The one I wish I had recorded and never got around to it.
"We Lived Like Candles" 11.5.2009
Julia's eyes were tired and dry
by the time she arrived at your home in the canyon.
The summer was long, and she wasn't so strong,
but she moved right along, 'cause she felt so...
to formulate a song, using the figuratives that we discussed about... here it is:
oh I can see you,
in everywhere I go,
in every corner if the streets
oh I can see you,
in every walk I take,
in every person that I meet
and when you are around,
my heart beats and pounds
VERSE 1I take a step left,I take a step right,trying to find the will to fight.trying to fill the wounds of my broken soul,but i just cannot let it go.VERSE 2Deep in my thoughts i am trying to find an answer,fighting this war with myself,the blood that is pumping in my veins,is...
.. It's really bad I know. But I thought I'd share it with you...
Do you remember our conversations.
They way you talked, your punctuation.
lol it's all I have (this is the first time I'm trying to write one btw)
No room for your bullsh-t and lies
I refuse to sympathize
Lying through your teeth
Nothing left to say
All "I love yous"
Whispered with your fingers crossed
If you really meant it you wouldn't have let me go
If you really meant it you wouldn't...
She stands on the corner of third and Maintrying to figure out how to stop the painthe pills and the booze never did no goodand she didn't make the pictures like she thought she couldbut up and down the ***** she made her waylosing her pride more and more everydaybut underneath...
This lack of sleep will spell the death of me,
but I don't care,
'cause I'm awake and I'm moving along like always.
And summer's coming.
I can feel the heat creep into the breeze,
and this humidity, it plagues me like every summer before.
It's going to be a short year...
All did was play the fool
You bet your heart as if it were a game of poker
You lost it all dont ya know the rules
I was blind by your second chances
I couldn't see for the life of me
You drew me in and played the Romance
Now u roam for eternity
I won't forget you
You played an important part
In the life I have lived
And the life I have loved
What was my dreary past
Can only lead to an exciting future
Thank you for your present
The present of the present
I will not give up on you
Days may pass...
a man I used to be and then his glorious resurrection that changed everything and everyone in his world. #soundcloud link belowThen near the end of writing this song God gave me a great picture of me with my kids hanging off of me, my arms and back laughing as I went off to do...
and it tells that sometimes people don't do things just for money.
She's never too far behind the line
She writes songs to touch a heart
She makes movies to give people a start
Whenever there's a kid with a bandage she's there
She can't help but care
In all she does there...
I’ve never really been in love
Or I never really want to be in love
I’ve learned a lot from what I see
When hearts are broken, and friends are crying
I call myself wise for knowing when it’s not the time
But I guess not wise enough to say if it’s real or not
I Dont make sense till this pipes lit, you cant **** around like a dry *****,my name high up on the crime list,every line is priceless.prophets claiming they be christs kid, but the devil wears disguises. Smoke mad blunts like cypress, my words they cause a crises. Take whatever...
for that look you give me, for your touch, your smell.. your heart.
I live for the softest, honey combed whispers that touch my soul
The kindness that wraps me away with you.
Take me into your arms again and again and again
I won't leave you, I will never leave you
i am not a enemy nor am i a friend,
shadows of the darkness are voices in my head...
wings pale of black.....
fire that will come when she sets the moon alight...
she is the black rose...
thorns bleeding blood...
she is the snowflake.... that will never melt away.....
they were great people that were misunderstood by everyone who chose not to know them.
3 hot messians
My 3 hot messians
people not of the norm
ladies of the fast lane
misunderstood by the world
My friends of the rebel
held by no bound
the ones people envy
for their freedom...
Now it's black and white.
I've lost hope
Hearing whispers and hate
Now you're in my eyes.
I keep you so
Close to me, close to me
I need you so
Be holding me, holding me
And when it's dark I
see the light, see the light
When we're apart it
shines so bright...
I've been looking deep into your eyes, everyday now
It comes to me as some surprise what they say now
Stone palaces all turn to grey
The empty feelings, they won't get away from me now
Some brag of sin, some try to change the world around
You dance in the music
You dance in the music
And lose yourself in the crowd
You dance to the music
And let it all out
Let it all ouuuuuuuuuuuuuut
Dance to the music x5
Let it all out yeah...
The darkness of your light.. the sound of cries, you know it all leads back to you. Your angel face is running, from the light... it's running from the truth. It's running from me. Oh, you'll regret it.. not taking me. But by the cries and the pieces of my heart in this darkness...
you and me
He was happy and healthy
And lived in harmony
Until one day Halloween night
There was the phone call changed his life
They said I'm sorry I don't know what to say
But your son has cancer in his brain
He didn't think much of it at the time
Till his mom went to...
By my bedside I lay staring out the window
feeling that noise , hearing it loud in my head
All day ringing , a melody on replay
listening to my heart beating , ( Oh oh )
Tears just roll off my cheeks remembering you .
Cuz everytime I say your name , I'm getting ur missed...
He wakes up in there room, hoping her face is the first thing he see's,
But instead he wakes up to find her eyes : cold, dead, and lifeless
He body chalk white and breathless as she lay so still.
Why, how could you leave us this way oh why, did you seek out that knife
Verse 1: you may be gone, been gone a long time since before I started writing this song, through it all when you were here you told me stay strong. Everything I do the thoughts on my mind all of it is for you, just know your not here but your never gone, I wish you could hear...
Take my ever growing need
To feel and to be seen
Please, please let me be
Separate my soul from my body
Pull me out from underneath
If I must stay here, then let me bleed
Stay away, and let me bleed
I knew you would be with me
All the times we spent
What we shared was surely
Warm enough to know you cared for me
Light, floods through memories
Helps me walk my path
I’ll keep my head up high
Words and Faith and Love
Your strength gives me hope
'Do you think love lasts for ever
Do you think Love dies Alone
Love is just a candle, burning our sorrows
If you see the flame flickering just give me a little call
I'll be there in no time yer no time at all
Running to the scene lighter gripped in my hand
so the flame...
L.O.V.E. Y.O.U. E.D.I.T.H!! <3
Every time i lie awake, after all this s**t i take, i'll talk to you..yet...
My heart beats but i feel deceased, i love you baby, your mine and im yours
I feel torn inside, i feel like i wannabe gone but..
God i love you, you own my heart and...
A few years ago I had a dream about being a civil war soldier. I woke up and wrote this song about it.
O h my sweet Anna pray for me
Don't want to kill my brother
There's smoke and mud
and rage and blood
One cannot see the other
Oh my sweet Anna pray for me
Here she lays in the dusty snow hiding a story no one will ever know,
Little by little she has to let go,
The wind trying to block out those shouts,
But no one can save her from all those horrid doubts,
All she has is tears in her eyes and blood from her veins.
She's sinking down... A little angel, victim of knowing too much. The words leave her numb. She finds a glimpse of clarity in the form of a bottle. It pulls her in. Her hope is just an illusion. These thoughts are polluting her mind. More problems suffocate her, no escape this...
and it definitly helped me to get over it:)
going back to the exact same moment
and thinking what if
what if it all happend different
what would have happebd with me
but when I look back
I see it just made me stronger
and when I look at your eyes
I feel the pain going...
Is this cold air from inside or outside
All I feel is cold tide after tide
My soul is nothing but a great divide
And the water seeping in cannot be denied
It snakes and crawls all over my body
This water is taking over everything that is me
Washing away my...
.. some even tried to tell me to put my songs on YouTube... but I am just too shy... I really wanted to share it to others in such a way that they wouldn't feel like I am just being too proud of my works... I was confused... I kept it for a while, but then they eventually...