LoveMusik 31-35, F

I have so much to say.......Or do I???

Posted on: May 10th, 2011 at 7:32PM

I have missed out on my life for the last 3 years. Nasty was the day i had my "breakdown", taken to Hospital and medicated. Then i get told i have O.C.D and L.P, Now what???  i thought...., But i diddent care, i dident feel, And thats when it hit me like a ton of bricks and the real melt down started. Cutting,burning,hitting,,,fighting,,,drinking..........(and thats the stuff i can remember). What was i like when i was dissasociated??? It makes me freak out just thinking about it! Now i feel a bit more like my "Old self", And have to face up to all the stupid things ive done, All the pain ive caused and its a HAVE TO DEAL WITH my life again situation. And "fight" against the O.C.D and L.P a… [more]

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