You are to young to be anything yet. Give yourself time to grow and mature.
why? what do you do?
I highly doubt you're a sadist.
I can tell by this question you're not.
Generally sadists don't declare to the world that they're a sadist. Plus, I doubt you've met a sadist to understand what they're like.
Uh huh, sure you do.
A sadist is simply a masochist who follows the golden rule.
You are much too young
I discovered that I was a sadist when I was 12-13. I started getting sexually aroused and wanting to touch myself every time I witnessed someone hurting someone else or violence of any kind. The more sexual the violence, the more sexually satisfying it was for me.