and I love going to the grocery... i like checking labels , reading the ingredients. Deciding to try a new item.
hugs dear.. we will get over it.. just needs time.. and then you can go to the grocery again without the weight of the memory
Get youself a bottle of your favourite wine, or maybe push the boat out and buy a case?
You need Peapod
Around here it's shopping for groceries online and having it all delivered.
I used to go grocery shopping after work (either 11pm, or 3am), after a really rough day. It was soothing, mindlessly going isle to isle. I lost myself in the stock, thinking about prices rather than death and suffering. It was a mini-vacation. You are not alone.
I don't mean to say I am better than anyone else, but that part does make me feel better about myself. I realize that the situation I am in I should be more grateful. While I knew I had a "way out", others did not.
Do it online, its much easier.
But just imagine.......no getting stuck in traffic, no long queues or crappy weather, no lugging heavy bags or people with trolley rage. I do it on the comfort of my sofa with a glass of wine x