call and calamity answers
Don't fail falling heart, just float above
And count the stars and infinite secrets
For the Universe shall be your guiding compass; saying
"How to stop time: kiss,
"How to travel in time: read,
"How to escape time: music,
"How to feel time: write...
The love i had i can no longer find.
Im tired of feeling sad and hurt.
You take me for granted and make me feel like dirt.
It may seem like a harmless flirt.
Look in my eyes and see all the hurt.
Im ready to throw it all away.
I cant go on like this another day.
I feel so lost...
Sometimes the words draw me to themselves. These ghosts appear around me.
They tell me their truths, reasons and injustices.
They let the living. These that are loved to not be alone.
They beg the borrower to the lender. To love once more
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
so true. My love on a pedestal echoing out for thee. Whose hollow voices I have no love to give. Feeds the fire of Crimson embers unturned. The love from the love'd. Bending back against the ticking of the death clock. The reaper waits for you....
I try not to loose hope
I cant help the fact
That ill never ever get you back
Sometimes i cant help but smile
Ill think about the good things for a while
I know you'll be walking this road with me
Mile after mile
I think about all those good times
I remember all the times...
that you may hear
Fisherman to the ocean my line is free
Flow forth from me
Hold me internally
Hold what's true
Let me drown inside of you
Against my heart I know it's wrong
I don't care my love
I don't care!
It's where I belong,
Take these words and hold them
Nightmared h☺☺kers hawking their wares
On empty mind corners
Clad in startling symbols
Such as flying crocs and bull
I renounce it all as I greedily consume it
The rancid oxygen burning my throat
Wearing my heart like a (pimp)
Wears out his welcome
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
love with Italian food, Italian cars and furniture, Italian frocks, bras, pants and Robert De Niro.
The Boy From Another World quickly fell in love with German beer and cigarettes, German sports cars, the history of the Waffen SS and The girl from Run, Lola Run.
The Girl From...
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
Cold coffee on the table.
The morning light filters.
She watches as it filters.
Her tired body refuses to move.
So much to do, but she can't seem to move.
She clutches at her cup, now empty.
She can't help feeling so tired, so empty.
Sleep has evaded her once...
Estranged to our own life set into the motion
Constantly trying to make them see
The perception of us they have ain't really
Growing up too fast in a world so cold
Forgotten by those who weren't supposed
Deception we could see in their eyes
Sometimes even pure...
So alive amid dying light,
Embraced by the night,
Illuminate with unseen bliss.
The earth is your canvas.
Scary, yet I’ve no fear.
From afar I see slow dancing:
On haunted soil, frolicking
In ragged dress with messy hair,
Awkward steps oh, so dear.
Remove your cozy boots...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
hamster wheel awaits us all,
As we begin our day.
We run and run to spin our wheel,
But stuck in place we always stay.
As the wheel turns we seem to move,
But the scenery stays the same.
Sometimes events may change a bit,
Or we simply change the name.
Sometimes the wheel just...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
Darkness cloaking it's a sin,
Longing for warmth and light,
Flowery arms reaching for the sky ,
No compassion they wither and die ,
Colouring leaves tightly gripping the trees,
Soon to fall in the sharp winter breeze,
Colours are ranging,
Drama that I...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
Sometimes occasions come our way,
Inspiring memories good and bad.
The occasion that is now close at hand,
Brings me memories of my dad.
The things he taught me have stayed in place,
And have become a map for me to tread.
As he told me about the things in...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
my very spirit is drowning
Not in sadness, not in joy
A muffled scream, a violent shout,
brain and heart are pounding
The smallest slight, whether actual
or only perceived through enveloping red
I can speak plain
I seek to maim
Avoid the glare or become dead
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
that was pure
Trust was easily given
Hope eternal was then driven.
Now, the clouds have rolled in
Daydreams have turned to nightmares
A once, whole heart is broken
Memories, caresses never spoken
The road I had followed has faded
Which path am I meant to travel?
Am I to go...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
embrace against a backlit stream
Swollen passages of minds wistful ways
Kindles dark hearts on dying byways
Hasten my heart against you
Beating of internal guilt
Wishful dose of silence
Beats the truth of my innocence
If loves Mercy beneath quilted desire
Loathes my heart to...
soul in stage of fright
Shivering under fierce blowing wind
breeze of the ocean kissing my skin
Hulled by the shadows of my imagination
Where everything is set into motion
Stars above shinning down with grace
On this part of land called the mistery place
suddenly remembered your smile again
Wandering completely feeling lost
I had to come back to you at all cost
Sudden invasion of loneliness
Taken over my soul I must confess
How to get back to you my love
As I'm stuck here on my way above
The sight of your beautiful face
As the fire raging inside us as we embrace
Discovering each others without inhibition
Only driven by our mutual passion
Indulging ourselves in the sweetest flavor
Of the taste of our sensuous lips flirting for more
Amazing sugar rush felt in our mouth
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
I have to wonder why.
An errand to complete,
but for that you came over yourself?
Another thing you check on while there,
but again...just an excuse?
Sounds like something I might do...
Run an errand to where you work...just to see you.
Sure, it was something I "needed" to...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...