Ugh, I am disgusted with you. Ugh, I am disgusted with you. You always have a attitude. You always actin' weird. You don't speak your mind and you always be actin' shy. You always actin' mean and you hate everyone. Why? You caged bird! You don't never talk!!
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
less guessing, a ballad to generalize. Less empty. I need a pickup me up, nothing, once plenty. Nothing to see now, something mess left me. Now I let the silent dress me for no pride and less envy and escape from light and let nothing in me and open for answers to only remain...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
and a deep sorrow in my bones at the mere thought of losing him. I desperately asked the universe what this feeling meant. She gently responded, “Oh my dear child, you are in love.”
— Alyssa Marie (Alyssasmusings on IG)
..fiending...like an addict.
I'd do anything just to be close to it again.
I'd trade anything just to feel it again.
My friends told me not to try it...they said curiosity killed the cat.
When I first took a hit of it...it took over my mind...everything that they said got pushed...
.. it is I ... by moiHome: Sleep Inside by LiliumDon't be frightened, it is IYou lay there prone,As you sleep inside,Breathing lowAnd air across the end of your spineFrom the open window.Free,The moon is upAnd your dreams deep and wide,Dont fret and sighIt will all be good in...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
moiMusic Gold by Novo AmorThey just keep coming,The signs of summer, leaves and grass,Green in a chlorophyll glory,The sun makes life possible.Heat and light and a dimension, to live,Like all the things you gave,CPR on this loneliness.And baked in the heat of a June evening,Heat...
because the former is a lot like the latter.
An innocent villain to the guilty victim
With these, the wise opinions of a mad hatter.
You were special, ironically leading the way,
abandoning normality and also me.
Vanishing from sight and as I'm left leader less
A center would ruin it.
Of every crack
Of every chip
Revealing its heart
From beneath the surface
There is no need for a center.
I would not belong.
The air is young.
The sun is fresh.
The clouds are new.
But the entire time
They've watched the cracks
And the entire time
rain for a months or more
I saw you in her smile,
while I was crying on the floor
Did I give up the liquor?
-- my love, every time you call...
They say I'm looking sicker,
they never knew me much at all.
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
til I met you
I had my suspicions and my biggest fear was that they were true
How far I'm willing to take it
Sometimes I'm scared that I won't make it
And the way I hurt you
You're the grass and I'm the frost just wanted to be loved but at what cost
Fight for a point that was...
now a ghost town
Old visions creep
There is no sound
I cannot sleep
This Too Shall Fade
It's time to lay in my bed
Since it's already been made
Inside, I feel so dead
You're so near, yet so far
Restlessness at its finest
This Too Shall Fade
One night there...
frightening dream that the moon was very huge right in front of me. Rising from the ground. I even seen the flag on the moon and the night just looked so surreal. Cows are flying around in chairs. Milk splash frozen in the air and the moon kept rising. It was bigger than my...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
May 10, 2012)
I see you in my sea food. I'm gonna eat you, oh you'll taste so good. I want you. I need you. I crave you. I watch you. I stare at you. I'm gonna pick you up and squeeze you and drop you in my mouth.
I see you in my sea food. I'm gonna eat you, oh you'll taste so...
it's the start of a new day, a glass is broken, no words are spoken, the man stands and strives, starring at the knives, the memory of you rests inside, they had only cried, the sorrow remains and the shadows strength gains, no light to be seen, wishing it was all just a dream...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
laughter and your smile?
How about that one look in your eyes
I've not seen in a while?
The way I feel around you?
The faint smell of your skin,?
Those moments spent beside you as
Love's embers burn within?
There is hope
It comes in surprising shapes.
The past is
A distant, fleeting, feeling
Buried and abandoned,
Cleansed of its burdens.
Where there is love,
There is healing
A garden of peace in the heart.
The present is
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
for low-grade happiness tonight
Narcotic of situation, not of choice
A semi-stranger on the other end
Without a face and without voice
I'd be moved to a state of semi-bliss
By the chance of his company
Typed word and mouth dumb
I'd beg for a morsel of...
long day of seeing nothing but clouds
with dancing free on my mind
with dancing itching my feet
i want joy
i want to feel the wind in my hair
but i got a long day here
in the hot weeds
wont you ease my headache
wont you ease my weary mind
tell me the news
tell me whats a...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
in fact, I feel no emotions for myself, nor for others. No empathy for them and no sympathy for the "devil". I see the roots beneath their every stem and yet I share with those who can only see what wilts above. A perennial masterpiece they create of flawed intricate design...
because you are no longer a part of it
My world will have a thousand more possibilities and options because you are not the center
But that doesn't matter right now
because I would rather be absolutely ******* miserable, and be with you
Then be alone
and thats the whole...
Stay locked in time in one moment, the beautiful shine, hold it and sit back proud. Cause look at me now. Every days a struggle to fight the ugliness that clings deep. It's stings to peak and see the hatred that rapes me and keeps me weak. The moments I let go and pass on flat...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...