I Wtk Why I Am Here

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    Why Am I Here?

    so.............i've  been through a lot...........abusive  parents...........not  being able to say anything when everyone kept asking what was upsetting me all through school (my mom's boyfriend threatened to kill me if i told....and if i told my gram (the only...
    whisperinggirl whisperinggirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2010

    I Wtk Why I Am Here

    Well not here exactly but here in this life, why is there not bad day after the next, why is there good days again and then back to the cycle all over again. Why am I so dark and then suddenly I cant remember the dark and I am like sunshine. I need to go to bed and sleep...
    Supagloo Supagloo
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2009

    I Sometimes Wonder

    I sometimes wonder,Why am I here?What did I do to deserve this?Why me?I'd love to know,It's making me wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Dec 14, 2011

    I Wtk Why I Am Here

    Well not here exactly but here in this life, why is there not bad day after the next, why is there good days again and then back to the cycle all over again. Why am I so dark and then suddenly I cant remember the dark and I am like sunshine. I need to go to bed and sleep...
    Supagloo Supagloo
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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