nectar and wine.
For the sweet touch of your hands, legs and hips on mine.
There are many grapes on the vine.
If I correctly read the signs,
I can leave the sour ones behind
And live a life that I design.
Which makes it harder to rocket ship away,
as they say I have no fuel.
No mutual, moral handshake or arm to guard you from slipping,
Tarnished self respect pushes yours off the stool.
And before you know it, you're wavering by your own neck.
Drinking nights incognito...
so i wrote this poem long back ! just sharing with you all :
with lakhs of people travelling
and thousands of passing by
i found myself in the midst
just gazing at the sky
for i need to choose
which road to travel by
making decision was not so hard previously
but this time it...
Fall is creeping into my soul. The light is fading this I know and when winter comes I know i'll be alone.
Turning the pages my mind is drawn to you. What memories we could have made and pages we could have turned. Though the lights are dimmed now, my heart stills knows what...
Doesn't matter that you're not here,
I forgive all the silences.
I want you,
I don't care,
I know you'll disappoint,
I'm a willing captive,
There's no point.
I want you,
Need to hold you in my arms,
Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath,
Need you inside...
I mean yeah, sigh and laugh at the irony I squeezed in there. She doesn't have any reason to indirectly kill me.. And I'm really hoping you don't pick up any subtleties of remorse in that last line. But I seem to be prepositioning myself before the words can come out faster than...
Once the North wind made love with the seaand a tiny little wave soon came to beFather Wind would guide him as he grewHis Mother was the sea he traveled throughand as they brought him closer to the shoreeach day he would grow a little moreand safe within the arms of Mother SeaHe...
Noone to talk tonothing to dowhy am I hereand why aren't you?Nothing to live fornoone who careswhy shall I struggleand how many years? I really don't get ithow can it bethe world has gone crazyor is it just me?
For the silver dagger can only take his life
Upon the moonlit grass
Eyes glazed a blinding red
His fur is stained crimson
Or so the elders said.
The hunter, the human, the pure
He sharpens his silver dagger
Into the night he goes
Fear bursting evermore
I have this wanting in my heart and confusion in my mind.
The words I’ve left unspoken haunt me all the time.
There are nights I wake crying when I wish that you were near.
To hold me in your arms and kiss away this tear.
Right now my heart is deep...
I wish you LOVE for 2 - 0 - 1 - 3
True love the kind we all want it to be
If we keep open heart (and eye)
Love will never pass us by
I wish you LOVE for 2 - 0 - 1 - 3 !I wish you JOY in 2 - 0 - 1 - 3
Happiness & Joy to you from me
If we are happy every day
joy will help us...
Whats the use of a heart
When your heart gets broken
Whats the use of breath
When you leave me Breathless
Whats the use of a soul
When your soul gets stolen
Whats the use of Speech
When you never Speak to me
Whats the point of Feelings
When someone disliked you for them
I feel... happy that you are always waiting for me,
On the other side of the computer screen..
I feel... delighted when you say to me,
''hi, how are you? I am now free"
"lets chat till you fall asleep ,
i'll help you count all those sheep "....
But that's all about how I feel...
through my throat
I reach out to anyone
But They don't see my doubt
I can't live with this
The pain travels from my heart
Playing hide and seek with
All the things that tear me apart
Turned to all the things I shouldn't
Abused the substance that I thought could...
Can’t go Can’t let anyone know Stuck here Out of air Almost drowning in despair Hopeless Useless Hiding away in the darkness Broken Beyond repair Longing for some fresh air Why must I always fall Just another brick in the wall Sad eyes Broken heart Always has to...
Every time, all day, all night
All I’m doing is to fight
I’m currently thinking of you
Thinking how can we make this true
I never thought that I’ll feel this
Towards you, feeling such a great bliss
Having you all the time in my side
Can make me survive a big wave and a...
Oh my God, I never knewhow much pain a soul could go throughor a body for that matterAll my life I have been sickand I'm getting so tired of itso tired that I just want to sleep foreverWhen every day is a struggle, a fightit gets harder and harder to see a lightat the end of the...
if the desire to be a liar burned heavy on my tongue. Your romanticism makes me sick. You're a corner beggar of love holding a gun to your lonely heart. I haven't got a cent to give you. The past can console it's own & keep every tear you've cried. 💙
If all we had were memories,
…of the quite times in each other’s arms.
Feeling calm, lifted, warm and floating,
…would you know I was thinking of you?
If all we had were feelings,
...tilting our heads forward to brush cheeks.
Feeling like two melting into one,
I said little prayers.
It's a sad throb in my heart,
I wish we had another start.
Your memories last long,
I always forget you're gone.
You said you would stand by me,
I wish that was true to see.
Heaven seems far away today,
Those words were so easy for you to say.
Each day is...
