She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
moiMusic Gold by Novo AmorThey just keep coming,The signs of summer, leaves and grass,Green in a chlorophyll glory,The sun makes life possible.Heat and light and a dimension, to live,Like all the things you gave,CPR on this loneliness.And baked in the heat of a June evening,Heat...
rain for a months or more
I saw you in her smile,
while I was crying on the floor
Did I give up the liquor?
-- my love, every time you call...
They say I'm looking sicker,
they never knew me much at all.
and dropping tears
Can someone tell why you're my fear?
I'm hollow. I'm shouting. since My first year! But nobody hears
I can't remember my nightmares, they weren't clear
Can you remind me what was the deal?
I feel your soul, but it's not real
I feel pain that just won't heal...
2012) Field of roses, within my dreams. And I see all the ghosts hovering above me. Field of roses, within my dreams. And I see all the ghosts chasing after me. Field of roses, within my dreams. And I see all the ghosts following me. Field of roses, within my dreams. and I see...
and a deep sorrow in my bones at the mere thought of losing him. I desperately asked the universe what this feeling meant. She gently responded, “Oh my dear child, you are in love.”
— Alyssa Marie (Alyssasmusings on IG)
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
til I met you
I had my suspicions and my biggest fear was that they were true
How far I'm willing to take it
Sometimes I'm scared that I won't make it
And the way I hurt you
You're the grass and I'm the frost just wanted to be loved but at what cost
Fight for a point that was...
June 10, 2012)
Everyone hates you. They like to see you hurt and abused. Everyone just can't leave you alone. You can't stand people so you spend your days, lonesome. Its impossible for you to be at bliss. And its mainly because you're always pissed. No smiles for you, never...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
for low-grade happiness tonight
Narcotic of situation, not of choice
A semi-stranger on the other end
Without a face and without voice
I'd be moved to a state of semi-bliss
By the chance of his company
Typed word and mouth dumb
I'd beg for a morsel of...
..fiending...like an addict.
I'd do anything just to be close to it again.
I'd trade anything just to feel it again.
My friends told me not to try it...they said curiosity killed the cat.
When I first took a hit of it...it took over my mind...everything that they said got pushed...
it's the start of a new day, a glass is broken, no words are spoken, the man stands and strives, starring at the knives, the memory of you rests inside, they had only cried, the sorrow remains and the shadows strength gains, no light to be seen, wishing it was all just a dream...
.. it is I ... by moiHome: Sleep Inside by LiliumDon't be frightened, it is IYou lay there prone,As you sleep inside,Breathing lowAnd air across the end of your spineFrom the open window.Free,The moon is upAnd your dreams deep and wide,Dont fret and sighIt will all be good in...
Stay locked in time in one moment, the beautiful shine, hold it and sit back proud. Cause look at me now. Every days a struggle to fight the ugliness that clings deep. It's stings to peak and see the hatred that rapes me and keeps me weak. The moments I let go and pass on flat...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
because you are no longer a part of it
My world will have a thousand more possibilities and options because you are not the center
But that doesn't matter right now
because I would rather be absolutely ******* miserable, and be with you
Then be alone
and thats the whole...
A center would ruin it.
Of every crack
Of every chip
Revealing its heart
From beneath the surface
There is no need for a center.
I would not belong.
The air is young.
The sun is fresh.
The clouds are new.
But the entire time
They've watched the cracks
And the entire time
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
As I lay back down to sleep
to dream of nature's virtue, sweet
to dream of her within my mind,
to dream of once upon a time
to dream the dream of
happy ever afters
to dream once more
of nature's laughter
to know it teases,
and in it's recourse
In the gloam
deep in the forest
where the faeries sleep
There is one who knows
She knows the full measure
of you; the flame your smile kindles
The ache your brown eyes afford with every stroke
And the wake you leave in your leaving.
In the gloam
deep in the forest
long day of seeing nothing but clouds
with dancing free on my mind
with dancing itching my feet
i want joy
i want to feel the wind in my hair
but i got a long day here
in the hot weeds
wont you ease my headache
wont you ease my weary mind
tell me the news
tell me whats a...
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
May 10, 2012)
I see you in my sea food. I'm gonna eat you, oh you'll taste so good. I want you. I need you. I crave you. I watch you. I stare at you. I'm gonna pick you up and squeeze you and drop you in my mouth.
I see you in my sea food. I'm gonna eat you, oh you'll taste so...
2012) My intestines aren't intestines. There's a big *** tapeworm inside me. It ears every food I consume. And I never gain weight. As a matter of fact, I am gaunt as ****. My stomach from the outside looks swollen. And the tapeworm keeps growing. I can feel it licking my...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
laughter and your smile?
How about that one look in your eyes
I've not seen in a while?
The way I feel around you?
The faint smell of your skin,?
Those moments spent beside you as
Love's embers burn within?
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
less guessing, a ballad to generalize. Less empty. I need a pickup me up, nothing, once plenty. Nothing to see now, something mess left me. Now I let the silent dress me for no pride and less envy and escape from light and let nothing in me and open for answers to only remain...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
because the former is a lot like the latter.
An innocent villain to the guilty victim
With these, the wise opinions of a mad hatter.
You were special, ironically leading the way,
abandoning normality and also me.
Vanishing from sight and as I'm left leader less
There is hope
It comes in surprising shapes.
The past is
A distant, fleeting, feeling
Buried and abandoned,
Cleansed of its burdens.
Where there is love,
There is healing
A garden of peace in the heart.
The present is
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies