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    Coward

    A couple of days ago, there was some sort of question about if the military draft were back, would they take people who have mental problems. I answered, as is typical, not the question, but what the question made me think about, and that is that I would not fight if there were a...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 9 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    I am down to my last straw,

    my last hope. It is what I have the best chance for and yet still, the thing furthest from me. I have no entitlement to it, no expectation for it, and perhaps, it is this that I needed. Nothing to lose. Yes, so much to gain, everything I'd ever hoped and dreamed for, but I...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Seizing The Sigh

         I haven't felt exactly myself these past few days. Sad, easily annoyed, even angry. And I never get angry. But these things happen. Emotions build up over a long period of time until they finally start dribbling out. I distract myself and cordon myself off from the world...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    A Momentary Lapse

    Where did the time go?             It's been about four and a half years since I was last in a relationship. That was all the way back in my freshman year of college, and at that point, I feel I was headed in a mostly good direction. I liked the girl I was with, I was...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 7 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    The Star Spangled Banner should be sung in

    Swahili because I ******* said so. Oh, kusema unaweza kuona na alfajiri mapema mwanga Nini ili kujigamba sisi ikipongezwa katika twilight ya mwisho gleaming? Ambao pana kupigwa na nyota angavu kupitia mapambano hatari, Oh ngome sisi kuangalia walikuwa hivyo gallantly Streaming...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M Apr 27

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    Weird Moods = Writing

    Fire away Held against my chest The gun is yours The bullets are providedDeadly at their touch This is my everything My trust in you You possess the knowledgeYou know every fear Don't pull the trigger I beg of you Don't lose your coolStay close to me Hold on, don't hesitate Make...
    peanlo peanlo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2012

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    I Guess It's Just As Well

    It's time to take a break.I love you, EP, I really do, but you **** me off sometimes.Flagging should be a privilege, not a right, since so many people abuse the hell out of it, either to flag something they disagree (the horror) with or to simply mess with someone that they don't...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    Just A Thought

    I feel like an item You bought, That you put on a shelf And forgot.
    peanlo peanlo 18-21, F Jul 9, 2012

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    Oh man.So tired. I hung out with Mark a couple

    of days ago and it turns out he wanted to talk to me about some bucket list blog project he wanted to start. He just got back from Europe and he showed me some of his pics.... So jelly. His idea is to "interview" people he knows about things that changed their lives and feature...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Mar 28

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    This is what I wrote

    when I was in ninth grade, or somewhere around there. The boy was very angry with Mr. Shiftlet as well as well as Lucynell for leaving. The boy comes up with a brilliant idea; he calls the police and reports a stolen vehicle. He informs the police that an old 1920 Ford has been...
    adhane05 adhane05 22-25, M Jun 1

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    Today, I read some fan mail,

    just to make sure there weren't any crazies in there before I sent them off to the authors. But they're mostly from kids anyway, so they're not crazy. Yet. But I read some damn inspiring, heartfelt, and touching things. So many of them were how they hated reading before, but...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    Infinite is a word too stronglonger holds a

    pause.hear the lost promises found,scornful enough to devour from it's premises.Such holy heart sang me a melody.......I cannot be smitten, this symmetry was sung by a gluttony.Would you stop all this illusion of desire.....?Until you make me decide to enter the hatred's...
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup 18-21, F May 14

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    It's always bracing,

    and a bit saddening when things from your childhood slowly slip away, one by one, especially when you realize it in the moment and nostalgia hasn't had time to set in yet. But one of the things that stay the longest are childhood idols in the form of sports stars, that is, if...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses May 17

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    I lost myself to a phenomena called 'lack of

    words'...an irreplaceable feeling of realizing words never being enough...and in the same moment realizing that you have nothing but words...words imprint my every thought,my every creation...its like the currency through which I encash my indefinable experiences ..so much so...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F Aug 4

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    You Dont Know Me ...

    You do not know me Lady , But I know that you're real.I ask about you often . And do care how you feel . We share a common interest , and share a common bond . But i am here and you are there miles across the pond .He loves so most dearly and his heart is yours to own. I listen...
    Poseybloom Poseybloom 41-45, F 3 Responses May 20, 2013

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    Well it’s been for ever

    since I post anything here well due to many reasons well a very busy schdule in study and family matters and a bit lazyness and a lot had happen since there well being in relationships whith a bunch of guys at the same time just to feel better about myself but this never happen...
    Omini2012 Omini2012 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Ghosts

    I.There once was a beautiful field,A lush verdant paradiseHidden far away, concealedFrom the world's darkness and vice.Every spring after winter had thawedThe children would trickle out in ones and twosAnd play by the lakeside with their fishing rodsAnd footballs, with no need...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    so unnecessary is to say anything at all

    and yet how I gush at having shared this profound thoughts...saying it over and over again to others to garner more acclode over my worldly wisdom
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Gold Leaves

    gold leaves shiver through cracks of time rays of sun flicker through the crying sky light pirouettes in my ballroom dress clouds above leaps through the sky gold leaves dangle blow in the wind why must we be jealous think more deeply write better draw better sing better ski...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 18, 2012

