until you breathe fresh air
I can feel the earth growing
It's intoxicating but it hollows me out into a dampened deteriorating tree trunk
Without your weeds entangling my wrists I could finally climb down the vines cemented to the brick walls of the house we found love in and...
I would do it slowly so I can watch myself bleed. Bleed out the venomous blood from the pain ridden body of mine. So I can slowly dig the blade into my doings, and seep out the darkness cast upon me. If I could kill myself tonight, I would rifle my heart and my soul, purge out...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
February 21, 2014) When I was sitting at the park, waiting for the bark. I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again. When I was sitting in the room playing with the broom, out the window I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again...
playground here tonight
I know about the war raging inside
Am I good enough? Can I do this? Should I?
What choices are still mine?
I know how scary this is, uncertain for sure
These stripes are more than scars without a cure
I know how they look at you
Forgive them their...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
Back up a step
Take a deep breath
Love it when you hate me to death
The things I wish I had:
A powerful voice
A slender frame
A stage presence
And a "give no *****" attitude
Now everything doesn't seem like so much
Not tough enough
I bet it...
December 16, 2014) The carpet was plagued with hair and crumps that were left on the floor, days ago. The carpet moved towards me and grabbed my feet. It peeled off some of my rough brown akin and blood was oozing from within. Then the other corner of the floor was moving faster...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
April 7, 2014) Are you ready for the beginning? When times will be spinning. Making you feel dizzy. Everyday you'll be sleepy. Monsters said that I can put battery acid in your eyes. You'll wake up blind. Do worry, you won't be fine. Sheep's will be counting your sleep. And that...
2012) When the lights go off, eyes appear in the dark. Have no clue what they are? But I know danger. I'm no stranger to the paranormal. If your not like me, please don't panic, you're in danger. Green alley under your feet. As we watch you and times approve and make you feel...
your brash words are nothing but air,
and still we lie.
you pull and you tug,
trying to trip me with the rug,
your lies are your demise,
and one day I will rise,
above it all we are champions,
but still we fall,
fall like shattered glass,
broken upon contact.
and every word...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
February 13, 2012)
The grizzly is bare. Run for your life, its coming right here. The grizzly is bare. Brown and furry. Giant and scary. The grizzly is bare. Bare enough to tear you up. The grizzly is bare. If you don't hurry, good luck. The grizzly is bare. The scary, bare...
What? We can't hear you. Can you speak louder? Maybe not. Your voice is low and no one can't hear you. Your voice is low and no one can't understand you. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. I mean, we literally can't appreciate you. What? C'mon, girl! What's...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
2012) Sneaky Kate. Sneaky Kate. Stealing cake (stealing cake) from the cake store for her twin daughters birthday, of course. She can't afford (can't afford) not even a dollar. She lost her job and now she steals (now she steals) and she burglarize (burglarize). Sneaky Kate...
but once again,
Elections aren’t far away.
The candidates seem to be everywhere,
As they practice what to say.
They will promise us some brighter days,
And each will promise more;
But those of us that have been around,
Have seen it all before.
The promises made have a...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
2012) Hold me. What time is is it? Hold me. Don't know what time it is? Hold me. Are you unlocked from your cage? Hold me. And brought into the other level of life. Hold me. Seeing and hearing things. Hold me. Everything looks like a picture painting. Hold me. Heart thumping...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
made in numbers,
but alas my greatest conflict
is what the recluse encumbers.
With my heavy heart and pale skin
I am the lonely Introvert
and so I lock my mind away
to help protect my soul from hurt.
Could this be a depravity?
An immunity to myself,
with a cruel lack of...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
and flick it into the air
I watch the drops fly, it’s essence caught by the sun as it glistens
I imagine that the drops could form someone…form you
I smile as you take shape, water becoming flesh, my lover becoming flesh.
Nature and its mysterious ways, giving you to me...
(Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write several poems. When I can't do something well, I hide behind humour. Behold the result!)
Ode to a Lost Sock
heard on a Christmas day. With friggles. Chinese bell heard on a Christmas day. With twinkles. Chinese gong heard on a Christmas day and brought fortune cookies. Chinese gong heard on a Christmas day to bring me. A pink card. A pink card. I opened it and it said, Marry Christian...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
July 7, 2012) There's a chicken on my feet while I'm taking a wild love shower, now. It tickles my toes for a while. It hurts, so I ask my boyfriend does he have any coke? I felt more wild, screamin' n' playin' around like a child. Makes in the kool aid jacuzzi. Doing things I'd...
A gray cast was set in rigid permanence.
Though through it burst the occasional bit of light.
It was meant to block the sun and it’s glorious rays.
To remain, perhaps unto infinity.
Yet somehow, a peek of blue formed in the gray
Spreading outwards and changing...
November 30, 2012) I see a man standing in the rain. (You're tripping.) He is staring at us. (you're tripping.) He's starting to walk towards us. (You're tripping.) Oh ****, he's running towards us. (No, you're tripping) Oh ****, he just pulled out a gun (Are you tripping?) And...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
and heather that spans and litters the high slopes of a steep, well walked fantasy, two souls in restless passion lie, silent to the eavesdrop of reason...shy to it's leering sunken eye, two stray minds with rampant dreams and lustful thoughts, entwined on a blanket spread in...