like the slow parts of 'I Have Confidence'.
When you close your eyes you look happy,
Like you're smiling and could even rejoice,
Then you open them and I
See the pain inside
And I know,
Its because of me.
Its because of me.
Oh how I wish that things could be different,
Curled up in a ball
In a dark call
It's all I can call home
Ever since I lost you my life has been a misery
I see you here
Sitting over there...I don't blame you and all that hatred that runs throw your veins
I know it's caused by me
And them days we had, they...
I dont care what you say
You ******* pissed me off
You ******* lit this bomb
you pushed me to my ledge
But it was what you said:
Its your fault you ****** up big
So dont wave when we meet again
I wish we never met that day
Death iught be better anyway...
.. It's really bad I know. But I thought I'd share it with you...
Do you remember our conversations.
They way you talked, your punctuation.
lol it's all I have (this is the first time I'm trying to write one btw)
I’ve never really been in love
Or I never really want to be in love
I’ve learned a lot from what I see
When hearts are broken, and friends are crying
I call myself wise for knowing when it’s not the time
But I guess not wise enough to say if it’s real or not
By my bedside I lay staring out the window
feeling that noise , hearing it loud in my head
All day ringing , a melody on replay
listening to my heart beating , ( Oh oh )
Tears just roll off my cheeks remembering you .
Cuz everytime I say your name , I'm getting ur missed...
i am not a enemy nor am i a friend,
shadows of the darkness are voices in my head...
wings pale of black.....
fire that will come when she sets the moon alight...
she is the black rose...
thorns bleeding blood...
she is the snowflake.... that will never melt away.....
you and me
He was happy and healthy
And lived in harmony
Until one day Halloween night
There was the phone call changed his life
They said I'm sorry I don't know what to say
But your son has cancer in his brain
He didn't think much of it at the time
Till his mom went to...
Take my ever growing need
To feel and to be seen
Please, please let me be
Separate my soul from my body
Pull me out from underneath
If I must stay here, then let me bleed
Stay away, and let me bleed
All did was play the fool
You bet your heart as if it were a game of poker
You lost it all dont ya know the rules
I was blind by your second chances
I couldn't see for the life of me
You drew me in and played the Romance
Now u roam for eternity
Here is my very first song that i wrote, its about my best friend, whom i fell in love with, only to tell him, and find out he was in love with someone else.
"I miss you"
I miss you, i miss your smile, i even shed a tear every once in awhile,
We used to be best friends, and i...
they were great people that were misunderstood by everyone who chose not to know them.
3 hot messians
My 3 hot messians
people not of the norm
ladies of the fast lane
misunderstood by the world
My friends of the rebel
held by no bound
the ones people envy
for their freedom...
Is this cold air from inside or outside
All I feel is cold tide after tide
My soul is nothing but a great divide
And the water seeping in cannot be denied
It snakes and crawls all over my body
This water is taking over everything that is me
Washing away my...
As I Fall
Little boy runs and hides
While daddy screams and shouts
Holding back his tears
As dad and mom have a fallout
Oh no, there goes daddy hitting mommy yet again
The things he has to fear!
As silently he cries!
Now it's black and white.
I've lost hope
Hearing whispers and hate
Now you're in my eyes.
I keep you so
Close to me, close to me
I need you so
Be holding me, holding me
And when it's dark I
see the light, see the light
When we're apart it
shines so bright...
Here's a song I wrote recently about my lack of boyfriend troubles. I haven't written one in quite some time, hope you like it!
Somebody to hold you
Somebody to share your secrets with
Someone that will love you for all that you are
Someone who came for...
and it definitly helped me to get over it:)
going back to the exact same moment
and thinking what if
what if it all happend different
what would have happebd with me
but when I look back
I see it just made me stronger
and when I look at your eyes
I feel the pain going...
The darkness of your light.. the sound of cries, you know it all leads back to you. Your angel face is running, from the light... it's running from the truth. It's running from me. Oh, you'll regret it.. not taking me. But by the cries and the pieces of my heart in this darkness...
VERSE 1I take a step left,I take a step right,trying to find the will to fight.trying to fill the wounds of my broken soul,but i just cannot let it go.VERSE 2Deep in my thoughts i am trying to find an answer,fighting this war with myself,the blood that is pumping in my veins,is...
and it stuck in my head.
Girls put your panties on, no one wants to see your thong.
Go ahead and put your skirt down.
Sapphire, faded jeans
Your virginity better stay clean
Or you might turn into a hoe.