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    I Hate You. Yes, You With The Camera

    I have a tenuous relationship with cameras. While I think photography is an art form and a powerful one at that, I don't think it should be a substitute for experience. I kind of dislike how everyone has a camera to document every trivial part of their lives. Most people are not...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    I See Beauty Every-where

    It has been a long journey dealing with the passing of my Mom. This,Thanksgiving is the anniversary of living my life minus a Mother.The seasons of life and how they are played out. The time is like yesterday no matter how long any loss is. When I first started out this journey...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    The Grass Is Greener

    I like to sit upon the fence Its high and that makes sense I can see the guy on both sides. Fence sitting it is often said Is something to not be tolerated But the fence rules in my georaphy Get off the pot is similar Either that or do what youre supposed to there But a fence has...
    luckylassie luckylassie 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    (Mild Trigger Warning.

    Don't read if you don't like.) Staring out to the clouds, I wish that I could be with you. Why do you have to be so far away, far away that you are but a far-fetched dream deluding me of this existing reality? I miss you so much. Why can’t you be beside me even if I beseech...
    DisembodiedLied DisembodiedLied 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Bond That Lasts For Eternity

      Eyes closed,deep wounds that noone feels, bleeding since birth, she lives for everyone n noone.   She sleeps in the cemetery,by her angel which is one with her, -her suffering feels.   She remembers what she has built but shes always bound to him.   Her soul was connected...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 17 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    (To all the depressed people,

    and people who have just had a rough day) This girl was standing over a bridge. She was ready to jump. But someone grabbed her before she could even take the leap. She turned around to face a boy around her age. "Where you going to jump?!" He asked. She knew he already knew the...
    NotYourGirl NotYourGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    so unnecessary is to say anything at all

    and yet how I gush at having shared this profound thoughts...saying it over and over again to others to garner more acclode over my worldly wisdom
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F Aug 4

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    There was a time where the outside was

    so beautiful. The moment of Zen, the lack of mystique and grandeur that bound itself to those who could see it. The day was simple; clear skies, a rich blue so bright that it seemed to saturate the suns rays which were happiness. A whisper of a breeze caressing the leaves of the...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I think the Zoloft is helping.

    Anxiety has been down and no real anxiety attacks yet, so I haven't taken the Ativan. I drank a few times on the med, and I don't think I had any bad side effects, just the alcohol hit me quicker and harder. Which means that I drink less. Although I will tell my doc when I have...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Apr 6

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    You are a mask. Not for the goods

    that are hidden, nor for the sorrow that you lock away. But you are still a mask. Our problems define us, make us who we are. Sometimes it can be difficult to understand the joy behind such a concept. Yet still, you are a mask. Maybe the fault in our value, the crack in our self...
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I don't know where I will be going with this

    post, but, for my sanity's sake, I need to let this out. For the past few days, the what-ifs have been haunting me. I cannot afford to experience another monumental (I am exaggerating here, but that is how it feels like, at least for me) failure. "When people say it's not...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 8

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    Tonight may be awkward.

    Brittany invited me to Brett's show tonight, which is already sold out but he has 3 tickets left - for me, John, and Brittany's sister. I felt sooooooo awkward asking if it was cool if John came. He and I were originally gonna go to dinner after he gets off work, but there won't...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Apr 12

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    Its Very Interesting

    i first heard of trolls quite some time ago and i still dont get it. all new people eventually ask what trolls are and its always some vague answer. ive never been privy to the people that seem to know about them. ive never seen one that i know of. i am a bit insecure like...
    luckylassie luckylassie 51-55, F 6 Responses May 9, 2012

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    I have been running on 12 hours of sleep the

    last 3 days. I am soooo tired. I needed the nap I took this morning. -___- I went on a hike today. Brittany wanted to go on one but I couldn't get a hold of her, so I went solo. What a workout. I don't know how many miles I did, but it felt pretty good. Last night I went to...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Apr 26

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    What a busy week. Yesterday I had a doctor's

    appointment (the first I've had in a very long time). I told her my main concern was my anxiety and she asked what helps calm me down during an attack. I told her the only thing that's ever worked for me was Xanax. She asked if I'd want to go on Zoloft for depression and anxiety...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Mar 22

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    The Other Piece Of My Heart

    I have a heart that sometimes cries, i wonder if someone can hear, i can feel it again,this sadness, this loneliness, i know i feel it.. I can wait for some words, one tight hug, letting me by ur side to sleep, my tears to kiss, but im on my own in the night, in the day, im...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 14 Responses Nov 25, 2010

