Living in a suicide
I can do nothing
Cause I'm good at nothing
I just sit and watch
As others succeed
I'm invisible, useless
I'm laughing, falling
I'm alive, dead inside
Not The End Of Me - I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain...
A Sunny Day In Thalamus - I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick...
Garden... - I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through...
Deeper Stranger. - Deeper Stranger.
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers...
Another day of life by the drop.
I pray to lord, help me stop.
I awake in pain, feeling shame.
Knowing soon again I'll play the game.
For the brief second with my self...
Walking down the path
I see a figure in the trees
Suddenly I get a cold warmth
It stings like a million bumble bees
I look at his outline
And receive a fright
No more is revealed...
Her Death Brought Her Life - She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw...
Physician heel thyself, heel, I say.
is a shivering
in the flatulent
of my memory.
Up Upon The Mountain There - Up upon the mountain there
In his arms she quietly lay
Face pressed soft against his chest
And looked out clear across the way
All the way over...
She Lies Easy - She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her...
You - (reposting this again...sorry :) )
you were the first one who said i looked beautiful any other way.
in those godawful thick glasses.
even if i wear my hair short.
In The Gloam -
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your...
Forward, calls the tiring man as he follows into his own demise.
Nameless, shapeless, and a shadow in the night.
A husk of what was one a man, a jack of all trades but a master of...
In Sleepless Hours - In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and...
Stalking - It never rightfully belonged to me
But I wanted it nonetheless,
So when you were distracted and couldn’t see
I took it, I confess.
I thought that it might take a while...
Long Distance Love - Miles of empty air between us,
We still manage to love.
Through time and space,
The affection finds its way.
Words cannot take the place
Of physical contact...
Im not okay
You say i'll be fine
You say my pain is fake
Touch my wrist and tell me i'm lying
When literally i'm dying
i'm not okay
Blasting music as i lay in bed
In Him - Today in him
I found my soul
My other half
That makes me complete
In him I see
I've been searching for
In him I know
Ode To A Lost Sock - (Barvo's note - I don't actually write poems. I have no urge and don't read it for pleasure. I wound up in a writing class taught by a poet, so had to write...
Motions - Open, close,
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
Pain In These Eyes - When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even...
A Little Love Story - The man of pain sat alone,The girl of hope sat in pain,Both looked at the stars, Where they touched the moons light,One so far,The other further,But the...
A Frozen Soul
This heart is shattered like the fragments of a mirror,
These empty halls are filled with grief,
Here is a song that the dead man sings,
Its the tune of bitter, its...
the wonderful early morning sun
the noise of my nephew playing
I thank god everyday
the gift he gave me
the hands that create
they have saved me
once long ago
This tear I shed for all of the lies
But I try to tell them, oh, how I try
To make an illusion, but it-s all in vain.
Mom, it-s not tears, it is only rain
The lighter's a trigger
I load my gun
And swallow the bullets
Straight to my lungs
With every drag
And hit I take
My thoughtless mind
Will come awake
No more mommies...
he searches for something
the world he left
he searches through the colour that is on his palette
the magic comes back with every night he paints
the white on...
"sanguine its metal...part two"
the metal man sits in the nights comforting shadows
only the utterances of his steam engine soul
reveal his presence
phrases like prayers still...
Flashbacks run through my mind
My hands find their way to my hair
They grab, pull, scratch
"STOP IT!" I try to scream
The flashbacks keep coming
Aggggghhhhh! - When you lay in bed,
Frustration running through your head,
You want to reach out and touch,
This is all way too much
My mind would not have such a fight,
Mosaic - Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight...
If Only They Spoke ... - If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those...
Mirror oh mirror
You're ruining my life
You make me go into
The kitchen and grab a knife
When I look in you
I see a fat pig
But others tell me
I'm becoming a twig...
Inspiration - I sat alone
And tried to think,
Of words so grand,
To put in ink.
The words came slow,
No cutesy rhymes,
No expressed desire.
Each and Every Night - Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile...
ok this the first ever poem ive ever done. so here I go.
my world was full of joy
the joker came
and her toy I became
lies and smiles
moments of love
not meaning much to you
"of a lesser throne"
she turned the questions in her eyes aside
and stealing away in the quiet
of the pine forest winters day
the taste of wood smoke was tangible on the sharp...
30 inch gauge
How were the shrooms? The Beer? The LSD?
I'll show you something more worthwhile than weed.
I can show you how to steal and lie.
Trust me, it's all you need to get...
Threads Of Ourselves -
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the...
i guess i must be some kind of badboy type...one of the facebook poetry groups gave me the boot...tossed me out on my old *** :-) LOL im a regular jessie james...i must be some...
The Winds Of Time - The winds of time erode away
The memories of our past,
Leaving us with shadowy thoughts
That disappear too fast.
And so we cling with all our might
And try to...
The Gates Of Heaven And Hell -
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
They will tell you
Poetry goes like this
Rhyming stanzas every two
If you don't the idea of poetry is missed
They will tell you
Poetry is like dipping a paintbrush into a jar...
Will To Fight - Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have...
you set me on fire
it struck my chest
the spark you have
you were above the rest
never feeling your lips once
or your embrace
for me to pursue you
I was last in place
I see your...
Passion lies sleeping
Underneath the embers of desire,
Awakened by need
The body knows what it requires.
Skin against skin,
Flesh against flesh,
Its odd, really, because I'm not expressing my feelings through it. What I'm doing is... almost like looking through another's perspective and writing it. I love creating ones that...
Real Pain - You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
At times my life is like a ship
Caught by the ocean's tide, adrift
Without a hint of shore in sight
Without a steady guiding light
No pilot, crew; just me alone
To battle on...
My mind is rapidly racing
And I'm constantly chasing my thoughts
My brain is inflating
And I can't stop debating myself
Stop thinking of flaws
The Mask - I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get...