Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
Full of blossoms as rhododendron, your lips.
Carnal and vital as sins
Waiting to lay claims upon an innocent altar made by less innocent men
How is it that every time I've sinned in your name
it only feels like I'm saying a prayer?
So alive amid dying light,
Embraced by the night,
Illuminate with unseen bliss.
The earth is your canvas.
Scary, yet I’ve no fear.
From afar I see slow dancing:
On haunted soil, frolicking
In ragged dress with messy hair,
Awkward steps oh, so dear.
Remove your cozy boots...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
entwined, bathed in wine
Horizon is a blurred painting
cigarette smoke circling around us.
Everything seems like a melancholic dream
traces of analog photographs and bad aromas.
There is no voice to comfort you
just fingerprints showing up on my neck
and you tell me you destroy...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
All the same,
They don't have the answers,
the answers I need.
Whose eyes will I gaze into?
Whose presence will make my heart beat faster,
and all my fears go away?
Who will be the light of my life?
Who can I confide in?
Who will know me for what I truly am?
Who will see all...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
They disappear in the fog of disagreement.
I am tired of trying
There are no points to be made
No arguments to win.
The only thing left to do
Is pick a direction and drive
And disappear like the words
pale tinges of mystery
dim gold and blue
mingle in cold desire.
Dreams so far away
burning secrets kept by twilight
hollow in their promises,
What is to come
in this translucent reality
between real and unreal
inside this singularity of fate...
remembering all the journey we both know
for me nothing has changed
only the time has gone away
Love is what i feel when i think of you
Love is when my heart beats so fast for you
Love is when i give all unconditionally for you
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
and swollen happy fruit
that burdened you...
I'd weigh heavy upon your fragile boughs;
you'd dip your swaying limbs so low...
just low enough to drown me, naked
in the deep pools of your giggling brook
and wash my soft kernel dreams,
ground like wholemeal from a shattered husk...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
that I am afraid of, feeding into me; slipping each vessel into a tight vein. the look you give, as if you are happy with my smiling; seeking me deeper into your sickly sweet horror. many days will go with no drowned out sound. then you are there, hovering over a innocent mold...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
Colder air is on its way.
The arrival of winter snowstorms,
Gets closer every day.
The warmth of family kitchens,
The smells of pies and bread,
Helps to temper the transition,
And lessen winter dread.
The darkness outside the window,
Is broken by the glow.
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
Estranged to our own life set into the motion
Constantly trying to make them see
The perception of us they have ain't really
Growing up too fast in a world so cold
Forgotten by those who weren't supposed
Deception we could see in there eyes
Sometimes even pure despise...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
things heavy and bitter
Wonder when we will ever be grinning and winning together
Could probably go wherever together
But things change never know if it's a possible thing
Guess we we do our thing and go our own ways
pulling ,tugging , drawing me down ,
Deeper , darker , Heart thumping like mad .
Why did this happen ?
Was I really that bad ?
Struggle but conquered life back on track ,
thankfully grappled my sanity back .
Wistfully ,blissfully, calmly I feel ,
was it a dream ? But I know...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
Has ended another day.I go again into the dark,For demons in which to slay. Thoughts that err upon the night,Reveal my darkest fears,Reminding me of canyons,Bringing back the tears. I stand at first upon the edge,Just outside the light.Summing up my quarry,Preparing for...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
Sometimes occasions come our way,
Inspiring memories good and bad.
The occasion that is now close at hand,
Brings me memories of my dad.
The things he taught me have stayed in place,
And have become a map for me to tread.
As he told me about the things in...
You would know her deepest fears
He fears of being shouted down
Her fears of being thrown around
What can she do
What can she say
How can she change it
Day by day
Shes constantly scared
Running for her life
But you don't care
You keep at her with that knife
Thats what she...
feel about each other is all that matters
I'll never escape from our love
I was sent to you from up above
I once wanted to leave earth and explore heaven
Then I meet you and touched your hand
I wanted to see the paradise
Which I found within your eyes
I was searching for my...
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...