Am I cold-hearted, introvert, naive or a combination of the three?
I don't talk to people a lot. I don't greet my friends or anyone I know along the way, not because I'm snob, but because I'm shy. I had an experience once, I greeted my teacher and she didn't greet me back. Awkward moments happen at its finest.
I also act like a kid. I sometimes can't tell if I have hurt someone or it was perfectly fine. I don't know how to care for people. In my mind, I do, but in action, I don't.
I don't take the initiative because I don't know what's the next thing to do.
Perhaps, I just have a twisted personality. I am perplexed with how the world works. I simply can't understand why you have to do these and those, and why can't others understand me for I how I deal with things and how I perceive life in general.
For me, change is difficult, or perhaps, takes an extensive time. I don't know where to start and how to end it.