And I fear you'll go again,
Where did you go?
Why am I not happy?
I thought I would be,
But all I want to do is cry,
Why am I not happy?
If all is lost,
And all is gone,
If all is pain,
Why do you cause me to smile?
Where have you gone?
Didn't you realize,
Another night has come and gone and here I sit all alone
wondering what the hell I did wrong
Trying to pick myself up and carry on
Though it's tough when you have been beaten up by life
Lost your will to fight
Trying not to listen to the voices in your head
Fighting against the...
and it's cold
I'm full of lies and spitting gold.
Hearts are sinking like a stone
words are cutting to the bone.
Drink it down
It's over now.
Blood is tainted but sublime
half awake but floating high.
All their faces disappear
all intentions turn to...
so beautiful yet so cruel, so peaceful but full of raging wars. Every smile is led by a frown. In the darkness I see it. I see the peace. But when night turns to day. I’m just another person born upon a grave. Are we not all bid a due with the warm welcome of hello when we...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
and of happiness and of anger and of malice and of everything else that the stars could have possibly made up of
You let them scatter all over my body
Some settle in my veins, blooming into lillies
My brain became a field of forget me nots
But by far the largest amont decided to...
a serenading streamIn a tapestry bound by threads of fancy,A tangled weave of tangled dreams.The tall grass, swept by gentle rhythmStirred by an impulsive kiss,Became the whisper of a sighResponsive to my hand's caressAnd, as we lay, my eyes were drawnAbove to cloudless phthalo...
for you is a song for me
I see red inside my head
From memories corroding dead
Take me to insanity
Take me to insanity
Dark clouds rising with nicotine
Drains the pain right through my veins
Here we go once again
Black Clouds rising Inside my head
It feels like a dream
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...
for their dreams
crayon marks from gentle hands
pastels upon the sky
bridges to another world
in colors of experience
expressions of life's wondrous dance
deep within its folds
images of our own design
spanning anchors of today
portals for imagination's gift
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
As a veil in your thoughts and dreams
Image of my red lips and red hair
Is what you remember
But no life is behind those thin eyes
While the real ones gleamed that colour
Like the rest of me
Shards tearing us apart
Or perhaps we were always torn...
Hearts can be in many colors,
Blood bleeds in many ways,
Still my heart lingers more,
Because I am searching for a home,
We all need a home,
We all need a place to be,
A place where others lay,
Laying as a pack on we shall go,
Moonlight skies wake me up,
Keeps my mind racing...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
the English Patient)This is no English patient.There are no parallels,No similar liaisons,But it's about those scenes,And the bath.When all was good,Tucked away in dreams,Lovers in foamA sensual two-person melee,Non-identifiable,Anonymous,Lifesaving.I admit that's what I need...
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
I'm not here to be loved
It whispers in my ear
A lesson that repeats
As a weight that defeats
While binding me in place
Alone on quiet streets
In my own masquerade
The lies of my charade
I pretend to be more
In hopes sorrow can fade
I acknowledge the pain
As I stand...
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
She cries each night,Never does she show her pain,Always hiding her face,How long can she stay strong?How many more days must she play along,Raw emotion in her eyes,Fear crawling up her spine as she wipes the tears,Looking down at her scars,Looking at her reflection as she hides...
Don't know how to tell the time,
Don't know have to live this life,
I'm on the outside looking in,
I'm on the inside said looking out,
Memories, a photo a page and layers,
Don't know how to tell the world I'm sorry,
Guess I keep on going even without a story...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
.. by moiYou sent me a postcard from Italy,Of your travels that summer,One after another, a trail leading everywhere.Low sun and orange skies,Heat and terracotta coloursOld Coca-cola signs, faded in the Tuscan light,Fountains, bathing your un-sandaled feetAnd brown tanned skin...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
with artless strokes, caressed.
Nor for a fervid whisper of desire,
Not withstanding all the hunger that my heart possessed,
For that the ink I spilt was not inspired.
Not for one kiss should I ever trade my passion, my art,
Nor seek such lucrative returns
From the blind...
of the stars on your skirtAnd how it looked moving on youWalking up the stairs...Slow motion,PoignantPurely sexual, InnateSensual loving that could not waitI had stars on my mindThinking of the stars on your skirtAnd how it lay on the floorThat very night of long love...And for...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
heady heights of his enamoured soulDream drenched in the rapids of a swollen streamThat floods her well, in which his avid longing thirstHe yearns to quench, but never will,He fords the currents of these liquid dreamsAmid the labyrinth of the Briar'sTorn and tangled weave he...
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
who they are!
Sometimes I don't think before I speak,
Or I speak when I should just walk.
But I guarantee that my words are genuine,
I don't really enjoy small talk.
Sometimes it's not what you say, but nothing at all,
You can argue with the ignorant,
Useless as conversing...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
My heart is as deep as the Hudson River. Its fresh with unpredictable currents. Once a murky barren zone is now the object of a mid summers swim.
My mind is a twisted Christmas peppermint stick. Its stale and forgotten in your grandmothers garage, along with...
as you know who you are
You are the person that talks with me, and hails from very far
You were one of the very first people, that I met here when I was new
Several accounts later, I'm thankful to still be talking with you
At first I was quite stubborn, and sometimes even rude...
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...