for the past month, that it didn't hurt when you were blunt.
I had to pretend you didn't mean the universe to me, when in my eyes you were more than just that.
And in those nights when I cried, with only a pillow to comfort me.
You slipped even further through my fingertips...
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
back of my brain
The ghost of my
fears, past, laws
insecurities and morals
In a masochistic state
Wanting to do
In the process
In the middle
A limbo of
Don't know where
Cant even fathom
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
you know its true
Know matter what happens
I will always be here for you
You can call me when you're in need
I'll be right there to help you off your knees
I'll be there even after the world ends
You can never understand how much i love you true friends
Knowing they are right...
please stop making me feel like numb
you make me feel and act like dumb
stop treating me as if i'm a piece of gum
that you keep chewing it whenever you need
then you just throw it on the ground
then you step on it with your feet
and then you are gone
caterwauling armchair performance
for the natural beauty who came to read my poem
pop-tart pixie queen with adorable written all over her pink ked's
a christmas kitty with snuggling on her mind
but i have five verses of doom's gloom to dredge
and she has had her fill of...
Love isn't love till you give it away
When I first saw you I was afarid to talk to you
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you
When I first liked you I was afarid to love you
Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you
Love is gentle
Love is kind
Love is when...
is seen . To some i am a son, Brother ,comrade even Preacher . To most I am a mystery a question within an answer . To many i am an oddity a random individual . Too a lot i am nothing a person whose divisible . To most i am entertainment , a push that helped move...
You'll never know the affect of your disappearing act,
What you did was wrong and that's a fact.
You left me barren and confused,
Feeling like I messed up instead of you.
This seems to be typical with guys of your kind,
To use a girl and **** with her mind.
We have our differences
And that is true
But in many ways
We are the same
“I’m just like you”
You have stories to share
and I have mine
You have experiences to share
and so do I
I have confession to make
and maybe you have too
We are in the...
if it's all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I can't find my personality
A demon has taken over
It's like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
Once upon a starry night
I met a love I thought was right
I settled down to live a life
& thought one day I'd be your wife
Times were hard, but we pulled through
Laughs and smiles were but a few
Life was sorted and then times were good
Nothing could break the...
It festers in your heat
until your misery shows
The world can see it
Why can't I?
I know you don't want me
Why do I continue to try?
I gave my all for you and still I try
And so I guess I will
Until the day I die
Maybe then I will have had my fill
I am a mess
'Sometimes I wonder
Where it all went wrong
When did I lose
What I had all along
Sometimes I wonder
Why am I here
Who am I
Or should I even care
Sometimes I wonder
If this real
That I really exist
If I really feel
Sometimes I wonder
Does this make sense
Or is it all scrambled
i bet is different,
Do yours smile everyday and hug you?,
Well good for you if they do,
The ones that dodn't are called
And their families,
The Mistakes were the ones to change
The Demons life,
that’s sleeping under my skin
Can you feel my pain...just like yours
I laugh like i'm crazy
I smile like i couldn't be happier
I scream and dance like today is the last day
You never notice my scars and shadow
'Coz i don't show them
Take my hands
take a walk bit...
Some friends remain
Some were meant to be
We can always sit under a tree
Talk about our long history
The good, the bad, the ugly
While some will make you mad
Others will make you very sad
The majority of these memories
Will fill you with so much happiness
Because when push...
Im not asking you to care
I dont trust anyone anymore
People are nothing but liars
And hide this fact under layers
I am done trying to be heard
When no one is ever around to hear
I don't want you to save me
I don't want to be saved
I just let this lupus to kill...
I was heavy into Wicca at the time and it shows. I tried to correct my grammar as best I could and clean it up (it was really bad). Enjoy!
Hands of Time
Sounds of a cane can be heard in the distance
Creatures scurry to...
it's untitled but here :)
Both are binding, in the wrong place they
Can kill you with a sharp tug
Yet something so simple is so intricate
Thread by thread we entwine our lives
Into a most magnificent rope
Each dancing around each other-
Why does it look so easy?
