Where did the time go?
It's been about four and a half years since I was last in a relationship. That was all the way back in my freshman year of college, and at that point, I feel I was headed in a mostly good direction. I liked the girl I was with, I was...
I haven’t been doing much lately except stress myself out applying to jobs. It’s left me feeling a bit empty. I haven’t been writing, haven’t been inspired lately. Basically, this will be the dam bursting, so this will probably be long, gushing, rambling, and...
It has been a long journey dealing with the passing of my Mom. This,Thanksgiving is the anniversary of living my life minus a Mother.The seasons of life and how they are played out. The time is like yesterday no matter how long any loss is. When I first started out this journey...
post, but, for my sanity's sake, I need to let this out.
For the past few days, the what-ifs have been haunting me. I cannot afford to experience another monumental (I am exaggerating here, but that is how it feels like, at least for me) failure.
"When people say it's not...
.. Your not good enough... They deserve better and I acknowledge that, I do...
I have no choice the option is really no option at all.... if I did... My warrior is tired of fighting for this life.....There is no choice.....so here I am, continuously stuck battling to keep my head...
and there was singing, reminiscing, and Bible passages that were on point and coincidentally proper.
What I have failed to mention in my most recent post was my uncle (my aunt's husband) who has shown unconditional love throughout this challenge.
"In sickness and in health...
for a spell that seems like an eternity. At this point, we're walking in circles! Building walls around our respective circumferences and constructing moats. We're fashioning cannons before the portcullises go up, only for them to come crashing down with every misstep. This is...
i wouldnt feel anything
id be free like a wind and still get fed
id scratch the ones who touch me and make furious sounds
look at the sun with proud eyes
and move in the dark with no fears
i wish i were a cat !
let people in easily
it's self defence
'cos i've been got hurt a lot and i don't want to repeat the same thing.
It ripped my heart out...all black
Too much for me
No tragedy anymore
If same thing happen to me again,i seriously can't get over it
I can say i understand...
I.There once was a beautiful field,A lush verdant paradiseHidden far away, concealedFrom the world's darkness and vice.Every spring after winter had thawedThe children would trickle out in ones and twosAnd play by the lakeside with their fishing rodsAnd footballs, with no need...
for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up on you, refusing to give up on you. You're gonna regret everything that you've done to me including all the damage you've caused. And someday you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. I might have...
your laugh.I love your hair, whether down, in a bun, or braided around the sides.I love how you crane your neck to the side when you're looking down at someone's desk.I love how starkly straight-up you sit at your desk; puts my posture to shame.I love your legs. Dear god, your...
The words "i love you" are priceless, unpredictable like rolling dices/ here we are taking chances, making sacrifices / suffices and keeping one another in sight, our hands of cards dealt is right to play for any fight, in hope of getting that much needed balance that is tight...
aligned at the downward slope
Shake a little ,wake up better
It is a message of heaven in letters
Thunderstorm was severe
Glad,What could happen in a year?
It wasn't just loss of mind but of soul
Question of existence in mind on roll!
Thinking about life mere like playing fife...
there are some words that was unforgettable for me
You can't take it back
you are such a jerrrrrk
i shouldn't let you in in the first place.
You are a robber...
But i won't sell my soul
keep lying to yourself
keep lying to ladies
i don't care
i'd rather be alone than lonely in company.
People thinks i'm friendly.
And i am funny,interesting.
But i'm not the person as they think.
Everytime someone say ''you're nice..''
This makes me almost crying....
My heart ache.
I don't even know what's there if i could close...
and dirt. The day's toils had left its pungent mark on him, but she didn't seem to mind somehow as she lay her divine face against his chest, her eyes looking into his. He felt something stir in him, something climbing up from depths he never knew he had. He kissed her forehead...
``the picture of Dorian gray`` ,dedicated to one of my best friends who reminds me of him
"lord henry is like a devil
only noticing and leaving satire comments
also talking on people s back
always having evil plans to ruin someone and enjoy a laugh after
he would look for...
and a sentence will pop into my head, so I have to pause and hurry to find a pen and paper and these are the kinds of things I come up with, tune and all, in my head:
When she walked on, everyone walked past
No one took a spotting glance at this poor young woman with an...
