I wrote this song in my 20's to express some feelings I had which still come up from time to time:The Fool
Hello stranger, I'm a fool
who shares my heart and lets you see inside your own
Hello stranger, can't you see?
I have doubts and fears
the same as you've been locking...
another day by the grave,
Six feet down the broken cannot be saved,
When all is said and done,
We gotta sacrafice our paradise for oblivion,
One more day till the other side,
No time to waste on the stronger ones,
Tonight we have to bring it down,
Who knows tonight could be...
all your words and all your taunts
when alone i bled inside
ran away to my own little corner to hide
You used to make me cry
thanks to you now i can fly
i used to dream of the day i died
now i'm stronger i no longer have to hide
Keep thinking you ruined me...
for you my dear
For our love is beyond compare
Real, transcience, without despair
Calm as the water, oh so clear
You are the light that shines when I am lost
I give my heart and soul without a cost
I will wait just to see you even if it takes time
No space, no hymn, our love...
Weaving pictures in my mind,
Of all the things I've left behind.
A tapestry of memories,
A portrait of how things used to be.
A word, a thought, a laugh a smile,
All beautifully etched in the image for a while.
The colours fade,
The feeling remains,
Like a part of your soul has...
I know that you and the bottle are buddies since way back when
you say that whiskey stood by you, when you couldn't find a friend
but sweetheart, I can't help but worry
you need it more each passing day
and when you crawl inside the bottle
the best of you just crawls away
You took my soul.
When you looked into my eyes,
All you saw was a deep dark hole.
Help me when I'm falling deeper down.
I need you her to make me feel loved.
For every word you say is sweet.
And my heart stops each time we meet.
A day seems like an hour when you...
By enemies who approach me like their friends with me
Whisky and Hennessy
Pouring into the glass with venom and heat
She hasn't called last night
Paranoia sinks in my skin and anxiety reaches new heights
Who is she with, what is she doing
Who's the other...
'll be the truth when everyone wants to lie
I'll be a shoulder for when you cry
I'll be you're wings to help you fly
I'll always be there and never ask why
I'll be your eyes when you can't see
I'll be there as long as you need me
I'll be there as long as you...
looking down and ready to fall
just seconds till the end, the end of it all
i can hear, i can hear the angels call
look at me here flat on the floor
who would have thought i once stood tall
So hard to live, harder to die
falling asleep, trying not to cry
i see the light...
Going from here to there
A life has gone wrong
Quiet is hard to bear.
The noise and daylight ends
The sky no longer bright
The moment the twilight sends
The silence of the night.
With no one to share
What life brings one’s way
It's too hard to care
What anyone has...
I wonder how you are
When you’re not here I hope you think of me from a far
Thinking of you I start to smile
Knowing I’ll hear that beautiful in a little while
Time passes by so slowly alone
When I’m with you I wish I never had to be on my own
Life seems much brighter now...
been sorrow , there could have been pain but yet all i can remember is the void.
The void of feelings once felt, it's essence leaving me in it's wake. Teasing, taunting me to chase only to find more of the same.
My heart is a time bomb of desire, i have no control when i...
when in all actuality I don't. It is just something I do from time to time. Here goes, a poem. Sing it if you can. Make music to it if you're able, and change it to further bring out the soul. It's amazing the things people can accomplish in groups.
Quickly my fingers work in...
when i was feeling down one day a while ago. I still kinda go through this in my head sometimes.
If i died tonight would you remember my name?
If i died tonight would you remember what i looked like?
If i died tonight would you cry?
If i died tonight i wouldn't really be...
Like an eagle in a cage somewhere, clipped wings by his sides
You can read the secret dreams of flight that soar behind his eyes
He may stay a while and love you, let you feed him from your hand
Ah, but leave the cage door open, you'll find the eagle's spirit strong
your life's problems,
But being on the road doesn't have to make them worse.
All that time by yourself is an opportunity for thinking,
Piece together the full story and maybe framing it as a verse.
Then you can rehearse and sing the song about what's troubling you,
And like with...
Tired of feeling like I'm about to go to slaughter
Tired of holding onto yesterday
Tired of wishing it was a brand new day
At every turn there's a wall
At every turn there's another chance to fall
There's no end seen in sight
Searching long and hard but can't find the...
Is numbness an emotion?
How can it not be when, at times,
It’s all I ever feel?
Sometimes I wonder if it has a mind of its own
It’s very deceptive,
At first it seeps into yourheart,
Makes you cold,
Then it envelopes your...
Not the best song lyrics I've ever written but still I'm posting them.
Throw it away,
All your dreams,
They're worthless, they say.
They threw me out,
Tossed me about,
Pulled my life from me.
All me hope drained away,
In a secret,
They put you down.
Stand up, that's what we're...
wishing i could die
I'm on public show
With absolutely nowhere to go
people stand there watching me falling
As i hear the heavens calling
I'm here thinking of the days when i used to feel tall
Now all i want is to end it all
perfect words to say goodbye
But every word just makes me cry
I’ve been trying to figure out why you had to fly
Now I sit and cry
A peaceful place where you shall rest
Hard to go on but shall do our best
We all said you were the best
Even through the trouble that put us to...
