The weird sounds of the night, are really scaring me.
Panic and rage run through my body.
The devil is tryna get in everyday.
I fight off the urges that would satisfy me.
All I can do is hold on.
Prayer is my weapon.
Faith gives me piece of mind,
to stop the demons from...
i know i might just light this joint just for the touch , just for the rush
you dont even know the half of it , mad ruckess
tangled brain , im feeling like a hand puppet
cause she dont know im alone , im on my own
comatose , im feeling sick but im still posted up at...
who always told me I should write a song, well I haven't done that haha, but I have written a few poems, and I would like to share one with you guys. This poem is quite obvious on the subject, and it's really personal, I've recently told my friends about my heartbreak even...
In nighttime's sleepless hours my reverie of you takes hold
I place a kiss so gentle as not to stir a sleeping baby on the face that fills my waking hours and haunts my dreams
You alone are my Northern lights, evoking a rainbow of cascading colours, Plumes of light that fill the...
Broken pieces, shattered all around
We heard the sound, when it all hit the ground
Torn pages, in the book of my life
In the pain and strife, seems like a losing fight
Empty spaces, covered in clutter
My heart skips paces, and my words come in stutters
I see the places, where the...
The feelings we share I ride like a wave,
The ups the downs the direction they make,
On a magic carpet that we made,
From threads of ourselves,and the pattern we laid
the vessel counts as much as the map,
The carriage awaits for us to step up,
I admit Its scary as it might...
You said you cared.
But when I turned around,
you were never there.
I waited for you long enough.
You put me through hell but I never gave up.
You pushed and pulled and played with my heart.
The moment you said, we will never be apart.
Now I'm looking at you dead in the eyes...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything.
You see emotions and their journey.
Their heartbreaks and their fears.
Their memories, maybe even eternity.
Now, look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see.
Can you see the darkness,
That lives deep within me?
Waking up in the morning,
another day dawns,
I rush to my computer,
I flip the cold box on.
As it's familiar sounds start,
Time to pour a cup,
I rush back to sign on,
To see if he's already up.
The "Sign In" is complete,
Today begins anew,
I gesture "Good Morning...
unaffected by time. In this room exists one perfect moment before everything turned to dust before my eyes. In this room I never allowed my insecurities to destroy us. In this room you haven't yet stopped listening to what I have to say through my words but also through my...
feeling at first glance
As you moved forward and asked for a dance
Saying yes you took my hand
That is where the sin began
Our bodies moved in unison
Enticing a dangerous flame
And we entered sin's treacherous game
The beat grew stronger and our hearts caught on
As we kept...
past successful ways
interfere with what must be grasped
to deal with the present
dominant ideas and solutions falter
trying to defend
battling to hold on
to what is no longer there
space and time warp
at the edge of a hole...
She lies easy in my arms
This dimly moonlit night
Her body supple to my charms
She moans with such delight
I brush her hair back, find her neck
And kiss her softly there
My lips they trace her gentle curves
They make her arch and swear
While fingers brush and pinch and...
If only they spoke ...
.. Those walls .. If only they spoke ...
To tell about that hidden truth and what really goes around ..
To tell about those secretive screams that never made a sound ..
To tell about those real smiles that yet haven't been found ..
To tell how those lies...
Meant To Me
I Tried Not To Let You In
But Somehow You Always Win
Now Im Trying Not To Fall Apart
Not So Easy With A Broken Heart
I Tried Not To Care
But That Was Impossible With You Always There
I Tried Not To Care
I Tried Not To Fall In Love With You
BUt How,I Had No Clue
I don't know the way you smile,
the echoes of your laughter, at the corner of my ears -
reasoning like old vanishing memories.
I don't know the way your touch feels, the way the tip of your fingers looses themselves on my body - looking for somewhere to hide,
the way they...
as you planted me in the earth.
"Grow!'" you said dutifully as you watered my roots.
"Grow!" you demanded as you stood over me, blocking the sunlight.
"Grow!" you said angrily as you walked past me to focus your attention elsewhere.
"Grow!" you said mournfully as I withered...
you were poison. Your eyes carried a strong venom that pierced into mine, you were the soldier in the darkest of wars. A secret whisper in my ear, I was engulfed in your mystery. Our bodies tense, our lips locked, our souls entwined. But our demons at battle. Battling each other...
Bring hearts broken
Unwilling to give
Not sure how to live
Turn fast away
And your heart you’ll betray
Such bountiful treasure
Once yours lost forever
But try just to view
What’s inside of you
And never you mind
Imperfections you find
Then let it all go
Each and Every Night
So much do I miss you that
Each and every night as I close my eyes
My heart sees your sparkling eyes, and your smile.
So much do I want you that
Each and every night as I think of you
My heart hears your sweet whispers and your...