Daniel came a-running
We were meeting in the sun
Daniel was a dead man
When the night had just begun
Red sweater and red shoes
On a tree branch, then a call
Bloodred sweater, bloodred shoes
And blood in the waterfall
The seas changed their direction...
if some of you recognize who i am after reading this- keep your big mouth shut. i enjoy being "anonymous"...
once again i hang myself with my words, every sentence another knot on the noose, every feeling an inch closer towards the edge of the chair. i throw all i...
My thoughts forlorn
Life is hard
To trust is even more so
I am an idiot
I feel loves call again though
Will I fall for it
Or shall I keep on frowning?
I am so confused
I feel like I am drowning
She is so beautiful
Like an angel in the air
When she talks to me
People call it sadness,
An i live in it.
At least people say i am,
I have no voice,
But they say i talk beautiful words,
But im told i see the world in a gorgeous way,
My people are called memories,
They are divided in
I am a fierce wind and a gentle breeze,A roaring of thunder, a whisper in the trees.Cold as ice, and a red, fiery flame,A drought, a desert, and a torrent of rain.A calm, quiet lake, with water serene,Violent ocean waves crashing, a nightmare, a sweet dream.I am a fighter...
Even if I tried and pushed you away.
Even if I was broken beyond repair,
Even when I would cry to my heart's content.
But where are you now?
Why did you leave?
Did you realise I was too damaged?
Did you think you hurt me?
I know I was the one who walked away,
But I was testing...
since high school. This is my first attempt since then. Be gentle <3
This is a Part One.
My educational field is criminology / unequal relations, so I will be attempting to explain how ethnicity and poverty interact in a way that creates a cycle very difficult to break...
If you really wanna hear me scream,
Then cover me in gasoline,
Set me alight with the match of the dead,
Watch as the flames burn a hole in my head.
Come smell my weeping heart,
Lift it high and tear it apart,
For nothing can hurt as much,
As not feeling your tender...
But I know you're not and I know you're lying.
you know I can read you, almost like a book.
I can see inside, in every crack and nook.
maybe you can't tell me how you feel, but I can feel your pain, and the pain is very real.
But I really needed to say, that you'll never be...
My eyes had a twinkle no camera could capture - you said,
My smile you enclosed in a wrapper - you said.
Something which you used to call me.
My hair, my eyes,
The moments in why I cry.
But I am not beautiful or pretty or anything you called me.
I am not any of...
The day i dance,
And im not gonna stop,
I cant stop
if i stop
I dont want to die,
Today im going to dance
between the shadows,
sing with no voice
and beleive in the impossible,
Today is just a normal day,
And tortured by the devil...
I wonder what you think when you look at me,
Do you feel happy? Sad? Lonely? Guilty? Does it feel like you've been set free?
I don't blame you,
You see everyone leaves.
But I thought you were different,
I thought you would stay with me.
Rest assured my...
A year ago I dare to go
To a foreign land I barely know
I need to leave the life I live
Those people who love those persons who care
Once I’m alone can’t talk to anyone
I can’t help myself to remember someone
My thought will surely travel...
that I wrote a few years ago not knowing how prevalent it would be to how I feel three years later.
There are many roads I walk by.
There are many stories passed by.
And why would I not want to know
Why would I not want to see.
Because every story has an ending
And this one...
father! The wicked Crow cries! In vast spillage my soul seeps out, out of the crack drifting up thy heart!
With each drop of crimson love, betrayed by the now flaccid and old! Forlorn the dreaded creature that we would call brother?
His absence dripping with distant lips, lips...
when I was 14 but I've remembered it ever since. It's very "lovey" but that's the way it is. It's called Never Ending.
One day she came and touched my heart, with a warmth I'd never felt, I could never believe the love put forth, from her heart this woman dealt.
what is actually wrong:
Something was very wrong
I put in the laundry like I always did. It was a dark wash.
Separate out the lights. Put the clothes in the machine, pour the detergent into the cap until it hits
Put the soap in and close the top. Set...