They arrived at the club at 11: Ian, Émile, Kevin, and Troy.
The music was already loud, and they hadn't even gotten through to the entrance yet. The long line streamed out of the front door, filled with bigger, better looking guys than Ian. He hadn't even wanted to come out in...
i first heard of trolls quite some time ago and i still dont get it. all new people eventually ask what trolls are and its always some vague answer. ive never been privy to the people that seem to know about them. ive never seen one that i know of. i am a bit insecure like...
heavy waves of gray, defiant to its last breath. Compare its progress to the formation of debris fields, Saturn's rings, the Kuiper belt. Smaller scale, the same physical principles in play. Force of momentum and attraction, mass and density, light and a path of longitudinal...
state of mind. A laser sharp focus pinpoints problems, an open focus allows you to see things as a whole. Most of life's problems, I think, are spent in the former state of mind, eyes fixated, locked on, seeking solutions to problems.
just to make sure there weren't any crazies in there before I sent them off to the authors. But they're mostly from kids anyway, so they're not crazy. Yet. But I read some damn inspiring, heartfelt, and touching things. So many of them were how they hated reading before, but...
I have a tenuous relationship with cameras. While I think photography is an art form and a powerful one at that, I don't think it should be a substitute for experience. I kind of dislike how everyone has a camera to document every trivial part of their lives. Most people are not...
When angels hold your hands You just can't hit the ground They'll take you high and high And never let you down when angels hold ur hands u know ur not alone but u have someone that shows care, they love u without asking something and they never leave by ur side u call...
a hopeless case, but when I got to talk to my aunt (my dad's sister) in her final weeks, I couldn't help but feel hopeful l because she was still tough and strong as ever.
Yesterday, she left the living realm and i can't help but feel a sense of relief because she was in so...
......only u will read it......my words to you.....it will haunt u and it will burn ypu for tge rest of your days You *****.......you will ******* hurt and u will feel me deep....u wanted this and u will get what u wanted.....happy...yes....I say **** this...........the sunrise...
Need something new in my life.
I need something to blow my mind.
Why do I have to know everything?
Wasn't life more fun when I didnt?
Will life ever be that fun again?
Well first I would need to forget what judgements I was taught. Right?
Why's it so hard to ditch this?
for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not, wont. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just...
just a sun peak volcano in the distant sky, as if seeing a "great force of endless energies" a deeper awakening
beyond, the hearts of humanity through an energetic oneness with unity.
as being a full moon gateway to other dimensions. Level of awakening the hearts of...
between limitless riches and power.
For the powers that lay beyond
in the dim light
must have seemed irrelevant
to the sensibilities of man.
Sometimes it cannot be quenched,
for who knows what is noble,
and what is divine?
It's depressing to keep applying to jobs and hearing nothing back. I so badly want to work, to get out of the damn house and do something that means the world to me, but the world isn't letting me, at least not yet. Sometimes I think I should just give up and apply to law school...
gently kisses my lips
the taste of sunshine in my mouth
bright vibrant colors shine from the heaven
a spectrum out of skys
our eyes glow with wonder
as hands touch my thighs
Love comes with power
beating hearts entwine
an out of body experience
when we kiss the sky...
loom and cast long and thick shadows across the sidewalk.
Only on the thoughtfully priced balconies dose the afternoon sun shine
The golden light is a prize for those who can pay for it.
Can you afford the sun?
A couple of days ago, there was some sort of question about if the military draft were back, would they take people who have mental problems. I answered, as is typical, not the question, but what the question made me think about, and that is that I would not fight if there were a...
It's time to take a break.I love you, EP, I really do, but you **** me off sometimes.Flagging should be a privilege, not a right, since so many people abuse the hell out of it, either to flag something they disagree (the horror) with or to simply mess with someone that they don't...