and changed the past I would not be the person I am today. I felt like you took my heart and blasted it into outer space, through the ozone, leaving an empty hole in it's place....an empty hole in it's place.....
I hate you....but I'm the disgrace.
I had something good...
Luminous in the window,
Blue and grey,
The day is over,
And it's yours.
The first touch of the weekend hue
Autumn scenes across your sacrum,
The tilt of your pelvis,
The curves of your hourglass figure,
Your hip to waist...
need to tell you,love your touch.in your arms that is all i need.to hear your voice,lets me see.the loving and the caring you give to me.what more would i need.the cuddle nights are so so good.glad your here,here with me.love you babe,this you see.just so glad your here with me...
'Thumb war with social anxiety'
My open palms trustingly push the dust ridden, french shutters from ajar to open.
Tantalizing gusts of winter ambush my boyish face.
I am temporarily blindfolded whilst my eyes fend off the morning sunlight.
The birth of new day, my...
Every second somebody will cry in pain
Somewhere right now somebody's having their first kiss
Somewhere right now you'll find someone with a death wish
Everyday is somebody's birthday
And everyday is somebody's last day alive
Right now somebody's having the worst...
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
maths class today;
You burn holes in my head every time your words crawl their way into my skull
And I'm sorry for being so quiet around you when my thoughts are screaming at me to kiss you
I wish you could hear my muttered hellos and my heartbeat
- I wish you knew
ten thousand layers of steel and concrete
where infinite darkness fall
and time moves slowly or not at all
I threw away far and beyond
like hopes, wishes, and coins into a pond
let it sink in tears and drown with it, fear
it will remain there but not here...
like? It's a slow fire that burns
under the pan as the bitter whine
simmers with butter on the surface.
Flowers to thicken the rudeness
in your flavor. I can smell it now
with it's homespun heaviness hung
awkwardly in the air. Poor Rabbit,
you had your lucky...
The girl that died of a heartache passed me in the night whispering memories of youI stood to frightened to move for fear my eyes cast a lightand the darkness she drew like a cape around her shoulders.Her tears fell like jewels on the crushed lovers rulesthat you broke to bring...
washed her face
Oh, how he adored her
He adored how the salty sea would wash her cheeks
And the stormy grey of her eyes
He loved how she fell deep
Deep into her sleeps
Into her own Sleeping Beauty She was his Sleeping Beauty
She smiled softly
The aureate glow of the fire...
Following nothing but my heart,
A dying heart,
A heart that wants to escape,
Escape the pain of love,
And escape the pain of life,
But as my feet tread forward,
I realize I am making no progress,
For to carry on broken,
Pretending you won't shatter at any mention,
I'm too small to fit in the shopping mall carousel's steampunk rocket ship.
I found this out the hard way.
I ended up doing some counting as I didn't quite have the freedom to do anything else.
5 girls of likely, the same age, laughing at my burning red embarrassment,
It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
Momma telling me I'm just a fool
Daddy keeps saying I'm no good
Brother hates me
Sister wishes she could erase me
Uncle raped me
Made me have his baby
I guess that's why Auntie hates me
I wish I could run away sometimes
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
Is there such a woman?That likes a simple manOne who dislikes dramaA man who understandsLife is a short journeyWhy live it on the edge?Always angry at somethingFeeling loads of stressAll I want is a companionA woman who's my friendNo need to argue dailyAbout what could or might...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
it's been so long
I pushed you away with every thing I said
I tried to hold onto you
My heart was filled with dread
I saw the end coming and sometimes I thought to leave
It's been a few months and still I can't believe
I'll never see you again...
You won't return my texts...
this drowning can it get any more deep?
I don't know what to say, when the trees begin their sway all these thoughts they begin to seep.
I don't like thinking this much, I don't like things complicated as such, why can't I just smile and not think?
Then all I do is to sit and...
Identity consumes nothing
Foolish labels of justice done by others
You bear only the resemblance of yourself
Nobody else in conscious availability
Collectively picking out faces
Assimilation into one show
Find believing yourself easier
Harder as the name whittles you
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
don't know how to close the distance from here to there
It seems that I've found the road to nowhere
And I think I've been here once before
I recognize a few stars in this sky
I think I know that face in the moon
Things look so familiar, but at a distance
Because I don't know...
as the next
All the same,
Only slight differences
All look alike
How they live like that,
They all form into one
Performing as one
A whole world
Separated by one thing
Undetectable by you or...
Can there be one without all three?
Our future seems so hard to see..
Can it be you only lust for me, you don't really see me. You see a fantasy.
In a moment, you can own it, you can stop the lies and your fake alibi. You don't really need me, just a Fuсk, that's all it can...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
I try to take a breath
but it stops short.
it catches high up in my chest
there is nothing left to be done.
like a flower in winter
i grow cold and shrivel.
my heart beats one last time
then no more...
but it is neither here nor there.
It is but only a dream, one in which can not be attained.
The perfect exit, the perfect plan, to enter a world of much better things.
The way out is not far near, and it will be a time of celebration, for the journey will be rendered dear.