Am I gay or straight? I'm so lost !
Hi everybody, so my problem is a bit bizarre, my story is kind of long but I hope you will read it all. Since my early childhood I've had those strange feelings towards guys, I was so young and I didn't understand what that was about, it just freaked me out. I had a really shy personnality then and I was that kind of people who prefers being home all day long than going out (now things got better) Anyway, I fell in love with girls any times, I fell deeply in love with them but I still had those strange feelings towards guys though. Once I tried dating a guy, I really liked him at first but then I hated him and I hated all that gay thing and I felt like "No, I'm not gay, I don't wanna be gay, I'm straight even If I still have some gay feelings. Now those gay feelings are unstable, a day I feel like I'm in love with girls and I'm totally straight, and the other day I'm like "Man am I gay?" I'm really lost. So, please help me, I don't know who I am anymore !!