back of my brain
The ghost of my
fears, past, laws
insecurities and morals
In a masochistic state
Wanting to do
In the process
In the middle
A limbo of
Don't know where
Cant even fathom
will flash across heaven like lightning; and will blew along earth like gust. Yea, an existence of quick fashion. In Thine mantle of eternity when mine last breath was exhausted, will I be impertinent if I asked Thee, "Who amongst mine loves shall remember me?" - A Querry to God...
inks of lighthearted subjects
the eloquently illustrated surrealistic seduction of the heart
demure yet ravishing sexualization
the ideal of beauty offering itself up like a sacrifice
at the alter of some wanton hedonistic temple to gods of lust
she looks up at me from her...
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
A paw fits into another
like a jigsaw fits together.
Bonded with the force of love,
It's unbreakable, invincible and unconditional.
They join at the heart,
In a world of insanity,
Where the only thing that exsists
is the love between them.
A full moon glows and the stars twinkle...
I wonder what you think when you look at me,
Do you feel happy? Sad? Lonely? Guilty? Does it feel like you've been set free?
I don't blame you,
You see everyone leaves.
But I thought you were different,
I thought you would stay with me.
Rest assured my...
when I was 14 but I've remembered it ever since. It's very "lovey" but that's the way it is. It's called Never Ending.
One day she came and touched my heart, with a warmth I'd never felt, I could never believe the love put forth, from her heart this woman dealt.
Some friends remain
Some were meant to be
We can always sit under a tree
Talk about our long history
The good, the bad, the ugly
While some will make you mad
Others will make you very sad
The majority of these memories
Will fill you with so much happiness
Because when push...
The prejudice of the mind never ceases to amaze,
there is so much that is said with just a single gaze.
this bias bulids fortresses of ignorance that seem impenetrable.
This mind, so full of fables
this mind that is imprisioned,
this mind that is blind to the truth...
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
that never leaves me,
the warmth he gives inside
for the rays that watches over me
and light that leads beside
for all the memories,
the nice ones and the bad
for fulfilling his duties,
when I'm all down or sad
This is for my sunshine,
this is for my light,
for the guy who is...
For what is a man,
Without his voice?
Is he free? A slave?
Is it all by choice?
Do we trust,
They who say,
We can make this,
All better again?
Whom which do you side?
Top? Bottom? None of the above?
Is he who votes,
Another puppet to glove?
You'll never know the affect of your disappearing act,
What you did was wrong and that's a fact.
You left me barren and confused,
Feeling like I messed up instead of you.
This seems to be typical with guys of your kind,
To use a girl and **** with her mind.
who's done it all right
Never raised their voice or started a fight
What matters most is what you know
Had you heart broken before
Made mistakes and learned the ropes
Made a better version too
You have to know what it feels like
To be in love with somebody
So that you know...
caterwauling armchair performance
for the natural beauty who came to read my poem
pop-tart pixie queen with adorable written all over her pink ked's
a christmas kitty with snuggling on her mind
but i have five verses of doom's gloom to dredge
and she has had her fill of...
If you can no longer pretend
Pretend that your smile is your friend
Don't pull that act
Don't say your okay
Let me help you take the pain away
I'm only trying to be your friend
I know the feelings
I've had them before
Please no don't...
her heart kisses mine
trying to find my home in the stars
protect the moment
when the gentleness that i love in her
gives me that beautiful moment when i can believe again
protect the moment
because you never know when till its gone
my girl friend along with her Christmas girft? this is a rough draft btw.
She sought me out, a tiger on prowl_____________________________________
_What could I do, I was trapped, a simple gazelle._____________________________________
_Between her piercing eyes and wavy...
and stewing in
everything you witness.
Learning how to live
from watching what
goes on in your world.
You and a select few others--
the unfortunate souls--
are thrown into
a world that only
knows one way:
hate, hurting, and hell.
You never even had a chance
A year ago I dare to go
To a foreign land I barely know
I need to leave the life I live
Those people who love those persons who care
Once I’m alone can’t talk to anyone
I can’t help myself to remember someone
My thought will surely travel...
But never heard him breathe.
I took his tiny hand in mine,
But knew he had to leave.
I saw him enter this cruel world,
But never saw him grow.
