Why would you want to love me when you know I'm moving? A month is not enough time. I'm sorry... I wanted so badly for you to love me. I want all the men I've been with to love me. I have this hole that I want filled with the love from a man. I want to feel wanted...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 11, 2015

    Dear You, I love how you write 'héhé'

    instead of 'hehe'. I love how you use French sentence structure in your English translations. I love how you love Linkin Park, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Apocalyptica, and Lindsey Stirling just as much as I do. I love how you only read fantasy, but you acknowledge the need to...
    thetitania thetitania
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2015

    Letter 4 Steve I'm so confused right now.

    What is it that you want? What is it that's important to you? It should be your daughters but again I fear it's not. You've had the dolls house for a year now. She's been promised it's return by your dad four times. You promised you'd return it. I believed you and told her you...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2014

    Nothing about you needs to change

    before you could be loved. Your hatred of yourself is more hindering and exhausting. I forgive you for your hauntingly dark words and I invite you into the realization you don't have to abuse yourself into an acceptable version of who you are. There's no need to yell you're...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme
    22-25, F
    Aug 6, 2015

    Letter to my ex husband letter 3 I thought I

    could Handle seeing you. I couldn't. Your still controlling my life. Told myself It is my house too. I'm legally allowed to be there. I took estate agent with me. You wouldn't leave. I carried on anyway. Estate agent left I went back to see why my key didn't work n you said you...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2014

    Why didn't you want to try?

    Why didn't you love me? Why couldn't you tell me?
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015

    What on earth was I thinking?

    ??? I told you I always fall in love with the guys I sleep with.... That was so not true... I didn't love Michael, I didn't love J*****, I didn't love Cl*** ,... I honestly didn't love any of them... I only felt like I loved R** But that was my insanity after my dad passed away...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    Dear God, I am here to write a letter to you

    because I need to. My mind has been blown away lately by some changes and I keep wondering what are these ? distractions? delusions? manifestations? real changes? I know I've been trying to be close to you all along and I know no matter how far or near I kept you inside my...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 7, 2015

    I tend to write my feelings on my phone

    as little letters to my friends about my feelings for them, but I never told them about it or sent them my message. I think it's because either they may offend them in a way or I'm too shy/nervous to send them.
    TheFatOreoCat TheFatOreoCat
    13-15, F
    Aug 7, 2015

    Letters to my ex husband.

    Letter 1 Dear Steve We both no the truth about this past year despite what you've told people and made the courts believe. We also both no the level of hate you have towards me and how far you have gone to destroy me. You haven't succeeded but you also no you've damaged me...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13
    36-40, F
    Nov 20, 2014

    i love you too much to stay with you ,

    you can only give me half of u half of the time and i need all of you even the bits i cant stand i cant keep loving you entirely and only getting half of all that back and its not your fault I'm not blaming you i would just honestly rather feel this lonely on my own cause its so...
    catalunia catalunia
    22-25, F
    Feb 20, 2014

    I wanted for you to want to come

    and see me. I wanted for you to help me finish packing and to spend time with me. I was greedy.... I wanted you to want it. I wanted to be in your arms again... I wanted to hear your voice. I wanted to feel like you care. I may have been broken before... But now I'm shattered...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2015

    You were so sweet when you have me the bracelet.

    .. Laying there in bed together kissing me as you dug for it in your pant pocket. I hold it in my hands and kiss you more... I love you in that moment and I know you have it to me to tell me you love me... I set it aside on the night stand and we continued to kiss and you reached...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    I love you and I miss you terribly .

    ., I wish you'd come and tell me goodbye.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    I wish you were here things are confusing to me

    and I cannot make sense of my own thoughts let alone anything else. I'm just chasing my dream day in and day out trying to move forward. I don't want to be practical or rational about it I just want to see you again. I know we had a good thing but the fire died quickly. Damn it...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme
    22-25, F
    Aug 9, 2015

    You're so amazingly cute.