I wrote this when I was 17. I wasn't in the best of states. I had been cutting a week. But soon after I wrote this I got over my life and pulled my-self back together.
The wind combs my hair, the silk of the breeze so smooth.
The sparkles in the night sky, they shine so bright...
I flash back and see
Of a girl crying in a corner,
wishing they didn't scorn her.
Breaking down inside,
looking for a place to hide.
Of a girl always looking down,
averting shameful eyes from their frown.
She's all alone,
without a home...?
Of a girl filled with...
So yeah, I'm really glad on how far we've come. But before you shake your head in dismay, I completely understand what you think I'm asking.. No, I won't be repeating what I said in September.
The thing I've most enjoyed about the relationship between the two of...
a harmless mask,
but wait some things can be quick
to turn into a disagreeable task.
You better watch your back
because some secrets
could lead to an anxiety attack
where you're left crouching in the forest.
you have a weakness.
There's no more...
all it really wanted is to sing
It mutes cowardly in the background
When eyes meet and a paradise bloomed
They would instantly turn away
To turn to something ugly
When fingers typed go away on facebook,
But thinking messenger is a different world,
Stupid fingers found...
He will save her as I become a memory.
I took the path of a villain, dark,and cold.
He was the one that took the light.
I became evil in my own self pity, as he grew to the top.
I began to find others like me bitter, because they to had to let go.
She was so...
Rain rain come this way
I need you to fall on me today
Color the skies a beautiful gray
Fragrance the earth with my dismay
Let lightening dance in the sky
& thunder roll against the tide
I need to wash away this pain within
Its creepin beneath my own skin
Let your waters seep...
will you despair,
Is your heart a hardened stone will you care when your alone,
Life is hard there is no doubt but that's no reason to scream and shout,
The things you do the things you say affect me every single day,
I do my best I really try, I sit alone at night and cry,
Or anything at all.
Anything that is sharp.
It will do the job just right.
And a part of it.
To do it;
Chop it down.
As hard as possible.
And don't wince at all.
Blood will run away.
There will be no pain.
Because it comes so fast.
You barely notice it there.
people say im crazy. people say im insane. people say im perverted. but i say whos to blame. crazy trying to fit in.no one taking the blame. obeying a perverted government. now thats insane. politicians take the bribe. hypocrisy in the breeze. priest with young boys. its a...
You were there for me so many times
in my darkest days.
But when you had your hill to climb
I slumbered in a haze.
Had I awakened to your need,
Brought a smile to your lips,
You would have known my love for you
Your tension from you slips.
And so you...
i stare at the sky.
i just want to fly.
why am i here?
while the end is near.
i hear a scream.
am i in a dream?
my dear old friend,
dead in the end,
leaving me alone behind,
while i am blind.
all of my kin
burned for their sin.
i fall and hopelessly lay
there appeared a ray.
crowd I'm mingling
when I heard a silent whisper
that said that I would miss her
so I turned my head around
and my heartbeat took a bound.
Then I looked into her eyes
and I came to realise
that just a simple flirt,
my wink, her twirling skirt,
is all that we require
Glass walls, tile floor
Dark garden, iron gate
I can't take this ANYMORE!
Level headed, born in hate
Getting closer is drifting further
se7en gets their crazy 8's
Lost before. Now an Extravert
Step inside. Close the gate
Spill the blood, and pour a glass
Our Eyes stare no more
They have nothing left to see
There are no more hopes
There are no more dreams
Lives sucked away as quickly as they came to be
Promises, expectations, abilities and accomplishments
All washed away with a few deadly drops
To create such beauty and unity
What's so different I wunder;
Ye forgive or ye forget,
Perhaps better does thine mind interpret;
Myriad of scintillating moments, or mind-bending dreams,
How do ye know they are but part of nearly unconscious stream ?
Beauty thou proclaim being, ethereal,
Has ye ever wunder, it...
new blog. One which I hope will be around for many more years to come.
Thank you all for your support, and for being a member of LegStyle! I have been working on making a few changes / improvements the past few days, and things are finally starting to come together...
and I float away,
off in dream land.
I dream of the most wonderful,
all kinds of things,
I will dream off.
even if they won't
ever be coming true,
I still dream
Sometimes these dreams,
they hurt because
I know they will...
IT'S RAINING LOVE ~ Yes Love is all aroundIt's raining Love ~ every sight and every soundFeel the Love fall sweetly to the groundI love it when it's raining Love !It's raining Love ~ it's there for all to seeIt's raining Love ~ it's there for you and meLove is the essence of this...
Everything I've known
Everyone I know
Is growing wings and flying far away
I'm the one in the back
The one who doesn't belong
Tears are like acid
They sting as they fall down my face
The air causes me to choke
I'm all alone
And that's all I'll ever be