Confessions from Colorado (CO)

Adult Nursing:  I was engaged a while back and my partner at the time had double EE breasts.  Prior to us meeting I had been dating women who at most were a C cup.  It did not take me long to realise how much I loved suckling on them.  I could coodle both nipples into my mouth at once, sucking, sucking.  I remember when she had her first nipple/breast feeling get so good that it was erotic.  From then on I suckled her at times like a baby would.  Her son was two and I felt at time milk want to come out.  It never did, but she sure did have many good feelings from our suckling encounters.  Often I would imagine me suckling real flowing human milk.  This is my desire in a female partner.  The bonding feeling between us was magnificent and I hear the milk is very nutritious.

I was out to dinner earlier this evening at a 5 star restaurant and excused myself to use the restroom.  On my way, I passed a table where a man was really saying some degrading things to a woman, whom I guess was his wife.  He was speaking in hushed tones, and she was fighting back tears.  I could hear them as I got past their table and around the corner in the hallway leading to the restrooms.  I shouldnt have eavesdropped but she looked so terribly distraught.  I stood for a few seconds seconds where they could not see me, and the sound of her voice pleading with him to give her a chance to correct what she had done, made me sick.  I became physically ill listening to this guy scold and berate this woman as she tried to keep the peace.  I went into the restroom and vomited.

 My ex boyfriend of merely a year left me six months ago and I still can't stop crying. I want to be okay. I don't want to cry anymore or miss him. I want to stop believing he was the one or that I could have saved us. I know that he is happy now, and he won't ever contact me, he was done the moment he walked out. I just want to be as okay as he is. I want to believe that my life is better now, I want to stop being depressed and hoping for his return. I just want to be okay without him, but I am not. 

I'm 6 months pregnant and the father doesn't know. we had a fight before I knew and stopped talking. Now he's in jail. I lost custody of my daughter after 8 years to her father and his wife. I'm afraid it would happen again

I just left my hometown of boston to start up graduate school halfway across the country.  In doing so I left my girlfriend, my family, my friends, and a job I love.  I don't know anyone here.  I finally think I've met a couple of decent guys that I could hang out with and the first thing they do is scam me on some audio equipment.  I'm broke as sh*t, and these a*@holes just scammed me for 300 bucks.  f*ck this sh*t... alright i guess i feel a little better.  back to my lonely drinking

Now more than ever, I miss him. His beautiful smile, those piercing blue eyes, the sound of his voice. His laugh, his touch, everything about him. Now more than ever....

I've been in an abusive relationship for over a year. I don't want to go into detail about the abuse, but he has hurt me both emotionally and physically. He was not violent very often, but this morning he scared me. Eventually I called my close friend and asked her to come get me. I walked away with sore shoulder and bruised foot, but I still miss him. He was my best friend, and I still love him. I know I shouldn't want him, but I do. I need help.