I wish I never existed.
Regrets and living in the past don't really don't get us anywhere do they? I guess it's good to learn from our mistakes but probably best not to beat up on ourselves too much.
Oh, hun! Hugs!
I wish I wasn't raped, I wish I wasn't raped a second time, I wish my dad didn't die, I wish I didn't have anxiety, I wish I didn't struggle with food. My life would just be better