I want to have fun with a gun, I want to go with the flow, I like the feel of the wind on my skin, blowing on trees while I'm naked I couldn't give a **** if anybody sees, I want to take flight with the light, I want to go higher than I have ever been this is not a song lyric...
VERSE 1I have faced each day with the blade,Found no answers at all,I hold on until the end,But slowly it gets colder,Each night draws in my tears.VERSE 2You say not to run away,Yet you have left over and over again,Letting my light go,Fading away my childhood,Where has my...
Fallen angels hear me now,
We've all lost what we had found.
Confusion flies into the room.
Is there nothing we can do..?
There was a time when I felt happy.
It was with you, because you would let me.
There is a place I felt completely all together yet I,
Still stared out,
You don't see me as I feel you .
You don't feel me as I see you .
Do not hear me as my heart holds true .
You won't give me.
When my mind is blue.
The time of day
Is it all I deserve?
A period of passing by .
Day and night a heartfelt cry.
To save me from myself...
for GG Allin and his impact on my town. He was arrested here (Dino was as well for indecent exposure) for disorderly conduct and the place he played at closed down and never recovered. He is a legend and we love him here, except for some skater punks from back in the day lol...
Like an eagle in a cage somewhere, clipped wings by his sides
You can read the secret dreams of flight that soar behind his eyes
He may stay a while and love you, let you feed him from your hand
Ah, but leave the cage door open, you'll find the eagle's spirit strong
I wrote this song in my 20's to express some feelings I had which still come up from time to time:The Fool
Hello stranger, I'm a fool
who shares my heart and lets you see inside your own
Hello stranger, can't you see?
I have doubts and fears
the same as you've been locking...
Do you see my smile?
The one that I wear everyday
The one that says I'm okay
But am I?
Do you hear me laughing
At your lamest jokes
And silly antics
But is it for real?
Or is it fake?
Is it a mask I wear
To avoid the questions?
Or a mask that I wear
To hide my emotions?
but it is writing~
I'm tired of waiting
My patience wears thin
Your eyes, do they work?
I can see the innocence you hide
I can see the pain you can't leave
You've always put others before me.
But love, you'll always be my favorite
So I'll continue to wait for you
I'm high on...
I hear the pieces splinter,
And in that moment time stands still.
Shattering, falling, breaking,
Like rain that pours unendingly.
Pain courses through every fibre,
It twists its jagged edges,
embedding itself until
It is all that remains.
The pieces are so small,
The pain can't...
Updated it a bit... not nearly done. will get there someday.
“Don’t let go!” he shouted. I closed my eyes and held on to his hand as tight as I possibly could. I could feel him slipping through my fingers, I could literally feel him slipping away. I opened my eyes and in...
a cage of damaged docile conundrums.
Rampantly sifting through body heat, with a strong debris of painful feeling.
It sweeps me into bed, and flaunts the need and wish for ever lasting sleep.
What can I do, now that this feeling is here? Do I nurture this inner beast of heated...
I didn't say that I was broken
Or that I was prone to bleed.
I'm standing in a new world.
If id listened to myself there'd be no need.
You'd be by my side.
In some paradox you'd be by my side.
I know that you are safe for me.
I thought id lost...
he sees his life fade away
Looking down the barrel, he wonders if he can last another day
Looking down the barrel, thinking what he's been through
Looking down the barrel he think he's doing it for you.
As life spirals further and further down
He doesn't think he should...
And neither are you
But we are ourselves
And you're with me right now
And I think id like that
At least for a little bit
I cannot promise you eternity
Because how can we have the rain without the heat on that unbearable day
And how can we be us
You stole my heart,
And turned around;
A painful taste,
of positioned lace,
To be erased;
Picked up a mask,
And wore it well,
A broken case,
Now go to hell;
A dance of love,
You turned it on,
Now flip the switch,
Now that you're gone;
A fruitful dream,
wounded I might as well be wounded
Crawl off into a forest
If I'm gonna feel alone I might as well be alone
Fall off the face of the Earth
Canyons echo even at the drop of a pin
Rather exclusively for voids hear no distinction...
Going to pour myself another drink
Anything that’ll to help make me sleep
See it’s not my dreams that haunt
But it’s how far they’re out of reach
So I sit by the window
Watch the world go by
Pretend it’s not getting to me
Tell myself another lie
“It’s alright, it...
We are never gonna fit in. Our puzzle pieces don't go together. Even though it was supposed to be forever.
But how could I tell you no?
All this time, we never let go.
If I don't leave now, I'll break.
Because for me, you're every breath I take.
Our past is too much to...
Is numbness an emotion?
How can it not be when, at times,
It’s all I ever feel?
Sometimes I wonder if it has a mind of its own
It’s very deceptive,
At first it seeps into yourheart,
Makes you cold,
Then it envelopes your...
