the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
2012) Hold me. What time is is it? Hold me. Don't know what time it is? Hold me. Are you unlocked from your cage? Hold me. And brought into the other level of life. Hold me. Seeing and hearing things. Hold me. Everything looks like a picture painting. Hold me. Heart thumping...
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
February 13, 2012)
The grizzly is bare. Run for your life, its coming right here. The grizzly is bare. Brown and furry. Giant and scary. The grizzly is bare. Bare enough to tear you up. The grizzly is bare. If you don't hurry, good luck. The grizzly is bare. The scary, bare...
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
November 30, 2012) I see a man standing in the rain. (You're tripping.) He is staring at us. (you're tripping.) He's starting to walk towards us. (You're tripping.) Oh ****, he's running towards us. (No, you're tripping) Oh ****, he just pulled out a gun (Are you tripping?) And...
been named Lilith
Her middle names would of been Sky, or Dreamer, or maybe even Rave
Something that was our own little joke
Something that was just so..just so us
It would of made everyone smile and laugh
Just like her
She would of had bright untamable blonde hair
Blurring your vision,
Leaving cold smears and stains across the floor.
Your hands reach to feel,
To find the entry or exit,
The point from which the pain holds its core.
Wounds visible in their depth,
In their crimson contrast to snow white porcelain skin.
They are mended...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
AND IT IS DARK< VERY DARK.
You see my cuts
Not my scars
You see my smile
Not my tears.
You see my friends
Not my enemies
you see my mask
but not my true identity
As the eagle flew
A single feather fell
And it swayed back and forth
While it fell,
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
.. Nick Cave & Warren Ellishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVZ_HB9EMXsLife's a beach!Isn't that right.Just appealing for a period of calmIn the madness of all that passes by.Everything changes, ain't that trueChange what you can and accept what you can't,And let it go, like a...
your brash words are nothing but air,
and still we lie.
you pull and you tug,
trying to trip me with the rug,
your lies are your demise,
and one day I will rise,
above it all we are champions,
but still we fall,
fall like shattered glass,
broken upon contact.
and every word...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
My selfish pride
My drug to use
My words to abuse
The choices that choose
Sickened with disgust
My life for lust
Love my misdeeds
Not knowing, nor caring
More caring, no sharing
Our lost worlds
What was yet so intimate...
but once again,
Elections aren’t far away.
The candidates seem to be everywhere,
As they practice what to say.
They will promise us some brighter days,
And each will promise more;
But those of us that have been around,
Have seen it all before.
The promises made have a...
and threw a stone into the water.
I watched the stone drop and concentric circles spread out from it.
The stone was solid. Though it sank, it was centered, and the circles were only the mist of sadness and despair drifting away.
The stone grew. The depth of the water breathed...
Watch the flames dance with passion,
Lighting colours of red and golden amber into the night sky.
Watch the flames die,
The cold heat that remains,
Ashes and dust as a memory of us.
Carry the ashes of my heart in the pocket of your soul,
Think of me when the world becomes cold...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
February 21, 2014) When I was sitting at the park, waiting for the bark. I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again. When I was sitting in the room playing with the broom, out the window I seen your face in 2 different places and I hope to see you again...
December 16, 2014) The carpet was plagued with hair and crumps that were left on the floor, days ago. The carpet moved towards me and grabbed my feet. It peeled off some of my rough brown akin and blood was oozing from within. Then the other corner of the floor was moving faster...
2012) When the lights go off, eyes appear in the dark. Have no clue what they are? But I know danger. I'm no stranger to the paranormal. If your not like me, please don't panic, you're in danger. Green alley under your feet. As we watch you and times approve and make you feel...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
Leaving a path of crimson and green.
The inky sky silent as the stars illuminate,
Lighting the colours that glisten on the crest of the waves.
My hands long to reach across the golden sand,
Touch the corners of your smile,
Etch you to my skin like an eternal tattoo,
Keep you in...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
2012) Sneaky Kate. Sneaky Kate. Stealing cake (stealing cake) from the cake store for her twin daughters birthday, of course. She can't afford (can't afford) not even a dollar. She lost her job and now she steals (now she steals) and she burglarize (burglarize). Sneaky Kate...
made in numbers,
but alas my greatest conflict
is what the recluse encumbers.
With my heavy heart and pale skin
I am the lonely Introvert
and so I lock my mind away
to help protect my soul from hurt.
Could this be a depravity?
An immunity to myself,
with a cruel lack of...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
I don't remember you,
But I can pretend
For a moment or two.
Our souls spent their eternity
Being dashed upon a wall of white.
I know you were there, certainly,
But if they knew, the others might
Have erased you.
If they knew
They'd take you
Away from me. They'd leave me in
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
heard on a Christmas day. With friggles. Chinese bell heard on a Christmas day. With twinkles. Chinese gong heard on a Christmas day and brought fortune cookies. Chinese gong heard on a Christmas day to bring me. A pink card. A pink card. I opened it and it said, Marry Christian...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
2012) Look at Mickey Mouse dancing for no reason while in Hollywood. People stare at Mickey in a negative way because the sun ain't shinnin' today. People ain't in the mood for you, Mickey. So dance on somewhere else. Mickey please. Don't make the people more irritated. "I thank...
What? We can't hear you. Can you speak louder? Maybe not. Your voice is low and no one can't hear you. Your voice is low and no one can't understand you. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. Your voice is low. I mean, we literally can't appreciate you. What? C'mon, girl! What's...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
July 7, 2012) There's a chicken on my feet while I'm taking a wild love shower, now. It tickles my toes for a while. It hurts, so I ask my boyfriend does he have any coke? I felt more wild, screamin' n' playin' around like a child. Makes in the kool aid jacuzzi. Doing things I'd...
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
and contemplate what lies past where my eyes can see? There I stand wondering what type of glorious life could be awaiting me. Perhaps a life of happiness, love, and glory. I know I'm destined for more and one day my aspirations will become my reality. If only there was some way...