'Sometimes I wonder
Where it all went wrong
When did I lose
What I had all along
Sometimes I wonder
Why am I here
Who am I
Or should I even care
Sometimes I wonder
If this real
That I really exist
If I really feel
Sometimes I wonder
Does this make sense
Or is it all scrambled
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
I’ve known it for years,
Without all the heartbreak,
Or shedding of tears,
The world is cruel,
And it never let’s you up,
After you’ve been knocked down,
And you’re ready to give in,
It’ll leave you to drown,
The world is like a child,
It uses and discards,
You are a...
Wishing everyone of them that I knew
Would look at me thinking that She is cool
But maybe school and cool don't go together
Because when you're a nerd you're labelled outcast forever
Maybe that's why they ignored when I needed to feel better
Maybe it's my eyes...
but i wrote this to tell how i felt last year when i felt hopeless. Im fine now so dont worry.
everyday for me is hell
deeper into the pit i fell
For me its an endless endeavor
an ordeal that lasts forever
for me its a wave of emotion
like drowning slowly in the ocean
and I'm a friend
I've come from the future and I know your fateful end
So if your father decides to take a hike,
Tell him "Daddy please don't go!"
And if no one learns your name in school,
Don't give up, you're not a fool.
And 'morrow night when you decide
To go and cut your...
the cold winter comes hither
the sky is white like a white feather
the freezing winds fondle my bones
making me feel numb, cold as stones
freezing my body, freezing my heart
piercing through me like a flying dart
I used to find warmth in the freezing winter
I wasn't lonely, I...
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
Your lips pressed against mines with infectious taste
My pours shivering as your fingers pass above my waist
The slower you go
The more sensual the more I embrace
Your lips so soft & so passionate
My beating heart racing as anticipation increases
For every touch there is a...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
All is quiet and no one is around.It's almost silent, there is no one to talk to in the Night.I breath slowly and deeply, and enjoy the fresh air,I walk and observe nature and become aware.Aware that there is more to nature than what meets the Eye.As I take another deep breath...
I'm going to put on a straight face....
I'll knock your teeth out, & throw it into out of space...
I'll pull your guts out, reshape you into another race...
This is a message to you from outer space....
I'm coming down from the heavens your face will be my landing space...
Time is running out so why do tomorrow what I can do now
I'll confess I'm holding on to you by a thin threaded
I'm holding on to you when I could have already fled
The words I needed to hear so bad
Is exactly the words you told me
I'm hurting because I never gave you...
If you really wanna hear me scream,
Then cover me in gasoline,
Set me alight with the match of the dead,
Watch as the flames burn a hole in my head.
Come smell my weeping heart,
Lift it high and tear it apart,
For nothing can hurt as much,
As not feeling your tender...
I am a fierce wind and a gentle breeze,A roaring of thunder, a whisper in the trees.Cold as ice, and a red, fiery flame,A drought, a desert, and a torrent of rain.A calm, quiet lake, with water serene,Violent ocean waves crashing, a nightmare, a sweet dream.I am a fighter...
if I were dead,
Unburdened by actions and things that were said,
Helpless, hopeless, been through enough,
Somebody’s eventually gonna call the bluff,
If I died I’d leave you alone,
I already know my chances are blown,
That’s why I’m giving up this time,
I hope you don...
you know its true
Know matter what happens
I will always be here for you
You can call me when you're in need
I'll be right there to help you off your knees
I'll be there even after the world ends
You can never understand how much i love you true friends
Knowing they are right...
I want to got to the Secret Place
Where the Dreamers roam
And pride is shown
I want to go to the Secret Place
Where love is deep
And Passion is a race
Where preciousness is kept
All while we sleep
No monsters roam
No evil to creep
I want to...
We have our differences
And that is true
But in many ways
We are the same
“I’m just like you”
You have stories to share
and I have mine
You have experiences to share
and so do I
I have confession to make
and maybe you have too
We are in the...
And peel my pale shoulder blades.
My tongue is a field filled with lies,
Waiting to split me open and rot my beating heart,
Shelter me in the velvet of your palms,cooling my wretched scars.
