i am not a enemy nor am i a friend,
shadows of the darkness are voices in my head...
wings pale of black.....
fire that will come when she sets the moon alight...
she is the black rose...
thorns bleeding blood...
she is the snowflake.... that will never melt away.....
A few years ago I had a dream about being a civil war soldier. I woke up and wrote this song about it.
O h my sweet Anna pray for me
Don't want to kill my brother
There's smoke and mud
and rage and blood
One cannot see the other
Oh my sweet Anna pray for me
Here's a song I wrote recently about my lack of boyfriend troubles. I haven't written one in quite some time, hope you like it!
Somebody to hold you
Somebody to share your secrets with
Someone that will love you for all that you are
Someone who came for...
Now it's black and white.
I've lost hope
Hearing whispers and hate
Now you're in my eyes.
I keep you so
Close to me, close to me
I need you so
Be holding me, holding me
And when it's dark I
see the light, see the light
When we're apart it
shines so bright...
for a little while I can always start a song but I never know how to end it like here is an example:
"I wish upon a star to be where you are I'd give up everything to have you next to me, the touching of our skin makes it all sink in, and we feel the same soo I'm not ashamed...
We all can see and feel
that both of you've got worse
you've made me your third wheel
while thinking he's your prince on the white horse
he's hurting people
hurting them bad
and all you do is laugh and laugh and laugh
Nothing nice can come out of it
even when you two...
a man I used to be and then his glorious resurrection that changed everything and everyone in his world. #soundcloud link belowThen near the end of writing this song God gave me a great picture of me with my kids hanging off of me, my arms and back laughing as I went off to do...
one day, we'll be happy, please
Your silence tends to drown me
As the loud and piercing sounds bleed
You're the first drop of rain after a sunny day
You are the moon in my space
And I need your light to escape
Where are we going?
Take me anywhere but here
Oh, your love is...
but I wrote this after my ex bf made me have a termination.
Song: (doesn't have a name yet)
-verse 1- baby I walked away because I couldn't take the pain.
You did not understand you see
What you had done to me
November for me will break my heart, may will be even worse
cut myself up,
every page that I write.
Pain numbs my heart,
I drown it with a drink
and this makes everything
just fall apart.
I destroy everything good,
emphasize all that's bad.
I don't even need you;
I break my heart
all by myself.
I'm stuck in a rut.
By my bedside I lay staring out the window
feeling that noise , hearing it loud in my head
All day ringing , a melody on replay
listening to my heart beating , ( Oh oh )
Tears just roll off my cheeks remembering you .
Cuz everytime I say your name , I'm getting ur missed...
L.O.V.E. Y.O.U. E.D.I.T.H!! <3
Every time i lie awake, after all this s**t i take, i'll talk to you..yet...
My heart beats but i feel deceased, i love you baby, your mine and im yours
I feel torn inside, i feel like i wannabe gone but..
God i love you, you own my heart and...
You dance in the music
You dance in the music
And lose yourself in the crowd
You dance to the music
And let it all out
Let it all ouuuuuuuuuuuuuut
Dance to the music x5
Let it all out yeah...
I won't forget you
You played an important part
In the life I have lived
And the life I have loved
What was my dreary past
Can only lead to an exciting future
Thank you for your present
The present of the present
I will not give up on you
Days may pass...
for that look you give me, for your touch, your smell.. your heart.
I live for the softest, honey combed whispers that touch my soul
The kindness that wraps me away with you.
Take me into your arms again and again and again
I won't leave you, I will never leave you
All did was play the fool
You bet your heart as if it were a game of poker
You lost it all dont ya know the rules
I was blind by your second chances
I couldn't see for the life of me
You drew me in and played the Romance
Now u roam for eternity
I've been looking deep into your eyes, everyday now
It comes to me as some surprise what they say now
Stone palaces all turn to grey
The empty feelings, they won't get away from me now
Some brag of sin, some try to change the world around
because it helps me deal with all the stress I go through. Music is my life, i've been writing songs since i was 15. Here's a song i wrote 5 years ago:
"The Dark Truth"
"Your Eyes are fixed on the cold dark night sky"
"Tryin' to Figure out why"
"You live your life...