I said that to my sister and she started laughing.
since I was 12. It was a way as a kid that I could figure myself out and make sense of all my crazy thoughts. It was also one of the few things that really got me noticed when I was younger too which at the time was a big plus
I've been looking deep into your eyes, everyday now
It comes to me as some surprise what they say now
Stone palaces all turn to grey
The empty feelings, they won't get away from me now
Some brag of sin, some try to change the world around
that is my life
I'm forever drowning inside
Gasping for air
Wishing I could make things right
Demons have resided in my mind
Playing tricks on the human deep inside
Go away, just go away
Why don't you let go of your lies
That remains tangled up in your pride
My memories and...
He wakes up in there room, hoping her face is the first thing he see's,
But instead he wakes up to find her eyes : cold, dead, and lifeless
He body chalk white and breathless as she lay so still.
Why, how could you leave us this way oh why, did you seek out that knife
Verse 1: you may be gone, been gone a long time since before I started writing this song, through it all when you were here you told me stay strong. Everything I do the thoughts on my mind all of it is for you, just know your not here but your never gone, I wish you could hear...
She stands on the corner of third and Maintrying to figure out how to stop the painthe pills and the booze never did no goodand she didn't make the pictures like she thought she couldbut up and down the ***** she made her waylosing her pride more and more everydaybut underneath...
She's sinking down... A little angel, victim of knowing too much. The words leave her numb. She finds a glimpse of clarity in the form of a bottle. It pulls her in. Her hope is just an illusion. These thoughts are polluting her mind. More problems suffocate her, no escape this...
The one I wish I had recorded and never got around to it.
"We Lived Like Candles" 11.5.2009
Julia's eyes were tired and dry
by the time she arrived at your home in the canyon.
The summer was long, and she wasn't so strong,
but she moved right along, 'cause she felt so...
We all can see and feel
that both of you've got worse
you've made me your third wheel
while thinking he's your prince on the white horse
he's hurting people
hurting them bad
and all you do is laugh and laugh and laugh
Nothing nice can come out of it
even when you two...
for that look you give me, for your touch, your smell.. your heart.
I live for the softest, honey combed whispers that touch my soul
The kindness that wraps me away with you.
Take me into your arms again and again and again
I won't leave you, I will never leave you
Here she lays in the dusty snow hiding a story no one will ever know,
Little by little she has to let go,
The wind trying to block out those shouts,
But no one can save her from all those horrid doubts,
All she has is tears in her eyes and blood from her veins.
You dance in the music
You dance in the music
And lose yourself in the crowd
You dance to the music
And let it all out
Let it all ouuuuuuuuuuuuuut
Dance to the music x5
Let it all out yeah...
co-worker of mine for four months. It started back on March 1st, 2014. He got my number through a mutual friend of ours and we started talking. I fell for him really fast and he sensed it. He claimed that he felt the same, but then later admitted that he was only considering...
'Do you think love lasts for ever
Do you think Love dies Alone
Love is just a candle, burning our sorrows
If you see the flame flickering just give me a little call
I'll be there in no time yer no time at all
Running to the scene lighter gripped in my hand
so the flame...
and it tells that sometimes people don't do things just for money.
She's never too far behind the line
She writes songs to touch a heart
She makes movies to give people a start
Whenever there's a kid with a bandage she's there
She can't help but care
In all she does there...
A few years ago I had a dream about being a civil war soldier. I woke up and wrote this song about it.
O h my sweet Anna pray for me
Don't want to kill my brother
There's smoke and mud
and rage and blood
One cannot see the other
Oh my sweet Anna pray for me
L.O.V.E. Y.O.U. E.D.I.T.H!! <3
Every time i lie awake, after all this s**t i take, i'll talk to you..yet...
My heart beats but i feel deceased, i love you baby, your mine and im yours
I feel torn inside, i feel like i wannabe gone but..
God i love you, you own my heart and...
On December 6, 2011, a tragedy had struck my school. A senior guy named Kyle had commited suicide due to bullying. He was bi-sexual and a couple of guys wouldn't get off his back about it. It got to him and he took his life. The next day at school, you could feel the tension...
This lack of sleep will spell the death of me,
but I don't care,
'cause I'm awake and I'm moving along like always.
And summer's coming.
I can feel the heat creep into the breeze,
and this humidity, it plagues me like every summer before.
It's going to be a short year...
I knew you would be with me
All the times we spent
What we shared was surely
Warm enough to know you cared for me
Light, floods through memories
Helps me walk my path
I’ll keep my head up high
Words and Faith and Love
Your strength gives me hope