You don't see me as I feel you .
You don't feel me as I see you .
Do not hear me as my heart holds true .
You won't give me.
When my mind is blue.
The time of day
Is it all I deserve?
A period of passing by .
Day and night a heartfelt cry.
To save me from myself...
One man's drink is another man's poison...that's true of women, too...she's anxious to get you, I can't wait to get rid of you...I say, more power to her! and I hope she's got a sense of humor...when she finds out she didn't steal a husband...she just won herself a part-time...
her heart felt numb. She couldn't see, or hear or think. She walked into the emptiness, as it welcomed her home. She didn't embrace it, she didn't do anything, for she couldn't feel. They day her lover died so did she. She didn't exist anymore, a lifeless shell of what she once...
Going to pour myself another drink
Anything that’ll to help make me sleep
See it’s not my dreams that haunt
But it’s how far they’re out of reach
So I sit by the window
Watch the world go by
Pretend it’s not getting to me
Tell myself another lie
“It’s alright, it...
This will always be part of my heaven
The water is cold at first, but once I break through the wall of fear,
I dive in and feel right at home.
I will take the lake with me wherever I go.
This will always be part of my heaven
The warm light brings a brilliant feeling on the stage...
even half done but yeah
I'm living out a plastic bag
because I don't want to go home
It's all part of a plan
Just don't want to be alone
because I can't get over my ****
I'm pretending I'm OK
But at night I can't sleep,
Getting drunk everyday
Try'na drink away the pain
She could feel the pain slowly rising in her chest as she stared at the liquid trickling down her arm.
Had she done that?
Her mouth hung slightly agape as the ache in her heart seemed to choke her.
She was alone.
With nothing but a pen and a piece of paper to keep her company...
Like an eagle in a cage somewhere, clipped wings by his sides
You can read the secret dreams of flight that soar behind his eyes
He may stay a while and love you, let you feed him from your hand
Ah, but leave the cage door open, you'll find the eagle's spirit strong
I want to be the next big thing but don’t we all. In a world where every second something new is created and consumed by society, and individuals alike, to bring forth something of value and permanence even for the shortest of time is so exceptional. The hardest part of the...
I know it's not your fault
But still I want to blame you,
For leaving me behind
With the shattered remains of my heart.
I don't know where to start,
To pick up the pieces
Or even if I'll be able to.
I just know that it hurts,
To have your heart ripped away,
And then broken into...
Weaving pictures in my mind,
Of all the things I've left behind.
A tapestry of memories,
A portrait of how things used to be.
A word, a thought, a laugh a smile,
All beautifully etched in the image for a while.
The colours fade,
The feeling remains,
Like a part of your soul has...
Fallen angels hear me now,
We've all lost what we had found.
Confusion flies into the room.
Is there nothing we can do..?
There was a time when I felt happy.
It was with you, because you would let me.
There is a place I felt completely all together yet I,
Still stared out,
I could tell you a story. That would never end. It could bore you. Or you could ascend. But in the end this story never ends. It goes through the ages. With power of word. Forever writing a story unheard. Shall it ever truly end or will more pages be added to the story unending...
. not sure how I feel about it yet
had a dream about a historical exhibit and a real friends song
I took you back without thinking then you took back what you wanted all along
i woke up crying because you don't even want me in my dreams
now im in every word you hear
This started out to be a poem, but as I was writing it,
I began to hear a tune and background singers and a full orchestra.
I don't write music. I couldn't carry a tune if I had a bag to put it in,
but here comes this song in my head.
And that is where it will stay, because I can...
Do you see my smile?
The one that I wear everyday
The one that says I'm okay
But am I?
Do you hear me laughing
At your lamest jokes
And silly antics
But is it for real?
Or is it fake?
Is it a mask I wear
To avoid the questions?
Or a mask that I wear
To hide my emotions?
Close the door
Invade me I never opened my eyes
I don't really care anymore
Rob me of my soul
Rape me with your eyes
Transcend through time
I never opened my eyes
You'll whisper soft dark sweet lyrics in my ear that are as black as night and spread across eagles' wings
I've gotten to the end of the rope,
Its wrapped around my throat
Till I'm startin to choke
lost and have no hope
Givin up on it tryin to cope
The stress of life I'm done
Is there no place to run
I think the time has come
Where i pick up a gun
No more tryin actin fake
Updated it a bit... not nearly done. will get there someday.
