I wish i could erased dark memories
But i know... i know...
That's why i decided to..i do not close to...
I smile and my heart ache
I laugh and my heart ache
I pretend to be okay and...my heart ache
I've seen so many faceless people
I've never forgot their cold hands
'Sometimes I wonder
Where it all went wrong
When did I lose
What I had all along
Sometimes I wonder
Why am I here
Who am I
Or should I even care
Sometimes I wonder
If this real
That I really exist
If I really feel
Sometimes I wonder
Does this make sense
Or is it all scrambled
When you see this girl
what do you see?
you see a girl who has
been labeled as
when you see this girl
who do you see?
you see a girl who wants to
why you ask because of this label she hates who she is
she hates that you label her
now who is...
I’ve known it for years,
Without all the heartbreak,
Or shedding of tears,
The world is cruel,
And it never let’s you up,
After you’ve been knocked down,
And you’re ready to give in,
It’ll leave you to drown,
The world is like a child,
It uses and discards,
You are a...
It festers in your heat
until your misery shows
The world can see it
Why can't I?
I know you don't want me
Why do I continue to try?
I gave my all for you and still I try
And so I guess I will
Until the day I die
Maybe then I will have had my fill
I am a mess
I see friends with open arms ready to drain the life from me like a vampire
I see the wasteland that is the inside of me
I see the down fall of me manifesting itself
I see friends and enemy's alike gathered around my grave dancing over my body
A paw fits into another
like a jigsaw fits together.
Bonded with the force of love,
It's unbreakable, invincible and unconditional.
They join at the heart,
In a world of insanity,
Where the only thing that exsists
is the love between them.
A full moon glows and the stars twinkle...
I want to got to the Secret Place
Where the Dreamers roam
And pride is shown
I want to go to the Secret Place
Where love is deep
And Passion is a race
Where preciousness is kept
All while we sleep
No monsters roam
No evil to creep
I want to...
Daniel came a-running
We were meeting in the sun
Daniel was a dead man
When the night had just begun
Red sweater and red shoes
On a tree branch, then a call
Bloodred sweater, bloodred shoes
And blood in the waterfall
The seas changed their direction...
The day i dance,
And im not gonna stop,
I cant stop
if i stop
I dont want to die,
Today im going to dance
between the shadows,
sing with no voice
and beleive in the impossible,
Today is just a normal day,
And tortured by the devil...
when I was 14 but I've remembered it ever since. It's very "lovey" but that's the way it is. It's called Never Ending.
One day she came and touched my heart, with a warmth I'd never felt, I could never believe the love put forth, from her heart this woman dealt.
i have a lots of sadness in my heart
yet i pretend to be okay
i smile like nothing happens
or i'm totally dead long time ago
nobody knows ...
nobody knows ...what i have been through
nobody knows where am i
i don't want you pity on me
i don't even want anyone in my life...
Your pretty diamond necklaces
And, your silk and satin robes.
Please don't tell me your " I'm sorry's"
They don't mean much to me!!
They are just empty words said after what you really spoke to me.
No need words.
Please don't say anything
Untill we hold each other tightly and sleep in your arms...and
Wake up morning we open our eyes and we both look into our eyes like this is the best feeling ever.....
And finally say....'Hi...
if it's all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I can't find my personality
A demon has taken over
It's like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
Filling my ears with distracting bits of information
crowd the empty space where passion dwells
distorting sights with distorting sounds and smells
touching me with tactile pleasures
pushing me beyond a measure
Pushing me beyond my limits
Without doubt a kiss on the...
I was heavy into Wicca at the time and it shows. I tried to correct my grammar as best I could and clean it up (it was really bad). Enjoy!
Hands of Time
Sounds of a cane can be heard in the distance
Creatures scurry to...
If you really wanna hear me scream,
Then cover me in gasoline,
Set me alight with the match of the dead,
Watch as the flames burn a hole in my head.
Come smell my weeping heart,
Lift it high and tear it apart,
For nothing can hurt as much,
As not feeling your tender...
