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    What's the future looking like?

    Need something new in my life. I need something to blow my mind. Why do I have to know everything? Wasn't life more fun when I didnt? Will life ever be that fun again? Well first I would need to forget what judgements I was taught. Right? Why's it so hard to ditch this? Why do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    Coward

    A couple of days ago, there was some sort of question about if the military draft were back, would they take people who have mental problems. I answered, as is typical, not the question, but what the question made me think about, and that is that I would not fight if there were a...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 8 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Just still.... It's always still.

    .. Your not good enough... They deserve better and I acknowledge that, I do... I have no choice the option is really no option at all.... if I did... My warrior is tired of fighting for this life.....There is no choice.....so here I am, continuously stuck battling to keep my head...
    OSoQuiet OSoQuiet 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Its Very Interesting

    i first heard of trolls quite some time ago and i still dont get it. all new people eventually ask what trolls are and its always some vague answer. ive never been privy to the people that seem to know about them. ive never seen one that i know of. i am a bit insecure like...
    luckylassie luckylassie 56-60, F 7 Responses May 9, 2012

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    I still get depressed from time to time

    but I can identify those feelings when they happen and usually when it does happen, most of the time it comes down to a choice on what I would like to focus on.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jul 11

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    His rain drenched clothes stank of sweat

    and dirt. The day's toils had left its pungent mark on him, but she didn't seem to mind somehow as she lay her divine face against his chest, her eyes looking into his. He felt something stir in him, something climbing up from depths he never knew he had. He kissed her forehead...
    TrueZetetic TrueZetetic 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    Bond That Lasts For Eternity

      Eyes closed,deep wounds that noone feels, bleeding since birth, she lives for everyone n noone.   She sleeps in the cemetery,by her angel which is one with her, -her suffering feels.   She remembers what she has built but shes always bound to him.   Her soul was connected...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 14 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    We've been quarreling endlessly

    for a spell that seems like an eternity. At this point, we're walking in circles! Building walls around our respective circumferences and constructing moats. We're fashioning cannons before the portcullises go up, only for them to come crashing down with every misstep. This is...
    JustIridescent JustIridescent 18-21, F Jun 11

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    Serenity My Gardens

    Welcome to my autumnal garden of paradise delightsAt times it can be dark, beauty smoldering joy, amidst riotous flowering moody colors.Soon bright serenity and pristine comfort.Be willing to dirty your hands freeing your mind !Feel the grass wet on bare feet, cool mist pollinate...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 31 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    Sometimes you have to be strong

    for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not, wont. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    Removing The Mask

                I've always been hesitant to put up myself as a profile picture here. I've mostly used avatars, whether it be a picture I like, something I felt at the time, or my recent stint of Hobbes-related pictures, I rarely had my face up there. And I never really thought...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses May 22, 2013

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    Today, I read some fan mail,

    just to make sure there weren't any crazies in there before I sent them off to the authors. But they're mostly from kids anyway, so they're not crazy. Yet. But I read some damn inspiring, heartfelt, and touching things. So many of them were how they hated reading before, but...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M Feb 11, 2014

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    I write a lot of things.

    I don't think they are great or share worthy. I can not say I am a writer. There is something amazing that happens when you let how you feel flow and scribble across a page or on a screen before you.
    OSoQuiet OSoQuiet 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Angels..*

    When angels hold your hands You just can't hit the ground They'll take you high and high And never let you down when angels hold ur hands u know ur not alone but u have someone that shows care, they love u without asking something and they never leave by ur side   u call...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    I love your name.I love your smile,

    your laugh.I love your hair, whether down, in a bun, or braided around the sides.I love how you crane your neck to the side when you're looking down at someone's desk.I love how starkly straight-up you sit at your desk; puts my posture to shame.I love your legs. Dear god, your...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I Think I'll Be Happier For The Trouble

    It's depressing to keep applying to jobs and hearing nothing back. I so badly want to work, to get out of the damn house and do something that means the world to me, but the world isn't letting me, at least not yet. Sometimes I think I should just give up and apply to law school...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    We were at my aunt's funeral last night

    and there was singing, reminiscing, and Bible passages that were on point and coincidentally proper. What I have failed to mention in my most recent post was my uncle (my aunt's husband) who has shown unconditional love throughout this challenge. "In sickness and in health...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19

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    My preconception used to be

    that having a high-self esteem and a huge ego were synonymous. The reality, for me, was that I had low self-esteem and a huge ego. All I really see the ego as, is that voice which tells me what I am or am not. If not for the ego, I wouldn't even know what to call myself. At the...
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jun 21

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    Word Vomit

            I haven’t been doing much lately except stress myself out applying to jobs. It’s left me feeling a bit empty. I haven’t been writing, haven’t been inspired lately. Basically, this will be the dam bursting, so this will probably be long, gushing, rambling, and...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    I Hate You. Yes, You With The Camera

    I have a tenuous relationship with cameras. While I think photography is an art form and a powerful one at that, I don't think it should be a substitute for experience. I kind of dislike how everyone has a camera to document every trivial part of their lives. Most people are not...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    I need to breathe. I need to remain focused.

