I Write Poetry

As I lay on my bed past my bedtime,
Thinking about my life as a whole,
I drifted away into a light sleep,
I dreamt of myself as a child,
Waking up in the early hours of morning,
Dressing up quickly and hurrying to school,
Doing my...

I wrote a nerdy/geeky Valentine's Day poem for Josh ;)

Charzards are red
The Tardis is blue,
just like my heart until I met you,
I would take an arrow in the knee for you any day
I would travel to middle earth just to hear what you...

Words they tumble in my brain like many loaded dice... Some are sweet and tender ,others not so nice.Long ones, short ones, quick retort ones ,Words that sing with glee. Words that tell a story,they all belong to me .Some of them I give...

In love with the woman who's never there
Feeling the burn as i fall through the air
In love with the woman who hurts like a dream
My tortured soul for her it screams
In love like a trance a hopeless romance
A solitary partner in search...

I want the things we all crave
Want to let loose and never behave
Want her to smile and send her spark
Have her hand to hold as I fall apart
Want her the love brightens my day
Want her to soar as I slip away
My want is her a want...

Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.

As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.

The "Sign In" is complete...

Wandering, unknowing of surroundings, just plain Lost.
My sister is gone. She ran as far and as fast as she could. She never coming back. I tried to help her, God knows I tried. I tried giving her advice. She just kept running. Ending...

Push and pull, sweaters made of wool – heavy with the rain's despair, my fingers scratch my unwashed hair
In and out, hear their joyous shout – eager to destroy the world, my eyes locked on a blue-eyed girl
The mud that wraps around...

No faith, have I, in you my friend
Fine words are yours, with little flesh
To compensate for lack of feeling
To counteract the foolish mess
Of which we both have made our place
And I, alone, do suffer here
The endless nights of running...

One in the chamber one last shot
One way out like it or not
A deadman's prayer
a shot goodbye
Here I lay cold i lye
One headshot never enough
A deadman's prayer waking up
Flames and fires
My lonely tombstone
Full of regret died alone...

A window, a lock, the world outside
The shine of the light from which I hide
Escaping the world I do not see
Lost in the denial of fantasy
Oh I love this girl yet she doesn't know
A passing smile that haunts me so
I want to share hold...

If monsters lie under the bed
then what is this beast that dwells in my head?
Why does this ghastly ghoul haunt me so?
And must I bear more pain then permitted to show
why in the dark do I cower in fright?
Of the thing that goes bump in...

Just a cold day in hell as i watch the world burn
My dear precious Nora my only concern
i hurt for my sweet that I yearn for in vain
My dear precious Nora my love and my pain
Our love won't be lost
i won't let you go
Frozen in time
My...

Chaos, hunger, excitement.
Amimals stalking their meals.
Throw the food, act like pirahnas.
Mangling each other for scraps.

Bellies full, it has quieted down. For now. Feeding time at the zoo, never dull. Exciting, exhilarating...

Cheated rejected neglected abused
I'm too angry to just sing blues
I'll take who I want whoever I like
I'll snatch them I'll steal them just to watch em fight
I'll enjoy their screams and take thrill in their shouts
A fun little fight...

I said no.
He asked again with the eyes of a doe.
His friend wouldn't let it go.
I said no, I said no, I said no.
I repeated until he conceded,
"let her be if she won't smoke"
As if getting me high was only a joke.
It was only harmless...

I would give up the Skyward Sword
I would defeat the Greatest Sith Lord
I would steal TMNT’s pizza for you
I would blow up a Star fleet Crew
I would give up on saving our Earth

For you, I would miss my first Piplup’s birth
I would...

I've lusted
I've lied
I have longed
I have cried
I've lost
I have loved
I've cursed at the heavens and skies above!
I've won
I have wept
I've lived full of regret
I've told many tales
and suffered with fails
I've sworn
I have sought...

Where do you think I should place all my time
In a kiss her lips this one last wish
Should I rip out my heart and offer it whole
Should I share in this dream or continue to carry the toll
Should I share all my screams that keep me up in...

A chance meeting
never uttering a word
afraid to speak out
just waiting to be heard.
Now, a song plays
I hear it deep within me
because you've awoken
my sweet melody.
Now, a dance begins
my body gently sways
because you've brought back...