and lying on the floor
Just moments before you had walked out the door
many years ago you stood and said " i do"
but now i am dead inside, you said " we're through".
I wish i could hear you once more
Wish i hold you once more
i know you try to forget me some how
All over again:
i sit here, erasing the pictures of you,
i sit here, wondering what did i do
i go through it in my head, everything that i've said
i can't believe i let you in, now i start all over again
I only ever told you i needed you
I only ever told you i...
thought of loosing
To forget all it was
Something from the beginning)
Society is killing me
Anxiety is my enemy
Time has no ending
I keep on falling
I've given up on redemption
But its not enough to live in prevention
Every day seems to be blending
When will it all grow...
wishing i could die
I'm on public show
With absolutely nowhere to go
people stand there watching me falling
As i hear the heavens calling
I'm here thinking of the days when i used to feel tall
Now all i want is to end it all
Going to pour myself another drink
Anything that’ll to help make me sleep
See it’s not my dreams that haunt
But it’s how far they’re out of reach
So I sit by the window
Watch the world go by
Pretend it’s not getting to me
Tell myself another lie
“It’s alright, it...
want someone to hold me
I have hit a low
See me as I am
A lost lamb
And life is the wolf
And I'm running away
Please tell me it won't always be this way
I have tried so hard to say my feelings
I have tried so hard to search for a healing
Depression is swallowing
VERSE 1My heart feels heavy,Life in my eyes are too cruel,But one day I will see it in a new way,I will fight to survive.VERSE 2Each days flies by and I sit alone.One day you will see,You will see I am me,I am changing for the better,I will fly free.CHORUSToday I cried for many...
A little prince was born into this world with dreams and goals that burned inside him with a passionate fire. When he stepped outside his castle walls of stone for the first he noticed the poverty and sadness that surrounded him and, afraid of the world, retreated back into his...
VERSE 1I have faced each day with the blade,Found no answers at all,I hold on until the end,But slowly it gets colder,Each night draws in my tears.VERSE 2You say not to run away,Yet you have left over and over again,Letting my light go,Fading away my childhood,Where has my...
been sorrow , there could have been pain but yet all i can remember is the void.
The void of feelings once felt, it's essence leaving me in it's wake. Teasing, taunting me to chase only to find more of the same.
My heart is a time bomb of desire, i have no control when i...
Like an eagle in a cage somewhere, clipped wings by his sides
You can read the secret dreams of flight that soar behind his eyes
He may stay a while and love you, let you feed him from your hand
Ah, but leave the cage door open, you'll find the eagle's spirit strong
when i ws in a very dark place.
I'm sorry baby but i had to say goodbye
i'm looking down over you
up here with angels
please baby, please don't cry
Every day you wake up, i will always be there
every time you see our picture, know i'll always care
when you cry i...
Weaving pictures in my mind,
Of all the things I've left behind.
A tapestry of memories,
A portrait of how things used to be.
A word, a thought, a laugh a smile,
All beautifully etched in the image for a while.
The colours fade,
The feeling remains,
Like a part of your soul has...
that raisin' a hand to her makes you a man
Oh god i don't think so
Do you think having her fear you make you a man
Oh god i don't think so
Every time she hears your voice runs to her room and locks the door
you've come home drunk now she fears you'll beat her to the...
she sat next to a log as she pulled out her pen. Her pen was magic so every time she wrote she brought life to the Forrest. As she took a deep breath and started to paint the log with her beautiful words. The log slowly started wrapping around her. Before she knew it, she was in...
after a bit of a messy experience where i got played by a crazy woman.
You and your lies:
You and your lies, me and my dumbass cries
I let you take the best of me, you left me with the rest of me
you and your lies, me and my dumbass cries
I hope that you're happy, look what...
I fell from grace,The fall was hard,The pained you caused,was brutal and scarred.I wished to never be in this place,That it hadn't happened,Was all a mistake.Yet still I fell.Heat turned to fire,The flames building so high,I just couldn't see it,I didn't want to try.I hit the...
May create a freelancer.
Alone with their thoughts,
One dances with melodies.
When images portray subtle memories.
Quires with a cause, or even without,
They help question what life is all about.
