Put it up to 40.
if you said that, it sounds like you dont need gf, you need therapist, just saying
Why? Life is more than just that. Live your life. Appreciate what you have. Realize too, that there no reason why you shouldn't find love. Look at the couples on the street. Just regular people like you. Tall, short, skinny, fat, pretty, ugly. People are made to be together. You'll find someone if you just chill about it.
Quit feeling sorry for yourself and work on your issues. You'd love to blame your problems on how " ugly " you are but the truth is it's not your outside stopping you it's what's inside that's holding you back go get counseling.
I'd say that's reasonable I can understand making such a decision but it's far easier to get a copy of "The Mystery Method" go on a couple of pick up artist courses and spend the rest of your life screwing just about any woman you want. Women are a game, it's a daft, stupid, irrational and rather shallow game but a game none the less with well defined rules that can be taught and learned, go do it.<br />
No killing yourself is a waste of life. You have a choice here....think about all the people who die through illness or are killed. They want to live...
Right around the corner,there is a bluebird in the sky,So lets have another cup of coffee,Yes lets have another peice of pie==========
no, you could miss out.
Well, you never know.