It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while
For you to realize your mistake,
And though I felt guilty in my guile
I held it close, for love’s sake...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
It's so commercialistic
We're free and fairly sober
But with so many toys to build
The machines are kind of tricky
Someone may get killed
But we gladly work for nothing
Which is good because the don't intend to pay minimum wage
The elves are back to work today!
Hip hip Hooray...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
but this one was too personal to share with my friends, and I had to show someone.
Elicited by music
Accompanied by sadness
This longing, this madness
Shall surely rend my soul
At least, that's what I said
So very long ago
And now, untangled I
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
I had fallen into him... Into the midst of his eyes. I wanted the whole of him and not just half. He was a construction of beauty, not yet made but enough to dazzle the eyes of the ever hungry, the curious and the dignified beings who walked around making covenants to themselves...
Does it excite you when you cross a thousand lives?
Do you remember the mystical bodhum sights?
Do you remember the ruby sky that aligned?
Can you feel the life in the mist?
Can you touch the beautiful light tonight?
Let us all prosper in the the distance
From the mesmerizing...
unto the world and drifting above as if a very own unborn being incarnate within the soul of one already formed, whole as the universal being created into one life form with the entirety of it just a blissness peaceful sleep. Where would the entirety of my life define itself...
Until they'd leak
In total shame
Of all desire
I'd hold them back
'Til they'd expire
I'd fight myself
To be freed
'Til they'd bleed
Erase the pain
Watch it fade
And with a smile
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
for in this life, our souls do bend;
We'll reach the stars, and soar the skies, for this time round there's no goodbye;
Although right now, it can not be, but a future shines for us to see;
We allowed this honour for us to meet, our lessons now are to become complete;
Leaving me to breathe again
And yet instead I choke
Giving in I suffocate
Playing the victims game
With many ways to escape
I succumb to the flame
Burnt again, I blame the air
For feeding the fire
Telling the wind at my feet
To carry me higher
"Take me into the ember...
I maдe everything better, it seemeд
Until that дay
I loveд mew,
Helд mew close,
Protecteд mew from the evils of the worlд.
Then the walls came tumbling дown as I became one of those evils.
I'm sorry I дiд that to mew
Ruineд the beautiful worl...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
This form of love is heavenly doting and impromptu
I have tried to eat the fruit of this precious, warm fruit
But God has failed to match me with the woman I shall make my loot
Many women in my life had malicious intent
My money, intelligence, looks and social were...
when thoughts are turned
in the embrace of a lover
the night is an ear
full of whispers
the beloved is near
in these silent hours
the night is a vast sea
of pure devotion
for the heart cannot see
when the eyes are open
I'm so tired
of the need to sleep
If you leave it, it'll go away
The thing that's just unspeakable
A word no one wants to say
But it's something you can't ignore
You can't leave it for another day
And if you do, it continues, unrelenting,
And on your shoulders their pain will lay
You can pretend that you don't...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
seen a lot of things in life,
But nothing can compare,
To the joyful look in a child’s face,
And the excitement living there.
I have seen my own child climb out of bed,
Hours before the sun,
To find what presents are waiting there,
And open every one.
For he went to bed...
When did the madness
serve as right to burn
not just the pages,
but all the books
For the stars themselves
have caused wars
well beyond anything
loosing all divinity
in course of a
... and so...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
that I rhyme/
It's like the sentences/
Creating a lyrical death wish/
Spittin fire as I sit with this ghetto dream/
Rain like confetti/
Bleeding into this stream/
Did I mention that I crave to be on stage/
Calling to me through loneliness
Offering nothing but vileness
My Demon lives in the darkness
Preying on my current blindness
Taunting my days with hopelessness
While haunting my nights with cruelness
My Demon thrives in the darkness
Feasting on my spirit's...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
My eyes only weep illusions
With suggestions of how to feel
"Be happy" it says in my brain
"Be broken" it says in my heart
For slowly as I lose my mind
My happiness, it will depart
And I find myself in circles
With imaginations gone mad
As I am seen smiling away
There upon the ground alighting
in the field away from view
Mist above and far behind him
sits this soul with covered eyes
Once was truth and love so blinding
now at rest above the sky’s
In the hope of resurrection
is the heart and soul a life
For this man is...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to hold them near,
All the things for which we care,
And those that we hold dear.
No matter how much we try to cling...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
that's where I post my work. It's mostly poetry.
I do have a couple of stories (and they do have mature content, for those of you that don't want to read anything like that.) [Writing erotica doesn't make someone a pervert, FYI, and only one story is intentionally erotic. The...
My own hand smoked with bloody execution.
In search of something more, something to satisfy my hunger.
My never-ending, soulless, insatiable hunger.
The need is more than the want.
The supply cannot keep up with my demands.
And I DEMAND to be free.
To be let...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
and my flowers turn to rare delights.
Luscious fruit hangs from my sweet smelling branches.
My cherries, my prized possessions but one in particular. Grows close to my heart, dripping sweetness yet borderline tart.
He falls to the ground, now fully ripe.
The world is ready...