u cant be timid and be a police officer it wouldn't work out so force yourself to take action go to college study police science experience the world its really a great place don't let the unknown immobilise u your going to be fine and a cop to boot
Go to college.
Just remember you're not the only one who feels this way. If you choose to go to college you'll be surprised on how many people are in your same position somewhat.
Do it. Especially now since it's for college.
I would go!! That would be a great experience for you. Follow your heart and do what makes you happy.