I read your story. Please call this number and talk to someone. 1-800-273-8255 It's the national suicide hotline. You need to talk to someone about what's going on.
@ thisisevenlessfunnynow you are an *** @ cheysghost im so sorry for your loss
So sorry to hear that. Unfinished business haunts us all, I know. But the best you can do is to forgive from your end and hope there is peace from the other. Surely the hating has to stop sometime.
My baby sister died also. A huge hug to you. God bless x
Don't tell Mom.