Using you fancy bottle as bait
For the one in pain to take a cup
And drink you up
More and more you begin to flow
The more anger grows
Words become misconstrued
While hurt boils fro
Emotions flare to skyward bounds
Making the sweetest men into clowns
Like my face is all twisted up
Feels like I'm walking upside down
And my feet just cant touch the ground
As my brain turns to dust
And my fingernails develops rust
How this may disgust
But everything is backwards
Like I'm right handed
writing with my left
it's untitled but here :)
Both are binding, in the wrong place they
Can kill you with a sharp tug
Yet something so simple is so intricate
Thread by thread we entwine our lives
Into a most magnificent rope
Each dancing around each other-
Why does it look so easy?
I tried to block out the bad news that was given to me,
I cried and cried for hours that night
the day of you final resting place i was in tears and couldnt stop crying,
I hated the feeling that you left me with,
I wish i would fix that day and not remember any of it.
Once upon a starry night
I met a love I thought was right
I settled down to live a life
& thought one day I'd be your wife
Times were hard, but we pulled through
Laughs and smiles were but a few
Life was sorted and then times were good
Nothing could break the...
You'll never know the affect of your disappearing act,
What you did was wrong and that's a fact.
You left me barren and confused,
Feeling like I messed up instead of you.
This seems to be typical with guys of your kind,
To use a girl and **** with her mind.
Sometimes I focus on everything bad,
Everything that's got me thinking of throwing the towel in,
Makes me want to jump off a platform of any kind.
Sometimes we meet somebody that takes away the will to jump,
And I guess I'm just that lucky,
'Cause I met you.
So now I'm...
But loving someone you can never possess;
That is even harder.
Knowing someone else will
Be hugging them,
Hold their hand,
Kissing their lips,
You still love them
With every inch of your soul.
A little part of you
Bears onto the hopeless cliff...
A year ago I dare to go
To a foreign land I barely know
I need to leave the life I live
Those people who love those persons who care
Once I’m alone can’t talk to anyone
I can’t help myself to remember someone
My thought will surely travel...
I wrote and published my first poem at 6, my career as a poet has been uphill ever since. I publish and perform, but lately other ventures have crowded it out. Here's one of my better ones, it reduced a friend of mine to tears - in the world of poetry that's...
Memories dim in, Flashes of another steps forward, No image of daughter, A image of horror, Her mother.
Anger so vile, Fill with the poison, Dark hate like the demon fills those one happy eyes, Now each mark of blue, Now each mark of black.
No daughter is there, No smiles...
father! The wicked Crow cries! In vast spillage my soul seeps out, out of the crack drifting up thy heart!
With each drop of crimson love, betrayed by the now flaccid and old! Forlorn the dreaded creature that we would call brother?
His absence dripping with distant lips, lips...
People call it sadness,
An i live in it.
At least people say i am,
I have no voice,
But they say i talk beautiful words,
But im told i see the world in a gorgeous way,
My people are called memories,
They are divided in
We have our differences
And that is true
But in many ways
We are the same
“I’m just like you”
You have stories to share
and I have mine
You have experiences to share
and so do I
I have confession to make
and maybe you have too
We are in the...
I am a fierce wind and a gentle breeze,A roaring of thunder, a whisper in the trees.Cold as ice, and a red, fiery flame,A drought, a desert, and a torrent of rain.A calm, quiet lake, with water serene,Violent ocean waves crashing, a nightmare, a sweet dream.I am a fighter...
is seen . To some i am a son, Brother ,comrade even Preacher . To most I am a mystery a question within an answer . To many i am an oddity a random individual . Too a lot i am nothing a person whose divisible . To most i am entertainment , a push that helped move...
I wrote it after he died to help with the grief.
I was at the nadir of my life
god heard my prayer it seems
For late last night He answered
Jesus brought you to my dreams
I saw Him coming
And I cried for release
I begged Him 'take me with you'
He smiled at me and said 'Be at...
the cold winter comes hither
the sky is white like a white feather
the freezing winds fondle my bones
making me feel numb, cold as stones
freezing my body, freezing my heart
piercing through me like a flying dart
I used to find warmth in the freezing winter
I wasn't lonely, I...
If you can no longer pretend
Pretend that your smile is your friend
Don't pull that act
Don't say your okay
Let me help you take the pain away
I'm only trying to be your friend
I know the feelings
I've had them before
Please no don't...
that’s sleeping under my skin
Can you feel my pain...just like yours
I laugh like i'm crazy
I smile like i couldn't be happier
I scream and dance like today is the last day
You never notice my scars and shadow
'Coz i don't show them
Take my hands
take a walk bit...