I'm working on it.
Yes. I think it's because I've been lonely and hurt all my life, so I try my best to forget by going on adventures.
Yes. I love the mountains by my house. We still find new things almost everytime we go for a hike. Caves, tunnels, parts of wrecked trains, trails, pipe. It makes me wonder what it was like to go through here if you were the first. Before the railway and roads.
I have always been an venturous sort, just in my makeup I guess
It's an homage to an experience I had a few years ago. I took a cab to the local VA hospital on the evening of Nov. 30, 2009 and checked myself into the emergency room there with what turned out to be an advanced case of pneumonia. The doctors gave me morphine for the pain and found out I was extremely allergic to the drug. My body went into septic shock and I fell into a coma that lasted until the wee hours of the morning, Feb 21, 2010. I was completely emaciated, weighed about 115 lbs, My muscles had all atrophied and I had one paralyzed vocal chord. I could neither talk, stand, walk or even get out of bed. I was on total life support and was being fed liquid nutrients snaked up my nose and down into my intestines. It took another 4 1/2 months to relearn all the little things and recover some control over my body. Now you know
i am because im not afraid of anything anymore
no, i have been enlightened
i know that when its my time to die, then i will die. i have no reason to rush it, but im not afraid to get there. its final and absolute. i just keep myself happy and im not worried about my eternal soul. thats a debate i would rather not get too involved in