Here she lays in the dusty snow hiding a story no one will ever know,
Little by little she has to let go,
The wind trying to block out those shouts,
But no one can save her from all those horrid doubts,
All she has is tears in her eyes and blood from her veins.
History repeats itself and I fall in love again
A new day a new breath, so let’s begin
You’re not free
But you’re right for me
And I’m willing, so willing
To see, how far we, can go
Days and nights and moments in time
Something sweet, something...
.. some even tried to tell me to put my songs on YouTube... but I am just too shy... I really wanted to share it to others in such a way that they wouldn't feel like I am just being too proud of my works... I was confused... I kept it for a while, but then they eventually...
He wakes up in there room, hoping her face is the first thing he see's,
But instead he wakes up to find her eyes : cold, dead, and lifeless
He body chalk white and breathless as she lay so still.
Why, how could you leave us this way oh why, did you seek out that knife
and it tells that sometimes people don't do things just for money.
She's never too far behind the line
She writes songs to touch a heart
She makes movies to give people a start
Whenever there's a kid with a bandage she's there
She can't help but care
In all she does there...
you and me
He was happy and healthy
And lived in harmony
Until one day Halloween night
There was the phone call changed his life
They said I'm sorry I don't know what to say
But your son has cancer in his brain
He didn't think much of it at the time
Till his mom went to...
and it definitly helped me to get over it:)
going back to the exact same moment
and thinking what if
what if it all happend different
what would have happebd with me
but when I look back
I see it just made me stronger
and when I look at your eyes
I feel the pain going...
The darkness of your light.. the sound of cries, you know it all leads back to you. Your angel face is running, from the light... it's running from the truth. It's running from me. Oh, you'll regret it.. not taking me. But by the cries and the pieces of my heart in this darkness...
Is this cold air from inside or outside
All I feel is cold tide after tide
My soul is nothing but a great divide
And the water seeping in cannot be denied
It snakes and crawls all over my body
This water is taking over everything that is me
Washing away my...
I Dont make sense till this pipes lit, you cant **** around like a dry *****,my name high up on the crime list,every line is priceless.prophets claiming they be christs kid, but the devil wears disguises. Smoke mad blunts like cypress, my words they cause a crises. Take whatever...
but when I'm just messing around, a beat and some lyrics come to my mind and I start singing... Sometimes I record what I'm singing, sometimes I don't, so I can continue writing that piece of song later... Idk if I am good enough at this, but it's fun and idc... I'm too shy to...
but sometimes there wasn't a rope break. Ya see it was no disqualification, so it was my job to keep you safe...
Go all out for that crowd, house shows, tv, never let em down. Leave it all there in the ring...it's the only way you'll here em sing.
When it's not my best opponent...
She stands on the corner of third and Maintrying to figure out how to stop the painthe pills and the booze never did no goodand she didn't make the pictures like she thought she couldbut up and down the ***** she made her waylosing her pride more and more everydaybut underneath...
Verse 1: you may be gone, been gone a long time since before I started writing this song, through it all when you were here you told me stay strong. Everything I do the thoughts on my mind all of it is for you, just know your not here but your never gone, I wish you could hear...
I’ve never really been in love
Or I never really want to be in love
I’ve learned a lot from what I see
When hearts are broken, and friends are crying
I call myself wise for knowing when it’s not the time
But I guess not wise enough to say if it’s real or not
I knew what I was going to do.
It was the hardest thing I've ever done,
Saying goodbye to you.
"I won't give up on you that easy,"
were the last words I heard you say.
Then you leaned in and kissed my head,
and I watched you walk away.
I didn't know it...
they were great people that were misunderstood by everyone who chose not to know them.
3 hot messians
My 3 hot messians
people not of the norm
ladies of the fast lane
misunderstood by the world
My friends of the rebel
held by no bound
the ones people envy
for their freedom...
Why work when you can play the state,
Taken down is your saving grace.
Fairness locked in a cage,
While evil takes the stage,
Breaks down the mind,
Justice swiping blind
Transfixed to conformities,
The mixed bag of society,
Broken down barriers,
New ones come up...
because I'm not used to sharing my work but I need to step out y comfort zone soo yeah. This is a song I wrote called "I Used To Be Beautiful"
I used to be... Beautiful (I used to be beautiful)
I look at my eyes
Swollen and red from crying
And my heart is dying from trying ohhh...