A gray cast was set in rigid permanence.
Though through it burst the occasional bit of light.
It was meant to block the sun and it’s glorious rays.
To remain, perhaps unto infinity.
Yet somehow, a peek of blue formed in the gray
Spreading outwards and changing...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
.. by moiMusic: Where the wild roses grow... EklipseIn late spring and summer half light,Searching on mountain sides,For the flower and thorn,Adapting it self to love and war,The push and pull of desire and passionAnd souls exposure to a dream,That never will be.There, eclipsed...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
2013) There was a time when the sky was Grey and there was no birds in the sky. I stayed inside and finished it. Them I fell into a deep sleep. I almost died. I miss that black train home. Woke up in a hospital. I was in a coma. Coma. I overdosed.
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
A hand to shield the sun
Hair in the wind
A song upon your lips.
You'll smile with the breeze
Bright light dancing in your glance
Yesterdays will fade away,
When I see you coming.
A smile will enchant your brow
Your pace will quicken
And so, my heart,
When I see you...
2012) Sneaky Kate. Sneaky Kate. Stealing cake (stealing cake) from the cake store for her twin daughters birthday, of course. She can't afford (can't afford) not even a dollar. She lost her job and now she steals (now she steals) and she burglarize (burglarize). Sneaky Kate...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
What? We can't hear you. Can you speak louder? Maybe not. Your voice is low and no one can't hear you. Your voice is low and no one can't understand you. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. I mean, we literally can't appreciate you. What? C'mon, girl! What's...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
November 30, 2012) I see a man standing in the rain. (You're tripping.) He is staring at us. (you're tripping.) He's starting to walk towards us. (You're tripping.) Oh ****, he's running towards us. (No, you're tripping) Oh ****, he just pulled out a gun (Are you tripping?) And...
and contemplate what lies past where my eyes can see? There I stand wondering what type of glorious life could be awaiting me. Perhaps a life of happiness, love, and glory. I know I'm destined for more and one day my aspirations will become my reality. If only there was some way...
made in numbers,
but alas my greatest conflict
is what the recluse encumbers.
With my heavy heart and pale skin
I am the lonely Introvert
and so I lock my mind away
to help protect my soul from hurt.
Could this be a depravity?
An immunity to myself,
with a cruel lack of...
and I want to write something that doesn't make any sense...
I write those depressing thoughts.
I AM those depressing thoughts.
Nay, it shows not on my skin - nor does it show through my eyes.
If looks could kill, I'd be as lethal as a blade of grass.
July 7, 2012) There's a chicken on my feet while I'm taking a wild love shower, now. It tickles my toes for a while. It hurts, so I ask my boyfriend does he have any coke? I felt more wild, screamin' n' playin' around like a child. Makes in the kool aid jacuzzi. Doing things I'd...
April 7, 2014) Are you ready for the beginning? When times will be spinning. Making you feel dizzy. Everyday you'll be sleepy. Monsters said that I can put battery acid in your eyes. You'll wake up blind. Do worry, you won't be fine. Sheep's will be counting your sleep. And that...
I would do it slowly so I can watch myself bleed. Bleed out the venomous blood from the pain ridden body of mine. So I can slowly dig the blade into my doings, and seep out the darkness cast upon me. If I could kill myself tonight, I would rifle my heart and my soul, purge out...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
2012) Its my birthday and there's nowhere to go. People always laugh at me because I only have one pair of shoes. Crying like a little boy in the restroom wanting and needing what I can't never seem to receive. Sore throat hurts real bad. Loneliness is my best friend. When I...
until you breathe fresh air
I can feel the earth growing
It's intoxicating but it hollows me out into a dampened deteriorating tree trunk
Without your weeds entangling my wrists I could finally climb down the vines cemented to the brick walls of the house we found love in and...
February 21, 2014) When I was sitting at the park, waiting for the bark. I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again. When I was sitting in the room playing with the broom, out the window I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again...
Back up a step
Take a deep breath
Love it when you hate me to death
The things I wish I had:
A powerful voice
A slender frame
A stage presence
And a "give no *****" attitude
Now everything doesn't seem like so much
Not tough enough
I bet it...
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
and heather that spans and litters the high slopes of a steep, well walked fantasy, two souls in restless passion lie, silent to the eavesdrop of reason...shy to it's leering sunken eye, two stray minds with rampant dreams and lustful thoughts, entwined on a blanket spread in...
.. James Vincent McMorrowI want to lift the lid for you to let the sun in.Let you bask in the heat and lightAnd stars at night,Let your soul be free,Just to see you fly,In all the glory of the coloursOf the background of the sky.That's all I want.Let it not be forgot.That's what...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
When I was just a lad,
I thought that life was really tough,
Although it wasn’t bad.
It seems so strange as I look back,
From the view that I have now.
I had tried to find my place in life,
But couldn’t figure how.
Things moved by so quick that I,
Could scarcely run...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
December 16, 2014) The carpet was plagued with hair and crumps that were left on the floor, days ago. The carpet moved towards me and grabbed my feet. It peeled off some of my rough brown akin and blood was oozing from within. Then the other corner of the floor was moving faster...
playground here tonight
I know about the war raging inside
Am I good enough? Can I do this? Should I?
What choices are still mine?
I know how scary this is, uncertain for sure
These stripes are more than scars without a cure
I know how they look at you
Forgive them their...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...