Guilt maybe or still living in the past and having contact with them at present doesnt help...break the ties in order to heal!
I have a mental breakdown with my wife everyday .....
Omg so sorry .. No huni .. You will be ok I promise .. Take your time don't worry about breaking down love lost is one of the most painful things to deal with in my mind and obviously yours a little too .... I've just come through this ... If you need to talk message me anytime maybe I can help you through x
It can happen sometimes it takes years dont be too hard on yourself over it..
you need a root
Not enough detail.... But, if you are asking, that is a sign of healing.... is help required for the heeling process to be completed? Again uncertain as more detail is needed... sometimes just taking about it is all the help that is needed, other times chatting with a professional is required to help you understand and set you priorities.
I would recommend a professional !
possibly...how did it occur? :/