I'll never see his face again,
It's so sad to watch him go.
you say so many things using your eyes.
The look of anger never abandons your face, my discreet side glances always meet your gaze.
Once in a blue moon I see you smile,
'tis so shy and sweet that I end up dropping my file.
The world was a great place to be in until I knew you...
with promise of spring
dreamed her one cold night
and every night since
she became the light in my life
she became laughter and warmth
a song that played me sweetly
she was my winter dream
frightening how quickly became everything to me
scary how quick became more than...
for the past month, that it didn't hurt when you were blunt.
I had to pretend you didn't mean the universe to me, when in my eyes you were more than just that.
And in those nights when I cried, with only a pillow to comfort me.
You slipped even further through my fingertips...
'Sometimes I wonder
Where it all went wrong
When did I lose
What I had all along
Sometimes I wonder
Why am I here
Who am I
Or should I even care
Sometimes I wonder
If this real
That I really exist
If I really feel
Sometimes I wonder
Does this make sense
Or is it all scrambled
lotions or lances
without feelings or fences
without contact lenses
without twitter or 'book
without friending or trolling
through the fair she is strolling
eyes ahead the waves roiling
the sea in her look.
she moves that old sideways
move that defies raw ways
that as frank...
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
Daniel came a-running
We were meeting in the sun
Daniel was a dead man
When the night had just begun
Red sweater and red shoes
On a tree branch, then a call
Bloodred sweater, bloodred shoes
And blood in the waterfall
The seas changed their direction...
since high school. This is my first attempt since then. Be gentle <3
This is a Part One.
My educational field is criminology / unequal relations, so I will be attempting to explain how ethnicity and poverty interact in a way that creates a cycle very difficult to break...
you know its true
Know matter what happens
I will always be here for you
You can call me when you're in need
I'll be right there to help you off your knees
I'll be there even after the world ends
You can never understand how much i love you true friends
Knowing they are right...
I want to got to the Secret Place
Where the Dreamers roam
And pride is shown
I want to go to the Secret Place
Where love is deep
And Passion is a race
Where preciousness is kept
All while we sleep
No monsters roam
No evil to creep
I want to...
Once upon a starry night
I met a love I thought was right
I settled down to live a life
& thought one day I'd be your wife
Times were hard, but we pulled through
Laughs and smiles were but a few
Life was sorted and then times were good
Nothing could break the...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
How were so eager to have independence and freedom.
But nobody told us freedom had a price .
How our innocence escape and our demons come out to play.
When we were young we were so naive, sheltered like a newborn baby.
We wanted to grow up so fast and be just like big bro or...
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
If you really wanna hear me scream,
Then cover me in gasoline,
Set me alight with the match of the dead,
Watch as the flames burn a hole in my head.
Come smell my weeping heart,
Lift it high and tear it apart,
For nothing can hurt as much,
As not feeling your tender...
My thoughts forlorn
Life is hard
To trust is even more so
I am an idiot
I feel loves call again though
Will I fall for it
Or shall I keep on frowning?
I am so confused
I feel like I am drowning
She is so beautiful
Like an angel in the air
When she talks to me
My eyes had a twinkle no camera could capture - you said,
My smile you enclosed in a wrapper - you said.
Something which you used to call me.
My hair, my eyes,
The moments in why I cry.
But I am not beautiful or pretty or anything you called me.
I am not any of...
if it's all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I can't find my personality
A demon has taken over
It's like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
A great building in the distance
Stretching high above the ground
I go up to the roof
Stand on the ledge
I stretch my arms to feel,
To feel the great breeze
A crowd forms below
They scream, they yell
They yell, they scream
But I know you're not and I know you're lying.
you know I can read you, almost like a book.
I can see inside, in every crack and nook.
maybe you can't tell me how you feel, but I can feel your pain, and the pain is very real.
But I really needed to say, that you'll never be...
Love isn't love till you give it away
When I first saw you I was afarid to talk to you
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you
When I first liked you I was afarid to love you
Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you
Love is gentle
Love is kind
Love is when...
and out eyes briefly meet.
You hold the door open for me as I enter behind you.
I say thanks, but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
In the elevator you crack a joke, I flash a smile,
you have no idea that my heart is in denial.
You ask me how my day was and I say fine...