i have a lots of sadness in my heart
yet i pretend to be okay
i smile like nothing happens
or i'm totally dead long time ago
nobody knows ...
nobody knows ...what i have been through
nobody knows where am i
i don't want you pity on me
i don't even want anyone in my life...
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
I’ve known it for years,
Without all the heartbreak,
Or shedding of tears,
The world is cruel,
And it never let’s you up,
After you’ve been knocked down,
And you’re ready to give in,
It’ll leave you to drown,
The world is like a child,
It uses and discards,
You are a...
Filling my ears with distracting bits of information
crowd the empty space where passion dwells
distorting sights with distorting sounds and smells
touching me with tactile pleasures
pushing me beyond a measure
Pushing me beyond my limits
Without doubt a kiss on the...
I tried to block out the bad news that was given to me,
I cried and cried for hours that night
the day of you final resting place i was in tears and couldnt stop crying,
I hated the feeling that you left me with,
I wish i would fix that day and not remember any of it.
If you can no longer pretend
Pretend that your smile is your friend
Don't pull that act
Don't say your okay
Let me help you take the pain away
I'm only trying to be your friend
I know the feelings
I've had them before
Please no don't...
Once upon a starry night
I met a love I thought was right
I settled down to live a life
& thought one day I'd be your wife
Times were hard, but we pulled through
Laughs and smiles were but a few
Life was sorted and then times were good
Nothing could break the...
please stop making me feel like numb
you make me feel and act like dumb
stop treating me as if i'm a piece of gum
that you keep chewing it whenever you need
then you just throw it on the ground
then you step on it with your feet
and then you are gone
I wrote and published my first poem at 6, my career as a poet has been uphill ever since. I publish and perform, but lately other ventures have crowded it out. Here's one of my better ones, it reduced a friend of mine to tears - in the world of poetry that's...
if it's all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I can't find my personality
A demon has taken over
It's like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
i see only one finding
my world is in for a doom
there is no real love in this world
all are busy in their hole
finally they will leave you in cold..
i am just a dark mole
who will be crushed under the feet
never to walk again
oh how i wish to get crushed under the feet...
and watched summer fireworks from its hoist.
How long I sat as the night over took me, stealing the sun's warm heat.
Me a small kid with a green warm wool blanket, warped around me and my father.
The water was warm like the day and the air cold like the night.
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
Some friends remain
Some were meant to be
We can always sit under a tree
Talk about our long history
The good, the bad, the ugly
While some will make you mad
Others will make you very sad
The majority of these memories
Will fill you with so much happiness
Because when push...
You'll never know the affect of your disappearing act,
What you did was wrong and that's a fact.
You left me barren and confused,
Feeling like I messed up instead of you.
This seems to be typical with guys of your kind,
To use a girl and **** with her mind.
But loving someone you can never possess;
That is even harder.
Knowing someone else will
Be hugging them,
Hold their hand,
Kissing their lips,
You still love them
With every inch of your soul.
A little part of you
Bears onto the hopeless cliff...
and I'm a friend
I've come from the future and I know your fateful end
So if your father decides to take a hike,
Tell him "Daddy please don't go!"
And if no one learns your name in school,
Don't give up, you're not a fool.
And 'morrow night when you decide
To go and cut your...
its just a way to relieve stress
inside im just like a girl
as sweet as an ice cream swirl
although i am a boy
dresses bring me such joy
does it really make you gay?
or is it what idiots say?
If a boy wears heels
will it hurt your feels?
If i wear pink
what will you think?
Entering a cafe
With your eyes blue
And all I knew
Is I wanted a table for two,
You were looking so fine.
... Well, the waiter was my wingman
The waiter was a good man
'Cause when you told me
That I was a creep
The waiter improvised
That I was a blind guy...
Like my face is all twisted up
Feels like I'm walking upside down
And my feet just cant touch the ground
As my brain turns to dust
And my fingernails develops rust
How this may disgust
But everything is backwards
Like I'm right handed
writing with my left
I want to got to the Secret Place
Where the Dreamers roam
And pride is shown
I want to go to the Secret Place
Where love is deep
And Passion is a race
Where preciousness is kept
All while we sleep
No monsters roam
No evil to creep
I want to...
And if not can you tell me what I can do to change it?
(P.S. It's supposed to have so many 'downs')
The open door
The dark above
I've fallen down
I've tumbled down
A white door
A soothing voice
where the cold never melt ,
Where the wicked work for nothing .
I'm from a place called hell, where blood is good sweat is for slaves , and tears are for suckers.
I'm from a place called hell where the fire burns under the pot , where the product is cooked .
I'm from a...
But that your eyes...what are you looking at
You are chacing your wonder woman who doesn't exist in this world
I :Good night
i'm so sick
You : you need take rest
and take a hot bath
i'm bleeding for you
why are you so ******* blind?
You rip my...
Your stories touched my soul,
Your beauty captured my essence.
Your darkness drew the feeble light within me.
I was taken in by you and your everything;
I let you seep into my every pore.
Until one day you devoured all of me;
Swallowing all of my light,
And so you just vanished...
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
No need words.
Please don't say anything
Untill we hold each other tightly and sleep in your arms...and
Wake up morning we open our eyes and we both look into our eyes like this is the best feeling ever.....
And finally say....'Hi...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
If you really wanna hear me scream,
Then cover me in gasoline,
Set me alight with the match of the dead,
Watch as the flames burn a hole in my head.
Come smell my weeping heart,
Lift it high and tear it apart,
For nothing can hurt as much,
As not feeling your tender...
but i wrote this to tell how i felt last year when i felt hopeless. Im fine now so dont worry.
everyday for me is hell
deeper into the pit i fell
For me its an endless endeavor
an ordeal that lasts forever
for me its a wave of emotion
like drowning slowly in the ocean
if some of you recognize who i am after reading this- keep your big mouth shut. i enjoy being "anonymous"...
once again i hang myself with my words, every sentence another knot on the noose, every feeling an inch closer towards the edge of the chair. i throw all i...
But never heard him breathe.
I took his tiny hand in mine,
But knew he had to leave.
I saw him enter this cruel world,
But never saw him grow.
I'll never see his face again,
It's so sad to watch him go.
I wish i could erased dark memories
But i know... i know...
That's why i decided to..i do not close to...
I smile and my heart ache
I laugh and my heart ache
I pretend to be okay and...my heart ache
I've seen so many faceless people
I've never forgot their cold hands
you know its true
Know matter what happens
I will always be here for you
You can call me when you're in need
I'll be right there to help you off your knees
I'll be there even after the world ends
You can never understand how much i love you true friends
Knowing they are right...
A paw fits into another
like a jigsaw fits together.
Bonded with the force of love,
It's unbreakable, invincible and unconditional.
They join at the heart,
In a world of insanity,
Where the only thing that exsists
is the love between them.
A full moon glows and the stars twinkle...
Im not asking you to care
I dont trust anyone anymore
People are nothing but liars
And hide this fact under layers
I am done trying to be heard
When no one is ever around to hear
I don't want you to save me
I don't want to be saved
I just let this lupus to kill...
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
Daniel came a-running
We were meeting in the sun
Daniel was a dead man
When the night had just begun
Red sweater and red shoes
On a tree branch, then a call
Bloodred sweater, bloodred shoes
And blood in the waterfall
The seas changed their direction...