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    Word Vomit

            I haven’t been doing much lately except stress myself out applying to jobs. It’s left me feeling a bit empty. I haven’t been writing, haven’t been inspired lately. Basically, this will be the dam bursting, so this will probably be long, gushing, rambling, and...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    The Sky "StairWay To

    Heaven just a sun peak volcano in the distant sky, as if seeing a "great force of endless energies" a deeper awakening beyond, the hearts of humanity through an energetic oneness with unity. as being a full moon gateway to other dimensions. Level of awakening the hearts of...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 11, 2011

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    Emanates Joy,move foward In Sun

    face of god is not gone in the flowers smiles aqua black drop sky pure transcendent sun sparkling light ascends to astonish the angels in heaven who keep the light of their loved ones enshrined in angelic voices one is so rich and full so many inner worlds outer world is joy...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    Cuz Boredom

    She looked down at her hands as though seeing them for the first time. The red covered them, oozing down from the gaps between her fingers. She watched it, her eyes bright with surprise. It was warm and almost friendly. A smile crept across her pale features. The crimson was...
    blooregard blooregard 18-21, M Jun 5, 2013

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    It was hell trying to get through 6 hours of

    work not crying. I barely made it home.It really looks like my dreams are over. This was my last chance, and I gave everything I had, and it wasn't good enough. Except it was, it really was. I got recommendations from all the editors, everyone said how big of a help I've been...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I love your name.I love your smile,

    your laugh.I love your hair, whether down, in a bun, or braided around the sides.I love how you crane your neck to the side when you're looking down at someone's desk.I love how starkly straight-up you sit at your desk; puts my posture to shame.I love your legs. Dear god, your...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Angels..*

    When angels hold your hands You just can't hit the ground They'll take you high and high And never let you down when angels hold ur hands u know ur not alone but u have someone that shows care, they love u without asking something and they never leave by ur side   u call...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    I walk out of my small room.

    .into a equally small balcony and look at all the depressing faces..gaunt out of lack of food and late night study...I must look like them too...a part of this machine. All for achieving a higher goal. I almost give up..I want to give up. One face catches my eye and smiles at me...
    sasunaruizlove sasunaruizlove 22-25, F 1 Response May 24

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    The petite princess At the scrap place she was

    born, she traveled her way up to the fine place of the burned city. Tears escaped her eyes as she received no welcome at her fantasy. She found warmth at the ground of a dark alley, looking up at the grey sky she assured herself that she will not head back. Travelling through...
    Caisus Caisus 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Juss Cause I Can..

    The words "i love you" are priceless, unpredictable like rolling dices/ here we are taking chances, making sacrifices / suffices and keeping one another in sight, our hands of cards dealt is right to play for any fight, in hope of getting that much needed balance that is tight...
    Doxtah Doxtah 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    Serenity My Gardens

    Welcome to my autumnal garden of paradise delights At times it can be dark, beauty smoldering joy, amidst riotous flowering moody colors. Soon bright serenity and pristine comfort Be willing to dirty your hands freeing your mind Feel the grass wet on bare feet, cool mist...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 28 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    Don't read anything into the content; just some

    passages for thought."Suicide is a very deep subject, but since you are interested, I will try to explain my thoughts to you.Throughout history, we Japanese have always appreciated suicide. For us it is a beautiful thing that gives meaning and shape and honor to our lives...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I hope one day you will realize i did truly care

    for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up on you, refusing to give up on you. You're gonna regret everything that you've done to me including all the damage you've caused. And someday you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. I might have...
    Jnyl Jnyl 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    The Only Ones Who Know

    They arrived at the club at 11: Ian, Émile, Kevin, and Troy. The music was already loud, and they hadn't even gotten through to the entrance yet. The long line streamed out of the front door, filled with bigger, better looking guys than Ian. He hadn't even wanted to come out in...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2011

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    “Question: While taking

    both in the river, what is the most important thing we have to keep in our mind?” …and the answer is “We should face our clothes to make sure that no one runs off with them”.
    fikrisharif fikrisharif 41-45, M May 24

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    Wat. Why are they all coming out of the

    woodwork now that John is away? Last Thursday, when he and I were at dinner before he left, Mark - an old scientist friend that I've not spoken to in ages - randomly texted me and asked if I wanted to hang out (this week). I told John about Mark. I was like, "Dude, I feel like...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I Think I'll Be Happier For The Trouble

    It's depressing to keep applying to jobs and hearing nothing back. I so badly want to work, to get out of the damn house and do something that means the world to me, but the world isn't letting me, at least not yet. Sometimes I think I should just give up and apply to law school...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    Well now I will finish what I was saying

    -writing!- I told you about the police officer his name is Sofiane well one day I was mad and I went for a walk then I saw an Audi Q7 and the guy was flirting me and I was with no money and he start talking while I walk and he was with his car and I said I'm going to get lunch...
    Omini2012 Omini2012 22-25, F Mar 25

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