    It's all going to be okay. http://youtu.be/kBqWtdMpies
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses May 18

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    I Guess It's Just As Well

    It's time to take a break.I love you, EP, I really do, but you **** me off sometimes.Flagging should be a privilege, not a right, since so many people abuse the hell out of it, either to flag something they disagree (the horror) with or to simply mess with someone that they don't...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    winterblood winterblood 13-15, F Jul 18

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    The quality of your attention determines your

    state of mind. A laser sharp focus pinpoints problems, an open focus allows you to see things as a whole. Most of life's problems, I think, are spent in the former state of mind, eyes fixated, locked on, seeking solutions to problems.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 12

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    Love me like you love jazz Our melodies

    defined But not permanently so Let our spines entwine Finding the music in the creaking of our bones Unexpected Improvised Knowing each other well enough To stray from the formula Making our song whole and new Every time we find new notes And they become part of our duet Full...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    who who who who are you you think i'm too easy

    to use there are some words that was unforgettable for me You can't take it back you are such a jerrrrrk i shouldn't let you in in the first place. You are a robber... But i won't sell my soul keep lying to yourself keep lying to ladies keep dreaming i don't care
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 24

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    For the longest time I've acted

    as if the world owes me something and quite frankly, I am ashamed.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    There are those who settle

    and who compromise their dreams and those who know they have no choice but to follow them.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jun 1

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    i've been scared of showing myself yes i don't

    let people in easily it's self defence 'cos i've been got hurt a lot and i don't want to repeat the same thing. It ripped my heart out...all black Too much for me No tragedy anymore If same thing happen to me again,i seriously can't get over it I can say i understand...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 25

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    (A spiritual rhyme) Pivot the telescope,

    to read along the sky, Readily wrote with beauty captured by a reverent eye, Without the rays of the sun we would die, No plants, no oxygen, no food to keep you satisfied, My spirit moans louder then the belly groans When I see the lost souls drifting unaware and Carelessly by...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i wish i were a cat ,

    i wouldnt feel anything id be free like a wind and still get fed id scratch the ones who touch me and make furious sounds look at the sun with proud eyes and move in the dark with no fears i wish i were a cat !
    Moonthesolitary Moonthesolitary 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    A Momentary Lapse

    Where did the time go?             It's been about four and a half years since I was last in a relationship. That was all the way back in my freshman year of college, and at that point, I feel I was headed in a mostly good direction. I liked the girl I was with, I was...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 7 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    The Sky "StairWay To

    Heaven just a sun peak volcano in the distant sky, as if seeing a "great force of endless energies" a deeper awakening beyond, the hearts of humanity through an energetic oneness with unity. as being a full moon gateway to other dimensions. Level of awakening the hearts of...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 11, 2011

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    Weird Moods = Writing

    Fire away Held against my chest The gun is yours The bullets are providedDeadly at their touch This is my everything My trust in you You possess the knowledgeYou know every fear Don't pull the trigger I beg of you Don't lose your coolStay close to me Hold on, don't hesitate Make...
    peanlo peanlo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2012

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    I don't know where I will be going with this

    post, but, for my sanity's sake, I need to let this out. For the past few days, the what-ifs have been haunting me. I cannot afford to experience another monumental (I am exaggerating here, but that is how it feels like, at least for me) failure. "When people say it's not...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 8, 2014

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    "Diesel" One syllable word "Hope" Keeps you

    aligned at the downward slope Shake a little ,wake up better It is a message of heaven in letters Thunderstorm was severe Glad,What could happen in a year? It wasn't just loss of mind but of soul Question of existence in mind on roll! Thinking about life mere like playing fife...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 4

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    A lot of the time, when I'm in a certain mood,

    a song will start playing in my head that matches it. Right now I hear "we live in a beautiful world" by Coldplay. The lyrics sound happy but I interpret it as a sad song based on how it sounds.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jul 16

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    When someone complains about a circumstance

    they can change, I can't sympathize but I can empathize when someone prolongs their own suffering even though they can change things.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jul 9

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    The only thing that having a victim mentality

    does is reinforce self limiting beliefs. I guess it's fun for a while, not having that kind of responsibility, the responsibility that comes with having power.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M May 7

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    Juss Cause I Can..

    The words "i love you" are priceless, unpredictable like rolling dices/ here we are taking chances, making sacrifices / suffices and keeping one another in sight, our hands of cards dealt is right to play for any fight, in hope of getting that much needed balance that is tight...
    Doxtah Doxtah 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I hope one day you will realize i did truly care

    for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up on you, refusing to give up on you. You're gonna regret everything that you've done to me including all the damage you've caused. And someday you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. I might have...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Success is like standing precariously at the

    peak of a mountain. There's no space to stretch out and make yourself comfortable.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jun 1

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    The Only Ones Who Know

    They arrived at the club at 11: Ian, Émile, Kevin, and Troy. The music was already loud, and they hadn't even gotten through to the entrance yet. The long line streamed out of the front door, filled with bigger, better looking guys than Ian. He hadn't even wanted to come out in...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2011

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    If you're complaining about how selfless you

    are, I'm afraid I have bad news for you.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Jun 21

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    I See Beauty Every-where

    It has been a long journey dealing with the passing of my Mom. This,Thanksgiving is the anniversary of living my life minus a Mother.The seasons of life and how they are played out. The time is like yesterday no matter how long any loss is. When I first started out this journey...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    Ghosts

    I.There once was a beautiful field,A lush verdant paradiseHidden far away, concealedFrom the world's darkness and vice.Every spring after winter had thawedThe children would trickle out in ones and twosAnd play by the lakeside with their fishing rodsAnd footballs, with no need...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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