Afraid of success,
Afraid I'll do my best.
How can I live,
With all this uncertainty,
Always clouding over me.
Can't I I breathe?
Can I breathe?
Let me out, let me out,
I'm dying to live.
I'll shout, I'll shout,
If you will only give,
Give me a chance, give me a...
I want to got to the Secret Place
Where the Dreamers roam
And pride is shown
I want to go to the Secret Place
Where love is deep
And Passion is a race
Where preciousness is kept
All while we sleep
No monsters roam
No evil to creep
I want to...
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
Not even a romance.
For love doesn't decay,
It doesn't stray
It waits in quietness
Not sits forever in darkness.
Don't leave footprints.
For the past should be left alone.
Like a forgotten cold stone.
it was random and i had no idea what it meant, now i understand and i was not even trying to make it thi way. its about me being gay and everything and working though it.
the darkest crown, the darkest light, blurring out all of the twilight. New face’s shown, and new faces...
The next there was nothing there at all. Not wanting attachments to a sweet smiling face, Fighting off warmth from a loving embrace. I have never needed so much space, Between despair and anguish..will I find a soft place? Running from memories stuck in my head, Trying to forget...
back of my brain
The ghost of my
fears, past, laws
insecurities and morals
In a masochistic state
Wanting to do
In the process
In the middle
A limbo of
Don't know where
Cant even fathom
Bruised and heavy.
Scared yet steady.
If you think you may love me , know that this journey won?t be easy.
I won?t be an open book or a fire cracker.
You gotta take time.
Take time to read the stories in my eyes, and my thoughts in my movements.
Take time to...
Daniel came a-running
We were meeting in the sun
Daniel was a dead man
When the night had just begun
Red sweater and red shoes
On a tree branch, then a call
Bloodred sweater, bloodred shoes
And blood in the waterfall
The seas changed their direction...
Now I feel nothing but heart ache.
Said you'd always care.
Having you care is very rare.
I fell in love. I didn't mean to.
But everything you told me sounded so real and true.
You looked into my eyes. The...
you know its true
Know matter what happens
I will always be here for you
You can call me when you're in need
I'll be right there to help you off your knees
I'll be there even after the world ends
You can never understand how much i love you true friends
Knowing they are right...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
'Sometimes I wonder
Where it all went wrong
When did I lose
What I had all along
Sometimes I wonder
Why am I here
Who am I
Or should I even care
Sometimes I wonder
If this real
That I really exist
If I really feel
Sometimes I wonder
Does this make sense
Or is it all scrambled
If you can no longer pretend
Pretend that your smile is your friend
Don't pull that act
Don't say your okay
Let me help you take the pain away
I'm only trying to be your friend
I know the feelings
I've had them before
Please no don't...
was something about you
Never knew it would be
Such a shadow
Yes I knew from the start
That you'd have my heart
Never knew it could be
Such a shadow
So you held my heart
And I fell apart
Before I knew you were only
From the time
You broke my heart
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
speaking words they could not hear
thundered silence from her scream
*what you doin chile?
where you goin chile?*
the stranger whispered in her ear
she looked in to the strangers eyes
and vomited her fear
*when I stand here, he is there
when I stand there he's here
who roamed across the landHer life was not a happy one it hadn't gone as plannedHer heart was true her eyes were keen but in her search for lifeShe missed some vital thing inside, she missed a loving wifeHer search took her to veoh land where dwelt a maiden fairA busty laughing...
for class, we had to pick an emotion and give it a personality. Can you guess which one I chose?
I start off as a wonder. A question. A thing you don't understand. Something you see in a movie, or read in a book. A story you hear that destines to be lived. I intrigue you. You...
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
that I have, when I see your face; I freeze – I fall, for you a thousand times, I'm walking blind when you enter my mind, like through snow in my heart.
Tell me, please oh tell me, that you've never loved someone, like I love everything that you are – all these pieces...
