All over again:
i sit here, erasing the pictures of you,
i sit here, wondering what did i do
i go through it in my head, everything that i've said
i can't believe i let you in, now i start all over again
I only ever told you i needed you
I only ever told you i...
want someone to hold me
I have hit a low
See me as I am
A lost lamb
And life is the wolf
And I'm running away
Please tell me it won't always be this way
I have tried so hard to say my feelings
I have tried so hard to search for a healing
Depression is swallowing
Everyday is a blessing, living in a palace she play queen and I be her king .
She could be a goof, and I could play aloof, she could sing to me and she'd have my heart instantly.
Oh Taylor, could I love you any more?
To wake up next to that face, I'd know i was in a...
write our names in the sand?
Would you let me kiss your cheek, hold you up when you feel weak?
Would you let me be the one to take you off into the sun?
Would you allow me this simple dream?
Steal a kiss or two, so glad to be near you,
Listen for a whisper or two, so glad I can...
A helpless babe to her mother's
Arms, culled from comfort, carried
Off by artificial dragons.
Seeing, hearing, frantic as babes are,
With weak, uncomprehending minds.
The roars she roared as her wings
Made the wind submit to her will!
The city was set ablaze!
removes the dagger from Leah's chest
Sam: wake up my love, you've had enough sleep
Leah slowly wakes up, Sam feeds her blood.
Sam: wake up, I need you
Leah: how long has it been Sam?
Sam: oh, probably a couple centuries
Leah: centuries? What century is this 23rd...
... If only you knew ...
I see your beautiful smile ..
I see your beautiful eyes ..
... If only you knew ...
How much I love you ..
I see my life before you ..
And I see my life with you ..
... If only you knew ...
How much you've changed in me ..
I'm trying to tell you ..
I'll be thankful for every breath that I lose
Please forgive me for the path I'm about to choose
I feel that this is the only way to end it all
Look at them regret as they watch me fall
I'm so far away
I'm in a better place now
Wish I'd told you what you did to me...
and I was a single pale of water.
Silly me, thinking I could ever be enough to change you or contain you.
Both of us destroying ourselves trying to make ourselves over.
I emptied myself out so many times trying to control you,
and you spread yourself thin trying to see how much...
I know that you and the bottle are buddies since way back when
you say that whiskey stood by you, when you couldn't find a friend
but sweetheart, I can't help but worry
you need it more each passing day
and when you crawl inside the bottle
the best of you just crawls away
You don't see me as I feel you .
You don't feel me as I see you .
Do not hear me as my heart holds true .
You won't give me.
When my mind is blue.
The time of day
Is it all I deserve?
A period of passing by .
Day and night a heartfelt cry.
To save me from myself...
Past Present and Future
We're connected for sure
Not by blood, but by time and soul
We might have a different role
In another life
In another sight
Our souls have bonded
All on it's own
In another time, explained
Like invisible lines
Do you see my smile?
The one that I wear everyday
The one that says I'm okay
But am I?
Do you hear me laughing
At your lamest jokes
And silly antics
But is it for real?
Or is it fake?
Is it a mask I wear
To avoid the questions?
Or a mask that I wear
To hide my emotions?
all of a sudden this was on the paper, and oh my god, where did it come from? But I love it.
I used to be the kid
Who wrote poetry at 1 AM
On a spare napkin
Because inspiration hit.
I used to be the kid
Who wanted to be a lawyer
So badly that I watched Suits
Like it was the...
been sorrow , there could have been pain but yet all i can remember is the void.
The void of feelings once felt, it's essence leaving me in it's wake. Teasing, taunting me to chase only to find more of the same.
My heart is a time bomb of desire, i have no control when i...
VERSE 1I have faced each day with the blade,Found no answers at all,I hold on until the end,But slowly it gets colder,Each night draws in my tears.VERSE 2You say not to run away,Yet you have left over and over again,Letting my light go,Fading away my childhood,Where has my...
I'll play the part I have to play
You never know, dear
When God, Himself, will intervene
and I, myself, had no fear
In time, you'll see it just like me
I am worthless
I am useless
I am powerless to even face it
I am helpless
I am hopeless
Give me another day, I...
and definitely stories every single day. Really I find that amazing. Every single day a short song. A story... Though my latest stories are part about this girl Leah, and this boy man person name Sam.
