Doesn't matter that you're not here,
I forgive all the silences.
I want you,
I don't care,
I know you'll disappoint,
I'm a willing captive,
There's no point.
I want you,
Need to hold you in my arms,
Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath,
Need you inside...
I said little prayers.
It's a sad throb in my heart,
I wish we had another start.
Your memories last long,
I always forget you're gone.
You said you would stand by me,
I wish that was true to see.
Heaven seems far away today,
Those words were so easy for you to say.
Each day is...
Which makes it harder to rocket ship away,
as they say I have no fuel.
No mutual, moral handshake or arm to guard you from slipping,
Tarnished self respect pushes yours off the stool.
And before you know it, you're wavering by your own neck.
Drinking nights incognito...
with eyes that plead "stay a while"
Elegant fingers that grope your heart
Sharp little teeth to rip you apart
Her soul, her life was like braided rope
This was my reality, it took all my strength to cope
And down the long and silent street we went
Her heart blossomed as mine...
seems the place to be
This ways a ways away
Sucked of blood
Take me to the landfill
Get down on one knee
Sorry dear it's ever clear
Only way to know
That you belong with me.
Or I. Belong to you
Or we belong.
i stare at the sky.
i just want to fly.
why am i here?
while the end is near.
i hear a scream.
am i in a dream?
my dear old friend,
dead in the end,
leaving me alone behind,
while i am blind.
all of my kin
burned for their sin.
i fall and hopelessly lay
there appeared a ray.
Noone to talk tonothing to dowhy am I hereand why aren't you?Nothing to live fornoone who careswhy shall I struggleand how many years? I really don't get ithow can it bethe world has gone crazyor is it just me?
something so ****** up about the 'ever creeping, but never confident enough in a million years to ever rear its head' presence of suicide at the back of my mind. My life revolves around the torturing of myself to try and gain some self fulfillment, quite ironic isn't it...
I wish you LOVE for 2 - 0 - 1 - 3
True love the kind we all want it to be
If we keep open heart (and eye)
Love will never pass us by
I wish you LOVE for 2 - 0 - 1 - 3 !I wish you JOY in 2 - 0 - 1 - 3
Happiness & Joy to you from me
If we are happy every day
joy will help us...
I've written many many poems. Since I was 8-9 I've loved writing them but of course they've changed through time and matured.
Poems is one of my best way to express my feelings or my ideas of a story or something.
selling love in a store
Is your aim ?
congrats you won the score
but dont be glad its a shame
You block your feelings with a door
Oh boy i think you're insane
you seem so proud .. oh what a glore
I wonder if you ever used your brain
You're sick you're pathetic and...
I have this wanting in my heart and confusion in my mind.
The words I’ve left unspoken haunt me all the time.
There are nights I wake crying when I wish that you were near.
To hold me in your arms and kiss away this tear.
Right now my heart is deep...
Everything I've known
Everyone I know
Is growing wings and flying far away
I'm the one in the back
The one who doesn't belong
Tears are like acid
They sting as they fall down my face
The air causes me to choke
I'm all alone
And that's all I'll ever be
IT'S RAINING LOVE ~ Yes Love is all aroundIt's raining Love ~ every sight and every soundFeel the Love fall sweetly to the groundI love it when it's raining Love !It's raining Love ~ it's there for all to seeIt's raining Love ~ it's there for you and meLove is the essence of this...
That the world cannot see.
Holding in filament,
In the dark, incandescent.
How mellifluous is the murmur,
That makes you enrapture.
Every touch making us stronger,
Every breath, ,makes me live.
A soothing song,
That puts me to sleep.
He will save her as I become a memory.
I took the path of a villain, dark,and cold.
He was the one that took the light.
I became evil in my own self pity, as he grew to the top.
I began to find others like me bitter, because they to had to let go.
She was so...
all it really wanted is to sing
It mutes cowardly in the background
When eyes meet and a paradise bloomed
They would instantly turn away
To turn to something ugly
When fingers typed go away on facebook,
But thinking messenger is a different world,
Stupid fingers found...
You were there for me so many times
in my darkest days.
But when you had your hill to climb
I slumbered in a haze.
Had I awakened to your need,
Brought a smile to your lips,
You would have known my love for you
Your tension from you slips.
And so you...
I wrote this when I was 17. I wasn't in the best of states. I had been cutting a week. But soon after I wrote this I got over my life and pulled my-self back together.
The wind combs my hair, the silk of the breeze so smooth.
The sparkles in the night sky, they shine so bright...
and sailed into the mist Blue eyes fixed on grey horizonswith nothing, save one last departing kiss, a smileAnd a pirate captain to set her sail,She left me stranded, ticketless,For I could not afford the fare.So I remained, washed, like driftwood,thereUpon that barren...
Whats the use of a heart
When your heart gets broken
Whats the use of breath
When you leave me Breathless
Whats the use of a soul
When your soul gets stolen
Whats the use of Speech
When you never Speak to me
Whats the point of Feelings
When someone disliked you for them
Every time, all day, all night
All I’m doing is to fight
I’m currently thinking of you
Thinking how can we make this true
I never thought that I’ll feel this
Towards you, feeling such a great bliss
Having you all the time in my side
Can make me survive a big wave and a...
