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    I'm Back Again

    It will soon be a year since I joined EP.   I have to say it's far exceeded my expectations.   I just thought it would be a fun place to hang out sometimes and read or maybe answer some questions.   What I have found is a unique group of...
    SeriouslySappy SeriouslySappy 51-55, F 3 Responses May 7, 2010

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    Just Peachy.

    Peaches are fruits. My favorite fruit is mango and I love eating ripe, cold mangoes. We had several mango trees at my grandfather's farm; we still do. And like most fruits, the mangoes starts off bitter or sour. And as time go by it slowly ripens turning into a sweet, soft...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    The sun rises upon me,

    As I am content where I rest. With the sun comes the wind. It is relentless, tossing me around, With no predestination in mind. Swirling and twirling Disorientating me. It allows me no rest. It keeps me from being content. That I felt before, no relief insight. Blown around in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 20, 2014

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    Feels

    Love is like air floating through  a cloud.Life is like water we drink.Sky is endless.Rose is the flower we love.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Paint this moment gold

    and freeze-frame it.
    iShined iShined 18-21, M Apr 26

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    I keep a journal. I write in it every day the

    things that have happened. I write about my feelings. I write about my body. I write every day to keep account of what happens.
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    To an extent, I could actually say

    that I write in order to understand what I feel. It is so difficult these current times, to focus on emotions, that you do not even realize the moment you end up becoming more and more synthesized. Writing, it keeps me in check, reminds me there will always be a part of me that...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M Apr 11

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    A stroll through the park on a beautiful sunny

    day. Spring is in the air and blossoms swim around in the breeze. The air is clean and alive. I'm walking because I'm onto something. I feel like I'm on the brink of discovery, as if I'm about to stump my toe on a treasure chest. The longer I walk, the closer I feel. Each...
    iShined iShined 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    it's been lovely ep but i have to go scream now!

    Gentlemen i wash my hands off this weirdness!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 10

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    That point has past, it fades like a dream

    before her eyes. Without a hint of indecision her path became clear. Surrender provided nothing of choice, but only of necessity. In the shadows she senses the enormity of his lechery. Without fear her offering is claimed. As a Wolf, I methodically circle her, staring down, a...
    Worthyof1 Worthyof1 41-45, M 2 Responses May 6

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    The Flaw

    The mirror couldn't find fault in her physical appearance, but she always felt that something was wrong. Looking closely, she finally found the flaw. Her soul; she has an ugly soul.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Last Seen.

    Sometimes I feel that EP has made me lose track of myself and time. It's like a little game that, once you play it, you get so distracted and you lose sense of what is going on around you. But It is when you realize how much you've lost during your preoccupation that makes you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    I once overheard a man in a stall next to me

    whisper to himself , "please not now".
    Mahiyosha Mahiyosha 26-30, M Apr 17

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    It's Why I Am Here.....

    Writing what I feel under the cloak of anonymity is why I am here.  I am a very complex person with waters that run very deep.  I have all types of different angles going at one time inside me every day.  Being able to sort out all the emotions that I can feel at...
    silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2010

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    So True About Me

    I just write what I feel And sometimes it's not wise, or the right things to say, But it's always what I feel
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 6 Responses May 11, 2010

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    Sublime

    There comes a time when the heart skips a beatWhen breathing alone serves as a treatThe time when it takes me at the edge of my seatFor what lies beyond my trekking faerie feet.There comes a time when the mind begins to wanderLost in its place of hollowness and wonderWhack myself...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F Aug 30, 2012

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    Recently, words have become my worst enemy.

    The challenge to splurge those letters that form nicely into blocks of words neatly set in place by common sense which have to constitute a 'visual'. What was once my best friend is now an enemy, and I cannot get myself to run through its transparency. My enemy because every...
    A888888 A888888 26-30, F Jan 16

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    If my words and presence were a song,

    would you listen intently, or walk on by with the melody scarcely repeating in your mind..
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I want to live in a world

    that is my own. Where the people are nicer, people aren't striving to be perfect, and where I am not judged by society.
    MyBFFLovesTurtles MyBFFLovesTurtles 13-15, F Apr 10

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    Day after day my mind only a tangled thicket

    and a bundle of twisted vines when i see her my my grows immensly divine
    Beaniesandbands Beaniesandbands 18-21, M Apr 20

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    Just random thoughts: I am super happy

    now I am in school and working again my time is filled and I don't have time to socialized but I feel that way will avoid problems don't be on ep a lot but work and school are my #1 priorities
    FlyMeToTheMoon708 FlyMeToTheMoon708 18-21, F Sep 20, 2014

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    It's sad when you try to be a real friend

    and do all you can to be there and give support, then realize is taken for granted or the feeling the person doesn't really care is there. Maybe that's not the case sometimes, but the actions says much more than words. Guess we all have our own struggles and deal with it...
    Katie419 Katie419 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    Me: Musssstttt. . . .

    nnnnnn. . . nnottttt. . . .slllleee. . . sleeeeeepppp-pah! Bed: Oh I know you want to, baby. Come over here. Me: NOOOO ! ! !Stay away from me. I musttt NOT!!! I still need to do stuff today. IMPORTANT STUFF !! !! ! Bed: Aaaahh. . . .forget about them. Do them tomorrow. Come...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    The Blue Flame

    A Blue Flame is that little it of feelings, and hope you have for someone. We all have them. They are created when you finally get to spend time with the person you have feelings for. I am fighting a bout with depression so things of the love affair "thoughts" linger on. I think...
    Grizzly007 Grizzly007 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    ...I exist only to myself.