Close the door
Invade me I never opened my eyes
I don't really care anymore
Rob me of my soul
Rape me with your eyes
Transcend through time
I never opened my eyes
You'll whisper soft dark sweet lyrics in my ear that are as black as night and spread across eagles' wings
Beauty is all that I've left to live for
Love has left me wanting more
And my soul is singing its own score
Walking to your beat, I'm bored
My symphony still outshines yours
This silence shakes me to the core
I'm tired of waiting for an encore
Life is organic, not a...
Let them aim well
and you aim higher and
in the tree tops, and watch
Are you sure you have
what it takes?
Learn from the bombings and
snipes, but also learn from the
that isn't peace or
Not the best song lyrics I've ever written but still I'm posting them.
Throw it away,
All your dreams,
They're worthless, they say.
They threw me out,
Tossed me about,
Pulled my life from me.
All me hope drained away,
In a secret,
They put you down.
Stand up, that's what we're...
I fell from grace,The fall was hard,The pained you caused,was brutal and scarred.I wished to never be in this place,That it hadn't happened,Was all a mistake.Yet still I fell.Heat turned to fire,The flames building so high,I just couldn't see it,I didn't want to try.I hit the...
Take a step back,
Look at your life,
Put it in perspective,
See what it's worth.
Through the good and bad times,
You said you'd be there,
But now you're gone, It just aint fair.
And I'm the one that's been abandoned,
Left behind on my own,
Tangled in the mess you've made.
VERSE 1My heart feels heavy,Life in my eyes are too cruel,But one day I will see it in a new way,I will fight to survive.VERSE 2Each days flies by and I sit alone.One day you will see,You will see I am me,I am changing for the better,I will fly free.CHORUSToday I cried for many...
You took my soul.
When you looked into my eyes,
All you saw was a deep dark hole.
Help me when I'm falling deeper down.
I need you her to make me feel loved.
For every word you say is sweet.
And my heart stops each time we meet.
A day seems like an hour when you...
when I'm dead and buried
Closer to the center of the world
In fact, just grind my bones into ashes
Let all the winds prevail
I'll be glad all over when it's over
No more yielding to doubt
Keep in mind I've been locked out forever
Can't seem to find my way in
(repeat whole song...
and i find myself not so much talking to the voices in my head but wondering at them, if in some other reality they are living beings like myself with heart and soul and lungs to breathe and dreams to breathe to life. I find myself wondering if they ever wonder about me from...
Past Present and Future
We're connected for sure
Not by blood, but by time and soul
We might have a different role
In another life
In another sight
Our souls have bonded
All on it's own
In another time, explained
Like invisible lines
tears that I can't hide...
I'm as cold as ice inside this prison, this darkness that you gave to me.
You hold the rope taunt, but it wraps around my soul- squeezing it, warping me into a demon that l don't know. The pain is real, the only thing I need. It feeds the evil that...
I now cannot sleep unless you are there to hold,
I now cannot dream of silver or of gold,
I wait for my dreams to fold as they crash into every one else I know,
I grow tired I grow so old, for all of this you never show
Hidden away like a shadow of love, these are the...
A little prince was born into this world with dreams and goals that burned inside him with a passionate fire. When he stepped outside his castle walls of stone for the first he noticed the poverty and sadness that surrounded him and, afraid of the world, retreated back into his...
I know that you and the bottle are buddies since way back when
you say that whiskey stood by you, when you couldn't find a friend
but sweetheart, I can't help but worry
you need it more each passing day
and when you crawl inside the bottle
the best of you just crawls away
I wrote this recently for one of the most amazing people in my life. She has long suffered with autism and muscular dystrophy, and has faced many years of intolerant and judgmental people not bothering to get to know her and only considering how she looks. To me, she is stunning...
been sorrow , there could have been pain but yet all i can remember is the void.
The void of feelings once felt, it's essence leaving me in it's wake. Teasing, taunting me to chase only to find more of the same.
My heart is a time bomb of desire, i have no control when i...
and crumble the page
she's gone now so shouldn't i erase?
How i feel inside?
Take apart what makes up my heart and cast it aside?
Do the feelings i have mean anything at all?
the words i know have become lame, replaced with a sole name
calling, hoping within' an instance
You paint on a smile,
You wear a mask,
To hide the cracks and the pain,
So people don't ask.
Only your eyes,
Truly give you away,
The things you hide,
To get through the day.
Look in the mirror,
What do you see?
A handful of demons,
With faces of glee.
Torturing your soul...
and what you think you see
Is not what I know is inside of me
Why do you think the things you say?
Why do you look at me in that special way?
I'm not a picture in a show
I'm someone you don't know
Is this the way you see me?
I'm only me and that's all I can be
I tried to run away
But i knew it would catch me some day
I continue living my life in this cell
Dont wonder why
God i plead don 't cry
One slit to the throat
This is my sweet goodbye note
So many years of living in fear
Felt like i couldn't go on
... If only you knew ...
I see your beautiful smile ..
I see your beautiful eyes ..
... If only you knew ...
How much I love you ..
I see my life before you ..
And I see my life with you ..
... If only you knew ...
How much you've changed in me ..
I'm trying to tell you ..