since I saw you last,
And I almost have come to believe
That I'm no longer at the mercy of my pointless crush,
No longer my heart do I deceive.
I love you as a friend,
(I've been telling myself),
but that's as far as it goes.
I tell myself I am now immune
to that which caused...
that takes you whole. That clash of insanity that carries you to the edge of a cliff. It’s in those last few moments that you realize that this was your destiny. Being able to have freedom was never a part of it. There comes a time when you question everything. You try your...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
to the needs of others. It's hard to know, that all you can show, is a heart torn and twisted. Deep down inside, your soul slowly died, and was left in an eternal mist. So one day, you'll find the words to say, what's been hurting all these years.
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
The Burn reminds me
Life is dark,..
(One of many ways the
Jolly Monster made his
Pain ...A Cigarette Scented
(How it stains the Half-Dead
I feel judged by Laughing
They paint white walls with
since i last saw him
Years since i accost him last.
I used to give him my time,
my love and my heart.
Never once did he welcome,
did he even acknowledge me.
But that was years ago.
That was many moons ago.
Too many for my to count.
Too many for you to remember
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
Sometimes occasions come our way,
Inspiring memories good and bad.
The occasion that is now close at hand,
Brings me memories of my dad.
The things he taught me have stayed in place,
And have become a map for me to tread.
As he told me about the things in...
.. Slow SkiesSilver and gold lights on a mountain sideAll along the ridge in evening down,To purse a closer perspective,Reaching out to touch your crown.The closer the further,Peripheral vision over direct line of sight,Determining a vision by the surroundsAs real as any tangible...
it to my face
I wont let you see these tears
That i cry everyday
You destroy my confidence
You shout at me
You tell me you don't love me
You constantly make me weak
You break me everyday
Whe you lie to my face
I try to tell myself to be strong
But the pain wont go away
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
so ingrained it plagues all the nations
One concerning life and living
Which focuses not on taking
But on giving
We, the masters of this world
Are doomed to watch as it unfurls
Not out of punishment, not out of spite
But for the ignorance of what is right
when you were young,
And you never got to be.
So many things you never had,
And never got to see.
Even though protected as much we could,
You never had a chance.
To walk the halls with friends at school,
Or ever find romance.
You never smelled a flower,
Or watched a bird in...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
distracted by scenery and questions of life
my eyes stumble upon the one that one day
one day I hope becomes my wife.
Her eyes were two deep ponds
waiting for my soul to dive
so that there would be no other bonds
where my attention would thrive.
Dark brown locks of hair...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
No time to recover in between
Or time to climb up from the lows
But still I will power through
Fighting all the way to the end
Living, breathing, pure adrenaline
Yet staying as sweet as the morning dew
This is what I live for, to simply defend
Using whatever I can to...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
you might say, in turn weigh you down when negative or distraught, quotes
un-prodden never opened or moved, ones heart may beat thrice to tell if its you, your eyes give you away they say most precious of jewels when darknes comes kneeling afoot growling and groaning the...
Your hands on my body,
Your lips on my breasts,
My stomach and thighs.
Joy in my heart,
With loud happy sighs.
The thing that I crave
Is a kiss at my core.
You open me up,
And want to do more.
Inside I swell,
so wet and tight,
You move inside me
Talk like one too,
I am one, I know,
But you tell me I'm cool,
And knowing this pains me so,
When I **** up it's me who you'll sue,
I am a toxic person,
I've known my whole life,
I am a bomb ticking away,
And I know every day it worsens,
Though people insist they'll stay, they...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
that flower because at first glance the flower seemed like it was dead.but somehow i was fortunate enough to see that the flower just needed to be watered.so i watered the flower.until it became vibrant and lively again. all the people in town started to talk about that...
Onlyhttp://youtu.be/1tQEpMJM-o8Returning in a car from a day of adventure,An Odyssey with blue skiesAnd white cloudsCotton-balling their way in every selfie,Pluralising pictures,Three is not a crowd,With a cloud the perspective grows,The floor would becomeThe horizontal wardrobe...
I'm trapped between pages and underneath words. your beauty, your love, your warmth is a breath of fresh air to my lungs. It breathes new life into a story so cold and bitter. One that thought it was nearing it's end. Every part of me, every ounce of strength and love belongs to...