Only to find clouded dissolutions in my mornings
As evening shadows near I know the stars, moon and waves are once again indifferent to my desires
Confiding frustrations in the dark wine I smile and ask the friendly stem for favor
Tonight lay my head in another dream...
Beautiful Bluebirds echoing sweetly chirping away. Feel the cool breezes flow through our bodies. We're holding our arms together, whispering & cherishing softly words to ourselves. Reminiscing the fond memories & the love we have for each other. Our everlasting friendship will...
As right and wrong fade away
Breaths taken and stolen
The pleasure takes control
Leaving senses on fire
Not a thought or care
Only the ecstasy of being
Driving each to release
The need for satisfaction
And lost along the way
To a moment of pure bliss
Until I lost you
It's not your fault,
but it was mine
I pushed you too far away
Heard that I went off the deep end
You could say I took the dive
But I did anything I ever could
to get you off my mind.
Do I regret it? No
I love to feel the rush
Every single high I got...
The flame lit up the glistening blade.
Her towel fell from her body,
on the ground it laid.
A drop of moisture from her hair,
curved her upwards chest.
The breeze crept through the window,
stood up the focus of her breast.
She embraced the blade in her hand,
lyed on the silk...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
before it starts,
If my hopes rip me to shreds,
I’d be glad to be dead.
It’s always winter in my heart.
Nothing grows, nothing lives,
Stillness above and below,
The blanket of snow my skin
And shadows cast by crooked trees,
I’m so numb I couldn’t...
Your armor shines and glistens upon the sun
Your helmet glows brilliant gold and silver
Your face illuminates the radiance of love
Your eyes delve deep into the world and universe
Crisis and desire conflict in one spectacle
Damnation upon you and I forfeit our lives
Your halo and...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
that may never be known,
mental disturbance turns a heart back to stone.
Create memories alone in your head,
holding you hostage as you lay in your bed.
Fits of despair have blinded your sight,
awaken to find you are losing the fight.
Rays of sunlight lead the way,
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
After your freedom has been taken away
You start to realize just what you've lost
And start to realize at what cost
It starts to soak in as you peer through the bars and razor
That you can longer do just what you desire
Your movements are monitored...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
Just met an angel?
Heathen goddesses are unlikely
Candidates to judge
Being weighed down by
The weight of all their vulgar
Offerings of earthly gold
But in the case of one angel
The goddess of desire met,
She knew its divinity by
The fact that it made her aware
the wind recognizes truth in it's entirety. Waiting and listening to the hum you realize what you thought was a tsunami wasn't quite a wave that leads into the underground of a particular stronghold. Such an apple, an arc sought after is left behind for the many to gaze at it in...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
a true rose among weeds. I sit in my acidic soul, wishing to someday cast my seeds to the neural hill. Were atop grows the sweets and the sour, the bitter and tasteless. I sit within my reason as I walk into this small forest. Full of the forgotten and shamed who dare bask in...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
Burned down the cities.
What world is this?
And the one for which I search?
Barefooted, bruised, muddied.
I lay me down in the ground.
Wait for Mother Earth to swallow me.
As I feel Her Warmth.
In a world I belong.
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
of a thousand suns
The lighting that slices through
The inky darkness
The thunder that shatters a veil of silence
The rain that reverberates off the infinite world below
The moonlight that reflect from iridescent pools of silver murky liquid
The soft hypnotic murmurs of...
One need not seek it, for it is inevitable
Perhaps never constant, yet always an unyielding teacher
It penetrates the entire being,
demands much from the soul,
taxes the intellect,
launches the heart on a seesaw journey
The happy moments we had
And yet it all went so bad
Yet the joyous smile soon fades
It's replaced by cutting blades
Wishing for what could have been
There's too much conflict within
It's a normal reaction
In moments of distraction
But I know that this sadness
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
so green and soft,
its ends were covered with tiny little
holes where bugs had been feeding upon them.
But it's beauty was still present. I
It's lax body was so fine it made the
world even more glistening beautiful with its
alluring shape. This leaf was something else.
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
Nothing left of joy,
only pain in sight
Your soul feels so old
And your heart's been sold
The pain that's within,
destroys even gold
Feel a slave to fate
All you do is wait
And anything good,
simply comes too late
There's a beast within
It's your only kin
In this cold...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
usually the mark of someone wondering and thinking of existence lately. Such a way to embrace the reality of which you live in but it's not without the dogs of destiny looking at you in an eerie way, the sirens howl and lights flash revealing something of a lostness. A...
It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
Vietnam. Young GI American soldiers, deported, fought & died. Into the raging jungle forest battlefields of the Vietnam War. The sorrow loss of my natural parents, I've never knew. A faded memories I can not remembered. A torn tragic old country I left behind so many years ago...
Songs of love you sing
Into the open blue
Songs of the sun
Chirp as you run
Don't go hiding
And in that sky along you soar
With spirits high and rising more
A gentle flutter, my heart doth stutter
Of the fantastic...
when you feel in the way
What should you do? go or stay?
Life is short and passes in a flash
It is there, then gone in a dash
What should you do and where should you go
That's why I'm asking you, because i don't know
I love everyone and want everyone to love me to
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
The girl that died of a heartache passed me in the night whispering memories of youI stood to frightened to move for fear my eyes cast a lightand the darkness she drew like a cape around her shoulders.Her tears fell like jewels on the crushed lovers rulesthat you broke to bring...