VERSE 1I have faced each day with the blade,Found no answers at all,I hold on until the end,But slowly it gets colder,Each night draws in my tears.VERSE 2You say not to run away,Yet you have left over and over again,Letting my light go,Fading away my childhood,Where has my...
You don't see me as I feel you .
You don't feel me as I see you .
Do not hear me as my heart holds true .
You won't give me.
When my mind is blue.
The time of day
Is it all I deserve?
A period of passing by .
Day and night a heartfelt cry.
To save me from myself...
Watch as the pieces fall
Watch as he comes undone
A man on the outside
A boy lay within
His smile, his way to hide
The tears dwell in him
The strength he must show
The man he must be
No one will know
The pain they’ll never see
A smile on the outside
he more I think, the more I know I could have stopped
The more I think, the more I see the gun I should have dropped
The twisted voices lingered inside
Till the day I just couldn't hide
Sorry I can not be there any more
I miss you all more then ever before...
All over again:
i sit here, erasing the pictures of you,
i sit here, wondering what did i do
i go through it in my head, everything that i've said
i can't believe i let you in, now i start all over again
I only ever told you i needed you
I only ever told you i...
I deserve to die
What? What did you say?
You hate me?
Well, I hate me too.
Crimson tears flow down my face
I can't seem to be in the right place
People tell me it's just a phase...
That life hasn't punished me... That this isn't my fate
Every time I look in...
scars and make me sane// Make me numb/ Kill the pain/ Heal my scars and make me sane// I'm broken, broken/ Maybe this pretty pill will fix me/ I'm broken, so broken/ Somebody please just kill me// I am done/ I am done// Scars on our hips/ Scars on our thighs/ Eyes full of hurt...
Inch by inch
The water is drifting
Waves rise up again
My weight has been abducted
So I swim deep down into the ocean
Down where we can't see anything beneath
So we're left blind eyed
Until the bright lights shine
Underneath it seems so clear
Its safe to say...
One man's drink is another man's poison...that's true of women, too...she's anxious to get you, I can't wait to get rid of you...I say, more power to her! and I hope she's got a sense of humor...when she finds out she didn't steal a husband...she just won herself a part-time...
I fell from grace,The fall was hard,The pained you caused,was brutal and scarred.I wished to never be in this place,That it hadn't happened,Was all a mistake.Yet still I fell.Heat turned to fire,The flames building so high,I just couldn't see it,I didn't want to try.I hit the...
Close the door
Invade me I never opened my eyes
I don't really care anymore
Rob me of my soul
Rape me with your eyes
Transcend through time
I never opened my eyes
You'll whisper soft dark sweet lyrics in my ear that are as black as night and spread across eagles' wings
Going to pour myself another drink
Anything that’ll to help make me sleep
See it’s not my dreams that haunt
But it’s how far they’re out of reach
So I sit by the window
Watch the world go by
Pretend it’s not getting to me
Tell myself another lie
“It’s alright, it...
of release, red droplets staining my sheets, dripping down my leg, thighs on fire, the feeling of relief like a scream from my body, X's and Oh ****'s on my skin, my mind is full of hurt and deceit, watch my skin unzip with the razor blade, the pinky white below the surface...
different person and envy.
Wishing that I looked like you
Wishing I was as smart as you
Wishing I was somebody
Thinking to myself I was nobody
They see me smiling on the outside
Wishing they all weren't looking at you
What they don’t know is I've died inside...
I wrote this recently for one of the most amazing people in my life. She has long suffered with autism and muscular dystrophy, and has faced many years of intolerant and judgmental people not bothering to get to know her and only considering how she looks. To me, she is stunning...
Existence is out there
While I hang from this rope
Waves against rocks
A constant reminder
Life will go on
And you will get stronger
Would you miss me if I left
Is there anything left to miss
Just a vacant shell
A gaping abyss
Washed up on the beach
Picked up as a...
after a bit of a messy experience where i got played by a crazy woman.
You and your lies:
You and your lies, me and my dumbass cries
I let you take the best of me, you left me with the rest of me
you and your lies, me and my dumbass cries
I hope that you're happy, look what...
So much praised ignorance
Those who fear the darkness are doomed to live in it and be blind
But those who understand it will find light
Freedom of thought, expression , and choice
Isn't that what everyone wants ?
Knowledge can be a sword that swings in both directions...
Past Present and Future
We're connected for sure
Not by blood, but by time and soul
We might have a different role
In another life
In another sight
Our souls have bonded
All on it's own
In another time, explained
Like invisible lines
... If only you knew ...
I see your beautiful smile ..
I see your beautiful eyes ..
... If only you knew ...
How much I love you ..
I see my life before you ..
And I see my life with you ..
... If only you knew ...
How much you've changed in me ..
I'm trying to tell you ..