“Don’t let go!” he shouted. I closed my eyes and held on to his hand as tight as I possibly could. I could feel him slipping through my fingers, I could literally feel him slipping away. I opened my eyes and in...
... If only you knew ...
I see your beautiful smile ..
I see your beautiful eyes ..
... If only you knew ...
How much I love you ..
I see my life before you ..
And I see my life with you ..
... If only you knew ...
How much you've changed in me ..
I'm trying to tell you ..
Or is it just a saying that you have bent?
Hope is a damed,
But without it's pump,
There's no grasping reality from where you have been.
Close your eyes now and imagine this, a painting of a sun that you still can't see,
It's far to bright to grasp.
Far to hard to feel
I fell from grace,The fall was hard,The pained you caused,was brutal and scarred.I wished to never be in this place,That it hadn't happened,Was all a mistake.Yet still I fell.Heat turned to fire,The flames building so high,I just couldn't see it,I didn't want to try.I hit the...
Two love birds sitting on a bench, with no one but themselves.
Lovingly into each other’s eyes they look.
She giggles with laughter at his touch, blushes at the sound caring words
Still giggling at the sight of his affections.
Draped in each other’s arms underneath...
A little prince was born into this world with dreams and goals that burned inside him with a passionate fire. When he stepped outside his castle walls of stone for the first he noticed the poverty and sadness that surrounded him and, afraid of the world, retreated back into his...
I wrote this recently for one of the most amazing people in my life. She has long suffered with autism and muscular dystrophy, and has faced many years of intolerant and judgmental people not bothering to get to know her and only considering how she looks. To me, she is stunning...
Past Present and Future
We're connected for sure
Not by blood, but by time and soul
We might have a different role
In another life
In another sight
Our souls have bonded
All on it's own
In another time, explained
Like invisible lines
I hear the pieces splinter,
And in that moment time stands still.
Shattering, falling, breaking,
Like rain that pours unendingly.
Pain courses through every fibre,
It twists its jagged edges,
embedding itself until
It is all that remains.
The pieces are so small,
The pain can't...
gives me social anxiety
And says cole you better stop hiding me
He is my anger
He sees my despise
He is my friend who hears my cries
He is the stranger I see in the mirror
He is who you don't go near or....
Is that me
Is it in my head is it my mentality
So I could be melted away by the sun.
Cheery weather never seen,
Just a cloud pouring snow by the ton.
Hatred's an ignorant species,
To deceitful and shamed.
Wish we could turn into snowflakes,
And bleach out everything that's blamed.
Ashes to ashes,
The world falls apart...
You paint on a smile,
You wear a mask,
To hide the cracks and the pain,
So people don't ask.
Only your eyes,
Truly give you away,
The things you hide,
To get through the day.
Look in the mirror,
What do you see?
A handful of demons,
With faces of glee.
Torturing your soul...
before you all.
To testify before I fall.
I've lived through life with few regrets.
Had a child of my own that is heaven sent.
A ghost that haunts like a blazing fire.
I've been called a tramp and then called a liar.
Randomly quit smoking cigarettes.
And tried my best to...
At times I actually believe that I am an alien-human hybrid.There has to be an explanation for my secretly aloof self and ambition that never matches my peers. I seek something that would balance me as an entity, something that allows me to enter a pure state of freedom. I am...
Watch them burn,
Watch them burn,
They're the light in the dark,
Don't let them burn out,
Don't let yourself lose that spark;
Water does not appear in your light,
You might put yourself out,
Don't succumb to these inner pains,
Don't fill yourself with this...
Pillar of Fire
In honor of my late, beloved earthly father, and the gifts he gave.
Not for me to understand, every gesture of God’s hand
All will be revealed in keeping with His grand, eternal plan.
But He Who sees the sparrow fall always hears...