So yeah, I'm really glad on how far we've come. But before you shake your head in dismay, I completely understand what you think I'm asking.. No, I won't be repeating what I said in September.
The thing I've most enjoyed about the relationship between the two of...
the home of Democracy
mecca of fashionVENICE Italian gem
gondolas and glass blowers
love is in the airORIENTAL River
all human life is there
and all human loveSPELLO so Italian
Umbrian charm so early
Saturday morningPARIS Rainy day
early morning there's no...
if the desire to be a liar burned heavy on my tongue. Your romanticism makes me sick. You're a corner beggar of love holding a gun to your lonely heart. I haven't got a cent to give you. The past can console it's own & keep every tear you've cried. 💙
crowd I'm mingling
when I heard a silent whisper
that said that I would miss her
so I turned my head around
and my heartbeat took a bound.
Then I looked into her eyes
and I came to realise
that just a simple flirt,
my wink, her twirling skirt,
is all that we require
feel like losing myself again
to drive into forgetfulness
back to thoughts, feelings, where i did'nt really care
I am now borded, i feel like coming back to a memory
i would like to loose myself again
Rain rain come this way
I need you to fall on me today
Color the skies a beautiful gray
Fragrance the earth with my dismay
Let lightening dance in the sky
& thunder roll against the tide
I need to wash away this pain within
Its creepin beneath my own skin
Let your waters seep...
I flash back and see
Of a girl crying in a corner,
wishing they didn't scorn her.
Breaking down inside,
looking for a place to hide.
Of a girl always looking down,
averting shameful eyes from their frown.
She's all alone,
without a home...?
Of a girl filled with...
so i wrote this poem long back ! just sharing with you all :
with lakhs of people travelling
and thousands of passing by
i found myself in the midst
just gazing at the sky
for i need to choose
which road to travel by
making decision was not so hard previously
but this time it...
Once the North wind made love with the seaand a tiny little wave soon came to beFather Wind would guide him as he grewHis Mother was the sea he traveled throughand as they brought him closer to the shoreeach day he would grow a little moreand safe within the arms of Mother SeaHe...
and see you there..
you just silence no voice,no talk,no speak..
I am wake up everyday just to know you..
days after days,years after years i am feeling upset..
You never there...
You even never exist..
no matters how much my hope i am just losing..
i want to run,..
The new day wraps herveyes as a blindfold.
Her bed of flowers still remains in her head
where she and her reflection crush them.
She walks with a curse in her lips
and a bag full of noise on her back.
Her way to the top is paved with victims
and dogs that bite with lead eyes...
i could get lost in your eyes, like i could get lost in a maze
Minutes would be hours and hours would be days
I love the way you smile cause it makes your cheeks look so cute
If i had a remote control,i would listen to you all day and put the world on mute
If this love is a race...
people say im crazy. people say im insane. people say im perverted. but i say whos to blame. crazy trying to fit in.no one taking the blame. obeying a perverted government. now thats insane. politicians take the bribe. hypocrisy in the breeze. priest with young boys. its a...
Fall is creeping into my soul. The light is fading this I know and when winter comes I know i'll be alone.
Turning the pages my mind is drawn to you. What memories we could have made and pages we could have turned. Though the lights are dimmed now, my heart stills knows what...
If all we had were memories,
…of the quite times in each other’s arms.
Feeling calm, lifted, warm and floating,
…would you know I was thinking of you?
If all we had were feelings,
...tilting our heads forward to brush cheeks.
Feeling like two melting into one,
nectar and wine.
For the sweet touch of your hands, legs and hips on mine.
There are many grapes on the vine.
If I correctly read the signs,
I can leave the sour ones behind
And live a life that I design.
will you despair,
Is your heart a hardened stone will you care when your alone,
Life is hard there is no doubt but that's no reason to scream and shout,
The things you do the things you say affect me every single day,
I do my best I really try, I sit alone at night and cry,
my heart;And she, with gentle hands, caressedTo soothe the passion I possessed;That Rampant beast that tore my chest apart Devouring all my sanity.That will never again sink its claws in me.She taught me that from the start.And, although she's the best friend I'll ever find...
that’s sleeping under my skin
Can you feel my pain...just like yours
I laugh like i'm crazy
I smile like i couldn't be happier
I scream and dance like today is the last day
You never notice my scars and shadow
'Coz i don't show them
Take my hands
take a walk bit...
Glass walls, tile floor
Dark garden, iron gate
I can't take this ANYMORE!
Level headed, born in hate
Getting closer is drifting further
se7en gets their crazy 8's
Lost before. Now an Extravert
Step inside. Close the gate
Spill the blood, and pour a glass
new blog. One which I hope will be around for many more years to come.
Thank you all for your support, and for being a member of LegStyle! I have been working on making a few changes / improvements the past few days, and things are finally starting to come together...
I feel... happy that you are always waiting for me,
On the other side of the computer screen..
I feel... delighted when you say to me,
''hi, how are you? I am now free"
"lets chat till you fall asleep ,
i'll help you count all those sheep "....
But that's all about how I feel...