Once upon a starry night
I met a love I thought was right
I settled down to live a life
& thought one day I'd be your wife
Times were hard, but we pulled through
Laughs and smiles were but a few
Life was sorted and then times were good
Nothing could break the...
that filled your face with gee
Cause from what I could see, that smile was meant for me.
But then it all went wrong, and all your love for me went dry
It's hard to still stay strong, it's hard for me to even try
I was depressed and you were gladness, I'm still depressed but...
so why do make me feel the way I do
At times we talk and it seems to have no end
The compliments you pass at me
The way you stare
You make me curl my toes and tousle my hair
And yet I'm just an object
Just a pretty face for your pleasure
Just a hole to fill your forbidden desire...
and I noticed all your feeling
You have a flood full of pain inside your head and your simply looking for a drain to let it all out
You fake a smile to look your best
Keep your head up even when your upset
Your afraid of what they all might say
You get home and cry your...
My feet keep moving even though I don't know where I'm going
I'll never know where I'll end up yet I chose not to stop because if I were to stop I would have no where else to go and nothing else to do
I can't see my future
I can't see where I'll end up
It might be in a...
reconsidering my purpose.
The light that I had, is blocked by a man who seems nervous.
He grabs me by the end and brings me along,
for the ride of a lifetime, cause soon he´ll be gone.
He hangs me on a chair, to look up instructions,
I see myself on the computer, my beautiful...
No space left for void...
There are very few lights...
That can phase the destroyed.
The broken are gone...
The heroes remain...
But regardless how long...
It all stays the same.
There's no pain in...
from stories that shaped me,
and memories that scraped me
I am from having a fit every time I didn’t get what i want.
from therapist meeting every other thursday for a year
I am from growing up with just my brother and mother
And a different dog every 6-8 months...
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
hidden u under the duvet,not sure where i wanted to be.
I cant bury this anymore,i really cant.
The alarm clock rings,that dam ringing noise.
It penetrates my ears,with such familiar pain.
I rise ,still half in the dream land from the night before.
Is this really it?I sigh...
please stop making me feel like numb
you make me feel and act like dumb
stop treating me as if i'm a piece of gum
that you keep chewing it whenever you need
then you just throw it on the ground
then you step on it with your feet
and then you are gone
We have our differences
And that is true
But in many ways
We are the same
“I’m just like you”
You have stories to share
and I have mine
You have experiences to share
and so do I
I have confession to make
and maybe you have too
We are in the...
Im not asking you to care
I dont trust anyone anymore
People are nothing but liars
And hide this fact under layers
I am done trying to be heard
When no one is ever around to hear
I don't want you to save me
I don't want to be saved
I just let this lupus to kill...
A paw fits into another
like a jigsaw fits together.
Bonded with the force of love,
It's unbreakable, invincible and unconditional.
They join at the heart,
In a world of insanity,
Where the only thing that exsists
is the love between them.
A full moon glows and the stars twinkle...
that people can't be owned
Why do I feel so drawn?
Like I could feel the push and pull
See the tug and twirl
Of galaxies in you
Walking has never been so graceful
Standing has never been so beautiful
I wish I could explore
Every world you've been into...
if some of you recognize who i am after reading this- keep your big mouth shut. i enjoy being "anonymous"...
once again i hang myself with my words, every sentence another knot on the noose, every feeling an inch closer towards the edge of the chair. i throw all i...
All I can do is pray, as I wait for a better day
Cause how can you forget a voice that makes your soul feel warm, How can you forget a laughter that makes the world smile, please stay for a while
You're my home but you wont let me in
I'm outside and I'm cold knocking on...
I am a fierce wind and a gentle breeze,A roaring of thunder, a whisper in the trees.Cold as ice, and a red, fiery flame,A drought, a desert, and a torrent of rain.A calm, quiet lake, with water serene,Violent ocean waves crashing, a nightmare, a sweet dream.I am a fighter...