I know that you and the bottle are buddies since way back when
you say that whiskey stood by you, when you couldn't find a friend
but sweetheart, I can't help but worry
you need it more each passing day
and when you crawl inside the bottle
the best of you just crawls away
seasons of my life. It brings me joy and it is my only companion during my darkest times. Music never leaves me. I was so happy I discovered my singing talent. Song lyrics, poetry and short stories are the ones I love the most. Literature and music...
Is numbness an emotion?
How can it not be when, at times,
It’s all I ever feel?
Sometimes I wonder if it has a mind of its own
It’s very deceptive,
At first it seeps into yourheart,
Makes you cold,
Then it envelopes your...
VERSE 1I have faced each day with the blade,Found no answers at all,I hold on until the end,But slowly it gets colder,Each night draws in my tears.VERSE 2You say not to run away,Yet you have left over and over again,Letting my light go,Fading away my childhood,Where has my...
for the pervs...
Log on to my EP
I look at my messages with such a fright
Someone messaged me sayin' hey I like your hair
You know your beautiful you know your fair
But then I say you haven't even seen a picture of me
And that is what it's like, here on EP
Someone is fun...
A high night wind was blowin’ black clouds
Across a witchin’ harvest moon.
Lightning flashed and lit up your face
Across a crowded room
I saw you move but I could not hear a word
When you began to speak
Thunder rolled and my vision blurred
yet) Think I'll call it
They think that I'm...
I don't know how to say this without sounding dumb
My head is stuck in trouble, coz my heart is numb
And I don't know if I, Have the strength to go oo-on
People think they fixed my problem, think there's only one
But you can't...
Let them aim well
and you aim higher and
in the tree tops, and watch
Are you sure you have
what it takes?
Learn from the bombings and
snipes, but also learn from the
that isn't peace or
I can almost taste the poison on my tongue. The color of the world fades and returns in the weirdest of patterns. It's dimly lit, sleek and as far as I can tell, isolated.
He enters the room. One movement of his latex fingers sends the worst of sounds into the air. My body...
VERSE 1My heart feels heavy,Life in my eyes are too cruel,But one day I will see it in a new way,I will fight to survive.VERSE 2Each days flies by and I sit alone.One day you will see,You will see I am me,I am changing for the better,I will fly free.CHORUSToday I cried for many...
She gazed up at the heavens, her blue eyes reflecting the twinkling stars of the night sky. One arm was raised as she tried to trace a shape, and the other lay at her side, fingering the grass around her. A small frown wrinkled her pale forehead as she tried to figure out what...
This churning in my head
Is sickening my heart
I toss and turn in bed
I dreamt my dreams all fell apart
Today's the day I let it go and leave you on your own
They all told me that I should trust you two can be alone
I'm giving you the knife to prove I trust you not to run it...
I want to hide the scars on my heart
Wrap up my emotions neatly in a box
Pay postage to send it all back
The things I've learned about myself
The moments play back like a broken machine
Dare to close my eyes
I want to reclaim the tears
The love, the years
I gave so freely...
I wrote this song in my 20's to express some feelings I had which still come up from time to time:The Fool
Hello stranger, I'm a fool
who shares my heart and lets you see inside your own
Hello stranger, can't you see?
I have doubts and fears
the same as you've been locking...
So, sometimes I get ideas in my head for poems. I mostly write lyrics, but occassionally an idea will pop into my head so I will write it down. This isn't very good, and I will probably adapt it, but I thought I would get it down whilst it was still fresh in my mind and edit it...
On the radio
Can I sing with a broken Heart baby I don't no
Did you plan it all along to get up and go ohhh
The truth I will never know covered up by lies
Now am on a tv show talking about your disguise.
How I loved you, how we had it all planned
Thought I knew...
and poetry! I can go on for years writing when i am emotional or blank. I am constantly writing stories or re-playing events of my life in my mind and the paper i bleed my pen against is the exact moment of support when my thought relive the reality i have already faced! I am in...
strange monograms that nobody knows
There´s a Sun that I once engraved with my finger into the muddy road
We both walked
And showed you the world full of flowers instead of gold.
There are memories of a fairy with long red hair and freckles on her nose
but as a full-time 24/7 life experience. I have written so many countless poems and so many short stories that have sharpened not only my wit but also my mind in general. I love to write about anything and everything- poetry is my escape from life, and stories are my entrance to...