blankets ascend off of my quivering structure dotted with my perspiration
the vortex my sheets formed on my bed frame
Looked like a work of art
And it occurred to me in such an intense surge
That I've never felt to such a degree
Which was a chilling experience itself
My thoughts have centered on you.
Just like yesterday which has faded away
My thoughts begin each day anew.
I not only begin each day with you on my mind,
But I keep ending them that way as well.
The place inside my heart keeps filling with warmth,
As I make a permanent...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
old friend, now
tell me why you failed, how
you came so close, yet
you have yet to see my end.
At my throat did your blade set
already digging into my flesh
you had me, you saw me fold,
so why, my Demon, did you fail?
Demon, were you weak, afraid?
What thoughts raced in your...
but I love poetry. It's one of the few forms of writing that I enjoy writing over reading. I used to do it as a kid, write out little rhymes here and there.
Then I started self harming.
Poetry became something more I guess. I write them now whenever I feel overwhelmed with...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
our smiles were renewed and you began to show me the pain that you covered
Again and again,
I heard you reaching when I was gone.
It all started to fade while I ran because
It seems something went wrong.
I'd do anything to make things
right but I can't seem...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
between the pages
of poems that
will be better
lovers to you
than I ever could be
I sink to the
level of lowest
it's the lines
I scratched out
that say more
about me than
you'll ever know
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
.. Gonna hold me down?.. Gonna blow me out?
Take my brains, without a doubt? You got my world in your hands, You can make demands,
tie my hands, but the truth is free.. You can kick me down, bring me to my knees, and demand a fee
But when you make a pistol click, it's just one...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
Morning, and the sunlight fills the world
I can feel the heat from my cheeks
It gives color to the world
And feed the plants and trees
At night, the moon start o show
It's beauty and amore
It lights up the world on its way
And never seems to go blue
They light and...
The girl that died of a heartache passed me in the night whispering memories of youI stood to frightened to move for fear my eyes cast a lightand the darkness she drew like a cape around her shoulders.Her tears fell like jewels on the crushed lovers rulesthat you broke to bring...
A chance to live a normal life
When I drink it makes it come out
So I can face it
Instead of face this empty space infront of me
I don't know what's in me
Or why it's there
But it's stuck to me
Like a uncureable disease
I've been stuck in the...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
Cos baby, I do..
I've made a prayer, a wish and it came true
You wonder what it is , you wonder who
All these couple of years, millions of seconds, minutes and hours ever since it came true
My heart just fell into my own heaven
And my mind just exploded into happy thoughts
from what we are before
Still hoping something will be back
Still hurts me of loving you as a pack
Expecting that we could start anew
Until that moment came
And thought i'm still into you
But I realized I don't loved you
I just missed being with you
And that U don't deserve it...
holding a bead
weave that onto a necklace with your finest golden threads
weave my dreams into the fabric of your life
can you do it without breaking me
can you do it without making me silent when i should be singing
turn me on when i'm cold and alone
make the stars shine...
Memoriam De Dylan Greenwood.
Ultima Verit Eadem Locutio Verbum, In persona eius indicaverit ministraverit fiat
Quia etsi saepe sciendium
repugnare contra Daemonum.
Uictoria sua duxit et deficere tua.
Possum Ulterius Permeneat.
Eduxit me sis Gaudium spero...
there in the stillness of your nearness
you softly took my hand and shook loose yesterdays dream
you found me in every way left me without a word to say
timeless in your rose printed dress endlessly you kissed me
gently take me back where you discovered me
who took all i had from me,
Who had stolen away from me
Family, Joy and Peace.
I sought help from my savior, Christ,
Praying for strength, begging for a sign,
Praying that for once I could simply smile.
The Lord, his cross was engulfed in fire
And bridges destroyed by rust...
A world of hurt surrounds me,
but I no longer feel its pain,
my words in composition struggle to feed my brain.
Why is it I wonder so, to write at all I`ll never know.
But write I must, it is a fuel, to challenge my being
be not a fool...
something about you
makes this once battered heart
feel alive and new
and oh-so beautiful once again;
I'd forgotten what it was like
to feel the flutters of an
I believed this thing dead
but now, instead, it is
resurrected and I don't
know what to...
among the endless stars that decorates the eye
into the spinning sorrow of longing
and the dizzying heights of not belonging
I miss you
between the earth and the lonely universe
surely I stand alone
along the vast square that we traverse
with faith so little to call...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
temporary cure for this insanity that I call home
But as you grew on me you grew on my heart.
To beautiful to wilt me away.
Strong enough to melt this wall that surrounds my soul from this hate that the world brings.
It brings a match with it
That sparks and sets alight an...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
fragments of my mind
Picking up the pieces of my sometimes brilliant thoughts
I thinking that I'm falling again, but I can't be sure
But, I know that I yelled back the thunder's call
I just can't tell you exactly what that means...
Somewhere within these darkened dead-end trials...
humans, humanity and mankind;
what left, are evolved robots,
programmed & controlled by demonic minds.
Raged religions with biased traditions
suffocating thoughts with communal lies;
demolishing beliefs of the mosque, church and temple,
burning youth in animus riots.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
Imagine, the pounding impatience of desired self fulfillment,
Like a new born carefully suggesting it's fingers through
The slits in your rib cage.
Between the bones securing your very soul,
There's hands reaching out trying to pull your eyeballs down to your...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
that time, in America
To be thankful for what is given
To be mindful of what could have been
Or what might have been, if.
And to be grateful for where you are
Right now, at this moment
I wish to be thankful
For I am no sorrowful ingrate
Who wants more than what fate brings
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
a liar, a thief, looking for truth and answers.
I cross those who know me best because I think I know it all.
I can drown in it as much as I want, but the pain just won't wash away.
I can beg and plead for someone to save me, but the only one who can do so is
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
destiny was not ours to share in unity,
the knowledge of hearts ending up broken,
did not stop us from defying destiny.
For a period in our life,
we defied our destiny,
trying to make true,
what wasn’t meant to be,
now sadness fills my being,