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    Your body couldn't get any weaker Your illness

    was devouring your flesh Your years couldn't get any longer Your suffering was burying your health Your cage of bones it's finally broken Your days of sorrow are finally over Your tears are pearls in the river of eternity I've heard you and I've came I'm the angel of death I'm...
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F Feb 2

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    Well, it seems I'm still trying,

    I guess. Haven't gone on a date in about 2 months (and the last 5 months before that), but snagged a potential date with someone on the usual dating app. She seems nice and pretty outgoing, and I seem to have more chemistry with outgoing people rather than, well, people like me...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2015

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    The thing is about this town is

    that it always pulls you back eventually. People move away. They start families, have adventures, study or just run, but always, always end up returning, dusty and battle scarred and directionless. This town welcomes them back every time and isn't keen on letting them go. I...
    Nenmir Nenmir 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2015

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    I don't know where I will be going with this

    post, but, for my sanity's sake, I need to let this out. For the past few days, the what-ifs have been haunting me. I cannot afford to experience another monumental (I am exaggerating here, but that is how it feels like, at least for me) failure. "When people say it's not...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 8, 2014

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    Ghosts

    I.There once was a beautiful field,A lush verdant paradiseHidden far away, concealedFrom the world's darkness and vice.Every spring after winter had thawedThe children would trickle out in ones and twosAnd play by the lakeside with their fishing rodsAnd footballs, with no need...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    Coward

    A couple of days ago, there was some sort of question about if the military draft were back, would they take people who have mental problems. I answered, as is typical, not the question, but what the question made me think about, and that is that I would not fight if there were a...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 8 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    The wind rattles the windows

    and howls through the crack in the doors, as if it were trying to rip them off their hinges. I step outside into the frigid afternoon air and and take a deep breath, trying to bring some fresh air into my lungs. Despite the violent winds, the sun hangs full and bright in the sky...
    MissAmbiguous MissAmbiguous 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    *a Butterfly 8!b *

    A butterfly sees the beauty of the world, sees the ocean,sees the mountains, sees changes,the nature n more beyond walls. She hears of a sweet melody, happy or sad, music from ppl's hearts, music when the city dream n dance. She feels the peace,the courage when ppl...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 22 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    (This is kinda random.

    . So don't expect it to make any sense) (also I think I edited it too much (and maybe not enough)) Take the door to the right She looked and there were 5 She didn't know where to go so she cried.. She just sat and cried.. Advise me where to put this punctuation.. Idk...
    PastelLime PastelLime 31-35 1 Response Nov 8, 2015

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    Does the seed know All winter lying alone In

    the darkness And the silence And the pressing weight of the ice Does the seed know What it may become One day?
    SweetBabyBananaJesus SweetBabyBananaJesus 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    It's been a good few days.

    I won some money playing poker with my friends on Saturday, saw Jim Gaffigan later that night, and yesterday, experienced the awesomeness that is a Sleater-Kinney concert only to have Fred Armisen show up during the encore and play Rock Lobster for 7+ minutes and completely blow...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    i wish i were a cat ,

    i wouldnt feel anything id be free like a wind and still get fed id scratch the ones who touch me and make furious sounds look at the sun with proud eyes and move in the dark with no fears i wish i were a cat !
    Moonthesolitary Moonthesolitary 22-25, F 18 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    On the first day of my twentieth year of life,

    I flew above the clouds with endless blue stretched out before me. I watched as the home I once knew faded beneath the wings of the plane to a grid of green. The terrain, cut into uneven portions by grey asphalt tracks dwindled into nothing as we climbed higher still. Tens of...
    MissAmbiguous MissAmbiguous 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Crushed under heel, your cigarette smolders in

    heavy waves of gray, defiant to its last breath. Compare its progress to the formation of debris fields, Saturn's rings, the Kuiper belt. Smaller scale, the same physical principles in play. Force of momentum and attraction, mass and density, light and a path of longitudinal...
    DanielChristensen DanielChristensen 36-40, M 14 Responses May 5, 2015

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    I Think I'll Be Happier For The Trouble

    It's depressing to keep applying to jobs and hearing nothing back. I so badly want to work, to get out of the damn house and do something that means the world to me, but the world isn't letting me, at least not yet. Sometimes I think I should just give up and apply to law school...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    Removing The Mask

                I've always been hesitant to put up myself as a profile picture here. I've mostly used avatars, whether it be a picture I like, something I felt at the time, or my recent stint of Hobbes-related pictures, I rarely had my face up there. And I never really thought...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses May 22, 2013

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    There's this one youtuber named

    redpillphilosophy and his name alone irks me. I think anybody who makes mention of the 'red pill' is just another special snowflake. Normally, I don't have a problem with that but it's the kind of special snowflake who happens to be a bitter ******* that I don't like. I mean it...
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    One month down, and I've lost 10 pounds.

    Many more months to go. I can do better. 
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    The Only Ones Who Know

    They arrived at the club at 11: Ian, Émile, Kevin, and Troy. The music was already loud, and they hadn't even gotten through to the entrance yet. The long line streamed out of the front door, filled with bigger, better looking guys than Ian. He hadn't even wanted to come out in...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2011

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    No one lives in our old house now The cats

    sleep under the garden you wanted No one but us knows they rest there You called me to say you have Cancer I dont understand how I feel now You say "we talked about this" You say "Stephen..." and you look embarrassed and amused, like you have a secret. You managed to push me...
    SweetBabyBananaJesus SweetBabyBananaJesus 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I need to laugh, because I'm laughable.

