you dont have to choose right now, you could go one of the two ways and change direction later if you want to. do whatever you want, its your life
If you find someone that loves you (regardless of age) go with it. That's all that counts. If he treats you badly though, then it would be very bad for you. Do what makes you happy.
Legally, you were raped by the 55 year old rapist. There is no future for you with someone twice your age unless he has mega bucks and is willing to spend them all on you.
What is real and what you believe you feel are two very different things.
If you were 15 and he was 55 , he did indeed rape you. At 15, you do not have the legal capacity to consent. He knew that you were jail bait and took advantage of the situation... he raped you.
If you went to the police today, with evidence that the two of you had sex, he would be arrested and ultimately jailed.
I call it as it is.... a rapist is a rapist is a rapist.
He raped you... there is no way to rationalize it. He should be jailed.
life there its chosen
you live it, you control, you choice how it should go
It can be.
Life without a partner can be enjoyable.
What happens to you now may be legal. But, the crime (rape) was committed when you were 15. It doesn't matter how old you are now. Your failure to understand this is what proves that you are still immature.
your understanding of consensual is incorrect. If you are not of age you cannot consent. 15 years old is not of age.
it doesnt matter who sought who out. By law, you can not consent at 15. A 55 year old man should know that, and he was certainly not "the innocent". He could have and should have said no.
Whether you consider him to be a rapist or a *********.... he belongs in jail. If he did it once, he will certainly do it again.
Live your life. Love follows n finds its way.
If you chose to be loved could you remain faithful to that boy knowing you have this addictive lust.....
Message me if you like.
Maybe you should look in the mirror on who the perv is. I am not that, I would only want to help. Keep your opinions to yourself. You are probably the perv.
Not everyone has bad intentions.