No fear or shame instilled in me
Exploration of smiles and soft laughter
Bright lights and naps I wonder what's after
Discovering my feet they crawl and walk
My mouth unlimited it can actually talk
My hands move things more than ever before
Wanting to do so much...
and my blade
ill.start.with sum tiny ones
theyll heal in a day.
then ill cut deeper
following my veins
blood running free
selfish as i am
thimking of nothing
me and my razor
best friends we are
freeing the pain of another day
all this depression
i cant cope
this is why...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
working last night
turn the smoldering log
add the kindling
bring the embers up to fire
a history is developed
by living in the present
by reliving yesterday
dance to unseen
joys and sorrows
music from living life
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
In the dark harsh weather.
In the bracken and heather.
In the long howling night.
Their howl last up to the first light.
Their eyes as bright as lasers.
Their teeth as sharp as razors.
Fixing their prey with an icy glare,
Their body covered in warm hair...
They told me I take life too seriously, so I made them laugh.
They tried to say I had a learning disability,
I haven't had a B, in over 5 years, and I take advanced classes.
They said I couldn't sing, I play guitar, write my own music, (& sing) and I've been asked if I could be...
the night. As the
shadows descend and chaos rise,
let blood be spilt in the streets
as demons divide, let the black
blood drip and corrupt the living
souls of light. Make the poison
spread as death demands, let
hunters of old be anew in dark,
the flames of hell burn...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
It is listed at .99 but will be free for 5 days beginning Friday the 17th. I will renew that free offer as long as Amazon allows.The title is “Impressions In The Sand”.I write books because I want to, I write poetry because I have too.For those who do not have a...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
.. by moiMusic: Missing someone I've never seen... April RainMissing someone I’ve never seen,Missing eyes and the depth of her stareMissing the smell of her hair,Missing her gentle touch upon shoulders wide,Missing what could be in essenceThe ebbing and flowing of her tide...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
rise and fall with your breasts; as your heart pounds in your chest. Its gentle beats lulling me to rest. Your skin on my skin like a gentle caress. Your tresses wild and splayed all over my chest, no make up on is when you look best. I wanna lay with you forever and no less...
as you jump off
Knowing it will end your life
Looking around at your surroundings, to see the beautiful lights
You hear the wind rushing past your ears
Like angels, whispering you'll be fine
You feel the air hold your body as you fall more
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
Each time I sleep, my dreams
are filled with blood of
the innocence and dammed.
My sight clouded with shadows of
the past, I don’t know
where to turn, and I keep
running even though I’m going
to a cliff I can not
stop and I don’t know
who to ask...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
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Fumbling with their thoughts
A few fragments but distorted
What are those syllables, but
Nothing more than contorted
Still head held high
Feeling proud for not thinking
Narcissist at his finest
Who could not fathom blinking
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
longed for your touch
Where were you
I wanted to give up
You should've been there
To shelter my heart
From this world full of sin
Where do i begin
She gets beaten
And pushed around
He gets shoved
And kicked to the ground
A little life
Didn't even get to start
A stupid act
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
smile and face of stubble.
It's been hard, I can't find motion
Little hope and lost devotion.
I'm here in a silent state,
my pen is moving to explain my fate.
It's my doing this dreary mood,
I'll find solace in excess food.
Sadness of heart and mind,
Hope for love, hope for...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
Something simple about you,
About you I would like to know,
To know the secrets of your own,
Your own I will hold in place,
In place of pieces you've left behind,
Left behind the loneliness of your soul.
Your soul the darkness reveals,
Darkness reveals truth,