Request to take away your pain is human but expecting it to be given to other people whether deserved or not deserved is in human. I pray to GOD to make you happy and healthy.
So who deserves pain? No one I can think of. Pain is personal and we have to carry it. Your pain may be major or minor compared to others but the point is, it's not a competition. What you feel is the worst and that's the same for all of us. I have about 5 different ones now. And generally I just ignore them, seek treatment and live as I want. I'm stoll 19 mentally regardless of what the mirror shows and that is what really matters. Your brain.<br />
An old saying. Why bother to complain? No bastard is ever interested anyway.
pain is temporary. you are forever