    I search for something that isnt there, with no idea what it is, and no idea why Im looking for it, and then I grow depressed and angry when my search comes up empty. What is going on?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Anybody can do horrible things guilt free

    if they can convince themselves that it's for the greater good.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2015

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    in memory of Lord henry from oscar wilde s

    ``the picture of Dorian gray`` ,dedicated to one of my best friends who reminds me of him "lord henry is like a devil only noticing and leaving satire comments also talking on people s back always having evil plans to ruin someone and enjoy a laugh after he would look for...
    Moonthesolitary Moonthesolitary 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 3, 2015

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    cats die in the city his tail was grey ,

    so was the fog surrounding his frail body he was so deep in slumber that he couldnt notice the hundred shadows passing him his body was frost cold and the city was black he layed iour cat is soundly asleep and nothing can distract his eternal peace n a floor of footsteps ,and...
    Moonthesolitary Moonthesolitary 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2015

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    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Nov 25, 2015

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    As time stretches on,

    so too does my scrotum.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2015

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    I hope one day you will realize i did truly care

    for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up on you, refusing to give up on you. You're gonna regret everything that you've done to me including all the damage you've caused. And someday you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. I might have...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    I Guess It's Just As Well

    It's time to take a break.I love you, EP, I really do, but you **** me off sometimes.Flagging should be a privilege, not a right, since so many people abuse the hell out of it, either to flag something they disagree (the horror) with or to simply mess with someone that they don't...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    I Hate You. Yes, You With The Camera

    I have a tenuous relationship with cameras. While I think photography is an art form and a powerful one at that, I don't think it should be a substitute for experience. I kind of dislike how everyone has a camera to document every trivial part of their lives. Most people are not...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    I don't want to wake up I'm flying

    so high I can touch the stars When I'm in your arms I don't want to survive I don't care if I die I can't live without you I don't care if I fall I'll jump in your love I don't care if it's fake I'll believe what you say I'll swallow my fate I'll bite your bait I'll give you my...
    Intothestorm Intothestorm 31-35, F Jan 30

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    I See Beauty Every-where

    It has been a long journey dealing with the passing of my Mom. This,Thanksgiving is the anniversary of living my life minus a Mother.The seasons of life and how they are played out. The time is like yesterday no matter how long any loss is. When I first started out this journey...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    I know how beautiful you are.

    I don't have to look through some filter, some crude trick the world puts on for us all. I see your beauty as it should be. Full and free. You know that little silence that we sometimes get when we're talking? I really do enjoy that. I enjoy just being able to look at you. To be...
    Personalstories Personalstories 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2015

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    One of the things that bothers me the most is

    when people spread misinformation which they claim to be based on scientific fact to further their cause. It's like putting the cart before the horse... you're fighting for something but you just don't know what you're fighting for or you're fighting for a lie. That's the...
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Dec 3, 2015

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    Your mind is brilliant at many things - chief

    among them is finding new ways to torture itself.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2015

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    His rain drenched clothes stank of sweat

    and dirt. The day's toils had left its pungent mark on him, but she didn't seem to mind somehow as she lay her divine face against his chest, her eyes looking into his. He felt something stir in him, something climbing up from depths he never knew he had. He kissed her forehead...
    TrueZetetic TrueZetetic 26-30, M Sep 1, 2014

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    I wrote this this morning.

    I woke up this morning broken. I know why but I just wasn't expecting it. I'm shocked but not surprised. So now I would usually say something like 'I know how to fix this and I probably will' and that'll be the end of it. This time is different though. I suppose I could say...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2015

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    Confusion By: Madyson Lawrence Even

    when he’s gone, I can still feel his arms snake around my waist as mine find his neck to wrap around. He pulls me closer & squeezes. I can feel the ghost of his lips on mine, making it impossible to forget the kiss. I can still feel him here with me. His jacket, so much like...
    MadyLawrence16 MadyLawrence16 16-17, F Dec 2, 2015

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    It's pointless to gloat over

    which religion wrote over ancient wisdom first. I see a lot of Hindus missing the point.
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Nov 27, 2015

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    i've been scared of showing myself yes i don't

    let people in easily it's self defence 'cos i've been got hurt a lot and i don't want to repeat the same thing. It ripped my heart out...all black Too much for me No tragedy anymore If same thing happen to me again,i seriously can't get over it I can say i understand...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 25, 2015

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    "Diesel" One syllable word "Hope" Keeps you

    aligned at the downward slope Shake a little ,wake up better It is a message of heaven in letters Thunderstorm was severe Glad,What could happen in a year? It wasn't just loss of mind but of soul Question of existence in mind on roll! Thinking about life mere like playing fife...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 4, 2015

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    It's just passed midnight,

    so it's now today, the first day of the rest of my life. It's not too late. At least, I hope it isn't. I'm ready. I want this. I need this. I'm ready for this. I can do this. I must do this. Just jump in. No planning. No thinking. Cold turkey. Every day. Until I'm different. The...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Gold Leaves

    gold leaves shiver through cracks of time rays of sun flicker through the crying sky light pirouettes in my ballroom dress clouds above leaps through the sky gold leaves dangle blow in the wind why must we be jealous think more deeply write better draw better sing better ski...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 18, 2012

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