“So many I waited for you to make things. I waited so long T. I loved you so very, very much. With all of me. Even when you ran from me. Now I'm left to pick up the pieces of the broken heart you left behind. Can't stop the tears from falling. Can't peel off this pain. I thought you loved me. I waited for you to be that person you said you were. The one who would give his all for his true love. I've come to realise that just wasn't me. If I was, you wouldn't have done the things you have done. I thought I was your one true. I wished so hard and I loved you even harder. I loved you so much. So much . And yes, you called me a mess. This pain is equivalent to the loves and hopes I had, and I lived for our love. How will I survive without you. You were my god sent. You were my blessing. But you weren't the person you said you were. You wouldn't have did what you did. Oh God, how could this be. I don't want to be here.”
Posted by
Earthen at 2:11AM on Jul 15th, 2012
4 comments | 4 Recommendations
I feel you.Wish I could say time will heal you.Wounds can fester with time.Time does not heal everything. Some wounds are deeper and get worse with time.It only adds to the pain which you wish would be gone, because a great amount of time has passed trying to curb the pain . It doesn’t go away, and the fact that it won’t go away is almost as painful is the thing that hurt you in the first place.