does it feel good
do you not see that a word hits harder
what do you gain,
to see the one you supposedly love in pain
are you any more a man
just because you don't raise a hand.
do you not see the woman
you have turned into a little girl again.
do you think you...
feel like losing myself again
to drive into forgetfulness
back to thoughts, feelings, where i did'nt really care
I am now borded, i feel like coming back to a memory
i would like to loose myself again
I've written many many poems. Since I was 8-9 I've loved writing them but of course they've changed through time and matured.
Poems is one of my best way to express my feelings or my ideas of a story or something.
me reckons who s keen who s been
Just go to the fridge get yaself a ridgey didge can or bottle down ya neck full throttle
Get in ya chair or stand I don't care as long as you share it's only fair
Drink one drink two it's up to you but don't bloody drive keep yaself alive
either here or there?
Does it pollute my air?
Or is it maybe unfair?
What does it matter to me?
Should I just let it be?
Is it a weight worth moving?
Is it a matter worth solving?
Can I get on with my day?
Or is it too much in the way?
Could I possibly get...
where your secrets lay, let me listen to the words you say.
Poem oh poem why do words die? Do they lose meaning or just fade in time?
Poem oh poem please let me know, that the day I shake the reaper's hand, your secret is mine to know.
the external world.
But wherever i went,
I carried it with me, inside its curled.
Wanna run away from my being, for who I am,
Wanna run cause I am hurtful, as who I am.
I gave pains, i received some,
Dont know if they still have scars, but i still have the lump.
Lump isn't of...
Against teenage angst
And my birth rights
Your a villain in my kingdom of soul
You blasphemed my poems and bond with its pull
Your daughter. Sweet flower was I.
You drowned me in your tears.
And my petals did die.
My emotions are bottles on the shelf
Made stronger with...
stabbing fake supposedly a friend?
No use for liars
No use for my foe...
(Getting tired writing this but I'll keep going)
Manipulated me left me in tears
Took all my secrets & blackmailed my fears
Fake hugs, fake laughs & fakes smiles
Comfort me, enjoying hearing my...
Glass walls, tile floor
Dark garden, iron gate
I can't take this ANYMORE!
Level headed, born in hate
Getting closer is drifting further
se7en gets their crazy 8's
Lost before. Now an Extravert
Step inside. Close the gate
Spill the blood, and pour a glass
Our Eyes stare no more
They have nothing left to see
There are no more hopes
There are no more dreams
Lives sucked away as quickly as they came to be
Promises, expectations, abilities and accomplishments
All washed away with a few deadly drops
To create such beauty and unity
You were there for me so many times
in my darkest days.
But when you had your hill to climb
I slumbered in a haze.
Had I awakened to your need,
Brought a smile to your lips,
You would have known my love for you
Your tension from you slips.
And so you...
Every time, all day, all night
All I’m doing is to fight
I’m currently thinking of you
Thinking how can we make this true
I never thought that I’ll feel this
Towards you, feeling such a great bliss
Having you all the time in my side
Can make me survive a big wave and a...
Some take whatever steps will work
Some will never make a move,
and will hope or pray that they'll find love.
Some will pounce, others prey
Taking advantage of what they may
Some steer straight while others swerve
Getting more or less than they deserve...
will you despair,
Is your heart a hardened stone will you care when your alone,
Life is hard there is no doubt but that's no reason to scream and shout,
The things you do the things you say affect me every single day,
I do my best I really try, I sit alone at night and cry,
I flash back and see
Of a girl crying in a corner,
wishing they didn't scorn her.
Breaking down inside,
looking for a place to hide.
Of a girl always looking down,
averting shameful eyes from their frown.
She's all alone,
without a home...?
Of a girl filled with...
shiningPain in my headwhile lying in bedThinking of youteasing my mindAs the sun slowly declinesFor a dropA tear maybeFalls against my window paneOne after Onethey start to callBut slowly my lovedeceives them allFor you,I was born so calmly and plainAs I washed on a shoreto ease...
But it's not your heart
I am targeting
It's something saucier and softer
And as you feel my shaft
find it's mark
Almost piercing you through
right to my fletchings...
A smile escapes your sighing lips
And I string another...
i stare at the sky.
i just want to fly.
why am i here?
while the end is near.
i hear a scream.
am i in a dream?
my dear old friend,
dead in the end,
leaving me alone behind,
while i am blind.
all of my kin
burned for their sin.
i fall and hopelessly lay
there appeared a ray.
be who you want to be
Cause I know in time you'll see
The things that you want to say
The games that you want to play
That only time will tell
And I know
How that story goes
Yes I know, I know, I know
How that story goes
Cause I wrote the book, my love
Every line and hook...
when life seems so perfect
Where the happiness never seems to end
Where every dream and hope seems possible
The guy who I can picture spending the rest of my life with
This guy who means the world
The guy who is more important to me than I am to myself
Feeling lost without this...
sheltering you from the storm. My warmth fades away the pain of the withered night. For I am the castle that made you a sinful promise. To which was broken down, starting from the base to the peak. Until there was nothing left but the remaining mark of loss. Yes, I failed you...