I'm sick, and it's a pretty little illness
A prefrontal bacteria that eats away my willingness
To live within the social parenthesis
I'm twisted, sick from this political annilingus.
The jacket that I'm wearing will define my disorder
I'm due to see a professional Visceral...
With All You Put Me Through
I Have So Many Regrets
To Lose You Was Worth It
Although I Wasnt Sure
It Seemed To Make Me Happy
But Still So Insecure
We Always Said Forever
We Would Take It To The End
Never Give It Up
But This Time My Heart Couldnt Mend
It Cut So Deep Into Me
On the platform I watched with fascination the lovers at the station
Lost in tender admiration
I had to turn my gaze away.
For the first time in a long time I missed your smile today.
Living life at a pace, agents to please, speeches to make and deadlines to keep.
The only time...
path I take
Goes with me too
I can work alone
And think it is fun
To start a task
And see it done
I can sleep alone
For once I'm there
My dreams will take
I can stand alone
And face the fight
I will not run
If I know I'm right
But love alone
I can not do
You are lost
In faded colours of Summer's smile
The world we had now locks me out
I tear and strain in desperate style
You drift away, I scream and shout
My blood dries in the vein
True love just means real pain.
You are lost
Until moonbeams send you from the skies
I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, an almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lay Down,
..the rain comes falling down .
As my teardrops hit my pillow, they slowly sink and drown.
The lightening streaks the sky...casting shadows from above,
the pain inside my heart, tears apart this dying love.
The thunder rocks and roars,
sending shivers down my spine...
I want you to see,
that you have no right.
fall between these cracks,
take your time,
dont get back up,
and try to pull me down,
I'm out of words,
I'm out of tears,
I want to throw a fit,
I want to drown in my fears,
you just don't see,
and I don't think you ever will,
A diversion from this life of mine
People come and go
I just watch and enjoy the show
People are busy, so much to see
I want not to be them, just leave me be
They come and they go, from were I do not know
A tow tuck a pickup a mini van too
People are shopping buying...
what I gotta do to try
To be better at what I do and look with a closer glance
Wasting away all the possibilities and chances
All the nice words my heart could not touch
Why do I hate myself so much
Wish that I could escape my skin
Crawl out from the deep end
I hold back the...
was day, and the day was dark. I felt like everything was only just an imaginary dream. I saw you smiling, but only when I was happy. When I became trapped in my endless maze, you remain nothing but a stray.
I woke up shaking, crying, missing, please come back to me.
I stand upon the epicenter of the world
I am at ultimate peace and harmony with myself
I stand where my body and spirit
Are at one with the universe and the cosmos
I gaze upwards to see a celestial
Divine of ambiance within the clouds
The clouds unveil...
But Im Starting To Forget
But Remembering How You Lied
I Have Someone Now
Someone To Treat Me Right
To Talk To Proudly
And To Hold On To All Night
He's There For Me When I Need Him
To Give Me Love And Support
To Hold Me Close
And Wipe Away All The Signs Of Hurt
To Tell Me...
I will never mind being first,
over the fence, blindly climbing
or fronting our line of two,
through holes of clouds,
but , the only, I will not be,
for they still endure in me,
fights of ago slow in passing
I dont mind missed you, and...
I planted this seed...
watered it with my blood...
tried my best to shine...
my inner light upon it...
so it might prosper...
but as it broke through the soil...
I knew it was fragile...
maybe I sheltered it too much...
perhaps I didn't give it...
as much as I...
Roses are dull
violates are dying,
you say we dont care
but yet i am crying.
just fades away,
im left behind
we want you to stay.
In my eyes
im holding back tears,
scared and in pain
from all the past years.
We all care alot
we dont want you to go,
i try and stop you...
the door swings its motions
the air rushes through
the cycle it seems
But where is
what makes it new?
the people walk past
Below me the ground,
Above me the clouds
I knew better
I put myself in this position
Just when I think I'm winning
I start losing
This game called love
It's so confusing
A vicious cycle with no conscience
No remorse, I made my choice
I sacrificed my heart
Was torn apart by feelings I let loose
It's a noose...
trying to see if they can tell me why.
I no longer feel like I'm alive.
like tonight I know I'm going to die.
so I lay on this couch and I cry.
is this life I'm living all a lie?
there's this fear in my heart that won't go.
and as much as I try,it says no.
I guess it don't...
Do not be afraid of life,the pain,the peril and the strife.Do not shrink with fear and dread from the things that lie ahead.
Do not be afraid to try-for no goal can be too high.You may fail but don't complain,you can always try again.
Do not be afraid to speak,to adventure and to...
I have let the light go,But not let the dark in,The pain from withing spreading my fears,You and I,Standing here alone,We are like each other,The pain consuming me,This world is nothing but a dream,A peace of a shattered memory,Here we go,The secrets we never shared,Each time we...