Conveyors move people, putting them near their next destination.
another day by the grave,
Six feet down the broken cannot be saved,
When all is said and done,
We gotta sacrafice our paradise for oblivion,
One more day till the other side,
No time to waste on the stronger ones,
Tonight we have to bring it down,
Who knows tonight could be...
I now cannot sleep unless you are there to hold,
I now cannot dream of silver or of gold,
I wait for my dreams to fold as they crash into every one else I know,
I grow tired I grow so old, for all of this you never show
Hidden away like a shadow of love, these are the...
there were once calculations,
lies and numbers
painting a perfect passage of time
in the end was a parkinglotjunkie.
caught between a sleepy stupid figure and love
shooting wormholes for secret science
past pearly gates / with hateful thoughts
shaking sounds of shame bring...
amateur aerobics instructor who injured himself overdoing-it in his makeshift gym in his garage while doing pulll ups, the overhead bar comes down on his head HARD (LIGHTS OUT)
while in rehabilitation mode he loses everything the respect of his tool friends,the love of his...
Take a step back,
Look at your life,
Put it in perspective,
See what it's worth.
Through the good and bad times,
You said you'd be there,
But now you're gone, It just aint fair.
And I'm the one that's been abandoned,
Left behind on my own,
Tangled in the mess you've made.
Not the best song lyrics I've ever written but still I'm posting them.
Throw it away,
All your dreams,
They're worthless, they say.
They threw me out,
Tossed me about,
Pulled my life from me.
All me hope drained away,
In a secret,
They put you down.
Stand up, that's what we're...
I wonder how you are
When you’re not here I hope you think of me from a far
Thinking of you I start to smile
Knowing I’ll hear that beautiful in a little while
Time passes by so slowly alone
When I’m with you I wish I never had to be on my own
Life seems much brighter now...
why can't people be happy for winter i know its sometimes dark and cold in summer kids play in the beautiful sunshine in winter kids just sleep in there cozy little bed complaining its too cold in winter its the perfect time of the year to make a snow man , play...
Close the door
Invade me I never opened my eyes
I don't really care anymore
Rob me of my soul
Rape me with your eyes
Transcend through time
I never opened my eyes
You'll whisper soft dark sweet lyrics in my ear that are as black as night and spread across eagles' wings
They continue as I shuffle through my day.
In life my dreams even truth seek.
They are of lust,love, adventure character and responsibility.
My dreams are never on repeat.
I must rest i must rest my dreams call to me.
Before you rest seek this advice.
Before you start a...
I wrote this recently for one of the most amazing people in my life. She has long suffered with autism and muscular dystrophy, and has faced many years of intolerant and judgmental people not bothering to get to know her and only considering how she looks. To me, she is stunning...
Inch by inch
The water is drifting
Waves rise up again
My weight has been abducted
So I swim deep down into the ocean
Down where we can't see anything beneath
So we're left blind eyed
Until the bright lights shine
Underneath it seems so clear
Its safe to say...
You don't see me as I feel you .
You don't feel me as I see you .
Do not hear me as my heart holds true .
You won't give me.
When my mind is blue.
The time of day
Is it all I deserve?
A period of passing by .
Day and night a heartfelt cry.
To save me from myself...
I know that you and the bottle are buddies since way back when
you say that whiskey stood by you, when you couldn't find a friend
but sweetheart, I can't help but worry
you need it more each passing day
and when you crawl inside the bottle
the best of you just crawls away
Do you see my smile?
The one that I wear everyday
The one that says I'm okay
But am I?
Do you hear me laughing
At your lamest jokes
And silly antics
But is it for real?
Or is it fake?
Is it a mask I wear
To avoid the questions?
Or a mask that I wear
To hide my emotions?
One man's drink is another man's poison...that's true of women, too...she's anxious to get you, I can't wait to get rid of you...I say, more power to her! and I hope she's got a sense of humor...when she finds out she didn't steal a husband...she just won herself a part-time...
Past Present and Future
We're connected for sure
Not by blood, but by time and soul
We might have a different role
In another life
In another sight
Our souls have bonded
All on it's own
In another time, explained
Like invisible lines
So, sometimes I get ideas in my head for poems. I mostly write lyrics, but occassionally an idea will pop into my head so I will write it down. This isn't very good, and I will probably adapt it, but I thought I would get it down whilst it was still fresh in my mind and edit it...