I have this wanting in my heart and confusion in my mind.
The words I’ve left unspoken haunt me all the time.
There are nights I wake crying when I wish that you were near.
To hold me in your arms and kiss away this tear.
Right now my heart is deep...
Noone to talk tonothing to dowhy am I hereand why aren't you?Nothing to live fornoone who careswhy shall I struggleand how many years? I really don't get ithow can it bethe world has gone crazyor is it just me?
I feel... happy that you are always waiting for me,
On the other side of the computer screen..
I feel... delighted when you say to me,
''hi, how are you? I am now free"
"lets chat till you fall asleep ,
i'll help you count all those sheep "....
But that's all about how I feel...
They do have a side
That no one bothers to know
Gentle as the flutter of a butterfly
Relaxed as a turtle in its shell
Soaking in the sun, like a plant
Teeth sharp as knifes
But ignoring the deers if they were nothing but atoms
Fluffy like the tail of a bunny...
Whats the use of a heart
When your heart gets broken
Whats the use of breath
When you leave me Breathless
Whats the use of a soul
When your soul gets stolen
Whats the use of Speech
When you never Speak to me
Whats the point of Feelings
When someone disliked you for them
To avoid another painful fall.
I look at my room one last time,
Who knew I'd commit such a crime.
I close my eyes, and fade away,
It's not a place I chose to stay.
My pulse, quietly starts to fade,
I didn't die from rope nor blade.
These pills they chose my fate,
And you came...
people say im crazy. people say im insane. people say im perverted. but i say whos to blame. crazy trying to fit in.no one taking the blame. obeying a perverted government. now thats insane. politicians take the bribe. hypocrisy in the breeze. priest with young boys. its a...
If all we had were memories,
…of the quite times in each other’s arms.
Feeling calm, lifted, warm and floating,
…would you know I was thinking of you?
If all we had were feelings,
...tilting our heads forward to brush cheeks.
Feeling like two melting into one,
Prepare to launch
Hungry for burgers
Order me some fries I'm sweaty
Juicy fat greasy
Had enough boogers
Toxic stuff my hearts breaking
25 years free burgers
Cruse you McDonalds
I regret those favors
You ruined me
I wrote this when I was 17. I wasn't in the best of states. I had been cutting a week. But soon after I wrote this I got over my life and pulled my-self back together.
The wind combs my hair, the silk of the breeze so smooth.
The sparkles in the night sky, they shine so bright...
of every other.
Sometimes in my life he visits me and I wave at him.
He waves back and goes away. I like to keep it for a while in this way.
Because we both know that the day we shake hands, I end my life's dance
for any current
i survey my domain
any gust will adjust
any swell, any pulse
what am i?
I dip, I swirl
for fun and hunger
for teaching moments
no animal I've ever met
has ever felt sorry for itself
they just are.
IT'S RAINING LOVE ~ Yes Love is all aroundIt's raining Love ~ every sight and every soundFeel the Love fall sweetly to the groundI love it when it's raining Love !It's raining Love ~ it's there for all to seeIt's raining Love ~ it's there for you and meLove is the essence of this...
Can’t go Can’t let anyone know Stuck here Out of air Almost drowning in despair Hopeless Useless Hiding away in the darkness Broken Beyond repair Longing for some fresh air Why must I always fall Just another brick in the wall Sad eyes Broken heart Always has to...
when i finally spoke the tears just fell without control
It was only for a second.
I just remember letting the words go to a person i trusted even if i wasn't sure of what was next to come. But when i spoke to her it broke and i just told the people i wanted. I still hold a...
Once the North wind made love with the seaand a tiny little wave soon came to beFather Wind would guide him as he grewHis Mother was the sea he traveled throughand as they brought him closer to the shoreeach day he would grow a little moreand safe within the arms of Mother SeaHe...
i could get lost in your eyes, like i could get lost in a maze
Minutes would be hours and hours would be days
I love the way you smile cause it makes your cheeks look so cute
If i had a remote control,i would listen to you all day and put the world on mute
If this love is a race...
disabled him inside
The pain from the men he lost
So strong he never cried
Motivated by the love for his country
He's full of pride
He had no right to live in this century
His soul lost in the early days of the war that went world wide
His passion for war remains the same...