I watch them on TV.
I'm working out most every day and watching what I eat.
They tell me that it's good for me, but I don't even care.
I know that it's crazy.
I know that it's nowhere.
But there is no denying that,
it's hip to be square.
Gripping, gliding, exploding
milky magma screaming, begging to blame
pushing its way
into the summoning darkness
seeking the source of the impoverishment
collapsed flesh entombing
the inexorable melting result of collision
cracking into the vulnerable trust of want
playing in the leaves
that fall in Fall
from tress who don't care
to be ressurected
this time around :
hide your essence
between branches fallen
to land in the form of crosses;
under rocks, hiding
their drowning faces
in the puddles
of heaven's tears;
Shining and sparkling
Glow with brilliant light
Like crystal shards
Picking up the morning sun
Or glass fragments,
Pointed and edged
With various needles
Smooth and yet sharp
As steel sword blades
Polished and buffed
And yet with thin honed edged...
I'm beginning to believe...**
Oh, I am a holy fool
forsaken in this moment
of us. You are the angel
that this saintly (ha!)
and I would break these
to touch your skin
and die for sin.
There are harps
playing strings of sunlight
and nature screams...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
that caused me to relapse.
I fell into the rabbit hole
Digging myself deeper and deeper
To be treacherous was your only goal.
You seduced me with your lies of hope
Dangling the noose,
you tempted me with the rope.
The sweet nothings you whispered, in my ear
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
and I was captivated by the very mirage of you.
I once was told that something
too good to be true
Yet, I was captivated by
the very mirage
The very light of you;
a double rainbow;
a flashy array of deception
to the silver dollar eyes
that I could be anything
The "anything" I chose was nothing
I am wasted life and wasted intelligence
To all around me, I am a hindrance.
I take, never give; I hurt, never heal.
My toxic behavior reflects how I feel.
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
than the trails they use to leave for us as boy scouts
as the eyes of life
watch our stories unfold
how often do they see us play the fool
yet possess the king
how often do they feel our sorrow
and envy our ecstasy
do they smile at our happiness
In a cold sweat
And out of breath
The tight felling of panic in your chest?
Was it that dream with the monster
or was an unknown person chasing you?
Maybe it was the dream were your falling off a cliff that always seems to have a bottemless pit
But whatever the dream, we...
its been just over
two years, I remember this fear
polluting my eyes, I'm starting over.
Demon, you are gone from me,
I've outgrown you, lovely dead.
I need something new, for my
system has reached its end.
this world again trembles,
fire spits through this earth.
again I make...
though I sometimes write poetry, albeit poorly. I write what happens to be in, or pouring from, my heart and soul. This is for, to, and about, my best friend.
For you, Beanie Baby...I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you with every breath I breathe, until my last...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
I could stare at them all night,
And dream of a love that seems so right,
Maybe all my dreams will become reality tonight.
I see my future in the sky,
It's kinda cloudy and I wonder why,
But life seems perfect in your eyes,
You're so beautiful I could die.
It wasn't my fault.
I am your loss
I'll have greater gain.
Don't think you left me broken
For weeks and months and years
I'm going to bounce back
I'm going to prove you wrong.
You weren't ready
For a commitment like me
I was ready
You pretended like you were...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
To be a Black youth try being bullet proof
Not figuratively literally and that's the truth
Targeted by cops, media and racist
In neighborhoods, work, school of all places
Whether suited or hooded, sharp or sagging
The stereo types are stereo-type
In Dolbly it's...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
. I gotta warm up again..
Streaming across the sky—
That define curvatures beyond space.
Bring me to the light—
For I crave the knowledge
Tell me what it means,
Tell me what lies beyond the lights—
my eyes just above the fence stealing a peak at happiness
I see enough to quell my hunger
Enough to stop the grumbling of my stomach and fuel my imagination as I paint a picture of my own,one with me in it.
I see myself,over the fence laying on the ground
If I shut my eyes tight...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
but inside, the same always remaining.
Days pass by, weeks and months,
Nothing straightens my mind's labyrinth
I think, I read, and I concede,
I have no answer; I haven't what I need.
The minds of doctors, psychologists and others,
Cannot understand the child birthed from my...
It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
tangled roots of an old mountain pine….its trunk serves me well as a backrest as i look out over the cliff watching a mountain stream become a waterfall. To my right and coming from behind me, dropping some 70 feet below, the water twists and turns between time smoothed...
As newly fallen blood
That falls from a slice
Of skin cut wide open
As scales and stretched skin
Soar over the plains
Plains of cold ice
Millions of pieces
Of freezing white cold
Below is the snow,
Bleak and ice cold
Dead and starkly
Barren and ice smooth
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...