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I Wrote A Letter To My Departed Mother

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2 People

    5/9/04-mother's Day

    Yaya- I hope the rosary I just said helped your soul a great deal. ARE you in Heaven yet? You know I am deeply sorry for, and regret leaving you to go with M. It really runied everything, didn't it? My life certainly didn't improve from there. But I met Dad. Did that make you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 15, 2009

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    Still Angry, But Missing You More Everyday.

    Dear Momma, Tomorrow, it will be a year since you left me. You did something that you promised me my whole life you would never do: you left me alone. My elder brother and sister want nothing to do with me, probably because I am too much like you in personality and neediness...
    LostButLoved LostButLoved 36-40, F Sep 17, 2012

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    Okay it's kinda