Every time we ****** nothing would heal and nothing would grow, lost in forest of dead...
any meaning nor an end,
It holds you to your own personal standard and sets the bar in no particular place,
leaps and bounds can be made to beat out your opponent but there will always be a successor.
art has no real beginning and an undefined ending, it can never be...
feel the weight of my depart
When you reach out in mem’ry
Just to feel me in your heart
It is in that moment that I am miles away
Only present in past
But cast your thoughts from the past
And move your eyes to the sky
You’ll see the memory of stars outlast
By the light...
Im not asking you to care
I dont trust anyone anymore
People are nothing but liars
And hide this fact under layers
I am done trying to be heard
When no one is ever around to hear
I don't want you to save me
I don't want to be saved
I just let this lupus to kill...
...we used to see....
Would you hold on....to the fading memories.....
Do you remember when......tomorrow was the end...
This hunger.....striving for peace....
All around me....are ashes floating through me....
Cries echoes ohh my love...
Cries fading ohh my love...
Do you see...
together we die...
Coming down so cold
Coming down the clouds we hold...
We flying higher than ever
We fly forever
Freedom we love baby we cry
So much clouds we fly
full of love for this rainy day
LeahLovee & Baby, Mr.&Mrs.Shine
Together, rainy days & sunshines we climb
And if not can you tell me what I can do to change it?
(P.S. It's supposed to have so many 'downs')
The open door
The dark above
I've fallen down
I've tumbled down
A white door
A soothing voice
Some friends remain
Some were meant to be
We can always sit under a tree
Talk about our long history
The good, the bad, the ugly
While some will make you mad
Others will make you very sad
The majority of these memories
Will fill you with so much happiness
Because when push...
who will try to calm your thunder-heart.
I say give 'em a taste of a storm and see who stays.
The ones who have seen the rainbow between your raindrops are the keepers. They're the ones who aren't afraid to get paralyzed by lightening because they already know the painstaking...
A year ago I dare to go
To a foreign land I barely know
I need to leave the life I live
Those people who love those persons who care
Once I’m alone can’t talk to anyone
I can’t help myself to remember someone
My thought will surely travel...
my dear friends,
In love with the ideas they alone can comprehend
For your mind will never leave you
And your thoughts are precious gems
Your consciousness can't catch up with your racing, flying pen
For the dreamers and the do-ers
For the lonely, for the users
The old you. The I love you
When you use to respect me
Protect and made me feel secure
We ended off good and I regret nothing
Now I'm here missing you
Wishing that you could be replaced Short poem
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
against your soft lips
I dream of kissing them
You are my muse
My beautiful muse
I would paint a thousand night skies
Hoping they would reflect you
But they can't
Oh no, they can't
What could ever grasp the intangible beauty that is you
Caress my face
Wipe my tears
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
please stop making me feel like numb
you make me feel and act like dumb
stop treating me as if i'm a piece of gum
that you keep chewing it whenever you need
then you just throw it on the ground
then you step on it with your feet
and then you are gone
I love the way they is not afraid of their body yet.
I am I love with their sparkle.
I am in love with the curiosity.
I am in love with their kindness.
Before you say this is wrong this child is me.
This was the me I see in old photographs and old family...
its just a way to relieve stress
inside im just like a girl
as sweet as an ice cream swirl
although i am a boy
dresses bring me such joy
does it really make you gay?
or is it what idiots say?
If a boy wears heels
will it hurt your feels?
If i wear pink
what will you think?
if it's all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I can't find my personality
A demon has taken over
It's like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
I'm not insane, but you're always running through my mind
They say move on, but trust me I've tried
I've tried so hard to put together these broken pieces
My heart pours out to you, my heart bleeds....
Just like the clouds, everyday my eyes are heavy
A paw fits into another
like a jigsaw fits together.
Bonded with the force of love,
It's unbreakable, invincible and unconditional.
They join at the heart,
In a world of insanity,
Where the only thing that exsists
is the love between them.
A full moon glows and the stars twinkle...