    ..I may live in your world...but only as a ghost...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 1 Response May 6

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    Emotional, Physical, Psychological stress.

    All at once!!! *cries in the corner*
    mindstruggle mindstruggle 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 20

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    Going through the motions.

    At present in the city, I braved the sea of busy shapes and their currents unseen. All as I barely treaded water, Though my pace firmly grounded. My heart made place of sunken breathe in throat and sighed in languish for air above looming glass and metal above. Though in this...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M Nov 15, 2014

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    Claiming that someone else's marriage is

    against your religion is like being angry at someone for eating a donut because you're on a diet
    mr8bitmonster mr8bitmonster 18-21, M Dec 15, 2014

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    "Tension Fading"

    Certain pressures, at this moment, seem to be fading. Hope is returning as I regain my footing. The pain that stemmed from loss and rejection came so fast. Now is going away slowly. While it’s still present, its effects are waning. Life is showing its smiling face again...
    whatif23 whatif23 26-30, M Jun 29, 2013

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    The year 2010 was the turning point of my life.

    I went back to UK in October 2010 with my dad. I met my old classmates there, whom I didnt know that well but we became good friends while I was in UK. The bond of our friendship grew over time and we became like sisters. The funny thing is we didnt talk much with each other...
    cloud0connected cloud0connected 26-30, F Apr 11

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    Why is it people always think about s€x

    and mas$er$ating or even asking for you to skype them, it's ok what you do on your own time and face it everyone does it sometime, but I don't want to. And all I want to do is meet friends and talk to people and learn about other people. My self being who I am and how I am. I...
    sabresfan2010 sabresfan2010 18-21, M 1 Response May 6

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    right now I feel a void inside my chest,

    my stomach hurts and I just want to cry so bad I miss feeling happy and spending time with people that loves me because right now I feel alone
    darkangel1996 darkangel1996 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    It Helps

    It's always amazed me that with all our technology in medicine. They can reattach a severed limb. They can help a blind man see. Theres doctors that can help someone with split personality find themselves. But when it comes to the heart, they can only replace it with a machine. A...
    Grizzly007 Grizzly007 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    The Bollywood actor Salman Khan gets five year

    jail for killing a man and injuring four others in a hit and run case.The way it is being reported in the media is appalling.The man he killed was a pavement dweller.It seems it was a crime for him to sleep on the pavement that night.And singer Abhijeet should keep quiet and not...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 46-50, F 4 Responses May 6

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    We were going on a spontaneous road trip to the

    different cities of Mindanao and coincidentally, fate led us to the city of a friend from college. It was her birthday and she invited us for dinner. There were 4 of us and as we were waiting for the other guests to arrive, we were led to the sitting room. The tv was on and it...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    If I am happy I will write happy things.

    If I am angry I will use some swear words to show I am pissed off.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Last year in June, I started a word document

    and started journaling. I started it because I was confused and had so many thoughts that I felt that if I didn't write them down, I would go crazy. I can't help but wonder what my friends or family would think of me if they ever read my entire journal thus far. would they feel...
    HiddenAmongShadows HiddenAmongShadows 18-21 1 Response Apr 27

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    This girl... gives me the uttermost happy

    feeling every time i talk to her...and when ever i cant text or call her it hurts...please read this when you can...
    Beaniesandbands Beaniesandbands 18-21, M Apr 11

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    This generation ain't about being in

    relationships. It's about casual s3x & playing games with each other's emotions. Sad BUT true. It's just my two cents. Okay i'm done.
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    Today was wondering about an experience of real

    life. Some times when the conditions around us are not favorable, such as working around people who are not friendly/kind enough, people try to create a halo around them. So that the -ve energies can't penetrate through that sheer layer of protection. Resembling this with a...
    yahooabcd yahooabcd 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    When you are going through the most distressful

    moments, when your heart is filled with unbearable pain and when you feel like challenges are tough to over come; it is actually the time when you can distinguish between real and unreal people in your life. People just don't understand that good or bad times eventually pass...
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    Just "Wow"

    I think one of the best feelings in the world is that someone remembers something you said. Whether it was something from yesterday, a week ago, a month ago...It's just like "Wow, you actually listen to me." XD
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    I have so much to say
But every time my pen

    meets the page
I feel like I’m stuttering,
Like something has dragged my words back
In to my lungs,
And kept me from breathing.
I have so much to say
But with blank pages
And full-pens
I feel like I have slowly
Become nothing.
Like i have 
Lost everything...
    MollieB MollieB 31-35, F Apr 12

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    I wish I could take everyone's pain away

    and inject them with kindness and happiness, sadly I can't; I can tell you that the change has to come from you. Start now; the journey is bumpy, but worth it at the end! Help yourself & God will help you!
    Katie419 Katie419 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    My Daughter By Athena Beauchamp

    You are my most important work of art... a treasure to my heart as well as to my life... All the beauty of life is summarized in you... I am proud and glad That God sent you to me... Your charm a wonder to behold. All my days with you unfold... All are because of you my child...
    attybea attybea 51-55, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    She says she is not pushy.

    Turned away when she came calling. She was not allowed in. Her reports told the truth. There was no black or white needed. That story was written. - "Not again. Here we go. You came in. We accommodated you, it ..... What would you have us do? Get back up. If you continue to...
    complex7 complex7 31-35, F May 4

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