smile means nothing to me
Your words hate breeds
No love for no one to see
Your stale comatose
Your fiery desperate woes
Your dismantled figure
And your easy anger trigger
And right now my insults may hurt like fire
But there's one thing you don't know about me, and is that I am...
or what our parents wanted us to be
Straight walking church going hallelujah teens
We are the gay boys hidden in closets and addicted to ****
Mtv congregants who quote songs like bible verses as though within them our redemption lies
because it does
We are the lovers meeting on...
for my boyfriend. It is not yet revised so bare with me...
His touch sends my
goosebumps to war with my mind.
Dreams become reality in his embrace.
In his eyes blue jays fly.
They fly right to my heart, beating their wings to the tune of love.
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
I sat alone
And tried to think,
Of words so grand,
To put in ink.
The words came slow,
No cutesy rhymes,
No expressed desire.
No lover’s song,
No wrong to right.,
No erotic rhyme,
To fill the night.
I could not find...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
and love to write poetry ! this is a poem i wrote called sunrise
A twist of blood in the sky
A cascade of colours
Ready to die
The darkness begins to suffocate
It tries to struggle
Through the colours of hate
As the night turns
Into autumn leaves
I watch the...
that is left behind, left me running oh so dry, nothing left for me to hide, dark, beneath, and inside, everything I thought, everything I knew, nothing's left not even you. Now I'm gone you can't find the broken life I've left behind.
up thy heart so slain
Then beating drums could never hide
A joyous heart so opened wide
Shine forth your light on flowers small
That they may scale the highest wall
And blossom yet to show the way
To hidden hearts long gone astray
Unfurled, unbidden, may it grow
For what life...
silence eating away at the spaces between the walls
The ringing of the telephone in your mind, to remind you - no one call’s
The emergent emptiness that doesn’t make you forget being full
Reminding you that humans and love - make for a cocktail called ‘Cruel’
frozen as they die
how has our world come to this
how long will things be amiss
I've prayed and nothing seems to be
You hear but You do not answer me
how could You let things be this way
sometimes I feel You but You never seem to stay
looking inside for a clue
can't figure out...
after the war with two dogs and a hat with bristles at the tip
Two more come by with guns- marching and hollering out
My children are scared
Lucia and Lina, strange names for dogs of my land
But what is diversity to someone diverse?
Why do they shout? My bread is running low...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
Two performers in perfect harmony
And the duet begins
One melody vulnerable, one dependent
Passion radiating from their strings
Same movements, same breaths
Moving as one
Yet living as two
A sudden sound interrupts
Demanding to be heard
Ever since you entered my life I have always been sad and blue.
With your malicious plan you took all my friends away from me,
Now I have no one else but hatred for you in my heart beneath.
I promise to bring the magic in my life alive once again,
I will not let you...
don't know why
I was just myself
The one she said she wanted.
Rain come down pour down
I went to see her
I was like a kid in love
I kissed her hand like before
But this time she didn't feel it.
Rain come down pour down
We had made plans
We thought about a family
It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
and grey while I run on all fours chasing my prey , I love and care for every member of the pack ,sometimes I'm the wolf who lonely travels to unknown places knowing that it was curiosity that killed the cat
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
and I don't know if it's any good
I came again today
You must be getting tired
Of seeing me
I watch you smile like nothing's wrong
We laugh and joke
We talk for hours
And soon enough I'm told its time to leave.
I've come to see...
children used as human shields
"Look mommy there goes a plane"
Mothers trying to keep them sane
Ecstatic, excited, exposed in the air
Nobody said war had to be fair
The bombs fell, the children cried
The mothers wept and the daddies lied
"Everything is going to be fine"
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
I'd like to share it with you guys. (:
I'm so desperate to be free from me.
It is just not meant to be.
I cry all the time, even though I hardly show it - I have no other way to describe what I'm feeling, so I simply wrote it.
I'm sad with one or a crowd,
No matter whether it...
Sitting on his throne
Built on mountains
Made of manipulation.
He loves it there.
So very loyal
So eager to please him
As long as they get to share
In the royalty.
He loves being king,
Loves it enough to keep talking.
Drugs in his eyes
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
of a cliff, content, Happy even, and the next thing I know I jump or I am pushed. Doesn't really matter but now I am falling, full of anxiety and excitement. The the falling is slow, I learn to deal with it, but as soon as I hit bottom I start questioning everything, was I...
Before my eyes
Never will I be the same
Always will it follow me this shame
Because without you my darling
I am nothing
My heart belongs to you
Just as yours belongs to me
Whole is something I will never be
My soul is sad
I did something bad
Lover of mine
Oh my divine
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
Roses are black
Violets are grey
I shouldn't have eaten
At all today
She tends to purge
When her demons emerge
She wishes for death
Cuz there's nothing left
She remembers her past weight
She doesn't wanna see it again
Ana & Mia are...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
dreaming I know it.
For god's sake I ask you.
Who says the danger has passed?
I could kill you for this.
It's a filthy habit.
I'll have to make a confession
This is a surprise
We're destroying ourselves
You don't feel badly?
That's all in your mind. All of it.
How much strength it takes to pretend that you don't hurt me
I cover all my pain
All my hurt behind a smile
But all that pain comes out
In the dark when I am alone
It comes out when I have no one
It all comes out
I just lay there in surround by my hurt
By my pain...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...