    .. So tall... Your aggressiveness when kissing makes me weak in the knees. Your hair is so dark and thick, your chin is so distinguished... I love it when it's covered with dark stubble. Your height makes me feel so secure when I'm in your arms. I love the way it feels when you...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2015

    Long Ago Before The Dawn

    Sometimes it takes a devastating blow…for you to loose all that is precious to you…when you stand alone, alone to self-examine…just you and the mirror…before you are able to see clearly all that has been lost…then the spark...
    ichooselife ichooselife
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 30, 2009

    I think I'm going to start doing this more often

    as a way of coping with things...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    22-25
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

    Dear You, It's totally crazy.

    Completely and utterly insane. But dude, I miss you even when I'm talking to you. These days, our conversation topics have zoomed forward, then slowed and began their retrograde loops. Our favourite topics, music and video games and movies, have all been thoroughly brought out...
    thetitania thetitania
    18-21, F
    Feb 16, 2015

    Dear You, By now, you must have realised

    that I'm not the greatest conversationalist around, especially since there were more than a few awkward, dead-air silences in our latest Skype call. And while I would have loved to fill them up with some interesting anecdote or a bad pun, I couldn't. I'm not as interesting as...
    thetitania thetitania
    18-21, F
    Jan 27, 2015

    I don't remember who I was 6 months ago

    or who you remember me as. But, I have a terrible feeling that it's not who I am now.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 3

    I am so beyond damaged.

    These memories burn in my mind. Why couldn't he just confront the fact that he has hurt me? Having a girlfriend shouldn't make you not care about other people. I have been waiting for a phone call for 2 years. Will it ever come? never. There is a point when apologetic feelings...
    Redstrings Redstrings
    22-25, F
    Apr 19

    Future Self I am not there

    yet as you can tell because you reading this and reflecting on it with retrospective insight. I had a dream last night my first love called me and I had nothing to say him. My dismissive tone and sardonic tone was liberating. I'm on the bus planning to walk down and catch the...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme
    22-25, F
    Aug 7, 2015

    I miss you.... I wish we had tried.

    .. I wish you didn't take my lead... I wish you had fought to keep me.... I wish you had told me how you felt... I wish I hadn't told you that I'm moving... I kind of wish we never met... What was the point when we both knew that I was going to be moving in less than a month from...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 14, 2015

    I wear boys shirts and ties I dye my hair I cut

    it I curl it I straighten it I go out, without you I don't have to wait after class I go entire days without checking my phone I don't need your verification I do things without telling anyone I don't feel guilty for how much I practice trumpet I go to concerts I'm taking a...
    BroguesAndJeans BroguesAndJeans
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2015

    I'm counting down the days

    until I meet you. I'm really looking forward to hanging out with you and getting over my fear of dancing with you. I'm a Taurus and I need someone who can lean on me. Maybe I can pull the thorns out of this Lion's paw this winter. I'm seriously looking forward to seeing her...
    Lilyhammer420 Lilyhammer420
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2015

    A Letter Of Pain

    Thus letter can never be sent by me. It'd leave me in too vulnerable of a position and the guy it's for.. Im almost sure e'd deem it overdramatic on the spot. Maybe it is. Maybe I'm a drama queen. It doesn't make this letter or how I felt over the days I wrote it any less true. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 15, 2012

    You asked me how I felt.

    ... I didn't know... I told you I felt nervous about moving at that point. I asked you how you felt and you told me you didn't know. I should of told you that I felt hurt... Very hurt that you didn't want to come see me before I left.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    I don't know how long it's been

    since I last saw you.... I do remember you were distracted. I was freaking out about having to go get the morning after pill. You had to hurry off to class. You called me later and we talked and you helped to ease my mind. (Ha... Just now I realized that you told me you'd pay me...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2015

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    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme
    22-25, F
    Aug 6, 2015

    To my guy: I don't regret this morning.

    ... You coming inside me... Me freaking out. It's what I had asked for...it's what I wanted. It was so nice to feel you inside me all day. It's what I needed. The distance bothered me... How you seemed distracted, thank you for listening to me about that. I was deprived of sleep...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    You were my favorite,

    yet. Of all the lovers I had I liked you the best. I loved every inch of your being.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2015
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