Are my friends treating me like complete sh*t
I've known my friends for so long. It has been five years. I always feel like I am being treated like dirt. I am someone that can be pushed around. They always think I'm just retarded, and don't deserve a say in anything. If I'm late, I get blamed; and they stop talking to me. At one point they stopped talking to me for two weeks because of that. It just hurts me so much to be around them sometimes. They were talking about how they were gonna be eachothers bridesmaids, and how monica was going to be her godmother. When i asked why i couldn't, she said that she wanted her child to display what her godmother has: success, money, and a higher status. It broke my heart. They told me that it made sense, and that monica would be her bridesmaid because she was more organized. Im always being poked at; it just sucks. They can say the worst things to me, but i can never say anything to them it just sucks.