Awkward situation help me cope please?
So tomorrow I am going to Gainesville (where the guy I like lives currently). So before I started talking to this guy I was talking to another guy we'll call him John. So John and I were talking but just as FWB. We hooked up and just continued talking as friends nothing more. every now and then a flirt. But he was moving to NY. we live in Orlando. So his cousin starts talking to me all of a sudden we'll call him Ben. Ben and I really click. Unfortunately Ben moved from Orlando to Gainesville. I told John, that I was talking to his cousin who he is like brothers with. John was cool with it. But said he didn't kno. So Idk if Ben knows that I hooked up with his cousin before. So now apparently John lives with Ben in Gainesville... So when I visit tomorrow John will be there....awkward.... Do you think that is a bad situation? will it be awkward. what do I do? John knows but I don't think Ben knows. Feel like it will be awkward cuz John has slept with me. on top of this I started talking to Ben only a week after I hooked up with John. John and I were just friends with benefits. Ben and I aren't bf and gf but we are more than just fwb.