Confessions from Maharashtra

m single, i have friends but i dont have any gf. i find myself very uncomfertable talking with girls. i know it sounds stupid but its true, i dont know if i am ever going to find a girl who will totally understand me!!!!!!!!!!

(& yes you can laugh at me..)

i just finished my engineering exams.i lost 3 papers...i told my parents that i lost 2 papers...i havent ever lied to my parents before...at first i thought maybe 2 papers may not make them feel angry and later as per the situation i will tell them the truth.i was wrong they were really mad at me for losing two papers.i dont have the courage to tell them i lost in 3 papers.i love them i dont wanna see them hurt...

I keep on wondering about whats happenin around and then comes a time when I say him that I desire to be single again.... and he looks at me and says is this what you want me to give u.... I go quite...he just sayz take your time and decide what u want from life....its almost 3 days that all I am doing is feeling lonely and hopeless ...I am missing his voice, missing his possessiveness...missing his anger...missing his care....just want to be felt loved and by noone else but him...I was wondering all day long though what would he be going through like....WILL HE BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND ME what am I going through...its just a phase in my life before taking the big decision of getting married and living my whole life with him... I am just trying to mentally be strong to face every drastic change in my coming life...

Its all about love love and love...and I am blessed to be loved but then, deep within me is a desire to be single again....I wonder and panic at times whats wrong with me but still strugling hard to figure it out !!!!