Is there a question in there somewhere?
Ohhhhh! There's the question. I get it now. Thank you.
someone ugly rich guy proposed to you right ?
you've always had a choice
who's hands were they? What are you on?
What did you decide?
Come on now, answer. What did you decide?
NO. To live? Could have knocked me down with a Bible.
I was really low a while back, and I prayed for the strength to continue. I honestly had lost the will to keep trying...
God's response was to send a wonderful person into my life...who has no clue how their kindness brought me back from the brink. I had hoped that maybe this person would stay in my life as something more, but it was not to be. Whether they will continue in my life in another role remains to be seen, but I am very grateful that they showed up when they did...
Thank you for sharing. I don't think the hands around your throat were God's hands, but He probably allowed it to happen so that you would face the reality of choosing between life and death. I'm glad you survived and got through that time.
When i was a small child i used to pray for God to make me die because i was in a hurry to see what heaven was like.