I hate who I am and I feel it is too late to change. I feel I'll never be able to forgive myself and don't deserve happiness.
Not at all.
Not exactly. I am more comfortable now with myself than I have ever been. I know my failings, and i know how far I've come. Nothing to be proud about. Just grateful.
That would make me sound conceited. But I'm rather happy with where I currently stand in life :)