Sam is immortal, he has been around for more than 1.5 years and looks 18. He...
but then I woke
I still remember each word you spoke
I dreamt the way I wanted things to be
Here we stand just you and me
I look to the sky, know that you are there
Hope you know I’ll always care
Looked at the pictures of you and me
Thought that you and I would always be
I now cannot sleep unless you are there to hold,
I now cannot dream of silver or of gold,
I wait for my dreams to fold as they crash into every one else I know,
I grow tired I grow so old, for all of this you never show
Hidden away like a shadow of love, these are the...
" I know "
Feeling alone got no one to talk to
You just want to go home
But no one is there but you
I know that your heart is hurting
And you can't hide your eyes
Cause I know that you've been crying
I know pain is knocking your door
I know you can't take it...
So, sometimes I get ideas in my head for poems. I mostly write lyrics, but occassionally an idea will pop into my head so I will write it down. This isn't very good, and I will probably adapt it, but I thought I would get it down whilst it was still fresh in my mind and edit it...
poems, short stories:
It starts off with playing a certain song, then after listening to a couple more songs with the same vibe and mood, I have a good reason to write a song. Including poem. Usually my songs and poems come from experiences I had with my ex or experiences I'd...
Sorry i looked at you
Sorry i said hello
Sorry i want to give my heart
Sorry i want to be with you
Sorry i want you by my side
Sorry i said i loved you
Sorry i told the world
Sorry that without you i feel i need to hide
Sorry but i'm just me
scars and make me sane// Make me numb/ Kill the pain/ Heal my scars and make me sane// I'm broken, broken/ Maybe this pretty pill will fix me/ I'm broken, so broken/ Somebody please just kill me// I am done/ I am done// Scars on our hips/ Scars on our thighs/ Eyes full of hurt...
One man's drink is another man's poison...that's true of women, too...she's anxious to get you, I can't wait to get rid of you...I say, more power to her! and I hope she's got a sense of humor...when she finds out she didn't steal a husband...she just won herself a part-time...
But my vivid mind is so blurry
Take it slowly I feel you getting closer
Take it to the ground
I switch so quick, do it quick, now hurry
If I could change the world it would be much faster
Feel the mood link us in closer
Feel us sink in deeper
You rush it, we're going...
but I wrote something, kids a lyrics about my sleep..
I can't think straight
It can not wait
I can feel it inside
There is no room to hide
It always finds a way to capture me
I'm weak.. I'm weak
I'm loosing myself into the dark
I tried to get up but I fell apart
story, but I do have an idea of a story, Brutal Bones... story of a guy who falls in love with a demon. An old Indian town, run down after years of crime and poverty. A **** hole, Cory is just your average f*u*ckup. No dreams, no talents , no purpose to live. His life is then...
he sees his life fade away
Looking down the barrel, he wonders if he can last another day
Looking down the barrel, thinking what he's been through
Looking down the barrel he think he's doing it for you.
As life spirals further and further down
He doesn't think he should...
while I was having an anxiety attack which caused me to hallucinate. I thought about posting the first draft to display the pure, unbound disorder, but I decided against it, and revised it to try and turn the feelings into something coherent through the rhythm. Anyway, I'm not...
I fell from grace,The fall was hard,The pained you caused,was brutal and scarred.I wished to never be in this place,That it hadn't happened,Was all a mistake.Yet still I fell.Heat turned to fire,The flames building so high,I just couldn't see it,I didn't want to try.I hit the...
another day by the grave,
Six feet down the broken cannot be saved,
When all is said and done,
We gotta sacrafice our paradise for oblivion,
One more day till the other side,
No time to waste on the stronger ones,
Tonight we have to bring it down,
Who knows tonight could be...
the sound of everyone gone
as i sit, bleeding and torn
The sound of silence, the sound of everyone gone
as i sit, wishing i'd never been born
Today was the day it came crumbling down
life in shattered pieces
Today was the day it all came crumbling down
all the pain just...